Don’t make it painful.

Fahriye Evcen as Selvi Nardan in Ölene Kadar

derya  &  theo​.

“are we allies or enemies?” ; theo + derya @wrrgod​

The question was disarming for a moment, but Theo was used to needing to be quick on his feet. Interlacing his hands, he settled his elbows on the arms of his chair, leaned back at a slight angle in his chair, and sighed before he replied. “Well, at the risk of sounding crass, it all depends on what you have to offer.” Theo was by no means sworn to only one side of the town, but for the same reasons he found himself unable to stick to the right side of the law in recent months, he also allowed himself the luxury of working for the highest bidder rather than by some code that limited his intake. There was friendship, a valuable asset he held to a high standard, and there was business. The woman in front of him did not stray from the term friend without reason, which was why Theo found it easy to slide into the role he had studied to perform. “But, I must say, I do prefer allies to the latter.”

she studies his every move carefully, sticking it to memory for future reference — anything that could be useful in any level was stored away. that was how derya worked. no amount of information was too small or useless at its core, even if she was always greedy for more; she’d been known for working miracles, for those who dared to call them that. to her, it was nothing but competence. she was used to being doubted and underestimated at every turn, by her peers or otherwise; she’d simply taken it as incentive and learned to turn the game around. his response is exactly as she expected. composed, poised, not giving much away at first glance. “ i think you’ll find i can be quite a resourceful woman to those i call allies, mr. marx. ” her own response would seem almost rehearsed if she didn’t deliver it with naturality and ease. “ but of course, before anything of the sort, i need to know you can actually deliver. i’m sure you can understand. ”

javier  &  dee​.

@ridereblogs​

professionalism was important to people that praised the ignorant beauty of their nine to five jobs, none of which allowed for the beer that was currently in her hand. perhaps that was why she’d never quite been able to make it in the so called real world, a few office temp jobs having led to a longer arrest record - once for a well deserved broken nose as a parting gift for her boss, another time for something equally as stupid - and here she was. bottle lifted, healthy swallow taken from the bottle before it was slid across the table that sat between them. it was only after that she flipped the next tarot card over, laying it in the open space and glancing between the card and the face at the other end. “shit.” a reaction no one ever wanted when it came to the prediction of their future, surely. “what the fuck were you asking?” 

he wasn’t sure what had gotten him there in the first place. there was not a single part of javier that actually wanted to know the prediction of his future; whatever it ended up being, he knew it couldn’t be anything genuinely good, while it also couldn’t be any worse than the memories from his past that haunted him still. to put it simply, he was stuck, not caring for the reading he would get either way, which meant it made no sense for him to seek it out. call it boredom, maybe. the smallest hint of curiosity. it didn’t seem he was getting much of anything anyway, though, so maybe it all worked out in the end. “ you got terrible costumer service, dee. ” javier muses, signalling the waitress for another beer. “ doesn’t matter — forget the whole thing. ”

hayley  &  lorenzo​.

He wasn’t here to make friends. Wasn’t that rule number one? Lorenzo heard it every time he met up with his handler. The problem was he had grown so used to explaining away any suspicious routine that had come of his visits to find the blonde in front of him that there was no real push back to scare him away. Besides, he wouldn’t call her a friend, nor would he refer to Gale as one. In fact, he avoided labeling either woman as anything other than what he felt when he was with them. Lorenzo was still, giving but a slow blink her touch chased fire down his throat and into his chest. Her question earned a small twitch of his lips before he answered. “As much as I enjoy your flexibility, I only offer out of courtesy.” His own words, ironically, were enough for the smile to grow to full wattage. “It was even wash day today, so the sheets probably don’t smell that bad.”

“ oh, i know you enjoy my flexibility. ” her words drip of a double innuendo that she’s all too aware of, but she doesn’t shy from it. if anything, she leans into it, her features mirroring the picture perfect of mischief as she regards the male. she wants to say that, at this point, she would agree to go anywhere to be with him, with them, but the thought alone makes her heart skip a beat and she decides she’d rather not make a fool of herself. it’s easy to get lost in the moment, she tells herself. that’s what she always tells herself, because it’s all it is, right? instead of dwelling on it any longer, hayley moves only to straddle him, legs settling on each side of his torso as her palm lays flat on his chest. she’d never been shy about getting physical on any level, and she spares no effort to remove whatever barrier gets between them. “ too bad, though. i’m sure i could make quite the impression over there. ” the blonde teases, tracing a slow path across his abdomen. “ we could go to mine, then. it’s far better than ... this. ”

adrian  &  maeson​.

