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Summary; Y/n is rejected by her soulmate Bucky, she's heartbroken but vows to move on but but soulmate bond may be stronger than both of them realise...
Warning; A lot of Angst. Heartache, fluff.
Y/n like everyone else had a soulmate, hers just happened to be Bucky Barnes. It was a shock to her. To be honest she spent most of her life assuming she didn't have one.
The little tattoo shaped as a heart that signalled of a soulmate never glowed golden consistently for her, it would happen sporadically before then in 2014 it finally light up.
Her soulmate was out there somewhere in the world and she was determined to find them.
She did, once she joined the Avengers, she found a newly healed Bucky, who was settling into life as an Avenger. Who had been through more horrors than she could ever imagine.
The moment they locked eyes it happened.
The heart on her arm burned and she saw Bucky clutch at his arm gasping, staring at her with wide eyes.
A tall blonde at his side looked between them and frowned.
"Bucky baby?". She asked confused... Baby? Her heart sinks, she looks at Bucky and he jerks his head signalling he would like to speak to her.
She followed him stomach in knots, passed the confused Avengers and to a private room, he sat down gaze darkened as he watched her.
"Bucky? Look I know this is a shock". He interrupts and shakes his head.
"I'm sorry but whatever this means, can't happen. I'm, I'm happy with my girlfriend Lucy, we haven't been dating long but it's what I know, I don't know you".
Rejection, she had experienced it before but nothing like this, she felt numb which was ridiculous as she barely knew Bucky.
She peers up at him and musters a smile.
"I'm not here to cause anything, I didn't know you were my soulmate...". He glares at her.
"All my life I've had my choices taken from me, I am not going through that again because some mystical force deems us "Soulmates".
"Fine". She says quietly. "That's fine by me, Barnes. I'll keep out of you way".
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The thing is, being separated from your soulmate was havoc on her mind, now she knew who her soulmate was, she couldn't get him off her mind and that irritated her constantly.
Lucy wasn't around too much but when she was she clung to Bucky and glared at y/n, the whole team knew what her and Bucky were but never mentioned anything.
Y/n worked hard not to gravitate towards Bucky but it was trying at times, she could feel when he was angry, upset, needing comfort.
She could feel all of it and she knew Bucky would know her emotions too and feel them, it was one of those "perks" of finding your soulmate. It was truly hard to hide how miserable she was and the way Bucky watched her from time to time, hovered around her, that ache that pulled her towards him was also pulling him towards her.
She knew he would resist though, he had rejected her, didn't he? He had his beautiful, perfect girlfriend he didn't want her.
To take her mind off things she practices some magic with Wanda confusing flowers, butterflies and golden sparkles.
"That's really beautiful". Steve says behind her shyly and she beams.
"Oh, thank you, that's so sweet of you". He blushes then sits beside her.
"I understand how you feel, you know about Buck? I lost my soulmate, Peggy, and the woman that could be my second chance is terrified of taking that chance"
She glances around curiously and finds him watching Nat and smiles warmly at her, she loves Nat, they have both grown really close and she would love if her and Steve got together.
She gently touches Steves's arm and reassures him that Nat will come around, and then she feels it. Hot, surging anger, but it isn't her, she isn't angry about anything. She turns curiously to look over at Bucky who is tense watching her and Steve.
He's jealous, she realises then shakes her head annoyed at how he's reacting, he wants Lucy, why does he care? She bites her lip.
If he acts like this now, what is he going to be like when she has her date on Friday night? She was making an attempt at moving on... He will be happy? Right...?
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Adam her date arrives at the compound late on Saturday night, she's dressed up and feels really good and determined to have a good night.
"Hello, beautiful". Sam smiles. "What you all dressed up for?", he asks her.
"Oh, I have a date". She hears a sharp intake of breath and Bucky speaks out.
"What date?". She feels tension rise in the air as Adam steps in and kisses her cheek unaware of Buckys gaze on him.
"I'll see you all later". Right before she can leave Bucky catches up to her, politely she asks Adam if he can hail them a cab and turns to Bucky.
"What's your problem?". She asks him, getting frustrated with his hot and cold attitude.
"I...".
