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toms-bandana-blog · 6 years

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A Break

I’m pretty sure you guys have noticed that I’m not on here a lot. And this is really hard for me to do because I feel like I’ve been abandoning this blog and you guys. All of you have made me so happy, and I thought that I’ve never had so many of you guys follow this blog. I normally don’t like to show off to my follower account, but I feel like this time is right. I’ve just hit 1,800k followers and I planned on having a celebration for it, but I’ve just lost my inspiration for this whole blog, and fan base too. Its so hard, and even though I’ve had this blog for a year, I feel like you guys have been my family and best friends when nobody was there. I’ve been avoiding this post, thinking that if I stay here longer, I will start to get inspired more. But it’s just not coming up. I hope that all of you guys will understand. And from the title, I am taking a break. I don’t know when I’ll be back, or if I ever am coming back. I just feel like I needed closure with this, and just not stare at the “log in” sign for days on end. This blog was the best thing that has ever happened to me, and I’m not saying that just because. This gave me an outlet to another world when things were too hard for me. I met people around the world and made new friends. And to you guys, I’m sorry I haven’t messaged you in years(oops). I truly love you guys a lot. This blog gave me so much happiness that nobody else could. Its was the best feeling ever to know that this blog is mine.

I know that this is kind of long, and I’ve seen people do this and wonder why they make super long posts. But now I get it. There’s so much you want to say in just one little post. But I hope that this will be enough to know.

Like I said, I am taking a break. Maybe I’ll come back. But I know it’s just not healthy to come and log in and feel a type of guilt because I haven’t been active. I know that when I do come back, I will try to do better. And I will come back when I know it is time. I just need a period of time to think this all out.

With all the love to this whole year, blog, and fan base,

Till I see you again.

#good job victoria #i love you guys so much

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toms-bandana-blog · 6 years

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Sorry the links are not working! But here they are

Part One

Part Two

Fools- tom holland x reader

Part three of a mini series

Part One

Part Two

Inspired by the song “Fools” by Madison Beer

Summary: Y/n finally decides to talk to Tom again after a few months. But while Y/n wants to be friends, Tom gets too comfortable and goes a bit farther, forgetting about their history. So Y/n goes and fools around with him to get back at Tom.

Warnings: language and a really shitty reader and a sad tom (almost like juice wrld lmao… wait-should I do a POV from him????)

Pairing: tom holland x reader; slight shawn mendes x reader cuz I’m still a sucker for him

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It has been about nine to ten months since Tom, those songs, and all the drama happened. You both healed- or at least you did- and decided to see Tom again. But not in that way. You two went to a nice cafe and even though there were some paps, both of you guys enjoyed it. After seeing each other a few more times, you felt like there was a great friendship coming back.

Friendship.

There you go

Getting so overly comfortable, baby

Does it ever cross your mind?

Like oh no, she wants to be in somebody else’s photos

On the low-low

Something that Tom did not like between you two. He still thinks that he could win you back even through all of the things he made you go through. He keeps on pushing it whenever you two are together and tries persuade you into a relationship with him.

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Tom was at your place to go and hang out, even though you were kind of busy. He always got too comfortable with you and stayed with you too much.

“Hey, darling, come over here. Let’s watch a movie.”

You were on instagram DM’ing somebody. You looked up from your phone and went to him. “Please, don’t call me darling. I don’t like it.” While you guys were watching a movie, you pulled out your phone again.

“Who are you texting?”

“Oh, just Shawn. I’m going to see him tomorrow.” You and Shawn have been talking to each other for a while now, meeting because of your guys’ love for each other’s albums. And from the looks of everybody else, there is something going on between the two of you.

Of course Tom saw it, he saw it all over tabloids, social media, and basically almost everywhere. He didn’t think much of it though and decided to still make moves on you.

You don’t know what I’m thinking, you don’t even try

Whatever you’ve been drinking has got you out of your mind like

I know you’ve been hurting, and I know I’m the reason why

“Oh, but Y/n I was planning on hanging out with you tomorrow.” Tom sadly expressed.

“My god, Tom. I’ve been seeing you almost everyday. It’s time for me to go out with other people.” You know that Tom wants to always be with you to get you back. And the other half is just to be with you. You know that he’s still hurting about everything that had happened. But what he said and did to you was unforgivable. And after those songs and a few awards, you decided that you had to move on and not go back to the old ways with Tom.

But even to this day, he wants to stay with you just so he could feel better. Just so he can stop the hurting that he’s feeling.

“Yeah, but I always feel better when I am with you. You always make me happier.”

“Tom, you know that won’t work on me. Can you just get out now? I’m sorry for what I did to you, but I think that it is time for both of us to move on, and not trying to blame me for your hurting.” You started to walk towards the door and opened it to walk him out.

