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—— ❝ the basics. ❞
[ name ] siobhan chanthavy keo
[ verse ] xx
[ date of birth ] may 13th, 1984
[ place of birth ] detroit, michigan
[ age ] 38
[ religion ] agnostic
[ marital status ] single
[ occupation ] registered nurse
[ gender identity ] cisfemale
[ spoken language(s) ] english ( first )
[ special skill(s) ] interacting with patients, athletics, some science subjects
—— ❝ the family. ❞
[ father ] gerard o’sullivan ( alive )
[ mother ] sonia keo ( deceased )
[ sibling(s) ] isabelle o’sullivan ( younger half-sister, alive )
[ children ] n/a
—— ❝ the appearance.. ❞
[ height/weight ] 5′4 ft / 120 lbs
[ build ] petite, slender
[ hair color ] black
[ eye color ] deep brown
[ accent ] american ( detroit )
[ voice ] warm and rich, deeper on the register
[ style of speech ] orotund, sure
[ scars ] n/a
[ clothing ] siobhan is usually wearing scrubs due to working long shifts at the hospital, though she usually favours jeans and a simple t-shirt when she’s off-duty
—— ❝ the person. ❞
[ star sign ] taurus – this sign can attack, but only if provoked by one too many red flags. she has a hot and fiery temper, and will unleash it when pushed to the limits; however, taurus women are generally sweet-natured, with a liking for affection. taureans are known for being patient, slow moving and careful creatures -- they love to prolong and savour the enjoyable times. they appreciate and often need comfort, ease and warm surroundings. you require strenuous situations in order to grow and mature properly, even though you try to avoid them. affectionate, even-tempered and slow to anger -- when they do become emotionally upset, they are also quite slow to forgive and time must pass before her calm returns. they also demand real results from any situation they might find themselves in. taurus women portray an earthy, physical sexiness that others find quite seductive, and their ability to hang on through tough times and bad -- as well as her emotional strength -- make taurean women a force to be reckoned with.
[ alignment ] chaotic good
[ enneagram type ] the challenger
[ colour personality ] palevioletred ( #d87093 ) – you love doing your own thing and going on your own adventures, but there are close friends you know you just can't leave behind. you can influence others on days when you're patient, but most times you just want to go out, have fun, and do your own thing. you don't stress out over things and don't understand people who do. finishing projects may sometimes be a challenge, but you schedule time as you see fit and the important things all happen in the end, even if not everyone sees your grand master plan. your outlook on life is bright. you see good things in situations where others may not be able to, and it frustrates you to see them get down on everything.
[ what plants best represent you ] echinacea – a protector. with an amazing blend of optimism, nurturing and goodwill, you lend your strength and energy to those in need. your seemingly infinite goodwill and boundless supportive energy make you the one people turn to when times are tough. your greatest strength is, of course, also one of your weaknesses, especially if you neglect to take care of yourself. at times like these, it’s a good idea to take a step back and focus some of that protective energy on yourself. ginger – spirited. a feisty and fiery companion, quick with an opinion, a laugh or an idea. warm, friendly and inviting, you never allow an awkward moment to pass. in fact, even cold and distant people warm up to you more quickly than others. negative experiences or too much indulgence, however, can send you into a bit of a tailspin, and when hurt you may become quite cold and distant. ginger people do best when their natural warmth and affection is flowing freely, giving them easy access to their love of life. nettle – truly a nurturing and supportive friend, you’re the kind of person that just isn’t for everyone. but those who take the time are rewarded with your gentle disposition, and the kind of friendship that does a person good no matter the difficulty they’re facing. when out of balance, you can become more prickly than supportive or nurturing, though—a sign that you need to shower yourself with the same kind of nurturing you so freely give to others.
[ theme/character song ] no air by jordin sparks feat. chris brown
—— ❝ their story. ❞
basically, siobhan is a product of an affair between a wealthy business magnate and her mother, who worked within his company at the time. so as to not lose her job, diana’s mother didn’t give her daughter his last name, nor tell him. honestly, siobhan is totally okay with that. she doesn’t really respect her father at all, having heard several stories about how he had numerous affairs while he was married. he was never a part of her life so she’s kind of indifferent to the thought of him -- the only thing that actually ties her to him is her Irish name. her mother has always been very open with siobhan from the beginning about who her father was and her half-sibling(s), which she appreciates.
she grew up in a shitty neighborhood in michigan because it was kind of all her mom could afford? sonia worked close to three jobs at any given time to make sure sio had a seemingly normal life – seeing as how her biological father didn’t even know about her, let alone support her. it was rough, but her mom is literally the strongest person she knows and is her hero.
it was really important for sonia that her daughter had an outlet growing up; something to provide routine and to keep siobhan off the streets. she’s always been in organized sports/activities, and is really grateful that she was allowed the opportunity to explore her interests.
