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What I couldn't help but say
“Moscow never sleeps” - words from a song that has now taken on a completely different meaning. Even for me, although I do not live in Moscow and people close to me were not affected by the terrible terrorist attack in Crocus. But we are all one huge, united Russia, and this is our common pain. This is something that will leave a deep scar even on those who were not personally affected by it, and it scares me even to think about the people who actually lost their friends and families to terrorists. This is one of the most terrible events that happened in my conscious life, and I am incredibly sorry for all those who died, were injured, or lost someone dear to them. There should be no place for such madness in Russia... no. This should have no place ANYWHERE on Earth. Nobody deserves this.
Eternal memory to the dead. I'm very, very sorry.
«Москва никогда не спит» — слова из песни, обретшей теперь совсем другой смысл. Даже для меня, хотя я живу не в Москве и близкие мне люди не пострадали от страшного теракта в Крокусе. Но мы все одна огромная, единая Россия, и это наша общая боль. Это то, что оставит глубокий шрам даже на тех, кого оно лично не затронуло, и мне страшно даже подумать о людях, которые на самом деле потеряли своих друзей и семьи из-за террористов. Это одно из самых страшных событий, произошедших при моей сознательной жизни, и мне невероятно жаль всех, кто погиб, получил ранения или потерял кого-то дорогого ему. В России не должно быть места такому безумию... нет. Этому не должно быть места НИГДЕ на Земле. Никто этого не заслуживает.
Вечная память погибшим. Мне очень, очень жаль.
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All of us:
logged back on today…. i’m here to stay I promise🙏🙏🙏🙏
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~aj draft~
The hardest thing about dating AJ is the tantrums he throws when something doesn’t go the way he wants it to.
He’d get mad, leave you to figure it out yourself and walk around all moody.
Most of the time it was no big deal, you’d end up talking it out in the end and he wouldn’t do anything TOO dramatic.
But today? Oh today he really outdid himself.
You were both invited to a little get together at Kenny’s. No drinks, no nothing, just a sober friendly meet up.
During the meet up you and Kenny started to have a pretty passionate conversation, doesn’t matter what the topic was, let’s just say it really got both of you concentrated. So concentrated that you somehow, by AJ’s words, ignored him all evening.
Of course after he pulled you to the side and told you how he felt you laughed in his face. It seemed so absurd to you that you thought he was joking. You ignoring him for Kenny?! Never.
AJ took it the wrong way, and with a dramatic “Oh thas how it is?” He left.
Just left.
You didn’t know where he went, how he could even go anywhere because you’re the one who drives. You asked Niko if AJ told him anything, but as you predicted he didn’t. The only option was to go back home and either find him there or wait for him.
Now, here you were, driving in the empty streets of your little village, praying that once you pull over to your house you’ll see the lights on.
And you did!
Your heart jumped in excitement.
“Thank god,” you sighed.
You parked the car and closed the yard gate, making your way to the door.
“Aje?” You called out.
No answer.
You tossed your shoes off and threw the car keys into the bowl next to the cupboard.
“AJ-” you cut yourself off as you noticed him in the living room, curled up on the far side of the couch scrolling through his phone with his back to you.
“AJ,” you said as gently as you could.
“Hey,” you frowned “I’m sorry.”
In response he just stayed silent.
“Aje, stop it.” You walked around the couch, over to him. He quickly flipped onto the other side. You suppressed a chuckle and sat down beside him. He was so petty.
“AJ can we not do this? Why are you acting like this? I was JUST TALKING to Kenny, you know it.”
He sat up, pulled down the hood of his sweater and stared at you.
You blinked, feeling a little embarrassed under his gaze. But he didn’t say anything, just kept looking with that hurt expression on his face.
“Aje,” you whispered, scooting over to him. He didn’t move away, he waited for your next actions. “I’m sorry. I really am, but you can’t just leave me like that. I have every right to be mad too.”
He scoffed and wanted to turn away, but your grabbed his sleeve and tugged at it “No it’s not funny or whatever. Why do you do that and then just expect me to come back, running and praying for you to forgive me? We’re ADULTS. We can talk it out you know.”
His face softened.