Shock was a poignant feeling. She wasn’t sure if it was because it seemed her constant request for him to call off his ghost, to stop haunting the halls of the only home she’d ever had in them, in him, or if it was because that voice seemed like it walked right out of a dream. Maeson had them more often than she would have ever admitted to, no confessional worth her pride, to cop to the fact that all her happy endings had once been tied to his name. A deep breath is taken, and for a second she contemplates just not turning around, not humoring the whole thing - walking away like none of it never happened. A glitch in the matrix, but one with teeth, that would come back to rip her apart later, when she was alone with her own thoughts. Sigh was even deeper, head shook. “Don’t.” It’s not a request, she doesn’t have to ask him for shit - after all, she’d asked him not to leave her, and that didn’t exactly work out. It was a command, a hand reaching up to casually pull hair back from her face before legs unfolded, the urge to run resounding loud and clear as it rattled her very bones. “I was here for them, not you.”  Feeling the need to make that clear, before getting to her feet, dusting off imaginary dirt from knees. 

adrian could swear all the air leaves his lungs the moment she commands him to ... not. to not go through with whatever it was that he was planning, which he wasn’t even sure of himself. after all, his only solid plan had been to visit his parents’ gravesite — not once did it cross his mind that he could run into her while doing so. everything else that happened, well, it was completely out of his control. he knew she had every reason to react this way to his presence; to his mere existence. that didn’t stop it from hurting like hell, though. “ i know that. ” he relents, gaze diverting from hers in order to catch his breath again, if that was even possible anymore. it dawns on him that maybe he should’ve prepared more for this moment. had it not always been his intention to come back, to find her again, in this life or the next? yet he had no clue how to proceed now that she stood so near him, and so clearly hurt. “ i’m not here to disturb you. i just wanted to see them. ” because it had been so damn long since he last had, but he doesn’t say so; assumes she already knows. “ look — do you think maybe we could ... talk? somewhere else? ”

adrian  &  kyle​.

“The question isn’t whose gonna let me. The question is whose gonna stop me.” Kyle said with a slight smirk as she wiped some cups down. The bar was finally closing for the night and she had gotten into talking with one of the patrons over things they would do if they had one night left to life. 

“I understand I’m not supposed to rob a bank. But I have one day left, what are they gonna do..throw me in jail?”

@wrrgod​

“ that’s a good motto. ” he nods in response, a small smile tugging at the corners of his lips. out of the many responses she could’ve given him, adrian had to admit he wasn’t expecting this one; though he supposed it made sense. from his experience, robbing a bank tended to be high on people’s bucket list, especially if given the opportunity to do so without any repercussions. “ well ... they could throw you in jail, considering you would have, y’know, robbed a bank. ” a grin breaks free this time and shoulders rise slightly. “ spending your last hours in jail doesn’t sound appealing, but i guess you’d at least have the adrenaline to carry you through. ”

@blossomhcney​ said: ❝ you’re good – but you’re not as good as you could be. ❞  ——  hayley  &  easton.

a frown settles onto her features, confusion making itself present as she looks at the once again biker. “ what does that mean? ” she feels almost silly asking; like the answer is supposed to be obvious, right in front of her face if she just reaches for it. still, her inherent need for attention and for approval speaks louder, as it often does. even if she could fill in the blanks herself, she’d much rather have him do it instead. hearing it from him would be completely different than saying it herself, and in that moment, she aches to hear it — whatever it is — from him. baby blues are almost glued to his figure, nearly gleaming with anticipation as she urges him to go on. “ how good could i be, easton? ”

@blossomhcney​ said:  ❝ you’re good enough. ❞   ——  leonardo  &  eve.

there’s the slightest part of him that wants, more than anything, to believe her — the part that still looked to the past with a good kind of nostalgia, mourning the man he used to be ( or could have become ). he doesn’t listen to it, though. never does. the entirety of his being decides, day after day, that he doesn’t want to entertain that side. he’s better off this way. and he believes that, he does; it’s just that eve is a constant reminder that he’s more than what he lets on. his initial response is nothing more than the hint of a smirk that transforms into an empty, low chuckle as he shakes his head. features return to their neutral state once he looks at her again. “ i’m not. i’m really, really not. ” he’s not even asking for her to fight him on this. it’s a simple statement, one he believes in and knows to be the truth. “ that’s what i’ve been trying to tell you this whole time, eve. ”

hayley  &  camilla​.

  𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐕𝐎𝐈𝐂𝐄 𝐖𝐀𝐒 unmistakable & camilla would hear it out in every crowd , considering the fact that the blonde was one of the people she’d spend most of her time with, also thanks to the club . “ what the actual fuck ? that’s the welcome i get ? ” she asked her mockingly , knowing damn well that her behavior wasn’t appropriate . the brunette moved away from the other bouncers & just nodded over to them to continue working without her , shoving the blonde a bit further away from the crowd so not everyone would hear their word exchange . not everyone needed to know by now how she survived . after all , the person who wanted her dead could still be here & once they find out about her , her life might be in danger again . and she had already been close enough to death once & it was even for her own good too scary . she didn’t need to risk it again , hence also the reason why she currently wasn’t officially a part of the diablos . “ i’m sorry, hayley ”, she finally admitted as those strange words rolled over her red colored lips . camilla mendoza usually never apologized , but hayley was special to her . one person she’d consider a true friend & she couldn’t even imagine what she must have been through thanks to the former president . her eyes awkwardly scanned the area , looking everywhere but at the other woman . she simply wasn’t good with those kind of talks . “ but please believe me , there was no other choice . i just needed to get away . ”  

for a moment, hayley feels like she could just scream — hell, she wants to scream. it feels like the only possible way she could let out the entire mess of feelings she was experiencing, and if camilla hadn’t pulled her away from the crowd, that’s exactly what she would’ve done. what other welcome was the brunette expecting? hayley was practically talking to a zombie here. the most attractive one she’d ever seen, but that was neither here nor there. she was relieved; relieved that her friend was actually alive, seemingly okay. at the same time, though, her mind took her back to the funeral. the tears she’d shed over the former president. she didn’t have it in her to be mad at camilla, not truly; not after thinking she’d lost her for good. the moment the other woman apologizes, hayley feels the last bit of anger inside her dissipate, her features softening as she finally allows herself to take in camilla’s features. temptation rises to simply wrap her arms around the other, make sure that she was real and whole, that she was well, but hayley stops herself, if only because she doesn’t know how camilla would take it. getting physical in that way had always been more of the blonde’s thing. “ i believe you. ” she says after a while, teeth digging into her bottom lip before she lightly smacks camilla on the arm. “ but god — you better not pull that shit again, cam. that was hell. fucking hell, alright? ”

leonardo  &  theo​.

“think of all the horrors i promised you i’d bring.” ; theo + leo @wrrgod​

It was a reflexive and unconscious movement that held his hand rising to pinch the bridge of his nose. No matter the fact that he had sent for Leo multiple times throughout the week in order to talk about the stipulations of the community service Theo had arranged in lieu of more serious charges, irregardless to the idea that Theo had time to chase the rider down, after hours, no less, the lawyer was more than acutely aware that the annoyance he felt was only half of the reason his blood pressure was quickly climbing to an alarming set of numbers. Just being around Leo at this point was enough to make him tense enough to reach for the nearest bottle of pain relievers. “Oh, you’ve got jokes tonight,” he murmured, dropping his hand to settle a piercing blue gaze on the other. There was a hardness there that was all but foreign on Theo’s face, an obvious exertion to cover something else lingering just below the surface. “I’m the one who is going to rain untold horrors on your head if you don’t make time to sign these fucking documents.”

there was something inherently amusing about annoying the living hell out of theo. perhaps it was the fact that he seemed to make it so easy on leonardo — a single word out of the soldier’s mouth could send the lawyer up the walls. it was a notion he very much enjoyed; nevermind that theo was the reason he wasn’t behind bars right about now and he owed him, at the very least, a little bit of gratitude. that was so unlike leo, though. fooling around was much more his pace. he wasn’t thrilled about the community service he’d have to do either, but he supposed it was the lesser of two evils, and he managed to stop himself from bringing it up entirely. “ i always do. ” leo retorts, although they both knew he was far from a jokester. he doesn’t miss the expression on theo’s face, and it brings a mischievous grin to his lips; a very conceived one, barely there. “ kinky ... but there’s no need for that. you know i’d always make time for you, theo. ” lies, but said in such a charming tone that it might raise some questions. reaching for the documents, he raises a brow at theo. “ you got a pen or am i signing these with gunpowder? ”

arielle  &  tobias​.

“i wasn’t expecting you yet.” he was very obviously lying through his teeth, but there was no real surprise there. temptation was a motherfucker, and he definitely encouraged her to walk right into it at every turn. this explained why shirt still hadn’t even been picked, let alone pulled on, and sweatpants slung low on hips, dangerously almost - as he leaned over the bed to pull the sheets in the right direction. “aren’t you usually fucking late or something? you know, if you were a gentleman, you’d look the other way instead of oogling me.” @wrrgod​

the way her gaze falls upon his figure almost feels out of her control, lust clouding her judgement for the seconds that her eyes remain on him and him alone. it’s not until his blatant call out that focus diverts, now into anywhere else but him, as much as she was more than content to continue oogling him. “ i told you i was coming — not that you gave me much of a choice anyway. ” arielle finally speaks, brow raising as she crosses her arms against her chest. as expected, she plans on completely brushing over the whole gentleman comment. “ not my fault you are so damn slow, you know? ”

text messages.

