sorry for short answers i don’t necessarily want to be alive right now

“you apologize so much” i know i feel like everything is my fault sorry

Sometimes I want to let the mental illness consume me fully so I can stop fighting and not be exhausted anymore. Sometimes I want to give up and feel the release.

i can’t see myself old, i just see myself disappearing across the years.

Cluster b culture is being perceived as someone who's stuck in their rebellious teenager phase

The worst part about having mental health issues is that you’re seemingly required to have a breakdown in order for people to understand how hard you were trying to hold yourself together.

why do u guys think intrusive thoughts are shit like “hnnhnnnng Ball” its literally like. unwanted thoughts about poisoning dinner guests or killing your children or incest like its not some Fun Haha Relatable Mental Illness feel! its vey stressful and theyre almost impossible to get rid of

what bpd feels like

- one minute you have the worst anxiety ever, next minute you can’t remember what it feels like to not be happy - constantly craving to go places with friends but feeling like no one would actually want to go with you - having 15 different music playlists for every mood - always on edge - not quite knowing if you are imagining a symptom or if other symptoms are making you wonder if you are imagining it - enough trust issues to last a lifetime (and then some) - being unprepared for the future bc you didn’t think you’d live this long - dissociating bc of the weirdest things that have no reason to cause you to dissociate - watching a movie/ reading a book and then suddenly having a new personality - mood swings for no reason - feeling the most intense sense of isolation even in a room with many people - /that/ person - knowing that you should get professional help but refusing to get a therapist bc you wouldn’t be able to trust them