it was in high school that she first met dante. for a guy who seemed to intimidate the shit out of most people, he was so good to her. they were hardened when on their own -- but it was around each other that they seemed to melt. no one ever saw one without the other. and while she doesn’t have the best memory, siobhan vividly remembers their youth.
dante and siobhan were together for almost an entire decade. however, siobhan did eventually leave him. she always knew that he was a criminal; but the severity of his crimes steadily began to increase as the years passed. it changed him, and he grew violent – and while she knew the man she loved wouldn’t dare lay a finger on her, she just couldn’t be sure anymore. it was possibly one of the hardest decisions she’s had to make, but sio could no longer enable or tolerate his behaviour, nor did she want to become an accessory to any of his crimes. he was later convicted and sent to prison.
siobhan has worked shitty retail jobs since before she can remember, all to help her mother pay for her four-year bachelors degree in nursing. once she graduated, sio went on to become a licensed registered nurse. she then continued her studies and received a master of science nursing, and works now as a nurse practitioner ( and has hella student loans to pay ). but regardless, her mom was so proud of her for working so hard and doing everything that she could to help.
tw: death her mother was killed six years ago in a car accident, and siobhan really couldn’t handle or process the loss. her mother was the only constant in her life, and she wasn’t sure how to exist in a world without her. she never really got a chance to mourn her mom’s death and she’s still really broken, but just powers through each day, looking for anything to take her mind off of it. will never admit any of this to anyone though – most people don’t even know her mother died because she likes to keep her personal life super lowkey.
regardless of their breakup before he was incarcerated, she’s made a great effort to keep in touch with him; phone calls whenever possible and regular visits when it’s permitted. he’s recently been released, and siobhan is really the only support system he has left. being with her is the safest place for him to be right now. 
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it’s moments like this, where he feels the intense guilt over his actions, the hatred he levels directly at himself. ( he should have been there. he should have been on the outside, holding her tight, chasing away those nightmares; improving her bad days where he could. he should have been with her, by her side — the only place he was always supposed to fuckin’ be. not here. not like this. where the broken, shattered fragments of their past relationship lingers between them; where his palms itch and ache with the need to touch her, to hold her. where he’s got no idea how to even talk to her anymore, not like he used too. )
see, dante’s reformed as any one man could be, after near two decades the inside — self-aware of his actions and the damage he caused. they’re a mess because he made them a mess. because blood stains his hands and there’s not enough soap and water in the world to wash em clean. still, he has to try. if for the boy that’ll always be in love with her, for the man that meant what he said, that last moment they had: his heart was hers, no matter what. “i’m here… if…” dante cleared his throat, and his hand reached out, softly patting her knee. “if you wanna talk about it. no judgement or any of that shit.”
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siobhan   allows   a   brief   moment   of   silence   lapse   between   them,   her   gaze   still   fixated   on   a   distant   point   in   an   attempt   to   avoid   his   own.   she   immediately   feels   his   grip   on   her   knee;   the   weight   of   his   hand   both   familiar   and   foreign  to   her   just   the   same.   siobhan’s   hands,   shoved   deep   within   the   pockets   of   her   sweatshirt,   itch   with   the   urge   to   reach   forward   and   take   his   hand   in   her   own.   (   she   doesn’t,   of   course   –––   that   line   had   been   clearly   drawn.   instead,   she   tortured   herself   with   the   thought   of   such   an   action,   her   fragmented   muscle   memory   recalled   a   point   in   time   when   she   wouldn’t   think   twice   about   it.   )
‘   the   whole   thing   is   just   …   fucked   up   –––   my   mom   being   gone,   and   all,   ’   she   blurts   out,   her   words   entirely   unprompted.   ‘   i   still  can’t   wrap   my   brain   around   it.   ’maybe   it   was   because   she   still   had   this   intrinsic   sort   of   trust   for   him,   sio   couldn’t   quite   say.   but   she   felt   the   words   begin   to   pour   out   of   her,   the   need   to   release   it   all   overtaking   her.   ‘   most   days   i   really   wish   i   could   stop   thinking   about   it.   about   her.   turn   everything   off   and   pretend   it   didn’t   happen.   ’
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as soon as he touched her, he wondered how he’d gone this long without doing it.
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dante’s many things — but he ain’t a fuckin’ moron, either. he knows she’s had a bad day. (he remembers from the countless times when they were kids, how she’d retreat into herself and away from him. just how damned hard it was to get her back, each and every time. ) he reckons it’ll be the same now, only harder. decades and years lost stretch between them. the life they could have, should have, had, sitting painfully out of their grasp. dante says nothin’ as he moves his six one frame to sit next to her: shoulder bumping softly against her own, warmth of his thigh pressing slightly against hers. “bad day?”