For about three minutes the two of you held eye contact, until finally AJ spoke up “You’re right,” he sighed “I-I’m sorry. It’s just that I hate it when you don’t pay attention to me. As stupid as it might sound and as needy as it might come out, but it really really hurts me.”
You nod “I get it. And I swear I don’t do it on purpose. And I won’t. Ever. But Aje, you can’t be running off like that.”
He scratched the back of his head and looked down at the floor, nodding.
“Sorry.” He mumbled.
“You moved over closer and envelope him in a hug, slight tightening your grip after feeling him melt into you.
“I’m sorry.”
“I’m sorry too.”
You grinned to yourself, whilst he breathed out in relief.
“Never forget that I love your lil stupid ass.” You snickered.
“Aye!” He wanted to pull away but you clung on “You cheeky.” He shook his head playfully.
#beta squad#youtube#aj shabeel#niko omilana#chunkz#king kenny#sharky#betasquadedit#ndl#ajhasrizz#ajshabeelbetasquad#ajshabeeledit#aj shabeel x reader
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If anyone has any cute short ideas that I could maybe write about, my requests are open!!
u can request anything but bury in mind I wanna go short like no more than 1k words
❤️❤️ miss u guys, school is killing me
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😭😭😭😭
he’s just so?
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You cuddled into Sharky's sweater, smelling the faint and almost faded signs of the cologne he always used in the morning.
You had a cup of warm tea in your hand, waiting for it to cool down before you could drink it.
It was pouring outside, your windows were covered in a thin layer of fog that built up because you had turned the heater on.
Typical London weather.
Just this morning it was bright and sunny, now it's dull and grey.
You were on the couch, watching a Kdrama called Blind.
Honestly, you were surprised by your own self, considering the fact that you'd always called all the shows "cheesy, corny and annoyingly similar to almost each kdrama that existed".
All of that quickly disappeared after Sharky finally convinced you to watch Blind.
It was a drama, but a thriller and detective story as well. And after getting a taste, you couldn't get enough of the plot. You liked it so much that you happily rewatched the episodes you and Sharky had already seen together, not wanting to watch anything without him.
You sighed, as the last episode, you both had already watched finished, picking up the remote and pausing the tv. You glanced at the window, seeing the sky light up.
Where the hell was he?
You picked up your phone.
10:34
No calls, no texts, no nothing. He said he'd be back late, but he didn't say how late. You wanted to call him, find out if he was ok and make sure he's on his way home.
But, on the other hand, you didn't want to come off as clingy or needy. You'd only been dating for half a year…Didn't really make sense since you moved in together. And you knew that it didn't make sense, but you'd rather not risk anything that might push him away.
Like being too clingy, so with another sigh, you put your phone down and clicked on a different show to kill the time.
Soon, after finishing your tea, you dozed off and fell asleep with Big Mouth playing in the background.
Your eyes opened to the sound of your front door squeaking open, followed by a series of ruffles that sounded like a coat being taken off.
"Baby?" You heard a whisper "You asleep?"
You blinked a few times before sitting up and seeing the hallway of your apartment lit up behind the living room wall.
"Sharky?" You groaned, getting up and making your way to the door.
"Heeyy," you were greeted by a big grin and smiling eyes "Did I wake you up?"
You looked him up and down, seeing a a wet umbrella on the floor and a puddle on the mat beneath Sharky. He was soaked.
You let out a tired chuckle.
"What?" He murmured with a smile, leaning down to take off his boots.
"You look like you've just got out of the pool."
"Have you seen the weather? It's been raining since noon!"
"What was the point of your umbrella then?"
He put his shoes on the rack and looked up at you, shrugging innocently. You shook your head before tiptoeing over to him, making sure not to step on the puddle, and pull him into a lazy hug.
"Oh I missed you too," he snickers, closing his eyes and resting his chin on your head for a couple of seconds. "I'm a bit offended you didn't call." He says as you step back, letting him finish undressing. "It's almost midnight and I've just come home."
You remembered your previous thoughts from today "I didn't wanna..." you paused "I mean I knew you were gonna come home. I didn't wanna like," you shrugged.
"Distract me?" He jokes sarcastically.
"Yeah..."
He saw the uneasy expression on your face.
