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#i've been feeling so alone lately#i have one friend outside of my partner and she doesnt even care about me#i have one friend who begs for my attention but i feel nothing for them anymore nothing and its hard to know what to talk about#i miss one friend i havent spoken to in forver#i sent them a tiktok to try and get a convo going and she never replied#she never replies to me on discord and id ont why i keep trying to reach out#her partner doesnt like me for whatever reason so i bet thats why she wont talk to me or maybe i did something maybe she felt abandoned by#me going to school and going away#but she never reached out either so is it really my fault#i just feel so alone all the time i miss having frieds i miss having people that care about me#i miss having people that love me as much as i love them#why does no one care about me besides my partner#why does m y best friend always hurt me#why does she not even notice or care why doesnt she say sorry why do i keep trying#i just wish i was dead i wish i was dead i wish i was dead
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#fat jokes after feeling like shit for eating everything is not fun#getting told to kill myself when bidding on a chara is insane also#like fuck dude i should just actually do it
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#i wish i could feel okay in the fandom#im just scared ill try to make friends and theyll be friends with him. its so lonely.#its so ..awful#i miss being in a community i miss making friends i miss it
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#maybe i shouldve died when i was 15#but then i wouldnt have gotten to know and love them#theyre all that kweps me together#but i feel so awful every second i cant think of anything beaides killing myaelf almoat every day#i am such a fucking failure and a loser#i should be dead i am a waste of money#i am a waste of space and love#i should be dead
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#hitting myself as a reset button#just one hard punch to the back of my head and i am Normal.#i do think i should die though#i dont know how i manage to ruin everything#everyday i do something wrong#maybe i shoud just die
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#i think i really wiah i was dead lately#i cant Do anything right#or say anything right#im always doing something wrong#but thats my fault and my problem#i juat need to do better i guess. i need to do more
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#im cold and anxious now because i feel awful#my chest hurts bc I feel like i fucked up#im truing to not be upset bc of not going but it upset me a ton and i think its just cause I was so like.#i was focused on it bc i was looking forward to going
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#i ruined his wntire day because i took his tone wrong#i should juet learn how to shut the fuckcup#i tried to tell him it was okay and it wasnt a big deal and it didnt matter i was just being sensitive but no that doesnt work i gues#so now i Just need to slit my wrist i think#because i dont know what else would make this better#how the fuck am i supposed to do anything I neednto do when i feel awful likw this#i should just die I think. i need to already
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#here again to say i shouod kill myself ! i should#i need to stop being so defensive and sensitive#i also neednto just die i think. it would be easier for everyone
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#The only person i care about hates me#the only person im alive for probably hates me and questions wh y. theyre even wirh me#i think maybe it would be better if i died#i dontnthink anyone would care that much for very long anywyas so maybe i shouldve died a long time ago#so i wouldnt keep ruining peoples lives
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#i should just kill myself honestly i neednto so i stop being a burden#i cant atand being so fucking stupidnand worthless#i want to die so badly i want to kill myself#i dont want to be a burden to him anymore i dont want to keep frustrating him i dontnwant to be the reason he cant afford anything i just#need to die i need to i should just kill myaelf
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#its days like this i wish i was an angsty teen so i could just go in the woods smoke weed and blast music alone#like let me be 17 again so i can go be dramatic about my friend treating me like shit#id do anything to feel nothing rn i had such bad dreams and im so sleep deprived i just wish someone cared about me!!!!!!!!!!!!#as in like i wish i had a friend that loved me enough to care about me but ig i dont have one if she keeps doing this to me#maybe i should just die bc i have no friends
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