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Paper Hearts || Jungkook [Pt. 6 - Final] ⚠️

Parts [One - Two - Three- Four - Five ]

Warning: Intense scene included. +18. Thank you

You weren’t aware of how serious the situation was until one day. At the same time, you were grocery shopping, a couple of teenagers stopped you in the street. Their uniform told you they attended a school far away from this area, making you wonder what they were doing in this neighborhood. Primarily, this area wasn’t well-known for anything any teenager would like to visit or hang out at.

“Your Jungkook’s oppa’s wife?” The first girl asked in an argonaut tone. She had short hair, and her name tagged showed Kim Bora.

“She doesn’t deserve to be his wife. That cheater and liar. You cheated on him, didn’t you?” They gave you a disgusted look as their eyes shifted to your stomach. From the name tag, this one was Bang Younghee. She had the same hairstyle as her other friend. “This isn’t his baby, right?”

You sighed as you rolled your eyes and decided it was better to ignore them. Your arm was already hurting from how heavy the grocery was. When you started to walk away, continuing your way to the garage, a sudden pain erupted in your skull as your hair was pulled backward. It was sudden; you didn’t realize what was happening until you found yourself on the floor; the air left your chest for seconds while the grocery fell out of the bags. The impact of the pull was harrowing. Your skull was on fire, and your back was hurting so much. You gasped for air as you reached for your stomach. Your heart was raising in your chest.

The girls laughed as they looked down at you. “Old lady. You should know your place. You betrayed our Oppa. How dare you?” Younghee said as she spat on your face.

“We only accepted you and your daughter because of Oppa,” Bora remarked. “You betrayed us and betrayed Oppa and dared to get pregnant from another man? Disgusting.” She kicked one orange from the floor, and the orange rolled until it hit the dirt around the garbage can.

“Leave before I call the police.” You said, trying so hard not to burst into tears in front of them. Your heart was beating so fast in your chest cavity, and your hand was shaking as you tried to stand on your feet. This had never happened to you before. Even when you first dated Jungkook. No one dared to come near you. If they knew the trust, you only felt humiliated, angry, and devastated.

They ignored his news and focused only on you—the non-celebrity wife. Your face was hidden from the public for as long as you can remember. However, one day, an article appeared with your photo of you. Since then, people have started to recognize you in the street.

You looked up at the ceiling and pointed at the security camera. “I understand your love towards him. But I will report you if you touch me one more time.” You didn’t know how you found the strength to say that. It all came to you quickly. The girls looked at each other before rolling their eyes and leaving.

They left you alone with all the grocery shopping spread on the street. You looked at the two girls and the now-empty plastic bag. Tears form in your eyes. With your shaky hand, you only thought of calling one person. Not caring about anything, he was the only one you needed right now. You weren’t sure why. Did you want to show him what his action was doing to you? How his actions and choices were destroying both of you. Even though you knew he had just disappeared and wouldn’t answer any calls. Something told you he would pick up the phone if you called him.

And he did.

“Y/N!” His voice was worried. He didn’t expect any phone call from you. Hearing his voice after a long time made you burst into tears. You sobbed so hard on the phone that you heard him panicking on the other side of the phone. “Talk to me. What happened? Y/N”

“Why?” you said between sobs. “Why do I have to go through this? Why?”

“I am sorry. I am sorry. I am sorry” It was the only words you could hear, and they weren’t what you wanted to hear. The term “sorry” will not fix anything. It will not fix your reputation, will not fix how everyone was looking at you or your baby girl. People even started to wonder if your girl was his daughter. It will not heal your heart.

“I hate you.” You took a sharp breath between sobs. “I hate what you do and what you have done. I trusted you, and I loved you.”

“Where are you? I will come to you.” Jungkook said as you heard the chiming of his keychain. “Stay where you are. I am coming.”

In less than thirty minutes, Jungkook was in front of you. Your groceries were still on the ground as you didn’t bother collecting them again. The two fans you met walked over them, ruining most of the items you had bought. You were sitting on the pavement, discovering that you had sprinted your ankle and your hands were red and dirty. It was so hard for you to stand. Jungkook looked at you with sad eyes, guessing what happened to you. He didn’t say anything as he crunched down on the floor to pick up the mess his fans caused.

“Who is she?” After a long silence, you finally asked the question you tried hard to avoid in a small voice. “Did she treat you better? Was she worth it?”

Jungkook stopped what he was doing as he stared at the floor, not meeting your eyes. “Anything I say would sound like an excuse. I did you wrong, and I cannot forgive myself for that.”

“Jungkook.” You called him multiple times so that he would look at you, and he was looking everywhere but not at you. “Look at me, Jungkook.”

“I cannot.” He said, voice wavering, tears forming in his eyes. “I was stupid. I said things I shouldn’t have said. I ruined everything. I ruined our marriage. I ruined my friendship with Taehyung. I ruined the team dynamics. I don’t deserve to be a father to our children or a husband to you.”

