The devil and the blue dress👺

Alright.

I'm back.

I recorded this this morning, remembering my little companion, everything he had experienced and what he still had to experience. This is what it feels like to be heartbroken, to feel like your heart wants to leave your body while you fantasize about how this will stop. Many people believe that the heart has nothing to do with love and feelings, but this shows that yes, it has much more than that. The acceleration and pang of pain when receiving the worst news that someone can receive, having to say goodbye to the most precious being in the world, among other things.😪 It seemed good to me to transform this pain into something good, something that another person can see beyond the loss, the importance of heartbeats even if sometimes we wish they would end.

🥊boxing heart

Inching his way to her heart.

Having chest pain might need someone to come and pump my chest 🫣😏

Enjoying a little sun 🌞

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Not my art, all credit goes to 小小小青柟 on Pixiv!

I'd love a magical mirror like this! I'd never stop using it!

Listen to my heart beat while my chest is bound tightly and I sniff some poppers! This was so much fun to do. It was such a rush feeling my heart pounding hard while constricted with rope. Let me know if you’d like to see more content like this. I definitely enjoyed filming it 🫀