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All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
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jean moreau really said battered housewife but make it cunt.
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āAndrew couldnāt have piercings because he couldnāt wear them on the courtā Andrew canonically carries knives under his uniform
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Hereās an Aaron moment from the extra content that rips me to shreds, pieces me back together, just to rip me apart again
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Yāall really do Aaron dirty sometimes like he isnāt a fox just the same as everyone else
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i realized that my last doodle was my first kevin drawing and i actually really! did not like how i drew him. so here! A very rough idea of what i picture
in summer, freckles maybe.
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My mother said I could be anything I wanted - but I chose to live
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Character, book, and author names under the cut
Andrew Minyard- All for the Game by Nora Sakavic
Neil Josten- All for the Game by Nora Sakavic
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a second before Andrew's phone brokeš·š§”
(I LOVE SPIDER-NEIL SO MUCHš)
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ādo you think they explored each otherās bodies?ā they made extensive surveys of each otherās bodies complete with topographical maps and GPS coordinates
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i love that neil spends majority of aftg being like omg they cannot find out that there is something wrong with me i have to be normal. and everyone who interacts with him is like Bro what the fuck is wrong with you
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my fav tfc Neil observation is when he compares Matt and Kevin to Allison and Seth's relationship, minus the fucking
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Acting au were the twins are the most hyper and funniest members of the entire cast
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Gonna start reading Die free or die a failure today yall wish me luckš§āāļø
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How often does Kevin get confused about his own thoughts?
He rushes through painful memories, hiding from the present, accepting the pain of the past as necessary, as worth it, as the only familiar way out and escape. Deceiving yourself, loved ones around you, your true feelings and desires, hiding in the shadow of the victim.
Nostalgia begins to take up more time of life ā thoughts, views, unspeakable phrases, melodies, prospects. Overwhelming consciousness every time Kevin frozes in moral estrain, comparing pain in his legs and hands to childhood. Painfully unfair, but native.
The childhood of every person is an integral part of the personality. Kevin's essence is the name on the tombstone, broken bones, screams in the bedrooms, lack of sunlight, lack of life, knowledge of the price of oxygen in the lungs.
Where he came, having overcome a lot. What he's been through and where he's now. What a long way Kevin and the people around have overcome to find themselves again in this unchanging moment of longing. Stupid, stupid.
Living in the present will never seem as exciting and valuable as the reflection of the past in scars. Like insane goals, through pain and exhaustion, obsession with the future, being invariably in the past.
Kevin doesn't know how to love the present. The value of the moment seems too intimate, too rosy to believe ā to realize your entire existence. Too much.
Throwing from memories of past mistakes to the debilitating feeling of a white sheet, the need for a new sensational headline, the change of ink ā never allow you to attach importance to the present.
Each landscape photo with crumpled corners, familiar melodies, movies and even phrases is associated with special particles of memory, often burdened with fear and pain, but deceptively felt happy.
Kevin's memory every time betrays him worse than anyone else. In moments of bitter weakness, in exhausting fatigue and defeats, the past always misleads the guy, replacing memories, mixing feelings, making him feel sorry and hate every hidden word, every thing that was abandoned, dreaming of returning and correcting every second.
Strict words through time seem like a sick concern. Cruelty, screams - the required attention.
Kevin can't stand loving his pain. He hates to need to desecrate his dignity, to want to return to nightmares to feel like a disaster again, so that feelings are hidden again, there is no pity in the eyes and there is a low reason to be unworthy.
Kevin wants to be needed, but the only salvation that can become a buoy in the endless ocean is his own dead past.
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iād like to think neil drawing the fox paws on his notes is the equivalent of drawing hearts
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