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𝐒𝐍𝐎𝐖𝐅𝐋𝐀𝐊𝐄𝐒 𝐓𝐔𝐌𝐁𝐋𝐄 𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐄  ,    in the hiemal embrace of winter’s longing    ━━          frost - kissed lands dormant beneath its guise  .    lu gang plucks the polaroid from in - between the digits  ,    feigned nonchalance in his effort to call a halt to their interminable endeavors  .    ❝    it is time for a break  .    𝐚𝐟𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐥𝐥  .  .  .    ❞    a curtsy to the accommodation    (      sowing the quiescent hope that rectification was not so forlorn    )        ,    whilst he slips the photo in the pocket of his coat  ; away from prying eyes .    ❝    part of business is attracting customers and right now  ,    the christmas decorations are nowhere to be seen  .    ❞

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DAY 17 of 30-DAY CHALLENGE

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“I think he’s very lonely. Lonelier than he lets on. Maybe lonelier than he even realizes.”

— The Royal Tenenbaums (2001), Dir. Wes Anderson

𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝑬𝑵𝑶𝑹𝑴𝑰𝑻𝒀 𝑶𝑭 𝑴𝒀 𝑫𝑬𝑺𝑰𝑹𝑬 .    (   a  series  of  nsfw  prompts ,  separated  by  quotes   &   acts .   ‘ my ’  muse  belongs  to  the  one  who  posted  the  meme .  send   “ + REVERSE ”   to  reverse  the  prompts  )

       →  WORDS .

❛  i’m  sorry ,  you  don’t  enjoy  being  teased ? .  ❜ ❛  you  know  what  i’m  waiting  for .  ❜ ❛  keep  your  hands  where  they  are .  ❜ ❛  i want you to ride  [ me / my fingers ] .  ❜ ❛  you  make  the  prettiest  sounds .  ❜ ❛  say  please .  ❜ ❛  i  want  to  make  this  last .  ❜ ❛  look  at  me .  ❜ ❛  i’m  yours ,  only  yours -  ❜ ❛  yeah ,  just like that -  ❜ ❛  i’ve  barely  even  started .  ❜ ❛  i  need  you .  ❜ ❛  god ,  shut  up  and  fuck  me  already !  ❜ ❛  god ,  yes ,  [ name ] ,  don’t  stop .  ❜ ❛  you  have  no  idea  how  long  i’ve  wanted  to  do  this .  ❜ ❛  who  gets  to  touch  you  like  this ?  ❜ ❛  come  for  me .  ❜ ❛  ah ,  ah -  don’t  touch .  ❜ ❛  brace  your  hands  on  the  wall .  ❜ ❛  could  you  come  like  this ?  ❜ ❛  please ,  let  me  come -  ❜ ❛  god ,  you’re  beautiful -  ❜ ❛  i’ve  been  waiting  for  this  all  night .  ❜ ❛  you’re  such  a  tease .  ❜ ❛  take  these  off .  ❜ ❛  i  want  to  feel  your  [ mouth / fingers ] .  ❜ ❛  do  you  have  any  idea  how  good  you  taste ?  ❜ ❛  tell  me  what  you  want .  ❜ ❛  we  shouldn’t -  ah ,  we shouldn’t be doing this .  ❜ ❛  faster ,  [ name ] ,  i  need  more .  ❜ ❛  is  this  good ?  ❜ ❛  keep  your  eyes  open .  ❜ ❛  i  can’t  wait  to  find  out  what  else  you  can  do .  ❜ ❛  you  don’t  have  to  be  so  gentle .  ❜ ❛  i  want  to  hear  you  beg .  ❜ ❛  can  i  take  this  off ?  ❜ ❛  please ,  please ,  please -  ❜ ❛  you’re  doing  so  well  for  me .  ❜ ❛  please  touch  me .  ❜ ❛  keep  reading ,  i  want  to  see  how  long  you  last .  ❜ ❛  i’ll  buy  you  another  one .  ❜ ❛  say  my  name .  louder .  ❜ ❛  i  can’t  wait  any  longer .  ❜ ❛  you  feel  so  good .  ❜ ❛  you’re  going  to  leave  a  mark -  ❜ ❛  touch  yourself  for  me .  ❜ ❛  do  you  deserve  it ?   ❜ ❛  did  i  say  you  could  come ?  ❜ ❛  i’m  so  close -  ❜ ❛  they’re  going  to  catch  us -  ❜ ❛  i  want  you  right  here .  ❜ ❛  we  have  to  be  quiet .  ❜

         →  ACTIONS .

