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tonio-dawson · 24 days
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"2. kiss me and tell me its not broken" for antonio dawson
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When Antonio turns up on your door step, you don’t have the heart or the capacity to turn him away. You’ve been undercover almost a year at this point, the woman he knew before that, she’s nothing more than a ghost. He sees it in you, you can tell, it’s in the expression on his face, the devastation.
“What happened to you?” he whispers, his voice breaking as he cradles your face between his hands, his forehead coming to rest against yours. Your hands come to rest on his wrists, thumbs chasing over the joints as he holds you steady.
“Kiss me…” You murmur. “Make me forget.”
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tonio-dawson · 2 months
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My mind is a place that I can't escape your ghost
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You think that taking the undercover assignment for Organised Crime will help Antonio, that it will alleviate the problem the two of you are having. At least that’s how you explain it to him when you start to pack up your desk.
“We’re walking a very thin line.” You remind him as he sits in his chair and toys with the wedding band on his finger. “And one day we’re going to cross it.”
You aren’t wrong, his feelings for you have only intensified throughout your partnership in Vice. The late nights, the close calls, the hours you spend in each other’s company have only served to further that. You are the only person who understands the realities of this job, who he can speak to openly about his thoughts, his feelings, his fears. He shares parts of himself with you that no one else gets to see, not even his wife.
In the days that follow your departure, he feels like a ghost. There’s no life in him anymore, no sunshine, no brightness. There’s just the job, the monotonous slog of sex, narcotics and paperwork. When he gets home, he’s present but he’s not there, not really.
He thinks about you all the time, he wonders are you being careful, if your safe, if you’re thinking about him the same way he’s thinking about you. The dreams become more intense, the good ones and the bad. Sometimes he’s fucking you, sometimes you’re slipping away. Either way he wakes up breathless and with a sense of dread because he can’t just pick up the phone anymore to hear your voice.
Work becomes excruciating, his family a distraction.
Everywhere he looks in his Squad Room he sees the essence of you, he hears your laugh, your wry assessments of the people you worked with. He’s going crazy by the time Hank Voight offers him a job, he can’t take another minute staring at your empty desk.
So he makes the change, he leaves Vice and he leaves you and all of the memories that the two of you shared far behind.
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tonio-dawson · 4 months
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It's been 10 years but linstead still lives in my head
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Chicago PD (2014-)
“All I’m saying is why are we dancing around? Voight doesn’t have a problem with it. Everybody knows, so why are we still trying to hide it?” “That’s a good point”
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tonio-dawson · 8 months
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Monica Raymund and Jon Seda as Gabriela Dawson and Antonio Dawson in CHICAGO FIRE/CHICAGO P.D (2012—)
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tonio-dawson · 8 months
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"You make my world so much bigger, and I'm wondering if I do the same for you?"
Past Lives (2023)
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tonio-dawson · 8 months
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Lewis Hamilton and Sebastian Vettel at the launch of the Buzzin' Corner biodiversity project at the Japanese Grand Prix
Photo Credit: Bryn Lennon
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tonio-dawson · 8 months
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"We're at Nürburgring, and you can see it's packed! A lot of people, I think 30 000 just in this section, which is amazing. A lot of flags, so thank you very much for your support! Great way to keep telling our story of Race Without Trace and explain to people why... why I care. So, yeah, you can see behind me—[CROWD CHEERS]—there's a lot of people that came, and I really enjoyed it. I had a blast, and I hope that the fun that I have inspires people to take what fun they have, and have it in a more responsible way. Might be small steps that we're taking all the time, but they're worth it, so. Thanks for watching! I hope you enjoy the images and the day, and see you soon!"
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tonio-dawson · 8 months
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Not ready for Sewis content :''''' 😭❤️ my heartttt
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tonio-dawson · 9 months
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Past Lives (2023) dir. Celine Song
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tonio-dawson · 9 months
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Awwww
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Motor Sport Magazine interview with Lando, George and Alex
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tonio-dawson · 1 year
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WITSEC Part 3: Truth be Told - Will Halstead x Reader
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PREQUEL - MOMENTS  (NSFW) - Why did you and Will break up?
Part 1: Got You - Will and you come face to face after a traumatic event.
Part 2: Phoenix - Will contemplates the events that led him to this moment.
You’ve been back six weeks when a suspect takes you over the edge of the fire escape with him. The two of you had been grappling and before you knew it, the rusted guardrail gave way, and you were tumbling towards the concrete below. It wasn’t high enough to kill you, but the perp had broken his leg and you thought from the agony that lanced through your left shoulder that you may have dislocated it. Which was why you were now sitting in one of the trauma rooms in the Chicago Med waiting for the pain killers to kick in so Doctor Choi could pop it back into the socket.
You would have preferred to be anywhere else right now, but protocol dictated that both you and the perp were taken to the nearest hospital. Being back here without Will was strange, you swore you could feel his ghost haunting the trauma bays as you lay on the bed staring at the ceiling.  You wondered what people thought of you, of this situation. Will leaving just as you came back from your tenure in the FBI. Did they think you had a part to play in his disappearance?
You heard the curtain draw back and tipped your head expecting to see Ethan, instead you were confronted with the stoic expression of Natalie Manning.
