my girl dosent even ask if we're hanging out she just asks when im coming to pick her up like right now princess stand by

DON'T FORGET ABOUT PALESTINE DON'T SUPPORT ZIONIST NEIL DRUCKMANN NOR BUY THE NEW TLOU2 REMASTERED DON'T SUPPORT GENOCIDE

FREE PALESTINE, FROM THE RIVER TO THE SEA !

i have refrained from making this post, both for the reason of not wanting to be ridiculed as a "know it all" and because i thought people in this day and age, where we have the internet to do almost the impossible would conclude to themselves that helping is now not an impossible thing.

but here we are.

i feel like a lot of you out there, who might not have a following, or has a big following but doesn’t post has completely ignore the important aspects of the internet that they claim to be using.

i sense that none of you above want to acknowledge that there is a world outside of your tumblr, because why would you? the sole purpose of you coming here was to get away from the real life around you, to have something to ground yourself with instead of having to face the dark, gruesome troubles that you are having but all i see is hiding, not dealing. now that that real life is with you on your dashboard, talking about people dying of bombs, slaughter, hunger, and dehydration is taking away the sense of escape that you came here to seek. and by no means i am defending you, silent creatures, i am dragging you by the collar of your shirt through the mud for your inhumane actions.

it shows how some of you cherish life, wanting it to be as perfect as possible- going to therapists to deal with your trauma, going to the store to not starve, enjoying the police and military of a secure country that has fallen into your hand by the right of your birth. you say you are depressed and not well, voice your concerns about how some people neglect to even think about your mental health because the person dismissing your problems could be only a horrible person in turn.

how does it not hurt to see other people in pain, being hurt on purpose and not thing that “i should maybe do something, i wouldn’t wanna be in the place they are, wouldn’t wanna be going through what they are”. to see you holler about your right to a better life, a good mental health is outragious. you believe in your right to have that why can’t you believe that other people deserve it too?

how can you go a day without talking about, or at least acknowledging in your own words that what you have gone through- all that trauma, that abuse, being cut up, and spit at- can’t be as bad or twice as bad for other people? of course we can talk about our problems, we can say that we are struggling but we have to at least have the decency to say that we are not the only ones.

telling yourself that someone else is in bigger trouble than you won’t help you, ignoring your pain for somebody else’s doesn’t make yours go away but it can make you realize that somehow there has to be a way through it- going to a therapist to work on your issues for example. a lot of you don’t understand that the life you have, the life you love and cherish despite how horrible it might have been before others want to have it too? the relief of being able to say “shit happened, but i got through it”, to see the light at the end of the tunnel, to have a family, friends, siblings, and people around them, to have their own religion, background, city of birth that brings them closer as a community, to have somewhere to belong.

our world has been so easy, we don’t have to go to war to help, we don’t have to spend money to help- we only need our voice, that simple click, and the reblog to let others out there know that this is not okay and that people are fighting for them, to have them hope for another day, to have them endure for a brighter future.

in this day and age we have become so pleasantly blissed by the “bystander affect”, letting everything slip by because “hells, it’s easier to be like this than actually do something”. it shows how many of you are fighting, how many of you accepted defeat, how many of you still have hope.

and i mean all offense.

FREE PALESTINE, FROM THE RIVER TO THE SEA !

credit @swftspX on twitter

to those who write fanfics of tlou and who are well aware of the genocide happening in palestine right now, please stop ignoring this 70 year genocide and start reblogging, start posting just start talking about it! And if you posted fan fics during the strike you disappoint me. “Oh but my fans need their fics” well they were able to wait. I beg you to take hiatus and just start talking about the shit that is happening and how generations of families are wiped out, how grandchildren, parents, uncles, aunts, are being murdered because of israel. Please please please talk.

This is not a war, this is a genocide!

CALLING ALL FANFICTION AUTHORS!

please reblog this. i've talked about this twice before, but obviously not everyone has seen it. i am calling for anyone who writes fanfiction or posts about a certain game/show/universe in any connective manner to please, please- PLEASE, copy this memo below comprising links to supporting palestine, education on the situation in gaza, and a must-need for those who engage in TLOU tumblr; links regarding the creators (neil druckmann) zionism, and how the plot of tlou2 is based on the israeli occupation of palestine. i don't care if what you write seems "insignificant" or "small" in the grouping of larger fics. no. everything that is not related to palestine in any form NEEDS these links. because, when we stray away from reblogging, or writing up our own posts in support of palestine/sharing journalists stories/etc. even for a SINGLE piece of writing, we could be missing people who are unaware (which, shouldn't be the case atp, but..) and fucking especially because in these fandoms, fics are the most popular thing. not reblogs about palestine, unfortunately; there are so many fanfiction accounts who very clearly don't give a fuck about the whole situation, seeping in silence, posting fics during strikes, not taking accountability for it now, so on and so forth. please, for the love of all that is good- CALL THEM OUT! people gaining hundreds of notes, tens of reblogs, supportive comments on a post that completely disregards what is happening SO BOLDLY right now, should irk you. i swear, if i see one more fuckass "i didn't know!" apology from an author who is CONSTANTLY on tumblr, REGULARLY posting fanfiction, i'm going to fucking lose it. if you are on tumblr to begin with, being this active- you have time to reblog. actually, educating yourself and reblogging is way quicker than writing up fanfiction of any length. are you fucking kidding me? you are laughable. comical, not real, and i have nay an ounce of respect for you. ever. but besdies that; the memo. i want everyone to copy this, or make something similar. put this above your summaries, authors note, whatever comes before the writing. every post you make should link back to supporting palestine, cause you never know how many eyes it will reach. it could change a lot of things. on pc, i believe copying it completely will preserve the links, but i'm not sure if mobile will. again. do whatever you can to add it. don't be lazy. put this in ur masterlists/navigation too.