"You know," Sharky began "I like it when you call me out of nowhere." He pulled off his hoodie.
Your eyes widened hearing his words "Really?"
He smirked "Yeah. It makes me feel wanted."
Wanted? Not annoyed?
"Oh." You felt a small smile tug at the corners of your lips as you realized something. Maybe Sharky didn't mind you being a little...clingy.
"I'm gonna go take a shower." He says, picking up his bag off the floor "We gon watch another episode? Or are you tired-"
"No!" You replied quickly "I really wanna know what happens next."
"Aha, alright. Don't fall asleep though."
"I won't."
That was the liest of the lie lies.
You went back to the couch, and while waiting you stared at the window, droplets of water hypnotizing you as they trickled down the outside of the glass.
"Hey, ba-" Sharky cut himself off as he stepped into the living room, seeing your eyes closed and head rested against a cushion.
"Oh, girl," he whispered, taking the blanket from beside you and covering you with it. He switched off the hallway lights and the tv, before sitting down beside you, closing his eyes and drawing small swirlies on your arm as he dozed off after you.
#beta squad#youtube#sharky#sharky oneshots#sharky x you#sharky imagines#sharky x reader#betasquadfanfic
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good lord look how hot he is I’m crying
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Bahahahah +++++
Btw yall im not dead im just a college student 💔💔💔
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The Spider
Imagine cancelling plans because you and AJ are both scared of the spider in the bathroom and can’t go in to get ready.
It was an unusually sunny day in London.
It was the perfect weather for you to wear that lovely sundress you'd bought at your and Aj's trip to the country for one of his videos.
Today you were invited to a triple date with Kenny, Niko and their girlfriends who you were very good friends with, Marly and Sophie.
You were excited…more for the perfect-dress weather than the actual date, but nevertheless you still wanted you and AJ to get out of the house.
You laid out your dress on the bed, admiring it for a second before heading to the bathroom to start doing your makeup.
In the kitchen, AJ was busy eating watermelon while watching the news, as a joke...well kind of.
In the kitchen, AJ was busy eating watermelon while watching the news, as a joke...well kind of.
After moving in together you realized the apartment tv was just a normal tv. It just showed regular channels without being able to connect to Netflix, YouTube or whatever else.
Of course he ordered another one, there was no way he'd be able to live with BBC 1, BBC 2, BBC 3, BBC4 and however many other BBC's he had counted while flicking through the catalogue.
"So many BBC's." He told you "Oh look another one." He'd point to himself and laugh, earning and eye roll and a chuckle from you.
So, you were in the bathroom, focusing on your eyeliner. Squinting with your mouth open and tongue out in concentration.
Suddenly you saw something move with the corner of your eye. You finished the tail of your wings and blinked, before turning your head around and seeing the biggest long-legged...
Meanwhile AJ was fully hooked into the news reporter who was talking about a a big car crash that resulted in a car flying off a bridge in the suburbs.
"Holy shit." He furrowed his eyebrows, chewing. The descriptions of the scene were intense and very detailed. AJ was barely blinking from how fully into it he was.
"AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH!"
AJ slipped off his chair, landing right onto his butt, coughing and spitting out the watermelon seed he just inhaled.
You ran into the kitchen, one eye with makeup, the other completely bare.
"What the fuck?" AJ raised his eyebrows as he stood up.
"There's a spider in the bathroom."
"Why you yellin like that?" He huffed, putting his fork on the table.
"Why am I yel-" you cut your own words with a scoff "Go get it then." You pointed to the bedroom.
He rolled his eyes "I will go and get it." He grabbed his slipper and stomped to the bathroom.
You were so scared you didn't even want to go back until it was definitely dead.
You impatiently waited for AJ, chewing on a piece of watermelon that you stole off of his plate.
"FUUUUUCCKKKK!"
This time you were coughing up watermelon, while AJ speed bolted out of your room, shutting the door behind him.
"Did you get it?" You raised your eyebrows, leaning to panting AJ.
"What the hell do you think?"
"Yes?" You asked hopefully.
"NO! THAT THING IS MASSIVE!"
"Told you."
"You didn’t tell me!"
"Well go back and get it then genius!"
"YOU SAW IT FIRST!"
