I think I'm going to slow down on this blog because it's not making me happy tbh. Might just close asks for a bit because it's not fun and I feel like you all hate me lmao

Ugh don't try me I'm trying to go to a crywank concert

That post criticizing Vox kinnies who have no resemblance to the source appearing on your page has to be one of the least self-aware things I've seen.

Okay no. This is actually some fucking bullshit so I will call you out on it.

You want to call me out on having no source resemblance when:

A - I'm an introject in a system so by definition that works differently, so look shit up for once and like... Actually learn something okay? I'm not a kinnie. I'm a whole fucking person who split off a side character. I'm not an IRL, I'm not a kinnie. I'm just Albie. Not only am I just Albie, I'm Albie the sexual alter. I split from sexual fucking trauma. So yes I'm hypersexual and submissive because that's how disassociative disorders work.

B - The character I introjected from has less than a minute of screen time. What do you expect me to act like? If you expect me to live up to whatever fanfiction you've read maybe you should check yourself instead of calling me out.

I don't have time for this today.

I masturbate to your posts sometimes

. . . The sexual ones, right ? The ones I typically reblog ?

I masturbate to your posts sometimes

. . . The sexual ones, right ? The ones I typically reblog ?

Why are Vox “ kinnies ” always so softcore and fucking pathetic ? Vox would never be like that .

If your argument is that you’re from an alternate timeline when you bare so little resemblance to the original, you’re just some other bitch who wants a TV head .

Also, if you say something like “ I’m Valentino, I have kin memories, but I didn’t wape Angel or anyone else 🥺 Wape bad ”, this post goes out to you too ~ !

Not the sexual ones. Just anything you say really. You have this cadence about you that makes me shoot ropes

Aaand here I was thinking that perhaps text alone wasn’t enough to get across how sexy and desirable I am . . .

you’re the type of person i’d be absolutely terrified of in real life but would still work hard to earn your attention. i literally hate you/love you 😍

i know you’ve said you’re charming in real life and you don’t come across this way but i still think you would send shivers down my spine and i’d be stupid enough to mistake that for sexual attraction

I honestly don’t think I act very differently in person . I covered it a lot more here, but although would consider this blog to cover the real me, that doesn’t mean I am completely fake in — person . I am just typically more surface — level .

I am talkative, extroverted, and consider myself to be very perceptive . I live in the moment, prioritize having fun, and can typically tell easily when someone else is feeling off . I will get very angry if I ask them about it and they lie and say they’re fine while obviously still wanting attention, as I dislike others attempting to play me in any way, but all of this is genuine and I think why people ignore / don’t expect me to possess antisocial traits . There seems to be a preconceived notion that “ bad ” people are not friendly or at all likable, and if they are, it has to be wholly inauthentic .

This said, the reaction I’m getting from you here is a reaction I’ve received many times before online, in person, up close, and from a distance . . . It’s something I’d actually like to understand better .

Although I’m not saying I’ve never manipulated anyone, this reaction doesn’t seem to be something I’m consciously causing . I’m just being myself with varying degrees of transparency .

Not that I’m complaining . . . I do think my attention should be viewed as a hot commodity to be worked hard for ~ !

I just don’t like it when others assume that our connection is particularly special because they feel this way and believe that putting in some sort of effort to win me over makes them automatically deserving of my approval or affection . I find it to be very insulting, and even degrading .

Maybe my aura is just laced with crack .

Being in my inner circle ( or being an EP or FP, if you want to think of it that way ) is not a prize to be won through flattery . It is something that is inaccessible to the vast majority, and I believe that is what makes me, and those who I choose to associate with closely, so amazing . I also believe that’s one of the only ways I can expect them to trust someone like me .

I do love attention and praise though ~ ! Perhaps that’s obvious . . .

your blog makes me horny and i mean that in the best way, i know its toxic and unhealthy but goddamn i want you to take full advantage of me yknow? theres sooo many scenarios running through my head about this shit but im too nervous to come off anon so just. uh. take the compliments i guess lol

Maaaybe you should try out CNC or something of that nature . . . I don’t think there’s really any shame / harm in fantasizing about being taken advantage of, and it really seems to be more common than wanting, or being able to handle, the real thing .

You’re totally free to keep fantasizing though, of course ~ ! I won’t pretend I don’t also find myself hot .

What if I was pregnant

Youre annoying them.

Leave them alone

They don't want you

Why will you not stop?

They only talk to you out of pity

I'm in such a drone-y mood today

I'm so problematic and obsessed and needy and all of that stuff

I'm so problematic and obsessed and needy and all of that stuff

I'm just feeling extra huntable and usable tonight ugh

I need him I need him I need him I need him I need him I need him I need him I need him I need him I need him I need him I need him I need him I need him I need him I need him I need him I need him I need him I need him I need him I need him I need him I need him I need him I need him I need him I need him I need him I need him I need him I need him I need him I need him I need him I need him I need him I need him I need him I need him I need him I need him I need him I need him I need him

I'm so... I had a little cry over a picture of Travis again.