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something   recognizably   heavy   stirs   within   her   chest   as   he   sits   down   next   to   her.   for   she   can’t   fix   her   mind   on   the   exact   date,   or   place   –––   but   the   familiarity   of   this   scene   threatens   to   stifle   her   just   the   same.   how   many   times   had   they   been   here   before?   
‘   you   have   no   idea,   ’   she   says,   her   monotone   betraying   nothing.   and   siobhan   felt   guilty   as   soon   as   the   words   left   her   lips;   knowing   full   well   that   dante’s   endured   worse   days   than   this.   (   she   still   remembers   those   phone   calls   during   the   early   days   of   his   sentence;   the   ones   that   brought   them   both   to   their   knees   in   agony,   and   threatened   to   steal   every   last   teardrop   in   her   body.   he’d   try   to   play   it   off   like   he   was   fine,   but   siobhan   knew   well   enough   than   to   think   he   was   anything   other   than   broken.   it   tore   her   apart   even   more.   )   and   of   course   that   didn’t   make   her   bad   days   any   less   valid   –––   but   no   matter   what   she   might   say   otherwise,   she   still   cared   about   what   he   thought   of   her.
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dante   lionetti.     ( @ofprctendvrs )
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her   home   had   long  -  since   gone   quiet   for   the   evening,   and   siobhan’s   perched   on   the   floor   of   her   balcony   space   –––   with   knees   wrapped   tightly   to   her   chest   as   dark,   untamed   wisps   of   hair   catch   in   the   breeze.   this   particular   saturday   hadn’t   been   kind   to   her;   in   reality,   it’s   been   downright   cruel.   her   only   solace   was   this   spot,   staring   out   into   the   darkened   city   as   remnants   of   her   past   flicker   before   her.   and   it   takes   a   minute   for   siobhan   to   fully   realize   that   she’s   no   longer   alone,   so   wrapped   up   in   her   thoughts   that   dante’s   presence   hardly   registers.   ‘   you   can   sit,   ’   she   invites,   her   voice   hushed   as   she   refuses   to   meet   his   gaze.   ‘   if   you   want   to,   that   is.   ’
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William? Hum? I have to leave.
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    SIOBHAN   KEO,                 an   aesthetic.
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sorry   i   could   be   so   blind didn’t   mean   to   leave   you and   all   of   the   things   that   we   had   behind
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( dante & sio ) 💔
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        AN   INTERRUPTED   KISS,                    from   here.
beds   of   dark   lashes   dip   as   his   mouth   collides   into   her   own.   her   head   tips   back   slightly   as   she   drinks   in   all   of   the   passion   and   pain   which   bled   into   his   kiss;   anger   and   frustration   alike   lapped   up   as   their   mouthes   began   to   work   in   familiar   turn.
lithe   fingers   come   to   grip   the   slope   of   his   jaw,   thumbs   worshipping   each   curvature   as   they   trail   across   his   skin.   her   hands   migrate   then,   an   arm   soon   winding   itself   around   him   in   a   fervent   attempt   to   bring   his   frame   closer   to   her   own.   there   was   an   impatience   in   the   way   she   moved   –––   the   way   they   both   moved.   a unique   sort   of   longing   clawed   at   siobhan’s   chest,   begging   only   to   be   turned   loose   as   he   lays   her   down.
breathing   catches   in   her   throat   as   rough   hands   explore   her   frame,   hips   instinctively   arching   against   his.   she   exhales   raggedly   as   his   hands   find   the   back   of   her   thighs,   her   own   mouth   hot   and   thick   with   lust   as   she   takes   his   bottom   lip   between   her   teeth.   siobhan   aches   as   a   familiar   warmth   fills   her.   how   long   she’s   craved   moments   like   this.
his   lip   slides   from   her   grip   as   siobhan   grinds   against   him,   lips   parting   as   she   releases   a   low   moan   into   him.   her   desires   were   carnal,   entirely   overwhelming.
a   familiar   noise   is   what   finally   breaks   her   trance   –––   her   pager   sounds,   loud   and   intrusive,   in   their   direction.   ‘   goddamn it,   ’   she   hisses,   feeling   the   moment   slowly   losing   it’s   momentum   as   it   slips   from   her   grasp.   her words nothing more than a low hum now.   ‘   no,   no,   no,   ’   she   murmurs   against   his   lips,   in   between   gentle   kisses.   a   hand   blindly   reaches   out,   groping   around   her   nightstand   for   the   hospital   pager   that   continued   to   sound.   she   spares   only   a   quick   glance   at   the   device,   her   mind   deciphering   the   code   with   great   ease   as   she   felt   dante’s   mouth   working   at   the   skin   of   her   neck.   another   low   groan   escapes   her   as   eyes   flutter   closed   once   more,   the   device   tossed   across   the   room   as   she   turns   back   to   him   instead.
