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xxsadist0nexx · 1 year
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nobody fucking cares about me and i don't know what i'm holding on for
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xxsadist0nexx · 1 year
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tw sh
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xxsadist0nexx · 1 year
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Sorry I haven’t been active in a while🖤
I wish it was that easy💔
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xxsadist0nexx · 1 year
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xxsadist0nexx · 1 year
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xxsadist0nexx · 1 year
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Some from last night and this morning. I have so much anger and sadness when he ignores me, blocks me, or puts me on dnd. I’ve went to his house when he does that but I’m trying to save myself. I don’t know where to put my suicidal/homicidal feelings. I’m prescribed my panic attack pills but it knocks me out so I can’t take it in the day. This has been the most beneficial since I started yet again. I’m hoping one day it’s deep enough
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xxsadist0nexx · 1 year
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TW s3lf harm
One month clean... I have first therapy today and i'm stressed out
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xxsadist0nexx · 1 year
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now we got problems
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xxsadist0nexx · 1 year
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I’m so tired of having to do this to myself. I feel so much emotional pain only physical pain can help.
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xxsadist0nexx · 1 year
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xxsadist0nexx · 1 year
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Just some sh stuff because I find it aesthetic:))
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xxsadist0nexx · 1 year
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TW: BLOOD AND SH
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Do you ever feel hollow and empty? Like the soul has been sucked out of you and there’s nothing left?
That’s how I’ve been feeling today, I just wanna be done. Part of me wants to fight and try to do good things for the world and make a change. But I’m just tired, I just wanna take a really long nap because I’m exhausted. I never get a break, and I feel like I’m on autopilot all the time.
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xxsadist0nexx · 1 year
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I love my scars, they are part of me and my story, they are proof that I survived although it was not easy. I still have demons within me, but I hope there will come a time when I will be happy and free from it all. I'm not ashamed of my scars, I don't hide them, neither should you all either because everyone has a story they've struggled with, but it's proof that we're still here after that all. It is not others business and fuck their looks or comments.
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xxsadist0nexx · 1 year
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