Let me GO

                   …it’s OKAY

Currently, everything that has a reply has been moved/archived. As they continue coming in, they’ll be moved over! 

If anyone would like to start something at the new blog, you know where to find Nat.

Let me GO

                   …it’s OKAY

Let me GO

                   …it’s OKAY

THOR \\ THUNDER‌:

The smile that curled his lips was wide, as she admitted that she had thought of him over the recent months, blue eyes dancing as she favored him with a warm smile, almost leaning toward him a bit as if to stay close to him. Thor mirrored the action, leaning toward her with a similar smile upon his lips. Her words provoked a chuckle, honestly unaware that she had been keen to how he had gotten in, and picked up the flowers from a table at the show. Well, she had likely asked around about him, now that he thought about it. “It’s not how I planned to ask at all, but you wanted to know.” He teased her with a slight wink, before taking a sip of his coffee. “To be honest, I wasn’t sure how to ask. Anything I could think of seemed to be lacking.” The words were accompanied by a shrug, before his free hand went to rest upon one of her own, taking the moment to give her hand a proper squeeze. After all, he had no reason to think she would shy away from his touch. “So, perhaps something more…traditional? You, me, dinner, a bottle of wine?” He offered, his eyes dropping from her gaze to her lips, and back up again in a moment. “At a restaurant, or one of our places, I wouldn’t mind any option.” The god was quite curious to see what she might pick. Would she want to be alone with him again, or did she want them in the public eye?

Natalia’s palm turned upwards when he touched it, her hand sitting so small against his own, but the feeling of it incredible. He might be crazy, but there was something going on between them that excited the dancer into allowing herself to give into his desires and her own; besides, he’d given no reason for her to fear him. 

“I’ll tell you what,” she said, separating their touch in favor of grabbing a pen from her purse and the nearest napkin on the side of her plate to scribble her number on. “You can pick whatever you want. Although, I have a couple of requests; I want you in a suit again, so pick somewhere we can dress nice, and I love entertainment after a nice dinner. Take your pick as to what it is. I’m sure I won’t be disappointed.”

And if she was, no date could go terribly when they looked as perfect as he did. They’d spent their last night together making fake conversation with benefactors and escaped the venue before being held hostage by the guests, which was hardly considered romantic. She hoped their next upcoming meeting could make up for what lacked the last time.

Danseuse

THOR \\ THUNDER‌:

He was a little surprised at how much she was blushing from his teasing. She had never really been the bashful type, more brazen than anything, but he couldn’t say he disliked this side of her. It was as if she was letting her be herself instead of buckling it all down and choosing what to allow out. It seemed genuine, and he preferred that considerably to her usual reserved self. Though, he had no complaints about either, so long as she was his.

The response he got from his wink was delightful, chuckling as she whispered for him to stop teasing her. Of course, this wasn’t to happen, but he could let her think he would. As she buried her nose into his shoulder, his hands rubbed at her back, allowing her to collect herself despite not wishing her to. He held her close for as long as she wished to remain so, and it seemed it would be some time, considering she had yet to move in the slightest except for avoiding his gaze when she was flustered.

He was about to make a comment about all of this, how he enjoyed it, when there was a rather annoyed knock at the door. Stark had come to find them, telling them to do their jobs instead of laying about, and Thor had to laugh. It wasn’t as if he thought the team was unaware of their coupling, but having it verified in such a manner was amusing! At least, Thor thought so.

“How long do you think we can wait before they come to get us again?” He whispered to her, obviously intent on laying there with her as much as he could get away with. And he was fairly sure that she was in the same boat. Neither wanted to separate from the other at this moment,.

“You’re stronger than all of them combined, you know,” she said. Natalia finally was able to look her husband in the eye from where she perched her chin on his chest, comfortably resting over him and effectively ignoring Tony’s request for them to fight the bad guys again. 

