hi

i’ve decided that i will most likely continue to Not post art on the tumbleweed site because a lot of my self-worth hinges off of getting the “deserved” attention on my art (i’m not sure what the minimum for that is. because of how my brain works, i feel like a god compared to others, and thus feel that i dserve special attention)

because i’m not a massively popular artist nor am i a shipper, any rain world art i post will probably continue to massively flop

and people not having a fucking clue i exist is also an issue for my risk of rain art, which at this point is more relevant to the paladin mod & its lore than the actual base game because i’m not attached to the base-game survivors — at all — due to their ambiguous characters (hopoo has confirmed that they don’t give a fuck about lore, it’s an afterthought to them… they’re also pretty obviously allergic to good lore (see: the potential the void had) but that’s aside from the point. hyperinvox’s post on the risk of rain subreddit sums this unrelated point up nicely)

the tumblr, ao3, and twitter parts of the risk of rain community are a fucking corpse. it’s disappointing.

before my likely departure, however, i’ll leave you all with a few things:

-my discord # is unmatchedpowerofthesun and it will stay such -i’ll most likely still occasionally post necessary stuff -dm me for old leaked starstorm 2 models dating back to 2020. nobody needs to know how or why i have them :3 -fuck the official risk of rain discord -the very foundation of the risk of rain community is arguments and pedophiles/zoophiles -i’m not perfect. i’m very mentally ill and my roots are, regretfully, horrifically edgy and unfunny shitposting. but i try -game communities shouldn’t be dominated by official discords that have a fucking monopoly over the game’s community. they should run themselves, rather than bowing to Your Holy Emperor SeventeenUncles (who, from what i’ve heard, should’ve just stayed as the guy running the RoR twitter account. instead of becoming the community manager) -take my perspective of things with a grain of salt. my perspective is heavily distorted, so i may misinterpret or exaggerate a lot of things (with some contribution to that being from my poor memory) -and beneath is some art of E-N0K, the Pale Blade(right) (who i might make a model for in the future :)))) and Wyr’dvahn, the Diminished(left) from the paladin mod’s lore. with text based on AM’s hate monologue from “i have no mouth and i must scream”

i might as well sign off with a banger

it’s entirely possible that my departure won’t be permanent, but eh. important to state shit regardless

first time doing lineless and it’s literally just slugcat paladin sleeping

au writing prompt. i havent written in fucking eons and this is way off of any canon order of events

true

it is once more time to post multiple shits in a row

enjoy some paladin and archangel shenanigans. god knew i would be too powerful if i could draw archangel’s face

so like we’re all under the agreement that this is ror2 related even though they’re both modded survivors (even though one of which isn’t even out yet) right

she has been modelled, rigged, and textured. one day you will see her in risk of rain 2. for now i'll only put her on the rain world tags

do you

FUCKING. REBLOGGED A POST ON THIS BLOG AGAIN BY ACCIDENT FUCK

what am i doing

i still havent slept. its nearly 4 am. anyways look at me

some ms paint shenanigans from earlier

meet splendor!! my slugcat!! he weaponized his own rot somehow so he’s still dying but slower. i need to make a ref of him sometime. with colors

wip design of MEEEEEEEE

will probably line/color later

i forgot to post my arti design

i have reached the point where i can speedrun his armor

i didnt mean to make them anthro for the weezer shitpost. good body shape exercise anyways

they make weapons for each other. they kill everything in their path. be scared

will i line + color this? good question. i like how this turned out anyways so Look At It

just realized i havent posted recent paladin stuff. also he canonically has a mouth but the facial part of his obsidian carapace is fuckin. fused over it unless hes eating. source i was told by his creator

reference image + speedran prowler paladin sticker under the cut

prowler paladin:

tried to draw spearmaster bc why not