big fuckin oof here i am jfhd

why do i literally only have muse 4 my twilight gals lmao hmu x 

taylor lashae gifs

shall i like.... do my drafts or something wild like that???

seriously though whos up for writing w/me on a google doc x 

twitter rp has changed me bc i give absolutely no shits abt #content anymore obviously

welllllp……. hi??? looks pretty dry out here on the dash like I’ve been for the past 20 years so ig if u still wna write give me a screech bc i wna write?

welllllp....... hi??? looks pretty dry out here on the dash like I’ve been for the past 20 years so ig if u still wna write give me a screech bc i wna write?

Amy Adams in Enchanted (2007)

i  should  have  told  them  I  was  sick  last  week  they're  gonna  think  this  is  the  way  I  sing  ––––  why  is  the  pianist  playing  so  loud ?  should  i  sing louder ?  i'll  sing  louder ,   maybe  I  should  stop  and  start   over   i'm  gonna  stop  and  start  over    ––––     why  is  the  director  staring  at  his  crotch ?  why  is  that  man  staring  at  my  resume   ?    don't   stare   at   my   resume  i  made  up  half  my  resume  look  at  me  stop  looking  at  that ,  look  at  me    ––––    no ,  not  at  my  shoes  don't  look  at  my  shoes  i  hate  these  fucking  shoes ,  why  did  I  pick  these  shoes ?  why  did  i  pick  this  song ?  why  did  I  pick  this  career ?    whyyyyyyyyyyyyy                                                                                                                 –––––    does   this   pianist   hate   me   ?

hey  yo  guys .  as  you  may  have  guessed ,  im  really  busy  with  uni  stuff  and  rl  stuff .  im  gonna  put  this  acc  on  an  indefinite  semi  haitus  as  i  dont  have  much  muse  par  a  little  bit .  im  not  gonna  be  taking  on  any  new  threads  and  i  may  be  selective  with  replies  i  do  have . 

i’ve  actually  realised  something  about  myself  that’s  made  me  think  i  need  to  stop  spending  so  much  time  in  the  world  of  my  muses  and  start  focusing  on  my  own  life  as  i  go  back  to  learning  and  thinking  about  my  career . 

thanks  guys  for  your  patience  and  understanding 

- airy x

canT  BELIEVE  IM  AN  AUNTIE  HOWBOUTDAH?????

ok  google  how  do  u  stop  feeling  so  paranoid  that  ppl  hate  u  bc  u  dont  have  constant  validation 

JO   &   MARGUERITE . 

After a certain hour in the night, Marguerite’s phone only rang for one person. In blind urgency, she groped for her phone in the dark. She was awake. She was alert. And before the person on the other line could say “hello”, Percy beside her said, “Sweetheart?” And for a split second, all was right with the world.

For a split second.

On the other line was Jo, in hospital, stabbed. On the phone Marguerite stayed composed, “I’ll be right over, darling. No trouble at all. Just breathe.”

As Marguerite spoke, she felt Percy rise from the bed, heard him cross to the wardrobe. When she was off the phone, he was dressed.

“Armand?” he asked.

“Jo.”

As Marguerite dressed, she insisted Percy stay home, told him to wait in case one of his men called. When she was ready to go, he kissed her temple.

“We don’t know that it was random,” he said gravely. “Be careful. Call me.”

She’d promised. She would have promised him anything, but especially knowing that until she arrived, Jo was alone. If the tables had been turned, if it had been Percy’s cell phone to ring and Andrew on the other line… He understood. He had to. This was their life. Marguerite drove herself to the hospital in a modest black sedan and rushed into the emergency room. Her blue eyes scanned the lobby and rushed to Jo’s side when she saw her. Why was she standing? Marguerite seized her hands. She squeezed lovingly. How terrified must Jo be! In how much pain!

“Don’t you dare apologize,” Marguerite said. Especially as it could by my fault. “Have you been seen yet?”

“ Yes, yes, I- they patched me up, I’m fine, Marguerite, honestly, ”  she smiled as best she could - in truth it wasn’t the injury that hurt the most, it was the pressing fear that never ceased to come upon her in waves.  Something such as this had just never happened to her -  maybe once she’d come close, but she’d been near a main road, and –––

“ I’m just a little bit - would you mind coming home with me? I’d feel much better . ”  she hated to ask it. But Johanna was more scared of what would happen if she were on her own than what would happen if someone were to be slightly inconvenienced.  “ I can’t thank you enough for coming, I didn’t think, I just dialled, and you were the first one I went to. ”  even though there was no one else Johanna COULD go to, maybe apart from Percy, who was basically the same contact anyway - she would have no one but her best friend come to her rescue. 