“I’m sure if you really wanted to, you could tell him that you don’t want to, or you’ll send lightening or thunder after him...whatever it is that you do.” Natalia still hadn’t found the full scope of his abilities outside of him recharging her weapons when needed, a useful skill, but seemed lacking compared to the lightening she’d seen him conquer and thunder loud enough to shake any enemy they were facing. 

Her husband, the strongest man in the galaxy. The thought made her warm all over again as she thought of not only his perfection, but his strength...she’d never stop feeling so lucky. 

“Tell Stark to go screw himself. I’m your hostage and I’m not going anywhere,” she finished after a quick little kiss to his chest. “If we want to stay here all day, I think we’ve earned it. The world isn’t ending today...it’s probably some wannabe Hydra agents thinking they could take on Shield. Avengers ending it before it really takes off kind of deal -- they don’t need us. We need each other.”

Love

ETHAN \\ THE SPY‌:

     he pressed his cheek softly to her head as he continued to listen and he pursed his lips into a sad smile. perhaps ethan hadn’t experienced the loss she went through but he had lost someone important to him too; at the end of the day it was the loss of a loved one and he could relate to it to an extent. 

     “you don’t have to thank me, love,” ethan then kissed her head sweetly, again. “i will always listen and care about everything you want to share with me and i’ll try my best to understand.” 

“Good, because I have a lot of stories to tell that are probably worse than that.” Though, she had a feeling that one might’ve been the top three. She had mentioned her first kill, first time the Red Room had taken advantage of her, or the time she’d been kidnapped from her parents and watched them die. Natalia had plenty of tragedies to keep Ethan listening for the rest of her life, but she’d had years to heal.

Now she wanted to put her focus into being the best mother she could for their little girl. 

“We need to get the nursery together,” she hummed. “The crib, the changing table...we haven’t picked out clothes yet, we’re almost running out of time. She’ll be here sooner than we anticipate.”

BRUCE BANNER \\ HULK‌:

Bruce felt her go still underneath him as he came inside of her, filling her with his hot cum. He was out of breath and a little red in his face as his thrusts slowed to a stop, this was so amazing he loved feeling her tight core around his hard member. After a moment of stillness he slowly eased his member out of her pussy, he felt himself start to come down from this high from the pleasure that was running through his body.

 He wasn’t quite sure what that ‘Oh’ meant, it sounded a little mortified, he was confused by what was going on. The way she looked at him and his member as he felt her squeeze on it with her core he wondered if maybe he did something wrong, “Umm, because you begged me to..?” he replied questioningly wondering why she was so mortified by it. 

He was so damn cute.

Natalia giggled when he couldn’t take her little joke but rather started to grow fearful he’d done something she hadn’t blatantly asked him for -- repeatedly. Instead she gave him the softest little shove off her so she could hop down from the desk and find the clothes that had been pulled off her. 

“You’re too cute,” she said to him as she slipped her shirt back over her head. The younger woman made no move to find her panties, which were probably still soaked and laying somewhere in the room, but right to her skirt and pulled it up her legs. “I might get addicted to you,” she finished with another little laugh, giving him a tug on the belt of his pants to pull him close for a quick, casual kiss.

Depraved

ETHAN \\ THE SPY‌:

     ethan grinned upon hearing her soft moaning and he bit his bottom lip seeing her riding his cock and the way her hair fell on her shoulders and back. with his hands on her waist, he gave her a gentle squeeze and grounded her hips harder against him. 

     a groan came from him following her words, “i do. i fuckin’ love seeing your lips around my cock, seeing how deep you take me down your throat and swallow my cum, like the perfectly good girl you are,” he murmured whilst one of his hands went to massage her breasts and his lips pressed to her upper back. 

“What do you love more?” she asked him, giving another roll of her hips above him. She felt the cheeks of her ass slap against his thighs as she came down and felt them bounce, her muscles twitching and causing the parts of her body to seductively move to entice him. “My tight ass, or my throat choking around you?”

She bit down onto her lip as she slowed her pace to something much more manageable, giving her enough time to regain herself and speak to the man she loved. 