“Jungkook,” You snapped, and he finally looked at you. Your face muscles twisted as you clenched your teeth before saying. “I want to know everything. From the start. Please. I know you would never do what the news says because I trust you, Jungkook.”

He looked away, ashamed of himself. “You know when someone comes into your life at your worst. They mess up your brain and make you believe things that are not true or real. I am not going only to blame her because I let her do that to me. I let her ruin everything beautiful in my life.” A tear slipped on Jungkook’s cheeks. He clenched his hand hard into a fist. “I am not a child yet. I- I should have come to you. I should have told you that I was having a hard time. I couldn’t do that, knowing you also had a hard time. I couldn’t let you carry all the heavyweights.”

“So, you went to her.” You were limping as you walked to stop right in front of him. His eyes were drifting away from yours, and you could notice the dark circles underneath his eyes and the faded beard on his chin. You wanted to reach out to his cheeks but stopped yourself midway. Hurt flashed through his eyes as he looked away.

“She came to me. She was always around, and I couldn’t avoid her. She noticed something was bothering me, and she came to me.” As Jungkook was talking, you remembered that girl that always tried to flirt with him whenever she had the chance. She worked with the PR team, so she was always around the group and rarely in the office.

“Was it the trip with the PR team? Did it happen…?” You didn’t continue your words when he fiercely shook his head.

“She lied to me. No one from the PR team showed up. I don’t remember anything from that night,” Jungkook confessed, his hand running through his hair. “However, she said something did happen that night. A mutual thing.” Jungkook noticed the twist in your jaw and how your eyes hardened but refused to look away from him. “I blacked out. I remember she kissed me, and…” he stopped checking your reaction. Your fist clenched tightly. Nevertheless, your face said you overpassed the shock. “And I kissed her back. That’s all I remember. I was so drunk.”

“Let’s go to the car. I am tired.” You walked past him as he continued to collect your stuff quickly before following you.

When you reached the car, Jungkook dropped the stuff in the backseat as you took the passenger seat before he hopped into the driver seat. You looked at him when the door closed before he started the car. “Did you sleep with her after that? After that night.”

Jungkook looked at you with wide eyes before he shook his head. “No.”

“You said you loved her.”

“I was confused. She kept saying that things happened because we had feelings for each other. I know that after that night, I must be responsible for what happened. She said that if I didn’t date or marry her, she would tell people I cheated on you and played with her feelings.” He explained. His hands were shaking as he slowly looked at you. “She tried to convince me that what happened that night. The night I don’t remember was because I had feelings for her. And I cannot just s-sleep with her and leave her the next day.

“All I was thinking about is that I ruined our marriage. And I couldn’t forgive myself. On the other hand, she was pressuring me to be with her. Making me believe that something happened between you and Taehyung too.” Jungkook looked down at his hands as he intertwined them together.

At that moment, you realized that Jungkook was a victim of manipulation. And if something did happen between them that night, he would also be the victim since he was drunk and had blacked out. You didn’t know how to tell him, and he blamed himself for believing her and letting her control him.

“Have you and Taehyung talked?”

He nodded as he looked at you. “After you went to the hospital, he visited me. It was more of a break-in than a visit. He explained everything to me. I am sorry, Y/N. I am so sorry for everything, and I wanted to disappear from your life for good and only give you pain.”

“I just hoped you trusted me more.” You sighed as you looked away from him.

“I failed you.” He nodded. “If you ever wanted to move away from here until the rumors go away, I will do anything for you. Just let me know. I will help you. I am here for you. Even if it’s too late for this right now.”

“Listen! Jungkook. I am not the kind to run away, and I am not letting her win just like this” You took a deep breath before continuing. “Right now, all I want you to do is be a responsible father and husband, and I will be a good wife and stay by your side until this is all over. Let’s prove our innocence first. I know a lawyer who also can help us sue her.”

He looked at you, surprised. He didn’t expect any of what you had said. He didn’t expect you to believe him or even help him: Father and husband. The words gave him hope. He reached for your hand, but as if you were touched by electricity, you pulled your hand right away.

“No. that’s not what….” You said as you touched where he touched you with the other hand. “It’s not that easy, Jungkook.”

“I am sorry.” Disappointment washed over him as he started the car engine and drove to your apartment.

Nabi was happy to see her dad that night. She was smiling and giggling and refused to sleep. She was jumping around, and you tried to just let Jungkook as much as he could for your daughter’s sake. Even though she was young, she kept asking about her father and cried each night because she missed him a lot.

You didn’t want to admit it, but you missed having him around.

When Nabi finally fell asleep, you made some tea for both you and Jungkook. You ignored the admiration in his eyes as you sat opposite him. “I was trying to make a new ID and discovered you didn’t submit the divorce papers.”

“I couldn’t do it.” He stood up as he walked to the bathroom and returned with the first aid kit. He opened the plastic box and an alcohol pad before taking your hand. This time you didn’t pull away and let him clean your wounds. “I believe you scared them off.” He gave a small smile as he looked up to meet your eyes.