"I'm moving on, surely that makes you happy? You rejected me so what does anything in my love life have to do with you?" She asks him sharply. He frowns.
"Y/n...".
"Don't, you don't want me so what's the deal? Why do you care, give me one damn reason why I shouldn't go?"
He looks so vulnerable, there's a flutter in her chest but she shakes it off quickly.
"You made your choice, go and find your girlfriend Barnes". She walks off and leaves Bucky standing there, her heart is aching again and she wishes dearly that things could be different...
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Y/n wakes up finding Adams's arms around her, she tried one night where she didn't think of Bucky and it worked for a few hours, but here she is now feeling sick and getting up.
Adam doesn't seem too bothered she isn't looking for more and she curses herself that she can't just move forward without Bucky. He doesn't want her so why can't she just accept that?.
As she reaches the compound she heads straight to bed and just revels in peace for a day or so and finally allows all the emotion she's been hiding to come out.
After a while, she can hear Bucky at the door, and she sniffs getting up.
"Bucky, can you please go away, I just want time to myself". He is quiet for a moment before speaking again.
"I can't, I, fuck I'm so drawn to you". She wipes her eyes.
"I didn't ask for any of this," she tells him softly, "I understand you want to be with Lucy".
There's a brief silence and he speaks again gently.
"We broke up doll, I couldn't get you off my mind, rejecting you it, it tore me apart. I was so drawn to you, trying to fight it, trying to not let it bother me that you went out with that guy the other night and...". He swallows.
"I'm sorry, I never thought I had a soulmate and the fact it is someone as kind, beautiful, feisty and amazing like you... Fuck, I didn't feel like I deserved you, a soulmate after all the shit I did, I was used to Lucy and was terrified that there was someone meant for me, terrified that you would grow sick of me, see me as a monster for what I've done".
He cups her cheek.
"I fell in love with you the minute I saw you doll". She stares at him stunned.
"You did? I don't understand you were so... I thought you hated me?".
"No, I could never hate you doll, I hid my emotions, I'm good at that, had tons of practice". He says sadly, clearly remembering his time in Hydra and she rests her head against his chest, aching for all the pain he has went through.
His arms wrap around her.
"Lucy was nice but she isn't you doll, even she knew she couldn't do anything to get you out of my mind, we split amicably".
Her heart eases from all of the heartache that she has been feeling.
"Bucky, I don't want you to be with me because you feel forced too". He shakes his head and kisses her forehead.
"I want to be with you, and I don't feel forced or anything, I love you".
"I love you too". She tells him thrilled and he kisses her. Finally, they are together and the peace that washes over her is wonderful as she looks forward to their beautiful future together.
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Good Business: Part 17
Fandom: Marvel (Mob AU)
Pairing: Chubby!Bucky x Reader
Summary: Bucky Barnes is a ruthless mobster. He’s also referred to as Big Buck due to his towering strong frame as well as his round stomach. You’re the owner of a small diner, a place that Big Buck decides to visit. Based off this drabble.
A/N: I’m so close to finishing this story!
Despite you being curled into his side on the way back to your place, Bucky could tell you’re distant. Rightfully so. He left you, abandoned you. If you wish to never see him again after he brings you home, then he’d understand. It’d hurt like hell, but he’d do anything you ask.
When the car stops in front of your home, you let out a sigh. Bucky slowly pulls himself from you to step out of the car, offering his hand to you as you follow him out.
He pulls out your keys from his pocket and opens your door. He moves to the side so you could step in, but you don’t hear him following you or closing the door.
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In Too Deep // Bucky Barnes
word count: 2,450
pairing: (bucky barnes x natasha romanoff) x reader
warnings: angst & sadness, cursing, some dark thoughts, not a happy ending kids
summary: you finally reach a breaking point with bucky and his relationship with natasha
a/n: oh look eva’s writing about her life again. this literally sucks sorry i’ve been so inactive the words just don’t wanna work rn. inspired off the song In Too Deep by Why Don’t We. part two for Dancing On My Own!
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The weeks following your revelation to Steve didn’t get any better. In fact, it only got worse.
Your emotions had overwhelmed you full force leaving no escape at all from what you were feeling about Bucky. Your thoughts constantly wondered to your two best friends, curious as to what they were doing behind closed doors and if they remembered who you were at all.
