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widowfound · 2 years

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indefinite hiatus notice.

hello to anyone still here. i will be putting mariya on an indefinite hiatus until her muse returns. please feel free to follow me on any of my other blogs listed in my pinned post !

#mobile.#lovely tumblr has lost my tags anyway hahaha

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JACKIE TAYLOR in Yellowjackets 1.03: The Dollhouse

#[ L O A D I N G ... ] 》 V I S A G E. 》 M. ORLOV.#[ L O A D I N G ... ] 》 Q U E U E. 》 I’VE GOT FIRE IN MY SOUL.#god i love her so much #the sarcasm in that last gif is so on brand

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GAZE SOFTENS AT HER TOUCH , A SENSE OF RELIEF FINALLY HITTING HIM AT HER WORDS . “ fine . ” he says , though his tone is more PLAYFUL now , a trace of a smile slipping onto his features . “ i’ll give you your twenty minutes . but if you’re not better by then , i’ll have to do something . ” he doesn’t know what , yet . but he’s certain he’ll figure it out if that time comes . nodding at her request , he heads off to the bathroom again to find her a cloth , returning to her side a few moments later as he slowly moves to SIT on the edge of her bed . “ would you mind leaning forwards a little ? ” he asks , offering a small smile as he lifts a hand to gently move some of her hair aside ; moving the other so that he can start to wipe away the mess he’d caused . “ i am truly sorry for all this . ” he murmurs as he works , trying his best to be as GENTLE as he can be with her . “ they’ve learnt to be cautious around me while i sleep back in the base . they’d usually try sedating me before i could become too much of an issue …. so i’m not really used to well , this . ”

she does not miss the way he relaxes beneath her touch, corners of her lips quirking in a small smile, proud their work together appeared to be paying off. “ i’ll be alright. ” shifting slightly as he returns to her side, forcing her muscles to remain relaxed despite his proximity. “ of course. ” muttered as she sits forward enough for him to reach behind her head, eyes closing as she allows him to work. despite her best efforts, she cannot help the way her fingers curl tightly around the sheets, attempting to keep her breathing even. a huffed laugh pushes past her lips, shaking her head a fraction. “ stop apologising. i should have known better. ” she’d been thoroughly warned of his behaviours; his habits, she should have known to be more careful. “ well, that is what we’re here for is it not ? to get you used to this ? ” fingers lift to touch against his wrist, guiding his hand away in order to shift back to study his face. “ do you think there is anything that might help you sleep better ? ”

#lghtpulled #[ L O A D I N G ... ] 》 P R E. 》 I AM THE DANGER.#[ L O A D I N G ... ] 》 Q U E U E. 》 I’VE GOT FIRE IN MY SOUL.#why is this so soft though

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#[ L O A D I N G ... ] 》 M U S I N G S. 》 FOUND THE DEVIL IN ME.#[ L O A D I N G ... ] 》 Q U E U E. 》 I’VE GOT FIRE IN MY SOUL.#this is a very post mariya vibe

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brokenspy:

well, that was easier than she thought. sarah had half expected ria to demand more answers before she agreed to help, but it seemed as if they’d come to some sort of an agreement already. with a nod, she gestured towards her porsche, unlocking it and sliding in the drivers side. “okay, uh, it shouldn’t take long. how much do you need to know before you’ll trust me?”

gaze lifts to study the other blonde a moment, a brow lifting in curiosity. “ alright, no problem. ” mysteries were not her most favourited things, especially not within this cover, though they were necessary at times. “ the bare bones should be enough for now. tell me on the way ? ”

#brokenspy #[ L O A D I N G ... ] 》 M A I N. 》 IT’S ALL LIES DARLING.#[ L O A D I N G ... ] 》 Q U E U E. 》 I’VE GOT FIRE IN MY SOUL.

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meet the plastics // mean girls

#[ L O A D I N G ... ] 》 M U S I N G S. 》 FOUND THE DEVIL IN ME.#[ L O A D I N G ... ] 》 Q U E U E. 》 I’VE GOT FIRE IN MY SOUL.

