i'll never forget this period of my life & who made it feel softer/harder.

a lot of ppl left when the house was falling apart, not knowing I was tearing it down to build a mansion. I just wanted to see who was going to stay and grab a hammer.

I'm just finaaally starting to get onto the other side of what was one of the most consistently difficult times in my adult life.

Heartbreakingly, I learned that some of whom I've kept closest to my heart, taught me that I wasn't as close in theirs: and that's okay. but — to the ones who took even just a few extra steps to call, to come get me, to come sit with me, to create space for me beyond their expectations of me — man. I have a new perspective on so much.

It's a lonely world when you think you have to do it all by yourself, especially when your natural way of life is to encourage OTHERS to always lean on you, but, it's a much more affirming + comforting world to live in when you have a curated family built from friends you know for sure God has handpicked for you. "I'll never forget this period of my life & who made it softer + who made it harder."

Grateful.

being intentional is very important for me this year. i want everything and everyone in my life to have meaning. we are at the age where the decisions you make stick and the people around you become apart of your story.

so be sure about everything and everyone.

you need people in your life that are further ahead than you. people that have a bigger vision. people who are more experienced.

you need to be exposed to new levels so that you can go to new levels.

i choose to be patient. i choose to trust the process. everything i have visualised, intended, prayed about and worked on is in the process of manifesting. i will remain centered and at peace. I will be strong and continue to believe. it’s all about to happen for me.

dear God,

thank you for always seeing so much potential in me. i’ve doubted myself many times, yet You remind me daily the gifts within me. may i continue to always speak life over myself & stop tearing down what You have already built up. you are refining me to be the best i can be & growth is required. i’m truly grateful and in complete awe of you. Amen

i’m proud of myself because even during some of the darkest moments i had this year. where it felt like i was genuinely fighting myself. i leaned on God. i prayed with the puffiest eyes and heaviest heart. my faith plummeted, it was literally still there - literally the size of a mustard seed.

i journaled. i wrote prayers on my sticky notes. i affirmed. i trusted. still not where i want to be, but i know He’s working on me.

this love has been calming my soul.

@Wendaciouss via Instagram

eventually a real one gets their real one.

she went from financial challenges, to financially free and abundant. she went from lonely, to madly in love and loved just as much in return. prayer & manifestation changed her life and took her from the worst moments, to a life where each day is better than the last.

i decided that things are changing for me simply because I said so.

you possess enough power to command that mountain to move. just decide and things have to get out of your way, even you.

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well… the heart wanted what the heart wanted and what the heart wanted wasn’t good for the heart, wby?

hey birthday month,

i thank God for a fresh start on a Sunday too. i enter you with a clear mind and a open heart, please show me grace in return. praying this month shows abundance on a new level. my finances will increase, my self-love will increase, my best days will show their face. this month will be healthy, in every angle. Amen.

she let it go.

she’s ready to vibrate higher and become a magnet to miracles. she’s going to this place where everything will feel right. her heart will be ever so calm. her soul lit. her vision will be clear. she’s at peace with where she’s been. and at peace with where she’s headed.