Who's going to tell her? Who's going to tell her that someone came along and made her forget all about it? In fact, it did not take a person to make her forget. It took a lot of unlearning and a lot of leaving. But she's known love, now. And she will be grateful.

Five years. I’ve loved you for five years with nothing to show for it but a lot of pain. I want to give up on you so badly but I don’t even know how. I know that I’ll never be able to let you go. Alas, I am doomed to love you for the rest of my life and no one else will come close. I long for the person who makes me forget about you but that will never happen.

How lovely it must feel To get to be every version of yourself at once. & Be celebrated and loved for it Not picked apart & judged for it. How lucky she must feel To get to be exonerated of her crimes & not get accused of paying for it Either with her body or magic forces. And all her ghosts line up on the battlefield erupts Every kind of chaos you could dream up After investigation A review of her dissertation It may not be so glorious Maybe I'm not envious How lonely she must be When everyone around her is so nuanced & She doesn't know any better Just cooperates with whatever How cursed it must be To exist on her shadow side & she cannot escape the chain ain't ever gonna run away

I have so much anxiety. Because my brain is a perfectionist. I want everything to work out exactly as I think it should and if it doesn’t then i feel like the world is ending.

So i spend so much time in fear of it never working out my way and then it never does.

Harry Styles for Vogue.

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physically i am in a pandemic but emotionally i’m in a storm in my best dress, fearless

“I hope you fall in love with someone who never lets you fall asleep thinking you’re unwanted.”

— Unknown

Do you ever find yourself tense when waiting for plans to come to light? In the in-between is the worst. But also the best.

And all in the process, there’s someone. And you can’t decide if you’re just crazy or if they’re your kind of your crazy.

For once, I want them to be.

i don’t think i’ve ever seen something as great as this

There’s a freshman kid in my college marching band this year and his name is, i kid you not, Danny Fenton.

This is him on Halloween:

The best part is, although his hair is spraydyed for this picture, he’s actually almost fully gray at the age of 18.

He is actually going ghost

doubt // twenty one pilots

Self care is going into a corn field at night to get abducted by aliens

Nothing is more infuriating to me than when people accuse me of not doing my best when I am trying with everything in me. And for some reason, that's been my entire life. Constantly trying as hard as I can, only to be met by "try harder". I can't.

NOTHING I DO WILL EVER BE GOOD ENOUGH FOR MY FAMILY, I SWEAR. So, I'll just quit doing.