please please please let this anxiety go away i wanna talk to my friends i haven't talked to them in like a month please :((( i hate this

Man I really feel like a fake sometimes :((

I would like to NOT have shit i had in source please, i would like to NOT flinch at every sudden shit every time, i would like to be able to enjoy stuff without feeling immensely guilty about it bc b*los could find out...

The medications are working, actually! They're actually working pretty great! It's probably the body seeing this as a chance to force us to catch up with sleep haha /lh /cj

You know it's getting bad when you're getting tired and wanting to sleep at 6pm

got some memdications cuz we have some troublel sleeping lately, hopes this helps!

This is it. This is how we're gonna die huh? My heart feels weird and hurts when I lie on my side and it mostly disappears when I sit upright and I'm scared for my appendix to break or whatever cuz it feels weird in that area too.

I'm scared For my life ... We should've never watched these kinds of videos :(

I NEED TO PISS

I am in so much DISCOMFORT

wow. Fronting sickness. How nice to deal with that now. Just processed this from a bunch of hours ago and just realized how much of a pain in the ass that's gonna be blegh

To be honest sometimes I really want to know what system origin we are, but no one seems to agree which origin we have :p ( which is also why we are contragenic ) some say we're traumagenic due to our grandpa dying and yeah maybe a lot later that we ( we as in the headmates) developed everyone. and others say we're endogenic bc death of a grandpa did not affect us ( that much). Some be saying that were traumaendo that there is a mix of created members & trauma members ( aka som trauma members from the death and others created to cope with the death) . Ninjago being trauma members cuz they came first and lots of endogenic members, and perhaps a few more trauma members due to anti endos I've rambled for too long

Bye

hhhhhhhhh here it is again :(( the "no one who fronts fzzls right" blegh

I JUST WANR RO GO APESHIT ON MY CLASSMATES RGHAAAAAAAA I CANT STAND THEM

I'm so gladdddd I'm part of the family though

I couldnt have asked for better family

because frankly

this is the first reall familu im a part of

so i dont actually have any other families to compare this to

i'll miss you flap

not sure if you actually replaced my heart or not because of belos literally eating me from the inside out

but i hope you're safe

wherever you are or might be

AAAHGH i JUST WANNA SCREAM :((((

i just...%. wna t my dafd and ithis SNEEZING TO STOP PLEASE