“Which one is your good girl better at?”

covet

THOR \\ THUNDER‌:

A ghost of a smile tugged the corner of his mouth but Thor quick to hide it by bringing his index inside her pretty little mouth. He couldn’t deny he loved this— letting her become ravenous for him, for her Thunderer’s touch. A chuckle came rolling past his lips and he stubbed out his finger without taking his eyes off the Russian.

❛ Is that what you want, babygirl? ❜ There was no hesitation in his hands as they yanked her down extremely close to his manhood, caging the busty red head between mattress && steel of muscles only then did thick digits began rubbing the heat between her legs.

Natalia laid back on the bed with his massive, muscular thighs around her, almost trapping her into the mattress with no escape. It was hardly like she was suffering beneath him and all his perfection, half tempted to raise her hands and stroke along every last inch of tanned skin if he wasn’t working to make her cum so quick with his fingers. 

“I want you,” she told him. Her legs instinctively spread at the movement he pressed against her and parted her lips as she let out a gentle gasp, probably what he wanted her to do so he could shove that massive cock down her throat.

Heated Passion

I’m getting real pissed at the ads interrupting my Hans Zimmer soundtracks. How much is YouTube Premium?

New Natalia blog under construction!!

New blog made simply for organizational purposes and a fresh, clean start with the following of Avengers Endgame (and all it’s bullshit I’m choosing to ignore). 

This blog will remain active. This blog will not be deleted and will always remain here for source content as I am moving most of my threads over to the new blog. If I feel as though certain threads have not moved/have not progressed, they will be dropped – but all are welcome to start something new if we’ve had previous interactions. 

I expect the blog to be up by the end of the week. Rules will be changed and new verses will be added. 

Nothing is finished (I don’t even have a background yet!) but you’re welcome to follow the new blog HERE

CLARK KENT \\ SUPERMAN‌:

Two things that he’d made it a point to keep in mind. Natalia wouldn’t have asked for this if she didn’t want it, and she wouldn’t have asked for this if she didn’t at least think she could do it. Maybe because she knew that he’d actually give her some time to attempt to get used to the massive size.

He’d stay completely still for the time being, chewing his bottom lip as she clenched and tightened around him. As her arousal spilled from her tight cunt. He took in the look on her gorgeous face, watched and listened as she breathed, trying to brace herself for more. He’d leave his next move up to her for now of course, waiting for the go ahead to continue.

Natalia attempted to adjust her body on the bed, her ass clenching tighter around the head of his cock that made her gasp softly, sinking him a bit deeper than he was before she’d been ready. 

“Shit,” she growled, steadying out again and sucking in deep breaths. There wasn’t any way they could do this without hurting a little. “I’m fine,” she assured him. “Just start slow...”

Pressing

STEVE ROGERS \\ CAPTAIN AMERICA‌:

Bucky wished sometimes that he’d never come back. That he’d stayed gone and dead. Just because the dramas of dealing with Natalia and Steve were too much to bear sometimes. He read Steve’s text and then Natalia’s. So it was very clear that there had been some sort of argument about him. He just put his phone on charge and laid in his bed. Staring at the ceiling he thought briefly of what it might be like if he’d not fucked up with Nat. That didn’t last long and his phone went off again but this time he didn’t even look at who sent it. He knew it was Steve texting him.

Steve laid his phone aside when Nat laid with him. He had stripped down to his shorts. Steve shifted over and wrapped an arm around her, just to keep her close in an embrace for a bit.

Yes, their lives were a mess. Things had changed so much. Steve wasn’t the same man Natalia had dated nearly a decade ago, neither was her ex husband. It was very clear that things would never be peaceful between them.

Natalia was up the next morning before the alarm had gone off and sliding out of Steve’s hold. A million thoughts ran through her mind between how Steve was about to handle his talk with James, the lingering oddity of their relationship, the pregnancy, and how to balance a third child. 