"You're the man!"
There was a small pause before the two of you cracked up, laughing at eachother.
"I-it's just like the meme," you wheezed.
"That's what I thought of too." AJ snorted.
"No but seriously go fucking get it, Aje." You cleared your throat, now being dead serious.
"There is no way I'm going back in."
"You have to."
"Says who?"
"Don't you love me?" You pouted.
"I do, but I'd rather live than get eaten by that thing. It's like twice my size!"
You chuckle "AJ."
"What?" He grins.
"I can't get ready if that thing is in there."
"Well there's nothing I can do about it."
"AJ go and kill it." You whine "Please."
"I'm sorry I literally can't. I swear I can’t. "
"You just gotta slap it." You begged.
"Then you go do it."
You shake your head. "You've filmed with things that were way worse." You pointed out.
"There's no way I'm going back there."
"What the hell am I supposed to do?" You pointed to your bare eye.
AJ shrugs.
You frown.
"...You know we could stay in and watch some Netflix." He said in a suggestive tone.
"Look at our tv."
"Well laptops exist you know."
You sigh.
"I can call Niko to come get it after they've had lunch."
You nod.
"So much for the perfect dress-weather."
#beta squad#youtube#aj shabeel#ajshabeeledit#ajshabeelbetasquad#niko omilana#chunkz#king kenny#sharky#betasquadedit
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Hellooo, could you write a '3am though ' about the Boys being clingy? Cause I feel like everyone is clingy in a different way hehe
Types of Clingy | Beta Squad |
Chunkz
His clingyness would show through being a little too co-dependent. I’m not saying he wouldn’t be able to make independent decisions at all, but most of the time he would definitely want your opinion…on pretty much like everything. New shoes, place to stay while on a work trip, where to eat, how to dress for the weather and on and on. Sometimes it’s nice to know that someone wants to hear your point of view, but other times it could be very very annoying.
Sharky
Sharky’s thing is definitely constantly texting or like somehow communicating through his phone 24/7. Doesn’t matter if you’re calling, chatting or just sending each other goofy snaps, he needs to constantly talk. He’d always send “update” messages out of nowhere, like imagine he decided to go to the store to buy some fruits and he’s in line, waiting and bored and suddenly some drama happens between a customer and the worker. He’d whip out his phone in a fraction of a second and begin describing the entire situation to you. Most of the time you don’t mind it, the opposite, you actually like it, but sometimes Sharky can get a little persistent and if you don’t reply while he’s currently bored, he’s going to spam your phone, asking where are you and “why are you ignoring me?”
Niko
Time is money to this man. Quality time is gold and Niko definitely wants it. He’s a busy man himself but if he finds out you have even a small 20 minute break from anything, you best be ready for him to appear and persuade you to do something together. Maybe you’re at work and you’re having lunch, in which case he’d offer to drive you to the nearest coffee shop, maybe you’re at uni and you have a free period during which he’ll sneak you out to have some ice cream. And when he’s done with work for the day, the first thing he’s doing is calling you and saying that he’s finally free from whatever, after which he would definitely suggest going somewhere, no matter how tired he was.
AJ
“Lisa are you dumb? AJ hates human contact, he said so himself like 100 times! You’re not telling me he’d be the physically clingy one!”
Hahahah - is my response guys. AJ. Would be. Possessive. (as fuck) Okay yes he hates it when people touch him BUT YOU AREN’T JUST PEOPLE! He wants you to constantly hold his hand or arm, he needs it. And for him it would be a totally normal thing to have his arm around your waist at all times when going out. He wants people to know that you’re with him, that you’re his and that nothing is getting in between the two of you. Doesn’t matter where: party, grocery store, at a fucking dentist appointment, this guy couldn’t care less, just as long as he’s somehow holding onto you or you’re holding onto him.
