xandri-art
Artificial Organism
25, art blog, originals & fan art, body horror and "weirdo" stuff
denying people's moral standards since 2012 ✌🏻
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art roundup for March
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Pomni & Caine dump + more marker tests feat. Bubble
I love the others too but I'm sitting over here with my Pomni and Caine dolls like "but i want to play with THESE ONES"
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"I've got nothing to lose,
except you
I've got nothing to lose,
except you
except you
except you
except you"
-[My Name Is] by Lettie
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learning how to draw him
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February art roundup.
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"I hope you choke to death, ma'am
You made me spill on my shirt
Do you know who I am?
Beneath your feet is dirt, and beneath the dirt is me
Through a straw, I breathe"
- [Evil Me] by ARTHUR
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My OC Lola (they/them) in an ensemble from "The Codex Seraphinianus" by Luigi Serafini.
I thought this would be a fun exercise. Thank you to everyone who voted on this on Instagram!
This is the first traditional piece I've done in a while that I've been very pleased with. Also one of the few times I've crossed over my OCs with an existing media.
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miscellaneous zombie doodles, mostly Rags. XP
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My TADC OC/self-insert who is a stuffed circus lion…….. lore:
Emeril (it/they/she) appeared in the circus not long after Pomni. The others really thought it was an NPC at first because it did not speak or do much besides wander around, but they realized it was another human when it finally communicated with them through building blocks.
Emeril is selectively mute and only speaks verbally in certain instances or when absolutely forced to. She normally communicates through gestures, expressions, or through items around the circus like stray alphabet letters or building blocks.
Strangely, they did not freak out upon arrival or tried to look for an exit. Instead, they seemed… unusually calm.
Emeril has a bad habit of seeming to appear out of nowhere and startle others, often lounging on one of the play structures in the circus where most don't notice them at first. When someone is sad or distressed, Emeril will actually try to comfort them by resting their head or paw atop the person's head or bumping against them.
It does not seem to resist Caine's adventures and will stay close by the others, often tailing behind. They seem protective of Pomni in particular and watches over her as well as the others.
Whenever Caine is around, Emeril stares at and studies him closely. Caine is ever so slightly creeped out by this and tries to circumvent his discomfort by teaching Emeril to do tricks "like a circus lion should." ("No real life animals were harmed or exploited in the making of this show!" ~Caine)
I wanted to draw more to showcase some of this but for now take this. I haven't fleshed out their relationship to all the others, but I like to imagine Kinger making Emeril guard his pillow fort.
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Been working on this since September of last year- Crayzar in his captain uniform from Ballmastrz: Rubicon!
The hat is a little lopsided but I'm not fooling with it anymore. XP He stands at about 10 inches tall, minus the hat.
I want to share progress pics for this at some point, and also get more pics with him and other dolls. For now enjoy Captain Crayzar in all his glory. ✨
Who should I make next?
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art roundup for january 2024
It doesn't encapsulate everything and I haven't posted all of these yet, but it's stuff I did or completed in January. Hopefully will get proper photos of the Crayzar doll soon, there's only 1 final touch I want to add. :-)
I'm not sure if I'll do this for every month, just wanted to try something different.
#body horror/#did a lot more original stuff which I'm kinda excited about#art roundup#2024#scheduled post
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lighting/shading practice.
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+ body horror, tongues, saliva +
my mouth is not mine.
#body horror#tongues/#saliva/#traditional#ink#black and white#traditional and digital#2024#scheduled post
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+ body horror, hands +
I wish it didn't feel awful.
(This one is fun to rotate around because it gives off different effects.)
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"Hey!
It isn't fair
And it will never be
Hey!
Dust in the air
Is all that we'll ever be"
-BABY TEETH by Alice Glass
pls listen to the song it's really good
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marker tests + RK's hair.
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I want this blog to be a place where I can keep most of my art in one place, but I also made it because I wanted a place where I can post more of my more "weird" art and originals without feeling so self conscious.
I don't want it to just become an extension of my main blog. I like doing the cutesy or silly fan arts because those are also important to me, but I also want to have the freedom to explore and express more uncomfortable or complex things.
Going forward, I want to be more diligent about posting most of my fan art on main, (@cuppa-ale) and then reblogging it here. Like how I post OCs on my OC blog (@cuppa-crud) and then share it here. And then everything else in between.
I often think about my original projects and plans that I have for them, but I realize that I haven't actually talked or posted much about them, and so I think that most people who find and follow this blog don't really know what that entails. So maybe I should talk more about them.
I've spent a lot of time agonizing over how to curate my art places online, to the point where I still feel self conscious about being passionate about anything and actually sharing that passion, which should be the whole point. Just, so much anxiety and uncertainty from past experiences and often not knowing what to think, or what to make of things.
I feel like that has made it very, very hard to find my "niche", because I am so consumed by self-curation and just feeling lost and out of place no matter where I go. I feel like I have to constantly scrutinize myself, and I never truly feel like I belong or that I will be accepted- but at the same time, I have also isolated myself and haven't branched out much as a form of self-protection, also due to this hyper-vigilance and doubt.
It's only been recently that I can scroll through sites without feeling overwhelmed by a sense of dread and anxiety, and even then I can't stay on for long.
I want so badly to be interested and curious and have passion for things and to reach out. It's just also that I don't want to have to carefully curate and censor everything I make out of fear or to be accepted, either. Or have to refrain from posting things out of fear, which I believe defeats the purpose of having an art blog at all/being here at all. I'm getting older, I don't want that. I just want to be real and for people to be real with me.
And as far as original projects go, I know that it will not be for everyone, and that there's things I'm willing to depict which I know may be uncomfortable for others- like weird relationships between adult characters and underage characters (not sexual unless in a one-sided way on the younger character's part, but still just... weird), or pseudo-sexual nightmare fuel based on my own specific experiences.
And the truth is, I don't know how people will respond to those things, or how they will interpret or misinterpret them. All I know is what they mean to me, and the things I want to convey through them. They are personal and I want to do it for myself, but also for anyone who it may resonate with. And I want to be able to share them.
I'm saying this because you will either find that out through here, or by seeing the projects themselves, which I do plan to have the appropriate warnings for on their own sites/blogs. And I still will not post anything "explicit" here, to be clear.
Basically if you didn't sign up for that, you are free to unfollow/block/etc.. This is the personal art blog of a nobody weirdo online and I will not cater to people who might eat my face if they get something other than what they followed for, or otherwise.
I still feel out of place, and I don't know where I should go in terms of an online presence. It may wind up being that I migrate from here to somewhere else one day. Or have posts here and on main fizzle out over time and become rarer while working on things elsewhere. But for now I want to make this work, and most of all, focus on doing things and being passionate about them, truly.
TL;DR: I have GOT to start posting more about my weird and alienating OCs.
#Xandri Speaks#i'm just tired of my 'online life' feeling like a source of anxiety instead of fun#'cause it feels like a (metaphorical) nuclear bomb is abt to go off any second cuz someone decides they don't like u#or your work#and i don't want to feel that way in what's supposed to be a creative space#again: I'm getting older and I don't want that. I've had enough of that
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