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redheadarcher:

Despite the reception, there’s a small smile on the redhead’s lips as she approaches the other. “ – I see you’re very happy to see me.” She tries to lighten the mood a little with the sarcastic comment, but soon her face takes on a little more serious expression. “I know that. I’m just here to help.” She hopes this would at least make them work together without major problems. “And think about it – we the two of us, thing will be faster.”

help. a word she still had yet to grow used to. it’s what she was attempting, was it not ? perhaps she should not deny the other the same opportunity. heavy sigh is ripped from the confines of her throat, eyes rolling skyward as a hand lifts to rub at her temple. “ fine. ” she mutters the acceptance, taking a moment to savour the darkness found behind her eyelids before settling narrowed gaze upon the redhead once more. “ just don’t fuck it up, and try not to distract me. ” a little harsh, perhaps, but boundaries were important. “ come on then. ”

#redheadarcher #[ L O A D I N G ... ] 》 P O S T. 》 I DON’T KNOW MYSELF.#[ L O A D I N G ... ] 》 Q U E U E. 》 I’VE GOT FIRE IN MY SOUL.#crying i am so sorry about her

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JACKIE TAYLOR | 1.02: F Sharp

#S H E !!!!!!#[ L O A D I N G ... ] 》 V I S A G E. 》 M. ORLOV.#[ L O A D I N G ... ] 》 Q U E U E. 》 I’VE GOT FIRE IN MY SOUL.#god i'm dying for this vibe #post apoc mariya when

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danversiism:

@widowfound said –– 💬

“ it looks like you are in trouble there. can I help ? ”

wide gaze lifts to the blonde, a wince forming at the edge of her lips before it is swallowed down. “ who the hell are you ? ” though she was not incorrect in her assessment, still she did not trust strangers; certainly not ones offering help seemingly without expecting anything in return.

#danversiism #[ L O A D I N G ... ] 》 P O S T. 》 I DON’T KNOW MYSELF.#[ L O A D I N G ... ] 》 Q U E U E. 》 I’VE GOT FIRE IN MY SOUL.#thank you so much for this !!

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Natasha Trethewey, from Waterborne.

#[ L O A D I N G ... ] 》 M U S I N G S. 》 FOUND THE DEVIL IN ME.#[ L O A D I N G ... ] 》 Q U E U E. 》 I’VE GOT FIRE IN MY SOUL.

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THE TOUCH TO HIS SHOULDER LEAVES HIM SOMEWHAT BAFFLED , though its not too dissimilar to how snoke treats him sometimes , so he tries not to THINK about it too much . meeting her gaze , he attempts to mimic her smile , a great part of him wishing that he could actually be as excited about this outing as he probably should be , but his expression is quite weak ; more nervous than anything else . “ okay . ” he says , trusting her word as always as he waits for her to LEAD ; copying her the moment he’s able as he pulls his own jacket over his shoulders . shrugging at her question , he glances around the room for anything else he may need . “ the food at the last place was nice . ” he says . “ could we try for something similar ? ” he isn’t used to all this CHOICE , so it’s just easier for her to make all the decisions for him . looking back to her again , he only ends up frowning at her words , a hand reaching up to his cheeks . “ i didn’t mean to in the last place . ” he mumbles , not realising that she was only trying to make a JOKE . “ i just genuinely didn’t know what a double burger and onion ring and fries combo deal was . ” nor did he know what drink he’d like , or anything else , really . “ maybe we should let you do all the talking this time ? you seem to be quite good at that . ” amongst everything else , of course .

the way he copies her actions does not go amiss, though she knows better than to mention it, glad he was at least learning a normal pattern of behaviours from her; that was the point after all. to indoctrinate him into the real world, to ensure he might one day be able to manage alone. “ sure, sounds good. i spotted a diner not too far from the last one. sound good ? ” head tilts as he continues, missing the teasing in her tone. “ listen, i didn’t mean it. you’ve got to pay attention to tone, kylo. i was teasing you. ” another smile is given, though this one more forced than the last, as she steps around him to unlock the door. “ you’ll get the hang of it, you just need more practice. that’s what we’re here for isn’t it ? ” nodding in his direction, head tipping towards the corridor outside their door. “ come on. ” waiting for him to follow, locking the door behind them and checking the area for anyone that might look out of place. once she’s satisfied it’s safe, the leads them out into the open air. “ how about this, i’ll go through the menu with you, find something you like the sound of, and then you can order it when they come to the table ? ” shifting her gaze from their surroundings to study him for a long moment, taking note of his expression and tension still weighing down his shoulders.

