he say mamacita very nice to meet ya see you is a leader can i take you deeper oh you give me fever!

in addicted to reblogging music man

summer bop!

thinking about how when you experience a lot of shame in your formative years (indirectly, directly, as abuse or just as an extant part of your environment) it becomes really difficult to be perceived by other people in general. the mere concept of someone watching me do anything, whether it's a totally normal activity or something unfamiliar of embarrassing, whether I'm working in an excel spreadsheet or being horny on main, it just makes my skin crawl and my brain turn to static because I cannot convince myself that it's okay to be seen and experienced. because to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself, whether I'm failing at something or not, because my instinctive reaction to anyone commenting on ANYTHING I'm doing is to crawl into a hole and die. it's such a bizarre and dehumanizing feeling to just not be able to exist without constantly thinking about how you are being Perceived. ceaseless watcher give me a god damn break.

Red Velvet (레드벨벳) - Bad Boy

DaPoorlySocializedPervert messages you: Hey.

biting the bullet and finally getting prescription sunglasses this year

the world is a better place with trans women in it

i love when febe, jupiter and i nctpost at the same time i feel like we're sitting in a circle and hanging out

i need a mark mini TODAY

put those big brown eyes away dude now is NOT the time