Independence day

17.08.2017 Idk why i think i really hate my job.. also think i cant handle my boss. So stress. And all the guilty feeling come to me.. did i make a wrong decision choosing this job? Never feel this way before. Always deg2 serrr everytime i have to ask for her sign. I also cant handle the countless sleepless hours. Waiting and just waiting is a big no for me. I really need to get a new job soon. When i write this... i think i am on my lowest (dunno is it really lowest or not) in my life. Stressed out :(

-thursday- 21:37

Gawlaw

22 April 2017 Hello.. been a long time since my last writing yah.. i still remember my mood and feeling when i wrote the last one. Unfortunately, i didnt write the date. Kinda forget what year it was.. I dont feel good lately. Ahok lose the election couple of days ago (it was on 19th April 2017). Yep it broke my heart. And maybe i'm too baper.. hormon talks 😔.. Im getting married in June. Maybe im at the situation which most people (re: WOMEN) refer it to "Bridezilla Moment".. lol.. im getting really sensitive.. maybe because im so tired with all this preparation thingy (also my job, honeymoon, visa, etc) and also am too much thinking about this and that.. fiuhhh. Im freaking tired. I could cry just by thinking of how bad it could get if plan (marriage plan and post-marriage plan) didnt go well. My life has changed soooo muchh. The person im currently with aka boyfriend aka fiance aka future husband is not the same with the one you think i supposed to be with.. lol. Confusing. Sorry for the gramatically error. Whatever.. all im trying to say here is that.. God gives me a twisted plot in my romance life.. ☺. Oh yes, also i just move to a new company last Feb. So im still adapting with the new environment.. which i think i still not really get used to it.. at least for this time. Still need an extra effort 😔. Long story short.. yes. Im going to MARRIED in the next freaking couple of months. Time flies so fast i dont know why 😭😭😭. I dont know hows my life gonna be after it. I dont know whether im going to be happy or not. I just pray for the best in my future life 🤷. I'll be back.. when im not too stress with all this shit. -saturday 22.51-

You never know what tomorrow will bring

What makes me really really sad is that i never thought this "shit" could really happened around me. Well, shit do happens!

If i could rewind time and make everything right. Because regret always comes later. And later are often too late.

How could people be so cruel and heartless?

Don't say you love her. You never loved her. You don't ruin the people you love. You used her. Yep. You don't betray the people you love. You won't say any cruel words to the people you love. You don't play with people's feeling. Poor you. Life gives you so many choices. But you choose not to use it wisely. You don't think the consequences of your choice. Because you are selfish. You don't care about people who loves and trust you. And the most important thing, you don't learn from old mistakes. What a shame. You finally became a person you really didn't want to be. WHAT A SHAME.

Karma never sleep. You started it, you fix it. When it comes to your door and greets you, you better say your most gorgeous HELLO to it. May the universe forgive you. For all the pain you already caused.

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