❛  pin .   to  restrain  my  muse’s  hands  during  intimacy . ❛  mirror .   to  have  sex  with  my  muse  in  front  of  a  mirror . ❛  deny .   to  deny  my  muse  an  orgasm . ❛  distance .   to  have  [ phone / video ]  sex  with  my  muse . ❛  playlist .   to  have  sex  with  my  muse  while  music  is  playing . ❛  paw .   to  fondle  my  muse’s   [ chest  /  ass ] . ❛  wall .   to  pin  my  muse  against  a  wall . ❛  table .   to  hoist  my  muse  onto  a  [ table  /  counter ] . ❛  clothed .   to  make  my  muse  come  while  fully  dressed . ❛  finger .   to  finger  my  muse . ❛  oral .   to  give  my  muse  oral . ❛  fervent .   to  have  sex  with  my  muse  after  a  fight . ❛  distraction .   to  rile  my  muse  up  during  a  film . ❛  mark .   to  leave  marks  on  my  muse  [  optional :  specify where  ] . ❛  tie .   to  use  restraints  on  my  muse  during  intimacy . ❛  throat .   to  choke  my  muse  during  intimacy . ❛  sparring .   for  sparring  to  turn  into  sex . ❛  toys .   to  use  toys  [ vibrator / strap / otherwise ]  on  my  muse . ❛  imagery .   to  send  my  muse  a  risque  photo . ❛  drag .   to  pull  my  muse  closer  by  a  piece  of  clothing . ❛  tear .   to  tear  a  piece  of  clothing  from  my  muse’s  body . ❛  shower .   to  have  sex  with  my  muse  in  the  [ shower / bath ] . ❛  sneaky .   to  sneak  away  from  a  gathering  to  have  sex  with  my  muse . ❛  beg .   to  make  my  muse  beg . ❛  carnal .   to  [ scratch / bite ]  my  muse  during  intimacy . ❛  preoccupied .   to  rile  my  muse  up  as  they  [ read / work ] . ❛  jealous .   to  purposefully  make  my  muse  react  possessively . ❛  dare .   to  have  sex  with  my  muse  based  off  a  dare . ❛  read .   to  re-enact  something  from  a  [ book / show / porn ]  with  my  muse . ❛  collapse .   to  break  a  bed  during  sex  with  my  muse . ❛  caught .   to  get  caught  with  my  muse  during  sex .

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𝐖𝐇𝐀𝐓 𝐀𝐑𝐄 𝐁𝐎𝐃𝐈𝐄𝐒 𝐁𝐔𝐓 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐑𝐔𝐈𝐍𝐒 𝐎𝐅 𝐃𝐄𝐕𝐀𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍  ,    built upon in dissension for revival only to yield to the bidding of predestination  .    no man thwarts fate without awaiting a decree of reckoning  ,    sacrifices made from despondency     ━━          from a life stolen  ,    this one cruelest for a heart un - mended  .    memories hurt  ,    whenever touched  .    a pernicious phantasm  ,   portentous in ambit  ,   a torment nigh that declares itself in the laden ballast of a mouth agape   &.    the heavy slant of the eye  .

the gravid surge of the heart recedes with the avowel of touch  ,    𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐚𝐞𝐠𝐢𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐚𝐧 𝐨𝐚𝐭𝐡 𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐝  .    cheng xiaoshi knows it to be suppositious at best  ,    the illusion of ascendancy egregious for those mortal - made  .    for now  ,    in this juncture of time  ,    it teeters the edge of enough  .    so he allows himself to melt into the embrace  ,    exhausted by the cacophony amidst his slumber  .    a moment’s reprieve  ,    and the he breathes    (        moratory  ,    now         )    is eloquent with ambergris    &.    cedar - wood ,    𝐚𝐧 𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐧𝐬𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐡𝐢𝐦 𝐨𝐟 𝐡𝐨𝐦𝐞  .   ❝    i am intent on making you keep your promise  ,    so don’t forget  .    ❞    in the niveous haze of his disquietude  ,     an inkling tickles benumbed  :    lu guang is never careless  ,    not without impetus  .    a note  ,    for latterly times  .

tepid digits fold about the wrist  ,    halting the endeavor mid - way     ━━          within the blanket of proximity  ,    𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥𝐬 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐮𝐦 𝐛𝐞𝐥𝐨𝐰 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐤𝐢𝐧  . affirmation of his frights to be fables , threaded by the inner - workings of a pinioned mind .    the eyes concenter upon the void afar  ,    quiet still with lingering sentiments  .    ❝    ‘appreciate it  ,    but i am good now  .    𝐠𝐨 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐥𝐞𝐞𝐩  ,    i am gonna stretch my legs for a second  .     ❞    

      ⸻       something   within   ,   something   human   still   lies   beneath   curated   layers   ,   swathed   with   rational   and   pure   intention.   the   pangs   he   senses   –   sparking   doubt   and   worries   –   calling   for   thoughts   that   plagued   him   oh   so   deeply   ,   arrive   at   the   beckon   of   sorrow.   they   are   here   to   stay   as   they   settle   in   ,   but   lu   guang   is   ignorant   when   cries   soar   ,   searing   as   if   to   lacerate   ,   and   caution   is   thrown   to   the   wind.