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he makes me feel nervous and calm at the same time. and he’s the only one who can do that to me.
i was suffocated by his silence, p.a.r./b.a. (via unyiclding-a)
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he can’t fight the smile on his lips at the sound of her laughter, couldn’t even try if he wanted too. ( he thinks that’s what he’s missed the most about her, about them together and being around her. it was the little things that got to him in the end — the sound of her laughter, the sight of her smile stretched across her lips. he missed the way her hand felt in his as they walked down to the local shops for a late afternoon bite. he misses the little things that he took for granted everyday, always assuming he’d have this — that if everything in the world went wrong and tit side up — at least he’d have sio, her hand in his, smile on her lips and laughter in his ears. ) of course, life doesn’t work out that way, as expertly proved by where they are now. him, a former felon, working at the same auto shop that he once upon a time, swore he’d never work at. him, without the love of his life and somehow, forced to exist in her orbit as if he hadn’t taken a hammer and completely destroyed everything good about their relationship.
life doesn’t work out that way at all, indeed.
dante stirred at the risotto bubbling away on the stove, methodically going around in circles and back again. it’s mind-numbing, but its enough for him to somehow prepare himself for the conversation he knows he has to have. ( he can’t put this one off, you see — it’s been a long time coming. despite the desire he has to spend the rest of his days sleeping on her couch, existing in her orbit, living as if nothing has changed — he can’t. not forever. he’s not the same dante he once was, just like she’s not the same siobhan she once was. sleeping on his ex-girlfriend’s couch for the rest of his day’s isn’t a sound idea, not when he’s in love with her as much as he was at eighteen. ) he rolls his shoulders, loosening the tension that’s gathered there. after another stir of dinner, he sets the slotted spoon to the side and once again turns to face her; his own expression guarded and halting.
“so uh, i was speakin’ with tommy down at the auto-shop.” dante’s arms cross over his chest, and his gaze only averts from sio slightly; barely there, barely enough to perhaps notice. “his roommates movin’ down state, so he’s got a spare room comin’ up. figure uh,” he shrugged. “i could move there. maybe get out of your hair in a coupla weeks.” it goes unspoken — out of your life. “don’t get me wrong, i’m grateful for the place to sleep since gettin’… out, but.” dante cleared his throat. “can’t spend the rest of my life sleeping on my ex-girlfriend’s couch, can i?”
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siobhan   catches   a   glimpse   of   his   smile,   feels   her   heart   lurch   in   her   chest   at   the   very   sight   of   it.   they   were   so   unlike   the   people   they   had   once   been;   mere   shells   of   their   past   lives,   standing   before   each   other   now   as   two   glorified   strangers.   (   and   yet,   there   are   remnants   that   still   live   on.   that   same   smile   that   reminded   her   of   the   eighteen   year   old   kid   across   the   parking   lot.   the   sound   of   his   laugh.   he   was   not   all   lost,   it   seemed.   and   it   begs   the   question   –––   how   different   was   she   to   him?   were   some   pieces   of   her   still   recognizable,   after   all   this   time?   )
she   listens   to   him   intently,   and   can   feel   her   stomach   drop   as   he   mentions   leaving.   siobhan   swallows   roughly,   clearing   her   throat   as   her   eyes   shift   around   the   room   for   the   first   time.   dark   hues   settle   on   a   point   just   outside   her   window   and   she   exhales   a   deep   breath   as   her   eyes   flutter   closed   in   thought.   (   siobhan   felt   betrayed   in   that   very   moment   –––   gazing   out   the   window   to   see   nothing   but   calm,   deceptive   skies.   the   city   still   glittered   and   moved   beneath   them,   so   blissfully   unaware   of   how   close   she   was   to   falling   apart   at   the   very   seams.   nothing   was   fine,   everything   felt   so   wrong.   )
this is not where she imagined they would be.
her   voice   is   quiet   when   she   finally   speaks,   barely   there.   ‘   you   should   go,   then,  ’   was   all   she   could   muster   up   the   energy   to   say,   swallowing   down   years   worth   of   emotion   like   shards   of   glass,   putting   on   a   brave   face.   ‘  it’ll   be   good   for   you   to   get   out   of   here,   get   your   own   place.   finally   get   to   sleep   in   a   bed,  ’   she   says,   trying   to   make   light   of   a   conversation   that   was   simultaneously   ripping   her   to   pieces.   because   the   fact   of   the   matter   is:   she   didn’t   want   him   to   leave.   but   that   wasn’t   her   call   to   make,   not   any   more.   sio   relinquished   that   right   the   minute   that   she   showed   up   to   the   prison   and   told   him   that   they   were   over.   ‘  don’t   let   me   hold   you   back   from   living   your   life.  ’
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