this is my official farewell post. i tried giving the indie community another go, after my hiatus, but it’s become obvious to me that it’s time to call it quits. i may come back in a few weeks or months time, who knows, but for the time being i’ll solely write on discord. feel free to message me for my id if you’re interested to get some threads going. thank you all for putting up w my messy self ❤️❤️.

cherrygyus‌:

“i don’t have COOTIES!” gavin screeches, poking siwoo’s cheek with a pout. he’s very, very comfortable with the other boy, and it’s helped him try and figure out his emotions and feelings when it comes to siwoo. he’s still not quite sure what the gross feelings in his stomach are when he sees the other boy, but he decides not to dwell on it too much. he’ll figure it out when he figures it out. until then, he’s just gonna enjoy siwoo’s company and bother him with his displays of affection. startled after taking off his shirt, he looks at siwoo with wide eyes and an eyebrow raised, holding his shirt in his hands. “o….kay?” he says when siwoo dashes off like he had seen a ghost. he was utterly confused by the other boy’s reaction. curious, he drops his wet shirt in the laundry hamper, and pulls on a new one, tapping lightly on the bathroom door. “woo, you okay?” he asks softly, listening for a response. “you’re not hurt right? i didn’t like crush a rib or something?”

is he okay? not in the slightest. his cheeks are a bright red color and as the image of a shirtless gavin comes back to the forefront of his mind, blood rushes down his body. he’s in more trouble than he imagined. now that he’s somewhat been forced to accept reality: the feelings that he blamed on years of affection deprivation are very much not that and very much because his best friend stole his heart without siwoo noticing until it was too late. it scares him, so much so that lust is swiftly replaced by dread and his stomach turns. if gavin ever noticed, he would lose the only person that means something to him. the only person that’s ever showed him genuine care. siwoo can’t live without gavin. he leans against the sink, taking deep breaths to keep the growing anxiety as well as tears welling up in his eyes at bay. “i’m fine,” the strain in his voice tells a different story but he can’t tell gavin the truth. in fact, then and there, he makes a promise to himself to never ever, tell the other about his feelings. “i feel a little cold so i’m gonna take a shower then join you to clean the kitchen.” he tells him. “can you get me some dry clothes? leave them in front of the door, i’ll get them.”

forcynefin‌:

         ‘  whaaaat ??  i haven’t been gone for that long.  ’  arthit giggled.  ‘  it’s only been five days.  ’  he did plan on coming back a lot faster but it didn’t happen when ash begged him to join him for another ghost hunting. it was ironic since the other boy was already a medium. but arther enjoyed any kind of adventure.  ‘  maybe you just missed me too much so it felt like weeks.  ’  // @wndcrlnd​

the pout on his lips deepens with each second. has it only been five days? it felt like an eternity to orion. then again, it isn’t often that the two separate for longer than a couple of hours. “me, miss you? absolutely not.” he’s fooling absolutely no one. in spite of the mood he’s in, because he missed the other dearly, he’s happy that arther had fun with his friend. “that said, you’re not allowed to leave me ever again.”

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_imyour_joy

Throwback with Z.TAO’s super visual and interesting performance in China Produce 101 S1, as the King is confirmed to be back in season 3 Produce Camp 2020

↳ #JAEHYUN: double cheeked up on a thursday afternoon!

nayeon in 200319 vlive for anon 💕

Sehun Birthday Countdown D-04 || W Korea Fashion Film

this is an official semi-hiatus notice. it’s been a long time coming and i’ve been trying to put it off for a while but i need to take a step back for some time to get my motivation to write & muse back. i apologize to anyone waiting for a reply and thank you for being patient with me. i’ll be around now and then to work on drafts and i’m available on discord if you’d like to keep in touch in the meantime. 

how about an ‘I was so sure I was only into girls but you’re my girlfriends brother and you’re looking at me in a way that’s slowly and terrifyingly convincing me I actually might be into guys too wtf’ plot idk

what color is your love language ?

your result: CANARY !

keywords: friendship, happiness, light.

a canary's love is freeing, and brings the recipient true and pure happiness. everyone you love is your best friend in one way or another, whether it's your fiance, your little sister, your mother, or your favourite english teacher. you're most likely to buy small gifts for the people you love, such as their favourite snack or little trinkets, to show that you were thinking about them. yours is the love of holding hands, singing in the shower, spring time and wide smiles. 

best matched with: fern, lavender, cerulean.

tagged by: @multiplythatbyinfinity​​ (thank you!) tagging: @spriingday​​ (lysander, silver, cas), @milkiwaes​​ (bandit & finley), @forcynefin​​ (arther), @moonwvlkers​​ (madison), @whatcvcr​​ (evie, cain & soyou), @ncnversations​​ (tai), @cherrygyus​​ (gavin) & anyone else who would like to do it ! 

i am, once again, asking for ur hand in marriage sir