10950 days that’s how long Ive been on this universe, earth, or Dimension which ever one it is. That’s just wow you know. Today has been filled with lots of emotions. I am 30! Wow just wow. Do I feel 30? Tbh No. today I sat and I thought and asked myself some stuff. I am 30 and I am very grateful for everything in my life. The laughs, the cries, the anger, the hardships. I am who I am. Thankful for the people in my life. I just ask that they come with nothing but genuine intentions. that they are clear because I can certainly understand. I don’t need bullshit because I am great at cutting people off now. I will preserve my energy. People will surround my aura my space but they will not have a reaction out of me.

I am wealthy is health and life. For that thank you universe!

Thank you for 30 years and many more to come.

I am grateful for you Saturn.

I experienced and seen so much with you. Thank you for all the trips and sceneries you enjoyed with me. You look beautiful at the beach my boy.

This is not the end of the journey it’s just a start of a new chapter. Thank you for serving your purpose in my life. I will hold you close buddy. I have a key and a piece of you to always remember you.

I love you Saturn this isn’t a goodbye it’s a farewell my friend. 😘

I had forgotten of that tatt. Lol 😂

Poems & Words

It’s been a month without you my queen!

I really hope you are resting it’s been super hard for us here without you.

I’m sorry I didn’t do a better job at communicating with you when you were here but I had you in my head and in my heart at all times and I still do grandma.

I miss you so much.

I want to feel more connected to you but I do feel disconnected from everything but I am working on it.

I love you grandma.

I miss you grandma.

Te amo Cecilia!

Me ases mucha mucha falta.

It’s been two months without you bruh and it’s been hard. There’s not a moment that you don’t pop to mind. I miss you and I love you. I miss bullshitting with you at work and Challenging each other to make each other better.

I miss you but I know you’re okay and you are here with us.

I hope I’m not fucking yo so bad bro.

I love you Jonathan and I miss you.

I miss you grandma!

I miss you Jonny!

I miss you guys so much! I just want to talk to you guys.

I want to hear you both laugh.

I want to see you guys.

I miss you guys sooo much.

It’s getting a bit hard to handle over here

R.I.P grandma! Apr 15, 1946- Aug 17, 2022.

I love you my queen!

I miss you.

Rest in paradise Johny 🫶🏻

I love you homie!

I will certainly miss you.

You have a spot in my heart!

I love you bro!

7/17/22 was just to short but you will always be remembered my homie! My family.

I knew if I needed something you would of done it in a blink and for that heart of yours I am grateful that you touched my life.

I love you bro!

I will forever miss you!

Rest easy homie!

😔

We all play the card we want.

Thank you!

We shall see what’s in store this year but universe be nice to me.

But I know this years is all worth it already

I’m ready for you

Happy New Years.

There’s just so much to feel I can’t even begin to explain.

All emotions at different rates

Views are very different but I respect it

Because I know my truth isn’t for you.

Sad but it’s how it’s all going

I am not heard abs I won’t be

The sad truth in that