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april 9 2024
it’s late and i need to sleep but i just had the realization that a lot of my anxiety and guilt stems from my religious issues. i don’t think they’re still the cause but they were the like originator. that’s crazy. NOTE TO SELFwrite about that tomorrow
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april 7 2024
it was the cutest thing ever and i lost track after the 10th time it happened and im not used to feeling so taken care of and idk i am just feeling lucky and grateful and just :))
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april 4 2024
things to write about tomorrow so i don’t forget
the general insanity that was today (texts, tears, panic attacks, drives)
the thing my therapist said about how i don’t need to ‘fix’ things that im okay with for the benefit of others
snow (picture from tonight for the vibes)
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april 2 2024
i love getting older so much jts so fun and exciting and i am sad about losing certain aspects of childhood but i enjoyed them while i could and now i get to experience new aspects of adulthood and that’s so cool‼️ and ill keep getting to experience new aspects of aging until i die and thats great and im so excited‼️
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march 29 2024
also for my own reference for later but i realized today was like such a good day and i haven’t been able to register stuff like that lately but it really was‼️ i got the extension i wanted and i finished my essay and my presentation went well and i got to hang out w my friends a lot and i made cookies and people liked them and my professor said i was nice and people liked my outfit and andnandjandn it was a good day
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march 29 2024
o am too sleepy to get my notebook bc it’s 330am and i just got home and showered and my bag is all the way over there but. i feel very loved and lucky and i wanted proof to exist in writing
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march 27 2024
notes so i don’t forget
i can’t remember when he moved out but it feels like he was never here
it’s always been like this
we’ve always done this
foggy? too much happening at once?
prioritizing my own problems in my head is terrible i see why i didn’t do this before but now i can’t go back
i don’t know if i want to either i think it’s just late nd i’m sleepy
new identities meeting new people
fun to discover how i’ll change when meeting someone new
ideally be myself but is it the absence of the self or the discovery of different parts of the self?
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feb 19 2024
when ppl have object permanence w me omg it’s my favourite thing. wdym we’re in different places and you’re still sending me reels. wdym we haven’t seen each other in days or weeks or months and you’re still reaching out. i’m in love w u
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feb 18 2024
omfg the birds are out too the universe is on my side 😎😎😎💯💯🔥🔥🔥🔥🥶🥶
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feb 18 2024
i’ve still never been in love but honestly i understand ppl who write sonnets. there’s that whole thing w shakespeare that if he writes you a sonnet he loves you but if he writes 100 he loves writing sonnets but in shakespeare’s defence! sometimes i feel like im overflowing with emotion and sometimes the same emotion overwhelms me for months on end. i’ve never written a sonnet before but like i feel spiritually connected to anyone has.
my fav shakespeare sonnet is 130 which isn’t related at all but i just love it a lot. we talked about it in one of my classes last year and i don’t even remember what we talked about it just remember liking it
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feb 18 2024
i’ve actually been good! so good! people love me and i love them and im having fun and for once im not letting stupid shit ruin it! i smiled so much yesterday that my face was still hurting when i was falling asleep and i know progress isn’t linear but also this is really good progress
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feb 7 2024
my nails r drying so i can’t get my notebook so. bullet points for ref
disappearing expand on it
“either im careless or i wanna get caught” phoebe ruining my life
comfort zone
individuality and the perception of individuality
ok
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feb 4 2024
sometimes in my efforts to be seen i force people to look and i need to. not do that
not only is it just like annoying
it makes me into less of a person and more of a spectacle, which i don’t want to be
someone teach me how to be a person thanks
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feb 2 2024
IM SO HAPPY TODAY ! quick list for later
quaker factory smell
good walk
good area of town i wanna live here ugh
good music
being nice to myself after yesterday 
idk today is just good so far here is a pic from my walk i love living here so much
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jan 30 2024
when my hearing was shot i’d go thru stages where one ear was completely blocked and the other wasn’t and it made it hard to listen to queen songs and i just think that was funny
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jan 28 2024
note to self write smth flowery abt the quaker factory
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jan 28 2024
“i’ve been there. trust me, it’s so weird.”
just when i didn’t think i could appreciate you more
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