#lghtpulled #[ L O A D I N G ... ] 》 P R E. 》 I AM THE DANGER.#[ L O A D I N G ... ] 》 Q U E U E. 》 I’VE GOT FIRE IN MY SOUL.#crying at mariya explaining tone tbh

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JACKIE ♡ 1.08: Flight of the Bumblebee

#[ L O A D I N G ... ] 》 V I S A G E. 》 M. ORLOV.#[ L O A D I N G ... ] 》 Q U E U E. 》 I’VE GOT FIRE IN MY SOUL.#god i just love her so much #these expressions are so mariya

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widowfound · 2 years

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SENTENCE STARTERS : THE INVISIBLE LIFE OF ADDIE LARUE BY V.E. SCHWAB

PART I: THE GODS THAT ANSWER AFTER DARK

❛ don’t you remember when you were nothing but shadow and smoke? ❜

❛ darling, i was the night itself. ❜

❛ some days you’re stuck with what you’ve got. ❜

❛ heaven is a nice spot in the shade, a broad tree over my bones. ❜

❛ spells are for witches, and witches are too often burned. ❜

❛ never pray to the gods that answer after dark. ❜

❛ i am always with you. ❜

❛ am i the devil? or the dark? am i a monster? or a god? ❜

❛ i do not want to belong to someone else. ❜

❛ i want more time. ❜

❛ are you a stranger or a spirit? ❜

❛ you wanted to be free. ❜

❛ it is a lonely thing to be forgotten. to remember when no one else does. ❜

❛ how do you walk to the end of the world? ❜

❛ come live with me and be my love. ❜

❛ you do not know what love is. ❜

❛ if you sold your soul for one thing, what would it be? ❜

PART II: THE DARKEST PART OF THE NIGHT

❛ you are entirely hopeless. ❜

❛ this, is a story of gods. ❜

❛ drink with me. ❜

❛ if a person cannot leave a mark, do they even exist? ❜

❛ with time, you can get used to anything. ❜

❛ you can have my life when i am done with it. you can have my soul when i don’t want it anymore. ❜

❛ you will give in, soon enough. ❜

❛ water me, and watch me bloom. ❜

❛ they say people are like snowflakes, each one unique, but i think they’re more like skies. some are cloudy, some are stormy, some are clear, but no two are ever quite the same. ❜

❛ i am not yours. ❜

❛ am i the devil, or the darkness? ❜

❛ stop pretending you did me a kindness instead of a cruelty. ❜

❛ you have grown teeth. ❜

PART III: THREE HUNDRED YEARS — AND THREE WORDS

❛ i was thinking, that it must be so easy to be a man. ❜

❛ there is something timeless about you. ❜

❛ i thought you were a new yorker. ❜

❛ do you ever feel like you’re running out of time? ❜

❛ it did not feel like courage, it felt as if i had no choice. ❜

❛ do you think a life has any value if one doesn’t leave some mark upon the world?❜

❛ i think there are many ways to matter. ❜

❛ i know your heart, dear. i feel when it falters. ❜

❛ i am the night itself. i see everything. ❜

❛ you thought i would wither without your attention. ❜

❛ would you rather feel nothing or everything? ❜

❛ i thought you had better things to do than plague me. ❜

❛ you’re being an ass. ❜

❛ he’s still in love with you. ❜

❛ but i can’t love him back. ❜

❛ without me you will always be alone. ❜

❛ are you still drunk? ❜

❛ don’t forget me. ❜

PART IV: THE MAN WHO STAYED DRY IN THE RAIN

❛ time moves so fucking fast. ❜

❛ you’re not enough. ❜

❛ we can’t help who we fall in love with. ❜

❛ pain can be beautiful. ❜

❛ i am the one who sees kindling and strokes the flame. ❜

❛ i can look at you and see you as you are. ❜

❛ you look like shit. ❜

❛ my little storm cloud, don’t let it get too dark in here. ❜

❛ come home with me. ❜

❛ god, it feels good to be wanted. ❜

❛ don’t get me wrong. you’re cute. but i’m still a lesbian. ❜

❛ the question is simple, what do you want for yourself? ❜

❛ you are impossible, a paradox, a collection at odds. ❜

❛ they look at you and see whatever they want… because they don’t see you at all. ❜

❛ what do you see in me? ❜

PART V: THE SHADOW WHO SMILED AND THE GIRL WHO SMILED BACK

❛ and you think me the devil, now? ❜

❛ say the word, and i will lay my soul bare before you. ❜

❛ you do have a way of finding trouble. ❜

❛ humans are so ill-equipped for peace. ❜

❛ are you not a god of chaos? ❜

❛ i am a god of promise. ❜

❛ do not mistake this kindness. ❜

❛ i simply want to be the one who breaks you. ❜

❛ i do what i have to, and it’s not always nice, and it’s not always fair, but it’s how i survive. ❜