Conversations with Natasha were easy as anything but when it came to Bucky, you couldn’t breathe. Speaking to him made you stumble and tense up. You wanted to do nothing but cry. You knew you didn’t mean anything to him near what Natasha did, and it hurt. At this point, you just wanted a friendship. You wanted him to acknowledge you and be there, even if you weren’t by Natasha’s side.
As someone who completely loved physical attention whether it be hugs, holding hands, soft touches, anything, it was hard to stay away from Bucky. The ex-soldier had totally come out of his shell and generally warmed up to the idea of physical affection, something he was sure to give Natasha each and every second possible. It hurt your heart to watch her push him aside when she wasn’t in the mood to be touched, knowing your skin was aching to feel whatever he would give.
“I’m done,” Natasha’s voice was loud and clear as she stormed into your room, anger evident in her features. “I’m so fucking done.”
You frowned at her current state. “Why? What happened?”
The redhead paced back and forth for a few moments before settling herself on your bed. “I love him, Y/N, I really do, but,” She sighed deeply as she tried to regain her composure. “He just can’t see that he’s wrong for once.”
You chuckled and moved your gaze back to your tablet. “Yeah, I can tell. His head’s always up his ass, Nat. We know that.”
“And I get that,” She exasperated, “But he doesn’t get that I’m trying and as much as I want to spend time with him, I have things to do. Training, you, the rest of the team, I just-”
“It’s balancing,” You hummed as you pushed your device away, knowing the following talk wasn’t going to end pretty. “That’s what happens in a relationship. You balance.”
“He said you don’t matter as much as he does,” She whispered as if she didn’t want to tell you, but felt obligated. “We were fighting on the way back from the club and he said he should be my top priority before you.”
The air slipped from your throat at her words. They hit your conscious harder than they should’ve. You constantly reminded yourself that Natasha and Bucky were the ones in the relationship, that it wasn’t you and you couldn’t push yourself in. As much as you wanted Bucky to hug you and cuddle you and be concerned about you, Natasha would always be his top priority. Now, he was just putting your thoughts into reality.
“Oh.” Your eyes burned with tears but you stopped yourself from crying. You knew deep down you shouldn’t care. They didn’t care about your feelings anywhere near as much as you cared for theirs. “Well, I mean, that’s fine.”
You were constantly worried about not being enough, of losing the people you valued the most in your life, and Bucky just threw that right in your face without a second thought. You couldn’t tell Natasha that, though. You couldn’t reveal to her that you cared about Bucky more than just a friend, ever.
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The next time your feelings were torn apart came a bit sooner than you liked. You had been filing papers with Wanda per Tony’s request thanks to his secretary being sick that week. Bucky decided he had nothing better to do with his Friday night since Natasha was on a mission and stayed to watch you work.
You were beginning to grow frustrated with the amount of papers Tony wanted organized, the stack seemingly never ending. Music played softly from your tablet on the table but your nerves were too fried to even bother.
Bucky had thrown himself on the couch in Tony’s office, his phone hovering inches from his face as the light reflected off of him. When you got close enough, you could practically drown in the scent of his cologne as you inhaled deeply.
“Hey, did anyone go with Nat when she left this morning?” His voice almost echoed through the silent room.
“Why? Jealous it wasn’t you?” Wanda joked as she shoved a file in the drawer. A chuckle escaped your lips at her words as you bit back a witty remark that would only add to his already grumpy mood.
“Why do you laugh like that?” Bucky moved his phone from his face to mock the noise that you made. “It sounds so weird.”
Wanda glanced at you, frowning at the clear presence of sadness on your face. Bucky’s comments were usually sarcastic and out of context but he seemed to be in a particular mood today. This wasn’t the first insult he had thrown at you either. They had been constant since the moment he entered the room and it didn’t look like he was stopping any time soon.
“Bucky,” The redhead snapped, disbelief clear on her face. “Why are you being so mean to her?”
Bucky laughed, his charming face crinkling with the action as he looked to you. “She knows I’m just joking. Right, doll?”
You hummed a response as you focused on the papers in your hand. It wasn’t worth speaking up because you knew he didn’t care. Obviously he was speaking honestly and maybe, just maybe, the insults would help change your feelings towards the super soldier.
