I need to draw more of my ocs----

'My Silent Punishment'

               Mika,Mika. She is all I think about. Her cute brown hair, tied into an incompletepony tail, was floating on the windy breeze right next to me. All I can do ishold her small fragile hands as we walk down the narrow sidewalk. She smiled tome so angelically that I can’t help but feel the tightness around my chest. Every time I see her, I feel guiltier for what I am going to do next. I don’t know how it’ll turn out or if I’m going to regret it or not, but I want her to know. And hopefully accept it.

               “Taro? Are you okay?” the squirrel asked as I held her hand tighter. I looked at her, with a pained face where she replied with a confused expression.

               “I am not. I was never okay…” She hesitated when she opened her mouth but I cut her off, “I’ve been living so long, enduring this. But in the end, I really can’t stay,”

               “What do you mean?” She pulls my arm towards her. Her eyes filled with worry and that only pained me even more. I held her arms and cried quietly into her shoulder.

               “I’m going to leave this family,” I felt her muscles relax, and I can sense her breathing stopped for a split second. I don’t want to look. I don’t want to see what face she’s having. I don’t want to see her tears come out of those caramel eyes of hers.

               “…. Why….?” She trembled, her lips were quivering near my ear as I closed my eyes tightly.

               “You and I… are only related by title. But we are not blood twins. I am a panda and you are a squirrel,” I could feel her grip on my shirt lessen, “When I knew it, I thought I was going to feel betrayed, instead, I felt happy.” Tears overflowed by golden eyes, dampening her orange sweater with salt water. “I realized that I was fallen already and now, I fallen too deep,” I clenched onto body tighter, feeling my arms tremble in fear, “I fallen too deep… that I can’t get out…. Living with you… as a brother,” I don’t want you to hate me… “I can’t do it anymore, I can’t endure it anymore,” I don’t want us to fall apart, “I want to be more than your twin brother, I want to be more than just a sibling,” I want to be your lover.

               “….. Taro…” I can’t look at her face. Not anymore. I have to go. I need to leave. “Taro” I don’t want to see her face. I’m sorry… “Taro—,” Bang. Just like that, her fragile body fell onto the ground, blood was poured onto the narrow sidewalk. I turned around, a man in black, holding the gun was standing behind me.

               I wake up suddenly, in the middle of the night. Breathing heavily, I raced out of my bed and looked above me. I climbed the small ladder and look into the bed above mines. Mika, is sleeping soundly in her blankets. “Taro…. Shiru-nii…. Barri-nii…” she muttered under her breathe. I sighed deeply as I got back to bed. It was only a dream…. It was only a dream… Hellstriker… what is it that you’re showing me again…? I closed my eyes once again, seeing a faint orange cat sitting in the middle of the road of light. It opens his mouth to say:

               “Taro… This is a branch of one of many of your futures”

BOOP I just felt like in a writing mood because i can't draw atm--- need to brush them up for next year english course at school so might as well start writing stories again... q ~ q //whimpers// This is just a little background knowledge about Taro that's it.

I don't even know what I did anymore //lazes

Monochrome Drawing Practice 

I am the devil of the roses~ //shot

Would... they even consider me as a friend...?

AU Road

This is when I started having fun putting the stabilizer at 0---- amg that was really fun I swear

I just noticed that i didn't draw anything for Valentines so here it is ; 7 ; I am having so much fun drawing with the stabilizer at 0 Q 7 Q

Look! I did art! I actually made decent art! Or actual art for a while~ ; 7 ; I forgot how coloring and shading takes a long time for me---

amg I messed him up so much--- imma gonna redraw him in a better one later Trimin Graeme, a life guard that plays some mmorpg games but often prefers first person shooter games instead.

Chadli Elton I boy that I made 2 years ago that falls in love with attractive women too easily----

But fails to capture the real concept of love u v u don't know what games he plays though

idk what I did q 7 q

Q // 7 // Q) Oh thank you! U-Uhm, how would you like to do it? ; 7 ; )/

W-Who wants to rp with my ocs ; v ; //sweatdrops

And the whole cycle repeats forever more....

W-Who wants to rp with my ocs ; v ; //sweatdrops

I did a fanart. Haven’t done that for a for a long time. Q v Q;;;