❛ i can be wild. i can be stubborn as weeds, and you will not root me out. ❜

❛ we are not so different, are we? ❜

❛ i have seen your truest form. you cannot scare me now. ❜

❛ in the end, everyone wants to be remembered. ❜

❛ i am a muse and you are a thief. ❜

PART VI: DO NOT PRETEND THAT THIS IS LOVE

❛ i know i can be cruel but nature can be crueler. ❜

❛ you know how to summon gods. ❜

❛ who knew gods were so nostalgic? ❜

❛ you have not been human since the night we met. ❜

❛ i would rather be a ghost. ❜

❛ have you missed me? ❜

❛ immortality breeds a high tolerance for risk. ❜

❛ there are things worse than death. ❜

❛ i want you. i have always wanted you. ❜

❛ will you vanish with the sun? ❜

❛ how often did you think of me? ❜

❛ you are not capable of love. ❜

❛ love is hungry. love is selfish. ❜

❛ do not pretend that this is love. ❜

❛ dance with me. ❜

❛ stay with me, i’m here. ❜

❛ i am tired of losing. tired of mourning everything i try to love. ❜

#[ L O A D I N G ... ] 》 A S K P R O M P T. 》 YOUR LIES ARE BULLETS.#pls

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soulstcne:

“ THE THOUGHT’S CROSSED MY MIND. “ after all, isn’t that the easiest response to the awfulness of her situation? to the darkness that looms, threatening to crash and swallow them whole? it’ll get better. there’s light at the end of the tunnel. there’s a silver lining to every cloud… as though these little sayings might somehow solve all the trauma and nightmares and terrible shit they’ve faced in their survival. they’ll rise like phoenixes, apparently. and god knows, maybe they will. but right now, they’re burnt out, and too comforted by the dark warmth of the ashes to emerge just yet. “ i think people dislike having nothing to say. but i also think we dislike our pasts to be effectively downgraded to an inspirational calendar quote. “

the subject change is nice. like a lifebuoy, just in case, should their more sombre conversation become unbearable. it’s an easy safety net, a comfortable and immediate dynamic that they’ve struck and navigated together so well. and one she’s grateful for every day since. “ that’s alright. the kids might order something too, and they’ll never finish their portions. how about i order two dishes that i like, and you can taste those, and whichever you prefer is yours? anish uses his and nadia’s families’ recipes. maybe chicken korma and a little tikka masala? also, if you want a quiet night, the kids wanted a movie night this week; we can eat in the kitchen where it’s a little more peaceful, if you’d like. “

a small smile plays about her lips, pleased at least that she understands. though there were many like her, that sometimes made things worse. like there was some standard she should live up to; some expectation that she should be fine and over it as quick as the others might have been. there was a job to do, after all. but whilst she wanted to help others like her; she knew she could do nothing for them whilst she was still trying to figure things out herself. “ yes, i suppose you might be right. though i’d rather they said nothing at all. ”

she’s eternally grateful for the kindness aisling has shown her since they met, the quiet understand she has offered since day one. their new found dynamic was one she thought she might never have, not truly, and yet here they were. “ alright, that sounds perfect actually. ” allowing a more sincere smile to pull at her lips, though still it does not quite reach her eyes. “ i think some quiet might do me some good. ” a pause, brow furrowing for a moment before a hand lifts to rub against her temple. “ though even that i am not sure about.. ” being alone with her thoughts had become a struggle, unused to such freedoms.

#[ L O A D I N G ... ] 》 P O S T. 》 I DON’T KNOW MYSELF.#[ L O A D I N G ... ] 》 Q U E U E. 》 I’VE GOT FIRE IN MY SOUL.#soulstcne #a million years later .....#i love them sm

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Bernhard Schlink, The Reader (translated by Carol Brown Janeway)

#[ L O A D I N G ... ] 》 M U S I N G S. 》 FOUND THE DEVIL IN ME.#[ L O A D I N G ... ] 》 Q U E U E. 》 I’VE GOT FIRE IN MY SOUL.#haha ouch

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widowfound · 2 years

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WIDOWFOUND : independent and mutuals only original marvel based character. nsfw and triggering themes present and tagged. please rules and about before interacting. loved by ivy. 21+.

QUEUE BASED BLOG : almost all my replies and ask memes go into the queue so please note it could take a few weeks for your reply to post. i am also low activity, meaning it can take a few days to check out new followers.

CARRD | OTHER BLOGS : @starlcved , @fulcrcm , @skoteilla

#pinned.

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MAKE IT LOOK PRETTY, BUT TRAIN IT HOW TO KILL.

#indie mcu rp #mcu rp #indie marvel rp #marvel rp #indie dc rp #dc rp #indie fantasy rp #fantasy rp #indie sw rp #sw rp #indie star wars rp #[ L O A D I N G ... ] 》 S E L F P R O M O. 》 NO IMPULSE CONTROL.#new graphics do be looking prettyyyyyy

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