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I be like "i'm trying my best" and then sleep 15 hours a day

"Remind yourself that you don't have to do what everyone else is doing." - Anonymous

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Aw man they put cum in my chocolate... What the hell

unfortunatyely im displaying behaviours. and acting in ways

AUOGH!!!! AAAA!!!

I’m at a stage in my life where I just want to be very quiet

as soon as i'm under a blanket it's over

Enough things have happened. No more things for a while. Thank you.

wish my life was like a 90's movie where all my friends work in record stores and bookshops and coffee shops and we see really cool bands in small little clubs and get breakfast together and like hang out on roofs and shit

OK guys desperate times call for desperate measures. I caught Covid last month. One of my careless relatives gave it to me. For me it was bad but I wasn't hospitalized. I still have a lingering cough. Since my infection, I have been severely depressed. I feel deeply ashamed for catching Covid and for not receiving my booster. I made a stupid mistake and I'm still suffering from it. The night I learned about how necessary it was I began to break down emotionally and cry. I was told they were only for the immuno compromised.

Even after one month, I can't make peace with myself. I've come to my friends with my sorrows often. But no matter what, I can't get better. I cry every day. I cannot stop myself. I just wake up and start crying. I lay in bed at night and cry. I started weeping earlier thinking about my own personal failure. After a long period of darkness, I've decided to seek professional help. Two therapists I tried rejected me. Now I can only get an appointment with a subpar therapist on Monday. The appointment will cost $120. I'm scared and desperate.

Alongside my cough, I've been experiencing a dull ache and sharp pains in my stomach. I have a long history of stomach issues. Before the pain seemed negligible and only hurt when I ate something bad but now they've become chronic. They hurt whenever I try to eat. I'm scared for the future.

I am starting this to ask for financial help so I can see my doctor/any specialists he recommends and pay for therapy. Any small donation is welcome and greatly appreciated.

https://gofund.me/5222a9b6