“I thought the two of us should have a chat.” She said as she drew the curtain shut behind her.
“You know what Nat? I��m really not in the mood.” You informed her, gesturing at your arm.
“You’ve been dodging my calls.” She said, coming to stand alongside the bed so the two of you were eye to eye. “And if this is the only way the two of us get to talk so, be it.”
“I forgot how much you enjoy a captive audience.” You snarked, meeting her ferocious gaze with one of your own. “And we both know why I haven’t been picking up the phone.”
“Things have changed.” Jay told you back in a hospital room in Virginia. “He’s getting married.”
It had been a blow, you had to admit that, but you swallowed down that anguish because Will deserved to be happy. You were glad that he’d found someone to love him, to care for him, someone who could put him first.
“I’m pleased he found someone.” You told Jay. “Someone to look after him.”
Jay shook his head, before his hand came to rest on yours, squeezing lightly.
“No, you don’t understand.” He said quietly. “It’s Natalie, he’s marrying Natalie Manning.”
It had been like someone had stabbed you right through the heart and twisted the knife because Natalie had been a friend, a close one. It was Natalie you had first told about the job you’d been offered, Natalie who had encouraged you to take it because this was a once in a life time opportunity, Natalie who had told you not to worry, she would keep an eye on Will.
“You can’t be mad at me for falling in love with him.” Natalie said softly.
You knew how empathetic Will was, how understanding, how compassionate. He dived into everything with his heart and his soul, and it was invigorating to be around someone who lived like that, who wasn’t scared to be honest about who they were and what they wanted. He was easy to love.
“But I can be mad at you for pursuing him.” You retaliated. “Tell me, were you in love with him the whole time we were together or was it just after I left?”
Natalie’s lips clamped together, her gaze lowering. And you knew, you fucking knew.
“The whole fucking time?” You whispered. “Was our friendship even really about me and you?”
“I liked you.” she shrugged. “I cared about you.”
“You just cared about him more.”
Natalie said nothing, you sat there reeling at the information. You had suspected of course but suspecting and knowing were two different things and it felt you had been doused with ice water, your brain couldn’t function as you backtracked over your entire friendship with Natalie.
“Why did you come back?” she asked you. “Why now?”
You clenched your jaw, you could feel that pain and that anguish building up inside of you, you’d lost everything. Your lover, your friend and almost your life and Sarah, you had lost Sarah. It was acute and violent the grief, it washed over you like a wave.
“I didn’t come back for Will.” You fold her.
Her shoulders seem to relax at the statement, her fingers twisting the engagement ring on her finger. The one you’d found in his jacket pocket, the night you had told him about the job.
“Did you know about the investigation?”
“No.” You said honestly. “I got back a couple of weeks before it went down. It wasn’t even on my radar until that night.”
You didn’t tell her you had been on medical leave until the day it happened. Your first day back in Intelligence was when you realised something was going on with Jay. You’d been the only one left in the Squad Room when he had gotten that phone call, you’d heard Will’s name and you knew, you just knew something was horribly wrong.
Tell me, you had begged him. Jay could never lie to you, he knew you were the only one that was as invested in saving Will’s life as he was, that wasn’t focused on taking down a target. He filled you in on the way over to Med, you watched as he persuaded Connor to bring his informant out of sedation and you thought of the toll it must have taken on Will. How much pressure he had been under, how sick he must have been to be involved in something like this to have to hide it from the people around him, to balance so precariously on a knife edge of two lives.
When you’d seen him standing there, covered in blood you thought he’d been hit, and the air had rushed out of your chest. When he moved towards you, his hands running through your hair with that wrecked expression you couldn’t help but fall for him all over again. Those feelings you had buried, they never really went away. All you could feel was relief. Relief that he was alive and standing there before you and for the first time in two years you felt like you could breathe again.
“He’s moved on.” Natalie’s voice penetrated your thoughts drawing your attention back to her.  She fixed you with a hard gaze as she walked back towards the curtain, one hand gripping it. “You should too.”
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tonio-dawson · 1 year
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The way these two shots always makes me go feral 🪦🪦
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Like what was the point of these? To rip my heart out of my chest? Cause y’all succeeded with that 😭
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tonio-dawson · 1 year
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I'm not crying you are
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tonio-dawson · 1 year
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“Don’t take this the wrong way, but you look bad.”
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You tell Antonio as he steps through the door to the apartment. His eyes are red rimmed and bloodshot, his face looks stark and gaunt. You can tell it's been a bad day from the slump of his shoulders.
He pinches the space between his brows and you know there's a migraine coming on from the painted expression on his handsome features.
"Why don't you head to bed?" You suggest softly. "I'll bring your migraine meds in a sec."
The expression on his face is beyond grateful. He presses a kiss to your forehead, it's tender and soft. His thumb chasing over the apple of his cheek as he murmurs.
"I don't know what I would do with out you."
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tonio-dawson · 1 year
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YOO TEO as Viktor Tsoi
Leto (2018) dir. Kirill Serebrennikov
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tonio-dawson · 1 year
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Yoo Teo for GQ Korea
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tonio-dawson · 1 year
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I need high quality photos of this man with the shoulder holsters cause WOW
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