This insulting behavior continued on all the way up to the holidays. Thanksgiving allowed the team a few days to visit family and not train or go on missions and you were fully prepared to use it to your advantage. Each day was planned with Natasha, both of you excited to spend the days off with each other to catch up and relax. It was her idea to include Bucky, something you found yourself okay with despite what you knew was right.
You didn’t like the fact that Bucky and Natasha had such a major influence on your emotions like they did. You wanted to be fine without them and to not wonder what they were doing alone, but you couldn’t help it. It also didn’t put you in a better position that Natasha told you more details about their relationship than she probably should.
You ended up curled up on the couch as a comedy movie played across the screen. Natasha was cuddled up in Bucky’s arms just inches from you as they laughed. Pulling the blanket closer as you glanced at them, your happy attitude started to crumble apart.
The sound of a text filled the room as Nat pulled her phone from the couch cushion, a small grin on her face. You ignored it and kept your attention on the movie, figuring it was probably Clint. The noise resounded again, this time Bucky grabbing his. A frown pushed at your lips as you saw Natasha’s name on the screen.
They were texting about you.
A pit settled in your stomach as you watched them exchange messages, oblivious to the fact that you could see right over their shoulders. Once you reached your limit, you stood up and grabbed your stuff before leaving the room without even saying goodbye.
The moment your bedroom door shut behind you, the tears broke loose. It didn’t matter that you were freezing in the cold of your room, or that your phone was dead next to you and you were starving. You couldn’t believe that they did that to you. You always gave them the benefit of the doubt, seeing as they were two of your best friends but damn.
Maybe they didn’t deserve you after all.
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“What’s wrong?”
Bucky’s voice was a shock to you as you froze in your spot. You didn’t want to speak to him, not now. Your thoughts had been tearing into you all day long and you couldn’t handle having a conversation with the person causing it.
“Nothing,” You answered as you skipped the song playing on your tablet. “Don’t worry about it.”
“No,” Bucky sat down next to you on the couch and pulled the device from your hand. “Talk to me.”
You sighed and leaned back against the cushions, finding it interesting that he only wanted to talk to you when it was convenient for him. “Just overthinking.”
“About what?” He pressed as he looked back at you.
“Long story,” You mumbled, hoping it would push him away. It did the exact opposite.
“I’m ready to hear it.” When you didn’t continue talking, he sighed, “Y/N, I wouldn’t ask if I didn’t want you to tell me.”
Pulling your knees to your chest, you released some of the thoughts haunting you, including parts of your fears of losing him and Nat. You were embarrassed to have let the idea even in your mind, knowing it would be better if you cut them both out no matter how much you didn’t want to.
“You’re never going to lose me and Nat, I promise,” Bucky consoled as he set your tablet aside. “No matter what happens, we’re always going to be here for you. And I know it’s scary being in your head, but you can always talk to me. That way you’re not alone and nothing bad happens.”
That was it. That’s what hurt. The fact that he said you could always come to him but you knew. Oh, you knew that only applied when Nat wasn’t around. If she was there, you were invisible to him, and you couldn’t even be surprised anymore.
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It continued like this for a while. Bucky and Nat would argue, you’d hear about it from both of them, they’d make up, and you’d be thrown in the shadows until you were relevant again. It was tearing you down with each confrontation or minute spent near them. You didn’t know how much longer you would last before you broke down and just spilled to them.
Your friends and family constantly reminded you that neither Bucky nor Natasha deserved your attention and love, and even you knew that, but you couldn’t bring yourself to pull away. The good times were so valuable, so memorable that you didn’t want to even think about losing them. They truly brought you out of your shell, whether you wanted to admit it or not.
You tried to distract yourself by jumping head first into constant training with your other teammates and any little chance you could find to escape the compound. It began to get easier. You felt a little lighter, like things were slowly getting back on track since you weren’t hovering over everyone’s favorite couple.
Then, it just happened. You couldn’t stop it. You didn’t mean for it, but it did.
Bucky approached you one day, curious as to why you had been pulling away and dead set on getting an answer. He seemed hurt and it set off a burn inside you to see him feeling even an ounce of what you had been through.