for all fanfiction authors:

from the river to the sea, palestine will be free 🇵🇸 READ: this account stands with palestine, and so— i require everyone who interacts to educate themselves, and support/donate. READ THESE; 1 and 2, HELP HERE, BOYCOTT. silence is complicity, do not scroll past this.

for tlou fanfiction authors:

from the river to the sea, palestine will be free 🇵🇸 READ: this account stands with palestine, and so— i require everyone who interacts to educate themselves, and support/donate. READ THESE; 1 and 2, HELP HERE, BOYCOTT. silence is complicity, do not scroll past this. DO NOT BUY THE REMASTER, TLOU2, TLOU1, OR ANY GAME FROM NAUGHTY DOG! neil druckmann (the creator) is a zionist. PLEASE READ THIS. AND REBLOG THIS.

you may add what is necessary, i wanted to keep it short for attention span sakes, and to avoid people skipping it entirely, and so on. i may edit these, fix up anything, but again, if you're using them you can edit them however. as long as you are linking anything in general, that is what matters. thank you, love from aestra. from the river to the sea, palestine will be free 🇵🇸

wont be posting my writing here for a bit, i cant stomach even thinking about posting my writing while an ongoing genocide is televised and the majority of world is still silent. i will be reposting Palestine things when i do get on this app for a majority, i just cant fathom focusing on a game made by a zionist while lives and families are torn apart by israel. when i do return to writing, Palestine will still have my support and be a piece of emphasis on my page until the people there can live in peace.

please learn how you can support the beautiful people of Palestine—from the river to the sea🇵🇸

I find it insane that a couple of skins for a Zionist game got you all to forget about the pact to not download the TLOU2 remaster. Its skins pixels for a game while human lives are dropping every single day. It’s disgusting

‼️‼️IMPORTANT PLEASE READ‼️‼️

Due to everything happening in Palestine right now, all the  innocent women, children, and men being killed in this horrific genocide, I will be taking a step back from writing or posting anything regarding tlou for a while or anything that is not about Palestine. I will be using my platform(s) to spread awareness about what’s happing in all of Gaza, Palestine!! About this awful and just downright disgusting genocide!!

The people who are still reporting and posting things about the game and not talking about what’s happening in Palestine shame on all of you!! There are people being killed and all you care about in a game and pixels. A game made by a Zionist I reminded you!! And if you are not yet educated about what’s happening you can ask someone who knows or you can look on social media, or the web. There are many, many platforms who update about Palestine daily!

I also found it very hard to believe the people who said that they didn’t know anything about the strike that was happening all last week(Jan 21-28) for Palestine, when probably most of your mutual were posting all about it!!

I hope you all understand my choices, and I recommend you do the same, spread as much awareness and do whatever you can for Palestine, to help the people there. Even if it’s not much still do it. If you can, donate and if you can’t, repost it so people who can donate see it and donate. Please do it for the people of Palestine!

I will be back to writing soon enough but for now I won’t be writing at all. I will be doing whatever I can in my power to help Palestine and to put a stop to this madness, to this genocide!!

Please any Zionist and anyone who stands with Israel BURN IN HELL‼️‼️you deserve nothing but death!!

INFORMATION ON PALESTINE AND WHAT YOU CAN DO:

What’s happing/keep yourself updated

Donate to Palestine

How you can help Palestine

Some social media that updates and have information about Palestine and what’s happening there

What to boycott more things to boycott

Please do whatever you can!! For Palestine

And please for the love of Palestinians never stop speaking up about what’s happening in Palestine and what has been happening for 75 years now!!

🇵🇸From the river to the sea Palestine will be free🇵🇸

why'd i kick my feet and giggle bellooo i need her

where gf!ellie records fucking you in 1080p

"see how pretty she looks?"

the camera pans right back up to your face, where you have a hand clasped around your mouth to hide the whinest moans. you have your eyes squeezed shut tightly, tears pooling in the little creases, your body being completely overwhelmed with pleasure as ellie slowly fucks you towards your third orgasm of the morning.

"come on, babe, let 'em hear you," she says, and the video shakes as she reaches forward to move your hand away, interwining her own with yours in the process.