  staying   still   is   his   best   course   of   action   ,   to   simply   provide   comfort   and   the   reminder   of   his   presence.   but   as   fingers   clutch   ,   clasping   as   they   ring   with   devastation   ,   instinct   is   called   upon   and   his   grasp   too   secures   on   his   impulsive   friend.   curling   him   closer   ,   meshing   their   bodies   until   no   gap   exists   and   no   dangers   could   pierce   through   their   embrace.

  his   words   –   he   digests   –   becomes   a   dagger   ,   plunging   into   phantom   wounds   that   feed   into   the   pangs   of   earlier.   notes   that   fester   and   grow   until   lu   guang   is   gritting   teeth   and   forbidding   the   shed   of   lachrymose.   he   shakes   his   head.   ❝   i   was   careless   ,   ❞   he   admits   as   fingers   crawl   ,   mirroring   the   one   he   holds   where   raven   locks   cling   to   warmth.   ❝   but   it   won't   happen   again.   ❞   though   implicit   ,   it   is   a   promise   ,   possessing   the   weight   of   a   sworn   oath.

  carefully   ,   eyes   slip   open   ,   landing   on   the   sight   of   his   dismayed   friend.   he   feels   his   chest   tighten   and   his   grasp   loosens   ,   by   a   fraction.   ❝   you   need   rest.   let   me   get   you   some   water   ,   that   should   help.   ❞   and   once   that   had   finished   and   once   he   had   laid   down   ,   asleep   with   some   level   of   solace   ,   lu   guang   would   adopt   his   position   as   surveillance.   to   ensure   no   harm   would   come   to   cheng   xiaoshi.

  only   then   would   he   sleep   as   well   ,   for   an   amount   that   would   just   sustain.   a   secondary   priority   when   it   came   to   the   limited   time   he   was   granted.

since when does this exist , geez , discord calling me out like this .

a last kiss before one goes away . from lg to cxs :)

𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐌𝐄𝐄𝐓𝐒 𝐄𝐘𝐄 𝐈𝐍 𝐄𝐅𝐅𝐄𝐑𝐕𝐄𝐒𝐂𝐄𝐍𝐓 𝐀𝐆𝐎𝐍𝐘  ,    and one look is all it takes to inspire within the avidity to act  .    the premonition of loss frightens him  ,    contrivances repugnance like nothing else can  .    (        i am sorry  ,    lu guang  ,    this is what it is going to be  .    this is how it must be        )    .    digits compass the glass - cut set of the jaw  ,    for lips to be pressed together in tender mourning    ━━           𝐚 𝐤𝐢𝐬𝐬 𝐛𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐰𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐭𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝𝐛𝐲𝐞  .    cheng xiaoshi can taste the blood upon his tongue  ,    its copper acrimony only apposite  ;    feels the cruor seep into the ivory fabrics of his shirt  ,    the dichotomy prognathous with truncated effort  .    ❝    let me do this for you  ,    yeah  ?    ❞    he whispers against now crimson - stained lips  ,    ❝    don’t try to stop me  .    ❞    heretofore his endeavor may fall quiescent  ,    he tears himself apart    &.    strikes his hand together in precipitance  .    vanishes into thin air  .   if it is his power the enemy so desired , it is not lu guang who should suffer the consequences . 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐜𝐡𝐨𝐢𝐜𝐞𝐬 𝐣𝐚𝐝𝐞 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐜𝐭 , are no choice at all .

(        my life  ,    for yours        )    .    

Anne Carson, from Red Doc>

𝐄𝐗𝐇𝐀𝐔𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 𝐈𝐒 𝐔𝐍𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐆𝐈𝐕𝐈𝐍𝐆  ,    in the way it clings to the lids of his eyes     ━━          lashes tickling the skin of his cheekbone with every strife to re - open  .    ❝    aren’t you the hilarious one today  .    got out at the good side of the bed today  ,    guren  ?    ❞    the desire to linger here  ,    this reprieve from thieving hands  .  .  .     ah  .    it is unfair  .    ❝    i don’t want you to know  ,    okay  ?    stop prying  .    ❞    shinya bites  ,    consonants turned bitter by the sangfroid in his voice  .   𝐡𝐲𝐩𝐨𝐜𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞  ,    still  ,    the statement a sterling paradigm of lies    &.    honesty amalgamated  .    the vulnerability in the wake of vocalization instill a fear within unlike no other  ,    one inspiring his heart to sing the lullaby of the impetuous     ━━          a recoil worn thin in its similarities with survival instinct  (         sorry  ,    guren  ,    it is because it is you who i hold closest to my heart . i wish i could give you more .        )    .

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