“Kind of. They are kids. Forget about them.” You shook your head as you stared down at him. He was sitting on his knees beside you on the floor. His hand was gentle as he swiped the alcohol on your cuts. “I don’t know if I should forgive you.” Tears formed in your eyes as a drop cascaded down your cheek. He reached out and gently wiped it with his thumb.

“I don’t dare ask for forgiveness. What I did can’t be forgiven. If you decide you don’t want to see me again, I will do that for you. I will do anything you ask me to do.”

His eyes widened when you ran your fingers through his hair. His breath hitched at the slightest touch, and you smiled that you still had that effect on him. “Kiss me, Jungkook.”

He froze for a few seconds, still processing what you were saying. Before asking twice, his hand slid to the back of your head as he pulled you in for a kiss. A kiss both of you were craving. A kiss that was full of regrets, shame, and sadness, and it was full of needs, love, and longing. Your tongue danced along with his to your heartbeats. Heat rushed through your whole body as you kissed him harder, absorbing him into you.

Jungkook pulled away from the kiss, breathing heavily against your skin. Your mind was foggy that you didn’t realize you were already lying flat on your sofa with Jungkook on top of you until now. Your hands were already midway through removing his T-shirt, and his hand stopped on your thigh.

“We should stop,” Jungkook said in a breathy voice. “I don’t want you to regret this.” However, his hand still not leaving your body

“I will regret it more if I just let you go.” You searched in his eyes only to find love mixed with worry.

“You are pregnant.” He said in a worried voice.

“It’s okay. I am already over the danger period.” You said with a toothy smile. Your hand ran down his spine, sending shivers all over his body.

“You will not hate me tomorrow?” Dangerously, he decreased the distance between both of you.

“Maybe I will. Depending on how you behave.” You smirked as you pressed your lips to his for a few seconds before pulling away. “Just love me today. I miss you.”

“Nabi…”

“Probably will not wake up if we kept quiet.” You pulled the T-shirt over Jungkook’s head as you touched his hard torso. “Unless you cannot keep it quiet.”

He smirked as he buried his face into your neck. A moan skipped your thought as he bit down on your skip. Your hands slapped your mouth as he pulled away to see your face burning red. The smirk would not disappear from his lips as he lowered and breathed into your ears. “I think you will be the loud one tonight.”

“Hey!” Before you could complain, he kissed you again, slowly this time. A kiss that wants to preserve everything about you: all the moans were muffled through kisses that filled your heart and soul.

The following day, you woke up to the smell of coffee and the sound of Nabi’s laughter. You blinked multiple times before rubbing the sleep from your eyes. Taking a deep breath, you walked to the nearest mirror and looked at your reflection. You could see some of the collateral damage from last night. Hickeys were visible on your collar and up to your neck. You touched them with your fingertips as you remembered last night.

You have decided to give Jungkook a second chance. At the end of the day, he was the love of your life and the one who helped make your children.

The bedroom door suddenly opened, and Jungkook peaked his head through the door. “Good morning.” You smiled as he slipped through the door and walked to you to wrap your arms around you. “How do you feel today?”

“Good.” You said with a smile as you looked into his eyes. You still couldn’t get away from the stern look he gave you when he asked you to sign the divorce papers out of your mind. You pushed the thought away as you placed a kiss on his cheek. “I smell coffee.”

“I made you breakfast.” He said as he placed a small kiss on your lips. “Are we good, Y/N?” He looked worriedly at you.

You nodded and smiled. “We are good, and I will do my best to prove your innocence.”

“Actually, I have something to tell.” You took a sharp breath, and your muscle tensed. Feeling your reflex, Jungkook shook his head. “It’s something that can help us.”

“What is it?”

“I managed to have a CCTV record from the resort we were staying in. That’s why I disappeared, and I had to check something.”

“Okay, and…”

“Well,” He smiled as he took your hands in his. “It turns out she never slept over in the same room. I think after I passed out, she left me in the room and went to the club for more drinks and dance. Some recordings of her making out with some random guys there.”

Your eyes widened as you blinked. “Since when have you known.”

“This morning. They told me it would take a long time to check CCTV records since they have many over the resort. So, they just emailed me the recording. The room we reserved was for four people, and only two showed up, so this also could help us.” Jungkook looked at you, hopefully. “Nothing happened that night.”

“Just make-out sessions.” You raised an eyebrow, and he whined like a little child. “I am glad Jungkook. I really am.” You smiled as you looked at your intertwined fingers. “Let’s show the world what kind of a bitch she is.”

Jungkook nodded as he pulled you in a hug. You hugged him back, and for the first time in a long time, you could take a deep breath without your chest feeling heavy.

Out of nowhere, you felt Nabi making her way between you, wanting to join the hug. Jungkook laughed as he carried her in his arms and showered her with small kisses all over her face. Her giggles filled the whole room. And all you could think about was… your family was back, and your family was safe.

The nightmare and heartache were over.

Right?

I would love to hear your opinion about the final part of paper hearts. Thank you for riding with me through this journey and so sorry for taking so long. Wait for more to come.

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