Owls create snow angel imprints while hunting in winter when they swoop down to catch mice or squirrels.

“I am a dream swallower, and I poison myself. I have a palate for rare, erratic impulses.”

— Anaïs Nin, from a diary entry featured in Linotte: The Early Diary Of  Anaïs Nin (1914-1920)  (via loveage-moondream)

Changed in my presence

project

Siberia, National Geographic 1990

what if im not medically depressed what if im just a massive lazy cunt and big loser

I feel like I’m finally over my ego and trust issues enough that I can accept submitting to someone fully, like .. I fall to my knees at your feet, I give up, teach me, I’m open, you can enter me now, you can possess me, there’s space for you. Guide me, position me however you want. I’ll walk whatever direction you think is best for me. I have been wanting to be this for so long and I’m happy that I feel like I’m mostly there.

few things as satisfying as influencing someone to violate their sense of morals in little ways. i do this all the time at work and it's one of the only benefits to bring a cog in a meat grinder

does anyone have a hi-res of this. the fighting game strips always make me choke back laughter

can’t stop smiling in inappropriate situations

I don’t want to hurt others, but I do think about how I lost so much time not being myself, and how if I wasn’t so lost to my masks I would’ve done so much more, I probably would have liked being myself. I would definitely have made many mistakes, but at least I would have been alive, living as myself. A stifled spirit is one of the worst poisons I think, and it’s how I lived my whole life. I wish I could have hurt more people in my journey, it’s a mistake I was supposed to make, just because that’s how my nature wanted to manifest in a time where I was still immature. I was a demon but I didn’t live like one, now I’m here and things just don’t quite add up. I have bits and pieces of the wisdom I was meant to gain; I understand now how my actions could hurt others, I’ve learned to care, but I don’t have the experience to go with that wisdom. So I crave it.

I didn’t let myself be immature when I was, and as a result I’m just.. weirdly unfulfilled in that regard, I’m confused about what i should do about it.