Kenny
This one a bit sad. I think Kenny would be a little insecure. Like ok we know he’s the sexiest man alive but in his eyes he’s still not good enough for you. And that’s exactly what gnaws at him. Sometimes arguments would spur between the two of you out of nothing. Imagine you went out and didn’t tell Kenny, just forgot to mention or you were in a hurry. When you finally come back home he’d be like “where have you been?” , “why didn’t you tell me you were going out?” , “who’d you go out with?” , but it wouldn’t be in a controlling sense, you get me? Like he’d be worried, paranoid even and to you sometimes it would seem stupid. Like you shouldn’t be constantly explaining things to him. But no matter how mad or pissed you wanna be at him, you can’t. Why? Cause it’s Kenny and Kenny is 🔛🔝 of everything <3
#beta squad#youtube#niko omilana#aj shabeel#chunkz#king kenny#sharky#betasquadedit#sharky x reader#kingkennytv#niko omilana x reader
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As It Was • Niko
Yo I don't even know what this is. I was literally listening to As It Was by Harry Styles and this little scene played through my head and I just got the urge to write it down…To get my vibe you should listen to the song while reading this, otherwise it's just terrible and so fucking awkward 💀
"Oh." You froze. You felt your insides drop as you looked at the familiar face that was beaming at you. Those familiar dark brown curls, dancing around on the edge of his forehead and around his ears. Those familiar eyebrows that always rose up with any emotion. And those deep dough eyes, staring at you with the softest gaze imaginable.
Your mouth went dry as all the memories flooded in, all the good times. How you used to brush your fingers through those little coils, how you used to kiss that forehead at any given chance and how those eyes glistened with pure joy as mutual laughter filled the atmosphere.
Your heart fluttered as his lips turned into a smile, that particular smile, that smile you hadn't seen in ages. That smile you wholeheartedly missed.
"Hey, it's so good to see you." He spread his arms out, leaning down to you and enveloping you in a half-hug. Your eyebrows knitted as he pulled away, fingers curling into light fists so he wouldn't see them shake.
"N-niko," His name felt so strange to say, after all the time that had passed.
"You look great." His eyes looked you up and down "How are you?"
You opened your mouth to reply, but you couldn't. You blinked at him, feeling stupid and helpless and small and weak and...
"Omilana!" A third voice from somewhere in the background broke you out of your trance as you turned around, almost as if startled.
"We need to keep the line moving. Miss y/l/n, you're next."
You watched him being pulled away by the crew, muttering something under his breathe.
He didn't even say goodbye. The same person who struggled to go a day without hearing your voice just pushed right past you, as if you had disappeared right after the shift of his focus.
You felt delicate, fragile, poor and pathetic.
In this world it used to be just the two of you. Everything or anything could crumble, wither, disappear, but never the bond that was between the two of you.
You knew it wouldn't ever be the same.
Never would it be as it was.
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he is my comfort character ☺️
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I’m so done w school rn, I’m so fucking bored like tf. 💀💀💀
I don’t even feel like I’m learning cause everything’s so boring.
Anyways ily guys tumblr is my therapy
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hii i love ur writing sm 🫶🏻🫶🏻 i was just wondering if u could do dating aj headcanons
Dating AJ•|HeadCanons|
he’d be a menace to you in his YouTube videos and you’d have no choice but to send the most outrageous violations back at him making the comments like: “I give it 2 months” , “they’re gonna end eachother” , “who let them date?”.
every single one of his “shut up”s would have an “I love you” inside it
he’d keep telling everyone that “he hates it when people touch him” to which you’d always laugh because you know that at home there’s barely a second when he’s away from you.
he’d do the randomest things that even you wouldn���t understand. like imagine wearing a tight dress and showing it off to AJ, only for him to call you “Hot” but then adding a “no homo though” at the end. leaving you flabbergasted but laughing.
you’d always and I mean always fight each other for the blanket. before, during, after sleep, it don’t matter your always scrapping about it.
speaking of bed, Aj is the type of guy who’d think out loud and he would wholeheartedly trust you. Like you’d just be trying to sleep and he’d start voicing his 3am thoughts and asking weird questions and the only way you’d be able to shut him up is by flinging a pillow at his face.
also you’d fall asleep in cute positions like in each others embrace or one of you spooning the other, but during the night you’d kick and whack each other on the face because you’re both pushing one another.
whenever you reach over him to grab something he’d bite your arm.
you’d always always always want to touch his hair and most of the time he’d let you as long as you gave him head scratches later.
he’d make jokes or say something funny while you’re driving and it’d be so funny you’d have to literally slow the car down.