[ 📲 • sms ] —— what are you doing? [ 📲 • sms ] —— are you trying to drunk text me rn? [ 📲 • sms ] —— hey what are you doing? [ 📲 • sms ] —— didn’t you get my last text? [ 📲 • sms ] —— are you ignoring me? [ 📲 • sms ] —— i’m so bored! [ 📲 • sms ] —— hey you 😉 [ 📲 • sms ] —— blue is definitely your color 😉 [ 📲 • sms ] —— ugh i wish you were here! [ 📲 • sms ] —— i think you’re going to like what you see 😉 [ 📲 • sms ] —— you’ve been on my mind all day today. [ 📲 • sms ] —— i can’t stop thinking about you. [ 📲 • sms ] —— are you gonna fall asleep on me? [ 📲 • sms ] —— NO don’t fall asleep on me again tonight! [ 📲 • sms ] —— you fell asleep on me last night! you owe me now [ 📲 • sms ] —— send me a picture 😉 [ 📲 • sms ] —— hey cutie! haven’t talked to you in a while! [ 📲 • sms ] —— why did you stop texting me? [ 📲 • sms ] —— hey can i call you now? [ 📲 • sms ] —— call me rather talk on the phone [ 📲 • sms ] —— sweet dreams….with me in them 😉 jk [ 📲 • sms ] —— oooooh, i like the sound of that 😉 [ 📲 • sms ] —— what are you doing tomorrow? [ 📲 • sms ] —— do you wanna hang out tomorrow? [ 📲 • sms ] —— what do you wanna do tomorrow? ☺️ [ 📲 • sms ] —— you looked really good today. [ 📲 • sms ] —— can’t wait to see you xoxo [ 📲 • sms ] —— talk dirty to me [ 📲 • sms ] —— maybe i can stay the night with you tomorrow [ 📲 • sms ] —— dang you take long enough to text back. [ 📲 • sms ] —— you are the slowest texter ever. 😒 [ 📲 • sms ] —— i hate texting you sometimes. you take forever. [ 📲 • sms ] —— you take forever and a day to reply. [ 📲 • sms ] —— i was wondering where you went. [ 📲 • sms ] —— what happened? where did you go? [ 📲 • sms ] —— k. [ 📲 • sms ] —— ok that’s cool. [ 📲 • sms ] —— what’s wrong with you? [ 📲 • sms ] —— hey where was you today? [ 📲 • sms ] —— do you wanna come over? [ 📲 • sms ] —— why are you texting me? i’m standing right beside you… [ 📲 • sms ] —— i hate one word texters. [ 📲 • sms ] —— stop one wording me. 😒 [ 📲 • sms ] —— are you mad at me? [ 📲 • sms ] —— what do you wanna talk about? [ 📲 • sms ] —— do you like me? [ 📲 • sms ] —— i love you 😍 [ 📲 • sms ] —— miss you 😘 [ 📲 • sms ] —— stop sending me that wink face. [ 📲 • sms ] —— are you okay? [ 📲 • sms ] —— i’m gonna take a shower brb [ 📲 • sms ] —— hold on i gotta do something real quick. [ 📲 • sms ] —— are you trying to sext me? [ 📲 • sms ] —— my dog/cat said he/she missed you. [ 📲 • sms ] —— what’s your dog/cat doing? [ 📲 • sms ] —— what are you watching? [ 📲 • sms ] —— i see how it is 😜 [ 📲 • sms ] —— you can’t text me but you can be on facebook/twitter/instagram/ [ 📲 • sms ] —— how come you never text me anymore? [ 📲 • sms ] —— i gave you my number so you could text me punk 😛 [ 📲 • sms ] —— you never text me back anymore ☹️ [ 📲 • sms ] —— sorry didn’t mean to bug you [ 📲 • sms ] —— you only text me when i text you first. [ 📲 • sms ] —— you never text me first! [ 📲 • sms ] —— wanna go catch a movie tomorrow? [ 📲 • sms ] —— what do you mean by that status you posted? [ 📲 • sms ] —— guess what emoji is next to your name in my phone? [ 📲 • sms ] —— hey stranger. stop being a stranger. [ 📲 • sms ] —— did you miss me? 😆 [ 📲 • sms ] —— i’m looking through your pictures right now. [ 📲 • sms ] —— i saw that selfie you just posted. [ 📲 • sms ] —— you text me after i upload a bomb selfie i see. [ 📲 • sms ] —— it’s okay you don’t to lie to me. [ 📲 • sms ] —— aww, that was so sweet. ☺️  [ 📲 • sms ] —— aww, that just made me smile. ️☺️☺️  [ 📲 • sms ] —— i s2g i’m punching you so hard the next time i see you. [ 📲 • sms ] —— i s2g you get on my nerves. [ 📲 • sms ] —— hey there ! remember me ? [ 📲 • sms ] —— are you going to ignore me again tomorrow?