“Did we do something wrong?” He interrogated as he followed you to the training room. “You just stopped talking to us.”
You ignored him as you pulled your hair up before going to tie your shoes. If you spoke even a word, you weren’t going to be able to shut up.
“Y/N!” He groaned as you stood up and walked towards the treadmill. You could hear him huff and before you knew it, you were being spun around. “Answer me!”
“What do you want, James?” You shouted back as you clenched your hands in his grip. “How much more of me are you going to use before you let me break?”
The anger was instantly replaced with confusion as he loosened his grip slightly. “What do you-”
“I’m exhausted, Bucky! I can’t win with you! You only talk to me when you need someone and other than that, your attention is on Natasha. And I get it, I really do. She’s your girlfriend, but fuck, I thought I was your friend!” You didn’t bother stopping the tears streaming down your cheeks as you let all of your pent up emotions burst. “You guys act like you don’t want me around and I can’t keep tearing myself up over this!”
Yanking your hands from his grip, you brushed against his shoulder as you stormed past him. His footsteps were right behind you, despite your desire to be left alone.
“Don’t walk away from me!” He jumped in front of you, stopping your escape. “Come on. Talk to me. Natasha’s worried and so am I. We just want-”
You scoffed, “Oh, you’re worried? That’s new.”
Bucky sighed and brushed your anger off as best as he could. “We care about you, Y/N. I don’t know why you think we-”
“I sit here and I suffer and you can’t get your head out of your ass to just look at me for once!” You snapped, “Bucky, I don’t think you get it. I don’t want to be here anymore. And not just the compound, I don’t want to be on this planet anymore! It’s. Not. Worth. It.”
Bucky stepped back with shock evident in his features. You hadn’t even mentioned anything to him about the way you had been feeling, but then again, why would you? After what he and Natasha had done to you, he couldn’t blame you. He just wished you would’ve said something sooner.
His lack of response was enough of an answer for you. You just shook your head and gave him a sad smile. “Goodbye, James.”
The sound of your shoes against the floor was almost nonexistent as Bucky stood there. He couldn’t tell how much time had passed as he just relieved the argument and every interaction he’s had with you since he and Natasha became a thing. His chest started to feel heavy with guilt as he realized what they had put you through. It was no wonder that you snapped.
With a deep breath, he began walking. Not after you, though. No.
He had a date with Natasha, after all.
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Fly Me To The Moon — Masterlist
I Main Masterlist I
Status: Complete
Pairing: Pilot!Bucky Barnes x Stewardess!Plus Size!Reader
Summary: When you signed up to be a Flight Attendant, you thought that the worst things you could hear were comments about your weight that doesn’t fit standards. But you had no idea that the worst part of your job would be Bucky Barnes, his charming ways and his knowledge for your sweet tooth.
Warning(s): Fluff, teasing, slight mention of eating disorders and self-depreciation, language, mention of sex.
Chapters: 5 + an epilogue
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Epilogue
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Beautiful moodboard from the even more beautiful @the-canary thank you so much, love!
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Good Business: Part 16
Fandom: Marvel (Mob AU)
Pairing: Chubby!Bucky x Reader
Summary: Bucky Barnes is a ruthless mobster. He’s also referred to as Big Buck due to his towering strong frame as well as his round stomach. You’re the owner of a small diner, a place that Big Buck decides to visit. Based off this drabble.
A/N: uuuummmmm….do people still care about this story?
warning: violence
You’re sitting in the back of the cop car, leg bouncing while you wait for Steve to respond.
You: SOS
You let out a breath of relief when Steve texts back:
Steve: what’s going on?
You: with the cops, not getting a good vibe. supposedly going to the station, but i don’t think we are.
Steve: what’s your location?
You immediately send him your location and you’re hoping to whatever almighty above that you’re not dying today.
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The Proposal
Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Reader
Summary: Bucky has a plan to propose.
Word Count: 1.3k
Warnings: Some spice at the beginning.
A/N: Happy love day, my dudes! This is my entry to @wkemeup‘s 4k celebration; congrats on the milestone, Kas, it’s major! The prompt is highlighted further down in the fic. Thanks, everyone, for the love you gave A Week In Love; I had so much fun writing those drabbles, and I hope you had as much fun reading them! This is incredibly silly and I wrote it in an hour. I added the drabbles tag list here as well. Please let me know what you think! :) x
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Bucky brings it up in the middle of the night.