"eliee," you whine digging your nails into the back of her hand and the bedsheets.

“look at the camera,” she says. “look at it or i’ll fuckin’ stop,”

fearing your orgasm being snatched away from you when you’re already so close, you open your eyes the slightest bit, squinting back at the camera’s that still pointed at your face. it would’ve been embarassing, if it wasn’t for the fact that you were getting so desperate you couldn’t think straight.

“so fucking pretty,” she mutters, before letting go of your hand and using hers to smear the tears over your cheeks.

she slowly pans the camera to follow her hand as it trails down your body, the camera stopping right where your cunt’s swallowing her up, and her hand at your knee. ellie lets out a small huff as she slowly pulls out of you almost completely, letting the camera take the white ring you’ve formed around the black strap.

“won’t you look at that,” she says, amusement very much evident in her voice. “she’s creaming all over me. i’m fucking her real good, aren’t i baby?”

you nod eagerly, trying to push back down onto her strap.

she lets out a small groan. “so fucking desperate. she’s swallowing me right up,”

“els,” you whine, using your hands to reach up for the camera, but she moves it out of your reach. “fuck me properly already,”

“it’d be a shame not to film you, babe,” she says, starting a slow rhythm. “you look real pretty taking it like this,”

“please- wanna cum so bad,” you say.

she chuckles. “alright, alright,”

for a little while, the screen goes all black after she tosses it aside on the bed but the camera doesn’t fail to catch both you and ellie’s moans- expecially the louder ones, where both of you were nearing your orgasms. then there’s the sound of ellie falling onto you, followed by only heavy breathing for a couple minutes.

“can’t breathe,” you say, and there’s audible shuffling as ellie presumably rolls off of you.

“sorry babe,” she grins. “we should do this more often,”

“what, like fucking every other day isn’t enough?”

she laughs, and there’s shuffling on the bed once again, followed by the sound of small moans and sloppy kisses.

a/n: im all for rough sex and all but soft sex is actually so cute

went to my fave thrift store to buy my annual ugly mug and 3 flannels purchase

ur loser!ellie has me giggling and kicking my feet omgg need me a masc loser BADDD

omggggg!!!!! im so glad u love!!! i love loser women NORMALIZE LOSER WOMEN NOWWWWW!!!

Im so gay for Ellie

wait........youre onto something here

Can I have one chance please hmu

you can always msg me, angel! i don't bite☺️

what u think of a coquette fem please notice me

so beautiful, i loveee!! whats ur thoughts on messy loser mascs is the real question

the lost levels proving that ellie is NOT a cocky hey mamas suave womanizing masc stereotype

On TLOU2 and Its Place as Propaganda

This is the only thing I intend to post until the 28th due to the worldwide strike, but I have realized that I’ve spent a lot of time reblogging posts about Palestine rather than making a clear statement of my feelings about it and its connection to TLOU2. As someone who spends a lot of time thinking about the characters and writing about them, I feel an obligation to express these thoughts.

I know we’ve all probably seen the VICE article about the game which cites Neil Druckmann’s own words about what he, as a co-director and co-writer for the game, felt the game's themes were.

Of course, media often takes on an entirely new life after its creation but Zionism is sewn into the fabric of TLOU. Even in a world in which I pretend Druckmann does not exist, it does not strip the plot of the game of its harmful messaging. The most important message of the game is a misrepresentation of the conflict.

The plot of this game is inspired by not just the murder of two IDF soldiers, but a sense of hatred for their murderers. In the article, Emanuel Maiberg also points out that Dina serves the purpose of Ellie’s moral compass. Something about choosing a Jewish woman to advocate for peace and the end to the cyclical violence that Ellie is tempted by is not a choice that can exist in a vacuum. It’s especially uncomfortable to me when paired with the fact that a major piece of Israeli propaganda is the idea that the IDF is the “most moral army in the world.”

Druckmann also says, “I know it’s much more complex than that, but it’s hard to break that cycle. It’s really hard. Part of the themes, or part of the takeaway is that one side can’t stop. If only one side stops, it keeps going. So both sides have to let go. […] But the themes and the central questions are similar, like, ‘When should you stop? When is it too much to pursue justice at any cost?’ And the game ultimately deals with the limit that even if you are just, even if you are righteous, it can still destroy you to pursue it to the Nth degree.”

This is yet another attempt at making it seem that we are talking about two armies engaged in a war. We are not. There is no even playing field. This is Palestinians dying in their homes at the hands of people who will not stop until an entire people has been murdered. This is not war. This is not two even remotely equal forces engaged in combat. This is ethnic cleansing disguised as a necessary evil.

We are seeing how easy it can be to market a genocide when you convince people that it is for the greater good, and that a portion of these deaths you are witnessing are terrorists that could feasibly leave. I'm not in your homes so I obviously can't make you not buy the remaster or watch the show or buy official content from the creators, but let's maybe attempt to be more conscious consumers.

I can’t identify anything moral about war in general, let alone the martyrdom of civilians in their home.