21:10

You know who you are- fux you. Seriously you gotta just go away and fuck yourself

18:47

I just need someone to love me, tell me my hair smells like strawberries, make me feel like I'm worth something, that what I bring to the world is worth something. Otherwise what I am I? I end up feeling useless. Nobody loves me. Not even myself. Scared I might go for it.

3:04

<p>My tolerance for bull shit is so low any type of bull shit thrown at me can probably be categorized as subterranean bullshit. I feel bad but I literally have no mercy… for anyone right now.</p>

21:01

I'm scared shitless by the future

00:30

I'm over trying I'm over feeling under appreciated I'm even over whining. I'm over dumb ass shit. I'm over siblings and fathers. I'm over myself. I'm done with myself. I'm frustrated with myself. I'm frustrated with everyone. I'm annoyed by myself. But mostly right now, I think I'm going back to that dark place where I'm starting to hate myself. The days never seem to end and the nights only feel darker and lonelier. No matter how much coffee I drink I'm always tired. The more I smoke the more tired I get. I think I shall go for a smoke tomorrow and then go to class to deal. Things are always a little brighter then.

4:19

Having trouble seeing the good in life right now. I know there's stuff to be happy over, things to explore but everything seems pretty useless right now.

15:28

When you don't fit in with your coworker- you drink, eat and pack your shit up and get ready to migrate the shit out of here. Making a plan as we speak

23:40

Don't fucks with anyone who won't be proud to be with you and show you off to all their friends and be excited to be around you. Is it obvious I'm on a mancation

23:30

You ever get that feeling when you’re just so angry at the world and have no idea why. You just are. You don’t feel the simple joy of watching movies or… Wait just realized that this might be a new manifestation of my depression.