“You ever wanna get married?”
He’s hot and sticky in more ways than one, limbs loose like they always get after a good, perfectly-timed release. The words are half-mumbled into the pillow beneath your head, your arms and thighs still wrapped around Bucky’s torso. He might be crushing you, but you haven’t complained yet.
You huff into his neck, lips as soft as your lashes fluttering on his naked skin when you speak. “Please tell me that’s not how you’re proposing.”
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Thank you guys for following me!! I’ve surpassed 200!
Figured I’d have a little challenge ♡
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hi big fan! for prompts can you do bucky and angst #2 & #5 thank youuu
date night ✧ bucky barnes
prompts ; “forget it, you’re a fucking asshole.” “please don’t cry.”
warnings ; cussing, angst, cheating.
two hours.
bucky was two hours late to your date.
he said he would be late, he promised that he’d be on time, however that didn’t happen and here you were sitting at the fancy decorated table covered with an ample amount cold food.
he promised to make space for you in his life, to make the relationship his number one priority. clearly not, and maybe that’s how it would always be.
the front door opens and heavy footsteps approach the dining room. you immediately stand up and glare at bucky, who looks at you with confusion, but when he glances at the table his whole expression changes.
“baby, i—”
“don’t you fucking baby me.” you spit, venom laced in your voice. “do you know how long it’s been? how long i’ve been waiting here for?”
bucky swallows, his eyes trailing up and down your figure. “i-i’m really sorry ba—y/n, but uh . . . you look great.”
there’s so much guilt written all over his face, he’s an open book. over the years you’ve known bucky, you never thought he’d disappoint you like this. you never thought he’d be the person to abandon his partner and choose his friends over you.
“what were you doing?”
his eyes refuse to meet yours, cheeks tinging a shade of red. “n-nothing, just hanging out with the guys, you know?”
this was usually the truth, he’d be hanging out with his friends and having a good time without you. this time however, you knew he’d been doing something else.
“sweetheart i’m sorry, let me take you out. i promise i won’t be late again.” bucky takes a step towards you and reaches out to take your hand.
you snatch it away, “forget it, you’re a fucking asshole.” he frowns and you elaborate, “you cheated on me and did a terrible job covering it up.”
“i didn’t mean to! she’s came onto me and—”
“so you admit it that easily? you have no fucking shame asking me out right after?” your voice cracks at the end, eyes filled to the brim with tears and when you blink they roll down your cheeks.
“please don’t cry,” bucky takes a step towards you, holding back from wrapping his arms around you. “i-i’m sorry, it wasn’t my f—”
“just pack your shit and leave.”
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Fool For You
This is for the Christmas Secret Santa fic exchange I entered in by @itsbuckysworld! This is a fic for @buckymorelikefuckmebarnes! i hope you enjoy this, Cheyenne! Happy holidays :D
Pairing: Bucky x fem!Reader (college! au)
Word Count: 1.9k
Warnings: Mentions of sex, cussing
Honestly, you were nothing but fed up with your emotions now. Of course you had to choose the one untouchable man in your life to fall in love with. That too, the man who happened to be one of your closest friends in the world. A bonus? This man really struggles to keep it in his pants, having a different girl in his apartment every other week.
His name? James Buchanan Barnes. He thought it endearing to go by Bucky, which you obliged him with, and had 0 clue about the deep feelings you held for him. Had he known about your feelings for him… Who knows. You didn’t know and you didn’t want to know. After all, being close to Bucky was better than not having him at all. It didn’t matter that he told you about every girl he’s been with. He still spent his Friday nights with you watching those 80s movies you adored. He still brought you pizza, massaged your feet, and let you lay on his shoulder as the two of you watched Marty McFly do his thing with Doc Brown. It was perfect for you, honestly, minus the fact that he wasn’t kissing you senseless.
Fridays were your favorite day of the week. You couldn’t do much about it. Bucky was always there and for you only. You didn’t have to share him with the world and it was something that was sacred to the both of you.
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