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To Have Ever Known..
it is in the darkest, that we'll find light.
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4am
It鈥檚 4 in the morning.
The rigid ends of my fingertips are beginning to go numb.
I鈥檓 beginning to wonder, What if everything did?
What would things feel like then;
Would they feel so blatantly great?
I catch myself staring at the barrel of this sigma,
Wondering what if?
Inhaling the toxins of this cigarette used to help,
But my hopelessness beat the addiction.
Let鈥檚 cut to the point...
Everyday i鈥檓 beginning to feel like i鈥檓 even more worthless and every day I am beginning to wonder if I鈥檒l make it into the next week.
I quit at everything I do, I鈥檝e failed myself, I鈥檝e failed my relationship, I鈥檝e failed at my job.. And I always have.
I鈥檓 beginning to wonder if I even have a future, I鈥檓 beginning to wonder why I do this to myself.. Why do I quit? Why do I always give myself hardship.
Why do I always make stupid decisions.. Why do I always do what鈥檚 wrong..
Why can鈥檛 I just be a good man....
Why can鈥檛 i be just like my Father..
I feel useless, Worthless.. broken.
And I don鈥檛 know what to do, it seems like every road I attempt to go down, crumbles before me, because of how my feet stomp.....聽
I just can鈥檛 find the wave that fits.
I just can鈥檛 find my way out of this..
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Pony Reinhardt - Tender Foot Studio - Portland, US - IG
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I think kissing is the most pure and raw form of physical contact there could ever be. Sex is intimate, sure, but you can have sex with anyone. A kiss though, my god. A kiss can change your world. A small touch between two pairs of lips can blow your mind. Whether it be short and sweet, or long and intense. And when you find someone that looks at you like you鈥檙e more beautiful than a blossoming rose; you never want to feel another鈥檚 lips against yours ever again.
The Purity of a Kiss - (jpzg)
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Shiny lips
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Too many of us are not living our dreams because we are living our fears.
Les Brown
(via grayskymorning)
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This was after I got my ass whooped in riot training lol
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