he’d have the dumbest puns and pick up lines and he would always use them no matter what you look like and where you are. “If you were a vegetable you’d be a cute-cumber” , “Are you from Tennessee? Because you’re the only ten I see” , “Do you work at Starbucks? Because I love you a latte”.
your wear each others clothes and it wouldn’t even look weird because his sizes don’t even look that big on you and he likes your style so if one of your shirts looks good on him you best believe he will be taking it.
when he’s tired after a long day of shooting he’d be the absolute sweetest and he’d want to just cling onto you while you’re in bed scrolling on your phone.
he’d also have these random waves of affection where he’d like get you food, buy you something or take you out for dinner or shopping. And after a while you start to notice and you’d make fun of him for being a sweetie and being nice, to which he’d respond with “shut up”. And yes it would be that exact “shut up” that I mentioned earlier.
you’d always have play-fights where you both piss eachother off over nothing but when you actually end up in a conflict you both wouldn’t know what to do because usually it’s always jokes.
most of your fights would start because you’re both exhausted after a long day and as soon as you both go to bed he’d wiggle over to you for an apology hug and you’d fall asleep in each others arms.
sometimes AJ would get jealous of you working with other guys and just generally he’d want to be more protective, but you know him so well that you’d instantly see his jealousy and you would tease him about it until he’s done being a little green goblin because you both know that in reality you wouldn’t trade him for the world.
#beta squad#youtube#aj shabeel#ajshabeelbetasquad#ajshabeeledit#betasquadedit#ndl#niko omilana#chunkz#king kenny#sharky
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The uno reverse card was mad and JJ being as crazy as Speed was so funny to me 💀💀
sidemen charity match 2023 highlights [x]
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I love you too? |Kenny|
summary: you and Kenny get into a heated argument after which you try and take the first step to make peace
warnings: angst, language
wordcount: 1.35k
"What the fuck is this?!" You heard Kenny call out from the living room.
"What!?" You shouted back, not thinking much of it, continuing to cut the watermelon for the fruit salad you were making. A series of footsteps quickly revealed Kenny who was glued to his phone with furrowed eyebrows.
"What?" You take a piece of watermelon and put it in your mouth "What is it?" You chew.
Kenny walks up to you shoving his phone up close to your face. You squint trying to see the image in front of you. It was you from yesterdays shoot, kissing Filly on the cheek as he smiled into the camera. Your eyes widened as you looked up at Kenny "And?"
"You- Look- Ah fuck," he goes back to his phone for a second before showing it again "Look at the caption."
You saw it was Twitter. Already not a good sign. And as you predicted, your mouth fell open as you finished reading the sentence:
"Damn. That's what happens when Kenny's not on the one shoot."
You look back up at Kenny and raise an eyebrow "What the hell are you doing listening to dumbass Twitter-people?" You go back to cutting the fruits, seeing as this wasn't a thing to worry about.
"This isn't the only one. That's firstly. Secondly there's rumors now that we're broken up and thirdly what the hell are you doing going around kissing other guys when you have a boyfriend?"
You were in so much shock that you had to put down your knife and lean on the counter, processing what the fuck had just been said to you.
"Fuck. You." You simply state. "That's to begin with. Also what the fuck Kenny!? It wasn't guys it was one and it's fucking Filly, now please for Christ sake tell me you're pranking me right now because you are not going to stand here and pretend like you're bothered by this." You look at him, trying to read him and his emotions, although it was quite clear that he was in fact mad.
"Yeah well they don't know that it's just Filly. And just because it's Filly, gives you no right to get all up in his face."
"Kenny you need to take a break." You chuckle dryly turning back to the cutting board.
"No the hell I don't," he pushes your shoulder, turning you around to face him.
"It's a few comments Kenny, for fucks sake just leave it alone!"
"Oh yeah? You know what else started as 'a few comments'? Hm? Our secret relationship."
You roll your eyes "We were going to reveal it anyways right?"
"I don't care."
"Ok? What am I supposed to do?"
"Definitely don't do THAT!" He held up his phone with the photo.
You cover your face with the palms of your hands and groan, still stunned that this was actually happening "Kenny its fucking Filly! You look so dumb right now I wish you knew!"