“ I was walking out of the stage door like any other night, and it just –– oh, Marguerite, I had no idea that people would... just assume... ”  she sighed, and put a finger to her temple.  “Is there a cab we could get? I would love a hot water bottle and a bed right now. ”  In truth, she wasn’t quite sure if she would be able to sleep, but the best she could do was to try. To be in a warm, safe bed appealed to Johanna more than anything else in the world in that instant. 

She took the other’s arm in her own and realised her hand was still slightly shaking. She scowled at it for ruining her (tired) composure almost comically. 

haha  BYE   I   HAVE     FEELINGS 

ok  but  i  love  how  LONG  lacey  and  alex’s  will-they-won’t-they  situation  was  before  they  actually  got  their  shit  together .  like  it  was  around  7/8  YEARS  of  them  becoming  friends  and  hanging  out  with  each  other  and  each  other’s  friends  and  becoming  this  massive  group  and  missing  each  other  when  the  other  one  was  at  home  in  the  uk  or  on  tour  and  6.969  literally  started  from  nothing  and  became  alex’s  living  and  lacey’s  skits  became  pitches  and  pitches  became  actual  tiny  webseries  and  webseries  became  visibility  so  she  actually  started  to  get  work .  and  all  the  while  she  realised  she  was  in  love  with  him  it  was  painful  at  times  but  at  other  times  they’d  go  on  road  trips  and  get  pissed  while  hanging  out  the  back  of  a  tent ,  wondering  where  they’ll  be  in  10  years .  and  they’re  just  chilling  on  the  sofa  one  day  and  alex  is  just  like ....  okay .  can  i  kiss  you ?         and  her  mind  is  just  OVERWHELMED  and  after  they  start  dating  they  keep  making  jokes  about  ruining  their  friendship  and  a  year  after  that  they’re  pretty  solid  and  they  announce  it  to  fans  by  RELEASING  A  HILARIOUS  MUSIC  VIDEO  and  everyone’s  like  omg.  half  of  them  didn’t  even  know  they  knew  each  other  because  they’d  missed  lacey’s  subtle  cameos  in  other  videos  and  alex’s  laugh  from  behind  the  camera  in  some of  lacey’s. 

I  JUST  HAVE  A  LOT  OF  FEELINGS .  it’s  like ,  they  had  to  become  completely  comfortable  with  the  other  before  even  going  there  but  even  after  that  they’re  just  stupid  idiots  who  can’t  admit  things  like  hONESTLY  around  4  years  in  lacey  tells  hazel  while  drunk  but  hazel  remembers  it  and  it’s   like  their  little  secret  like  ‘lace  why  dont  you  think  he  likes  you’  and  she’d  literally  shrug  and  go  ‘im  not  his  type’  because  he’s  having  things  and  flings  with  blonde  haired  beachy  white  girls ,  not  crazy  anxious  hyper  brown  girls  and  she’s  trying  to  move  on  but  she  can’t  really  get  any  guy  to  look  at  her  because  she  knows  that’s  not  what  she  actually  wants . and  while  this  was  like  a  pattern  in  her  life  of  liking  people  who  never  like  her  back ,  she  misses  him  more  than  she  ever  missed  anyone  else  when  they’re  apart  and  no  matter  how  hard  she  tries  she  can’t  just  ‘get  over  him’  like  she  did  with  the  others .   because  the  more  she  knows  him  and  the  longer  time  stretches  on ,  the  more  she  falls  for  him  and  that’s  never  happened  before  with  anyone .  and  alex  is  so  traumatised  by  previous  relationships  and  how  his  mother  and  father  worked  out  (which  is  the  same  with  lacey  -  she’s  scared  of  getting  trapped  in  a  loveless  place)  that  he  just  doesn’t  want  to  get  hurt  or  hurt  anyone  else  so  just  stays  sleeping  here  and  there  sometimes  which  is  fine  it’s  just  it  hurts  her  when  she  hears  about  it  from  him  the  next  day  .  it’s  truly  like .  i  love  how  when  alex  is  finally  sure  about  her ,  he’s  SURE .  and  they  last  because  they’ve  stuck  out  YEARS  of  loving  each  other  platonically  already .  they  survive  because  YES  they’re  EXTREMELY  compatible  (i  mean  it’s  almost  scary  sometimes)  but  half  of  that  is  because  they’ve  been  around  each  other  for  so  long .  

and  the  fact  is  that ,  after  all  this  time  and  after  their  friendship  never  dying ,  they  still  so  INTENSELY  care  about  each  other .  sometimes  it’s  ridiculous .  but  it’s  just  lasted  for  so  long  and  has  never  faded  and  oMG  screams  this  is  all  ur  fault  amy  @startnght

anyway  it’s  me  airy  and  i  love  oc/oc  ships  thank  u    <3