“Okay, Y/n. I’m sorry. But-”

“No, Tom. I don’t want to keep hearing your sad stories, ok? Just go.”

You were just sitting on the couch playing on the piano, when you heard somebody knock on your door. How could somebody get to your penthouse with passing the security? You look through the peephole and see that it was Tom. You decide to open the door, but you plan on fooling around with him. Just to get back at what he did to you.

“Hey babe, come in. Let me take care of you. Come on.”

He lazily went through the door, grasping onto you like his life depends on it. You close the door and head to the couch.

“You can stay in here Tommy. Just for you.”

The whole night was full of mostly kissing up to Tom and just fooling around him. He started to get more and more sober, which made him remember some parts of that time you guys spent. He had realized that he missed being with you. To be his and to be yours.

But once it was morning, you saw that he was soundly asleep on the couch. Although he looked adorable sleeping soundly, you told yourself that you’re not going to go back to that relationship and to move on.

“Tom, what are you doing here?? I thought you were going to leave soon.” Tom suddenly woke up and heard what you said. He looked at you like you were speaking a completely different language.

“Y/n/n, I thought you wanted me to stay. I thought you wanted to stick around with me. We were both so happy together last night, and you even told me you want to get back together. Don’t you?”

Don’t you know, baby?

Only fools stick around when the love is gone

Don’t you know, baby?

Only fools stick around when the love is all gone

Don’t you know, baby?

Hey, I just fool around

Babe, such a fool for me

‘Cause only fools stick around

When the love is all gone

“Tom, don’t you get it? Only fools go and stick with you when you have nothing left to give.” You said while you were walking around the apartment getting ready to go out. In the meanwhile, Tom was just following you around like a lost puppy.

“B-but.. What about last night? It was just like the old times with us. We had a great time. Did that mean anything to you?”

“My god, Tom. You’re such a fool for me. I just fooled around last night. It didn’t mean shit for me. You need to start being aware of what people want from you. Because you’re so vulnerable.”

“I’m sorry I still love you.”

You stopped dead in your tracks. You turned and went up to him.

“You do not have the right to tell me that. Because you decided to break up with me. I am not going to go back with you and be a fool to think that you’ll give me love, when all you’ll give me is shit. Just like before.”

Tom just stayed silent. He wanted to say something but he didn’t know what. You just rolled your eyes and headed to the door.

“By the time I come back, you better be gone.”

You walk a hundred miles

And wait a while for somebody

Who don’t even smile

Does it ever cross your mind?

Like oh Lord

She don’t want to dance with the same man, no more

Are you so sure?

It had been a few months after that incident, you went to go out with Shawn and you two had a great time. The relationship between you and Shawn have been getting stronger, but Tom was still always on your mind. But you had to get over him already. It’s been so long.

When you came back from your apartment after a long day in the studio, you heard a knock on your door. You opened the door, unexpectedly seeing Tom on the doorstep. You heard that he was filming for “Spider-Man: Far From Home” so what was he doing in LA?

“Um… Tom. What are you doing here? I thought you were back in London.”

He looked like a nervous wreck. Palms rubbing together, tense position, everything.

“Well, um. I-I just need to tell you something before you and him get more serious. I wanted to tell you that I still love you. And there’s no way I can be apologized for what I did to you when we were still together. But after what happened that night with us, since then I’ve always been thinking about you and how I want you to be mine, and I’ll be yours. But please, give me another chance?”

There was a moment of silence. You thinking on what to tell him. Part of you wants to say no, but the other part wants you to say hell yes. It’s been a while since you two broke up, and maybe you two matured. But the other part of you wants to see where you would go without Tom. You need to think.

Tom, on the other hand, was more nervous than ever. He really wanted to win you back.

“Tom, I’m really really sorry. But I just need some time to think. Think about us. I do still love you, but I just don’t know if I want to get back together, thinking it’ll be better, but along the way it’s going to be like before. And what happened that night a few months ago, I can’t lie and tell you that I didn’t feel anything either. But we just need to see other people and explore on our own. We’re still so young, Tom.”

“O-oh. Ok. Uhm. Well if that’s how you feel, I respect that.” You smiled a bit at his words. “But I just want to tell you, that for you, I will try to move on. But if I don’t- and you’ll know- then just know that I’ll be waiting for you.”

“What do you mean by ‘and you’ll know’?”

“Well, I was just thinking that we could keep in touch. No more drama and bad blood between us.”

“And no more getting jealous?”

“No. And no more fooling around?”

You both laughed slightly.

“No.”

“Okay, well. I have to go to a meeting now, but we are going out to lunch this week.”

And you guys left it with that.

A/n: uuhhh sorry for the weird ending. But I hope you guys liked it!! There will be a part four too!

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