"I KNOW I LOOK DUMB! I LOOK DUMBER NOW!" He lashed out, voice booming through the whole house "It's all anyone fucking talks about. Oh Kenny's stupid. No one likes Kenny. Why is Kenny even here? Let's make an article about how everyone in the Squad hates Kenny." He mocked the comments from the internet. "Now fucking this? I just- I'm gonna- Ah fuck." He turns around and just leaves. This guy leaves! You hear him stomp up the stairs and slam your bedroom door, leaving you speechless.
You blink a few times still digesting the very emotional information that was thrown at you and decide to take a seat in the living room. You wanted to be mad, you really did, but there was just this one thing that really caught your attention. It was how focused he was on the internet's opinion, which with the jobs both of you had was a little alarming.
After a little more thinking you came to a conclusion that insecurity was what drove this whole thing in the first place. Understandable, you didn't blame him, but it was sad because how can such a special and amazing person be insecure?
It sounded absurd!
Especially with his talent, friends and status.
You felt bad for Kenny, and you could totally relate to his lack of confidence because everyone feels unsteady from time to time and with enough love and words it could easily be beaten.
As much as you wanted to go up to him and provide the comfort he so definitely needed, you couldn't stop feeling hurt by some of his words. You sigh throwing your head back against the couch.
"Fuck." You whisper, feeling the two halves of you battling inside.
You hated fighting.
It was so stressful and unnecessary, and that's exactly why you decided that you needed to go talk to Kenny. You finished cutting all the fruits, laid some out on a bowl, got a spoon and headed upstairs to Kenny.
As you got closer to the bedroom door you felt your stomach twisting into a knot. What if he tells you to fuck off? What if he doesn't want to see you at all after this? What if you break up and then you'd have toshowuponshootsanditwoukdbesoawkward!
Your mind was overthinking the future and leaving you standing right outside the door with a bowl of fruit in your hands feeling like the last idiot on the planet. It really took all of your courage to bring your knuckles up to the door and knock. Even though there was no response, you slowly opened the door and peeped in, seeing Kenny on the bed. You sighed noticing his frowned eyebrows as he scrolled through his phone.
"Kenny," you slowly sat down on the other side of the bed, not taking your eyes off of him. He didn't even look at you.
You fought your intrusive thoughts that were saying to just throw the bowl of fruit at his face and call him a dickhead.
"Look I'm sorry, I didn't think that things would spiral into something like that."
"Of course you didn't." He mumbled.
"Oh fuck you!" You exclaimed "Maybe you wouldn't be so fucking bothered if you grew a pair!"
His expression turned from angry to shocked real quick.
"What were you born fucking yesterday? It's the internet! I've seen shit way more fucked up than tweets from tenyearolds and I'm sure you have too, so stop acting like no one loves you because everyone does. Especially me and for you to even question my loyalty is so hurtful not only to me but also to you."
Kenny was at a loss for words. On one side you just insulted him, but on the other you just said you loved him and there's wasn't anything he could say. He stared at you with wide eyes as you tried to catch your breathe from all the talking.
"Uuuhhh...." He turned off his phone and put it in his pocket, turning to you and crossing his legs "I love you too?"
There was a small pause before the two of you broke out into a series of giggles, suddenly everything was ridiculously absurd and pointless. Without words both of you agreed that this fight wasn't worth the energy.
"I'm sorry. I didn't mean to like- I was-" Kenny groaned in annoyance as he struggled to explain "I just felt like-"
"Insecure?" You guessed.
"Yeah...That." He scratched the back of his head feeling a little uneasy at such a strong word.
"I get it." You sigh "Peace?" You hold up the bowl of fruit with a grin.
Kenny chuckles and nods "Peace." He takes the bowl.
"And it's fair of you to get jealous of me kissing Filly."
"Jealous?" Kenny chewed with a raised eyebrow "I wasn't jealous."
"Uhuh, yeah." You smirk at him.
"Wha- Nah. I was mad," he tries to hide his smile. You roll your eyes and scooch over next to him, bringing his head down and placing your lips onto his.
"Mmm, pineapple." You noded jokingly, pretending to chew.
"Stop," he giggles nudging you.
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