thinking about how when you experience a lot of shame in your formative years (indirectly, directly, as abuse or just as an extant part of your environment) it becomes really difficult to be perceived by other people in general. the mere concept of someone watching me do anything, whether it's a totally normal activity or something unfamiliar of embarrassing, whether I'm working in an excel spreadsheet or being horny on main, it just makes my skin crawl and my brain turn to static because I cannot convince myself that it's okay to be seen and experienced. because to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself, whether I'm failing at something or not, because my instinctive reaction to anyone commenting on ANYTHING I'm doing is to crawl into a hole and die. it's such a bizarre and dehumanizing feeling to just not be able to exist without constantly thinking about how you are being Perceived. ceaseless watcher give me a god damn break.

kiyo and celeste talking shit while mikan sits between them. she is concerned, afraid, and really wants to join in

my piece for the geminitay zine, run by @hermitszine !! aaaa sorry for posting this only now i just realised the zine was out!!

to everyone who hasnt seen it yet, check it out!! theres so much incredible work in it, everyone did so well!!! to those who have seen it, thank you so much!! its super cool to have been a part of it!!

“omg gem is so mom coded” “pearl is so sibling coded” ok well i think gem and pearl are this

I made these 👍

i feel a normal amount of emotions about this fictional woman i promise

Gotta love Scott being a menace

realized i had never gotten around to drawing this coven from wcsmp so i needed to remedy that

Clockwork heartbeat (if it's even there at all)

wc cleo :]

✦ Ad Astra ✦

To The Person Who Walked Past The Window - Jordan Bolton

My first book ‘Blue Sky Through the Window of a Moving Car’ is now available to pre-order! Get it here - https://smarturl.it/BlueSky

spoiler alert!!! it was NOT a friend!!

(based on true events!)

art suggestion: botw zelda!sheik

draws this a full week after I asked for train ride suggestions

ever since i was a little girl i knew i wanted to be a nervous young man

New Work:

The Strings by WesAlvarez.Art

Oil on canvas 36 x 12”

#NewWorks #Art #ArtistOnX #ArtistOnTwitter #OilPainting #Manicure #Traditional #Manican #Illustrator

G’day 🧚