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yanisthoughts · 3 years
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Not everyone gets the same version of me.
One person might say I’m an amazing beautiful soul,
And another person will say I’m cold hearted.
Believe them both cause I act accordingly.
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yanisthoughts · 3 years
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healing
Grow through what you go through,
but before that, know that it's ok to break a little bit.
The hurt comes before the healing,
and you are in no way weak for feeling it.
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yanisthoughts · 3 years
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yanisthoughts · 3 years
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I said I will never apologize for being me, but why do I feel like apologizing everytime I show people the real me?
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yanisthoughts · 3 years
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"He brought the worst in me instead of bringing the best in me" was the worst realization.
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yanisthoughts · 3 years
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WHY???
Why do we always go back to the people who hurt us?
I still love him but I don’t want him back. Or maybe I’m still hoping, but I can’t. Because if I do, then I’m going to hurt people. The people who were there for me when he broke me. The people who stayed and stick with me, when he left me. 
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yanisthoughts · 3 years
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I  still suffer from that loneliness but I just had to keep pushing through and I did. I went through hell to get here and I’d go through it again
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yanisthoughts · 3 years
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Sad to admit but yes...
I'm still in love with the person who broke my heart. Who made me think that I'm not worth it. Who broke me. 💔
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yanisthoughts · 3 years
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yanisthoughts · 3 years
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It hurts me that I have given too much of myself to the people who ended up playing with my pieces. 💔
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yanisthoughts · 3 years
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I let go of my fears and told you the truth but still you ran away... 💔
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yanisthoughts · 3 years
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Philophobia
 “I was scared to love you, 
but I was even more scared to walk away and lose you.” 
Siya o Ako? 
Siya (babae) na aking minahal ng lihim o ikaw (lalake) na sa akin ay nagtapat ng damdamin?
Tanong mo na hanggang ngayon ay aking hindi malimutan. 
Takot na magmahal ay isinantabi, kaya naman ikaw ang aking pinili. 
Walang humpay na ligaya ang nadarama kapag ikaw ang kapiling. 
Na para bang lahat ay makakaya basta’t ako ay nasa iyong piling.
Masasayang araw at gabi na ating pinagsaluhan, 
hindi ko lubos akalaing hahantong sa katapusan.
Aking natatanging tanong mahal ko, bakit?   
Aking puso isinugal para sa iyong pagmamahal, ngunit bakit? 
Sa aking alay na pag-ibig iyong isinukli ay pighati, mahal bakit? 
Nasaan na ang iyong ipinangakong pag-ibig na pang habang-buhay?
Ang iyong pangakong ako ay hihintayin sa harap ng dambana, at sabay na haharap sa maykapal at aking sasambitin ang aking pangako na ikaw lamang at ako kahit umabot pa sa kabilang buhay? 
Nasaan na ang iyong pangako na tayo ay bubukod at bubuo ng sariling pamilya, ikaw, ako at ang ating magiging mga supling?
Ngunit bakit ganun mahal, pinaglaruan mo lamang ang aking damdamin? 
Bakit? 
Bakit ako ay pinaasa’t pinaniwala sa salitang ikaw lamang at ako, 
na ano man ang mangyari mananatiling ako ay para lamang sa iyo. 
Hindi mo hahayaan na ako ay mapunta sa piling ng iba at ikaw ay hindi rin titingin at maghahanap dahil para sa iyo ako lang ang babae sa iyong mga mata.
Mahal ko, bakit ikaw ay nagbago?
Ikaw ay lumisan ng hindi nagpaalam, at ako ay iyong iniwan ng walang sapat na kadahilanan.
Napakasakit mahal ko, bakit???
 “How long has it been, Scooby? 
I’m still here wondering “what have I done to you for you to leave me just like that? For you to give up on me so easily? You left me wondering where I went wrong.” 
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yanisthoughts · 3 years
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SHE-WOLF
She’s a wolf with a human mask.  
The night eats her up, 
and she howls a lower rumble outside of a human audible range. 
But she is fierce, 
and she will race the moonlight until she outruns the sunrise.
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