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nickname: al, lex, satan
real name: alex
zodiac: scorpio
height: 5′3″
what time is it?: 13:40
favorite musician/group: mcr, night riots, deaf havana & taylor swift
favorite sports team: 10/10 not into sports
other blogs: @diiabolvs & @corignem
do i get asks?: yeee
how many blogs do i follow?: 98
any tumblr crushes?: nopeee
lucky number: 12
what am i wearing right now?: marvel pj bottoms & harley quinn xmas jumper
dream vacation: i’d love to go back to italy, or visit nyc
dream car: i dont really have a preference tbh i dont even drive
favorite food: prolly pasta
drink of choice: apple juice
languages: english
instruments: welp, zero musical talent here
celebrity crushes?: oh too many lbr
random fact: i’m procrastinating getting ready for work rn coz im sleeby as always
tagged: @asinisterbuzz
tagging: @’s everyone on the dash rn
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@awaekend sent ;; ‘ i tell myself i do not need you ’
gaze is kept downwards for a long moment as her words sink in, as you allow them to press in deep. why, why would she tell herself such things? why can’t anything between the two of you ever be simple? sigh and shake your head before sniffing, lifting gaze to meet her eyes and there is, for a moment, a brief harshness to the expression before you force it to soften. force yourself to breathe deep, releasing slowly. shoulders slack and you sink into the chair a little more, head shaking. “ i don’t get it. is it so bad to want me, to need me? am i THAT bad of a person to put your trust in? ” and you know the answer-- you know that men like you can’t be trusted, you can’t be everything to someone when so much of your life is shrouded in darkness and suffering. but surely, surely she can see through it? surely she can see there is good here too?
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starters / prompts taken from f. d. soul’s work , between you and these bones . feel free to change pronouns / tenses as necessary .
‘ the problem is you keep trying to use your eyes ’
‘ how i soften when you pull me against you ’
‘ you are teaching me to love ’
‘ i will pretend that i have not already heard the question in your eyes ’
‘ you perhaps will become my swan song ’
‘ it is a very human thing to love ’
‘ you are my good days ’
‘ i have been loved dearly ’
‘ i promise you will not always be this war ’
‘ thank god for the stubbornness of organs ’
‘ it takes me seven days to stop being in love with you ’
‘ there will always be another day ’
‘ there will always be another mercy ’
‘ perhaps i will take up dancing again ’
‘ what a pretty little disaster you will be ’
‘ i am terrified for you ’
‘ i will fold inside of myself ’
‘ today i am thankful ’
‘ i didn’t want to sleep because i didn’t want to wake ’
‘ come and get me ’
‘ i tell myself i do not need you ’
‘ i think i broke again last night ’
‘ i’m just trying to connect with you ’
‘ you are an ocean that will perhaps never stop crashing ’
‘ burn the house down in search of yourself ’
‘ don’t you dare ever stop looking ’
‘ i struggle not to feel guilty ’
‘ you are a wild , unkempt thing ’
‘ sometimes it is a very sad thing to be human and longing ’
‘ find that you are made of russian nesting dolls ’
‘ the trees are always kindest with spring comes ’
‘ teach yourself the hymns again ’
‘ he is every amen i have ever laid down on lips ’
‘ this life is an altar ’
‘ i am sorry i do not have more time ’
‘ there is a mountain in me ’
‘ by the morning i am a triumph ’
‘ there are words playing hooky in the back of your throat ’
‘ today is by far the most beautiful creature i have ever come across ’
‘ there are many things that will fit beneath your skin ’
‘ forgiveness does not take up much room ’
‘ some days you will breathe and it will be enough ’
‘ you do not have to hold it quite so tightly ’
‘ there is a prayer in me , still ’
‘ you scare me a little ’
‘ you can be a good thing and not a whole thing ’
‘ there are flowers in my chest again ’
‘ the rain comes and sounds like you ’
‘ i cannot tell you why i still trust god ’
‘ find peace and build a home out of it ’
‘ there is never an end ’
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