She’d gotten caught up in her own life for too many years and neglected her children in the process, so she did what any good mother would; she shoved those thoughts aside and busied herself making Alina’s lunch for the day and packed up her bag for school, taking extra care sliding in her notebook full of her paintings. 

STEVE ROGERS \\ CAPTAIN AMERICA:

When she spoke Steve stepped closer, walking up a few steps when his phone pinged. He glanced at it and saw it was from Bucky but he didn’t read it just yet. He focused his attention on Nat.

“Then let’s go to bed” he whispered so they didn’t wake the kids. Steve had wanted a family his whole life and he felt like Bucky was just in the way now. It was as if he intentionally did all of this

.Bucky didn’t care anymore. Not about Steve or anything relating to him. He honestly ignored him. When they got up the stairs and into Nats bedroom he checked his phone.

[text: Bucky] I have nothing to say to you Steve.

[text: Steve] You don’t have to talk but you need to listen. I’m not discussing this over text. We need to meet tomorrow.

Natalia changed into an old shirt and headed into the bathroom to wash herself up before bed, waiting until Steve was out of the room to grab her phone and send a quick text off to her ex husband. 

[text] promise me that no matter what happens you keeping fighting for our children

[text] don’t give up on them

She’d turn the device off, splash some water on her face, and crawl into bed beside the man she’d fought hard to be with. He’d put up a fight for long time, too, but eventually they were where they’d started over a decade ago, before the Winter Soldier had come back into their respective lives. Now it turned into a mess.

“Goodnight,” she whispered, reaching out an arm so some part of her was touching him.

STEVE ROGERS \\ CAPTAIN AMERICA:

“Let me guess, you want me to leave now?” Steve asked, scoffing slightly. He’d come over to keep her company but all she was seeming to do was push him to leave. “If you didn’t want me to come over you should have just told me to stay home” he replied bitterly, separating from her and grabbing his phone to text Bucky

.[text] you and I need to have a chat. Face to face. No exceptions.

“I’m going home. I texted him by the way” he told her as he stepped towards the door.

“I’m not asking you to leave--” she started, turning from the top of the stairs and watching him about to make his exit. 

They’d been together for almost a year, though it hadn’t felt as long to her given how much had been going on. They were about to have a baby together. Him walking out wouldn’t solve anything. 

“...don’t leave,” she asked him, but whispered the words with the kid’s bedrooms close by. Truthfully, she did love him and she’d need him, but hated how James had turned him.

STEVE ROGERS \\ CAPTAIN AMERICA‌:

Of course it dig deeper. Their wounds has festered for so long that it soured their thoughts of one another and soiled any possibilities of them making amends. Bucky despised Steve for weaseling his way into his marriage and ultimately destroying it. It wasn’t just Natalia’s infidelity that broke them apart - it was her endless running to Steve and Steve being there in the middle of it all only made it worse.

Steve felt the opposite, that Bucky had stolen Nat and that he’d taken back the woman he loved and who loved him. He never once thought that Nat actually loved Bucky more.

Honestly both men had their self righteous moments and they could be huge assholes but the only thing that they had in common was loving those kids.

Steve listened and clenched his jaw, following after Nat. “I will tell him that Natalia, I’m serious. He’s not a good father. You’re just blinded by your pity for him.”

Natalia was blinking back tears as she started up the stairs. She knew damn well everything that happened was because of her own actions. Not only had she single handedly ruined her marriage with James -- she’d subjected him to the knowledge he’d run her off to an abusive man that put their daughter at risk, she’d had another baby when he was in a goddamn coma, he’d woken up and the only hope they had came from the few months he recovered; she’d spent it running to another man seeking comfort in what she thought was friendship, until she’d blatantly told James she loved Steve instead.

She’d be damned if she had in hand in taking his kids away.

“I’m going to bed,” she whispered back to Steve, choosing to ignore his words and praying she wouldn’t be there when James was told to his face what a horrible father he was.