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things that you want to hear.

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❝ you’re good enough. ❞

❝ you’re important. ❞

❝ everything’s gonna be okay. ❞

❝ she pulled through. ❞

❝ i forgive you. ❞

❝ i love you. ❞

❝ you’re not alone. ❞

❝ you’re my favorite person in the world. ❞

❝ i’m so glad you’re doing better. ❞

❝ it’s so nice to hear you laugh again. ❞ 

❝ your laugh is contagious! ❞

❝ you can do this on your own. i believe in you. ❞

❝ you know what i love about you? ❞

❝ i love spending time with you. ❞

❝ i’m here for you. ❞

❝ you’re right. ❞ 

❝ i can’t stop thinking about you. ❞

❝ you look amazing. ❞

❝ we’re in this together. ❞

❝ you’ve got this! ❞

❝ i missed you. ❞

❝ i did the dishes! ❞

❝ last night was incredible. ❞

❝ if you wanna talk, i’m here. ❞

❝ i don’t understand, but i want to try. ❞

❝ how can i help? ❞

❝ breakfast in bed? ❞

❝ dinner was great. ❞

❝ let me make dinner tonight? ❞

❝ lets go to the park. ❞

❝ thank you. really. ❞

❝ you’re wanted. ❞

❝ i got you a coffee. ❞

❝ can i ask your opinion on something? ❞

❝ there’s my beautiful bride! ❞

❝ i’m the luckiest man alive. ❞

❝ so, i made plans for us. ❞

❝ don’t worry, i’ll take care of it! ❞

❝ go do something for yourself. ❞

❝ i took a day off work tomorrow. ❞

❝ go hang out with the girls tonight. ❞

❝ what do you need from me? ❞

❝ tell me about your day. ❞

❝ i trust you. ❞

❝ i feel like i can tell you anything. ❞

things that are hard to hear.

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❝ i don’t want you in my life anymore. ❞

❝ i don’t want to have a relationship with you. ❞

❝ she’s not coming home. ❞

❝ that wasn’t meant for you. ❞

❝ i don’t love you, okay? i never did. i never will. ❞

❝ you’re wasting my time. ❞

❝ you’re wasting your time. ❞

❝ you’re not listening to me! ❞

❝ i feel like i can’t tell you anything. ❞

❝ you’re too late. ❞

❝ you don’t give yourself enough credit. ❞

❝ you don’t give me enough credit. ❞

❝ it’s time for things to change. ❞

❝ you failed me. ❞

❝ fuck you. ❞

❝ i can see right through you. ❞

❝ things are getting bad again. ❞

❝ are things getting bad again? ❞

❝ move on. ❞

❝ that’s on you. that’s your fault. ❞

❝ you’re holding on to things that are holding you back. ❞

❝ you haven’t changed. ❞

❝ i’m not changing my mind. ❞

❝ i’m dying. ❞

❝ you’re good – but you’re not as good as you could be. ❞

❝ it’s always about you. ❞

❝ nobody cares about your problems. ❞

❝ i don’t trust you. ❞

❝ you’re being taken advantage of! ❞

❝ i feel like you’re taking advantage of me. ❞

❝ did you hear what she said about you? ❞

❝ life isn’t fair. suck it up. ❞

❝ i didn’t mean i liked you that way– ❞

❝ maybe it’s better this way. ❞

❝ i wish i’d never met you. ❞

❝ you ruin my happiness. ❞

❝ i think we should see other people. ❞

❝ i’m not ready to settle down. ❞

❝ i want to love someone like you love me. ❞

❝ you can do anything you set your mind to, but you won’t. ❞

❝ stop crying. ❞

❝ don’t come back. ❞

❝ i’m not coming back. ❞

❝ i don’t care enough about you to hate you. ❞

❝ i feel like you’re dragging me down with you. ❞

❝ why don’t you smile anymore? ❞

❝ something happened today. ❞

❝ i don’t want to do this anymore. ❞

❝ stop letting it get to you. ❞

❝ i’m sorry. ❞

❝ i’m not sorry. ❞

❝ you’re not sorry. ❞