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urhayati · 2 years
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a woman who is okay with being alone is a powerful woman.
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urhayati · 2 years
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the urge to do everything on my own
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urhayati · 2 years
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Eid Al Fitr Mubarak 🌹 عِيد مُبَارَك‎
May Allah bless you all and your loved ones with mercy and happiness. We are blessed to encounter this holy month and Eid this year, though we may not know if we are to meet it again after this. So make the most of everything you have and with vigilance in everything you do as though Ramadan lasted a whole year round.
From my heart to yours, may we be in the best of states of health and imaan, and sins forgiven, always.
اَمِين يَا رَبَّ الْعَالَمِيْن
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urhayati · 2 years
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oh to write for someone and turn it into a book >>>
[I never thought my lazy ass could pull off such anniversary gift. I mean, I only romanticised abt writing to someone years ago, and now, I'm finally putting the dream into reality. this wasn't easy as I thought it would be. the use of words are even complicated for me, writing process – the typing process since I had to arrange the pages accordingly – even the printing process cause I had to look for the best printing shop that would meet my standards. I really wanted this book to be perfect. Alhamdulillah it did!❤]
Shann is so special to me. He is my everything.
And so here’s to 12 personal letters and answered questions he has never asked I compiled in a single book. I present the book entitled, “THE BOOK I’LL NEVER FINISH FOR SHANN” cause as long as we’re both in love, I’ll never stop writing about our story.
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urhayati · 2 years
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hi, what do you do when you feel sad and down sometimes?
i fall off into sujood and cry out myself into my Lord.
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urhayati · 2 years
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to those whom i may have offended, ignored, and hurt by actions or words, intentionally and unintentionally, i am sincerely asking for your forgiveness. for all of my misdeeds and shortcomings towards you. and the next time i cause you pain, kindly remind me the soonest so we can talk and clear things out.
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urhayati · 3 years
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☕: 𝚜𝚞𝚖𝚖𝚊𝚛𝚢 𝚏𝚘𝚛 𝚝𝚘𝚍𝚊𝚢
for so long, i thought home is four walls. it was being bold, honest, and genuine abt who we really are to people we meet. i met Icyy Amarah today and it felt like home. it is not the place that makes it feel like home, it's the person. [she made me fall in love more with the idea of being unfiltered, bare, and real.]
she's like a long lost sister tbh: never thought she'd share her fave coffee with me, laughters, & share conversations with me about the littliest things where we hold onto to keep going despite life's cruelty. i love her so much.
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alhamdulillah i had the 'much needed coffee date' right after a very frustrating exam however now, my brain is having a wack rave so i am having an extreme caffeine withdrawal.
[𝚓𝚘𝚞𝚛𝚗𝚊𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚘𝚏 𝚠𝚎𝚍, 𝚍𝚑𝚞ʻ𝚕-𝚚𝚒ʻ𝚍𝚊𝚑 𝟼, 𝟷𝟺𝟺𝟸 𝙰𝙷]
#𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚞𝚗𝚜𝚌𝚛𝚒𝚙𝚝𝚎𝚍𝚕𝚒𝚏𝚎𝚘𝚏𝚛𝚊𝚗𝚎𝚎𝚗
📍𝚋𝚘'𝚜 𝚌𝚘𝚏𝚏𝚎𝚎, 𝚐𝚜𝚌
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urhayati · 3 years
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how come you can't love your own flaws? and can't stop loving his?
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urhayati · 3 years
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I have decided not to respond to text messages. Handwritten letters from now on only.
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urhayati · 3 years
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to my other half,
i have no intentions of writing about you.
yet for a long time,
you lived through my veins.
i haven't met you and [i'm not even sure if i know you]
or maybe i do.
but i am writing this letter, still
as a way of reaching into the future — to tell
that i have been waiting
to finally meet you.
in the woods, in a coffee shop,
in the busy streets of the city,
wherever in the future setting it may be.
know that i've always understood
the concept of “wait”.
it is always necessary.
and so i will wait for you,
because you too,
is beyond necessary.
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urhayati · 3 years
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meaningful
tumblr is so like. meaningless. just clicking around. reading lil poem fragments. reblogging things just bcuz the vibe is good. seeing the same paintings on the dash 5 times in a day. making my little 2 note posts. love it here.
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urhayati · 3 years
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only women in their 20s understand the importance of having a blog
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urhayati · 3 years
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i love talking to people with substance. i love that a lot. having intellectual conversations with people — people with principles, unimaginable ideas and firm with their stands.
and when i sit and formulate a conversation with my best friend, may it be her clarifying to me some things i don't understand abt nahwu or may it be her just randomly bubbling to me abt our life experiences (because believe me, there's hikmah to all the things we've been through).
perhaps.
an exchange of good conversations. i pay attention to that. i pay attention to people’s mindset. i pay attention to people who have some kinda depth to them and are passionate when they speak. how they think and the things they talk abt tells me everything i need to know.
and whenever i am being taught, especially about islam and life, all i do is reflect. we should always see things in a different light.
i like to talk things out, i love clarity. and such is very attractive.
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urhayati · 3 years
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you always admire what you really don’t understand.
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urhayati · 3 years
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this is so me to Enthiezar
Before I share any of my blogposts I always send it to my best friend to read over it and to share her thoughts. Sometimes I read my posts and I am always amazed that I had written them so well. I don't realise always how relatable my writing is until I read it again after a while.
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urhayati · 3 years
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being in museums with strangers was kinda intimate lol
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urhayati · 3 years
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academia is 50% crying, 20% research, and 30% coming up with funny titles for every paper that you write
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