Woah it’s been what 2 yrs i think since we broke up.
I was so lost but then i found myself. I discovered a lot and learn a lot, i guess that was keep on moving forward means. I’ve been taking of myself and loving myself more ofcourse i’m so grateful i have my dog murphy with me.
I’am so grateful that universe guide me all through my journey i’am loved, i’am enough and i see how worthy i’am.
Being alone doesnt feel lonely anymore, i feel like it’s very peaceful and i can do anything i would love to do. I’m so inlove with myself knowing that i could give it to myself.
I know at the right time God will give me the man thay i truly deseved.
But i just want to thank the universe for all the experiences i have with you. There’s so much to learn and experience and now even without you i feel excited and i dont worry at all for i know that everything is working out for me.
I’m living with a purpose and that is to love and value myself even more and it will resonate with others,
My family and friends will always be there for me.
And i’m contented.
I’m so happy for both of us especially for myself.
today is such an amazing day having a friend for the longest I could remember from Georgia to New York she's married and have two kids with a loving husband but our friendship is still the same and I'm truly grateful for that.
she's one of my most trustworthy and loyal friend she's always there for me to listen and to laugh and to cry with me.
plus she get to meet my other soul sister marinel and I'm so glad they get a long and they are both nice to me such a real supporter on whatever make me happy.
it's funny how I used to be depressed quiet and problematic in the past, but now I'm so grateful of what I discover when I'm not with anybody but myself I used to be so attached with friends not knowing that one day all you have is yourself I no longer cry myself to sleep.
now I can sleep peacefully without worrying if I matter with anybody all I care is I matter for myself, sometimes I ask myself if this is being selfish but no it's building a home for myself .
been reading books lately and I learn a lot from it of course with experience too.
everyone has their own story but I love how I create mine.
It’s funny how someone can change from the person he/she used to be.
I guess everyone will outgrow people who don’t serve a purpose in one’s journey but you will always have memories left in you and you’ll just thank that moment happed and you experience them.
I am learning to let go of the past , i learned my lesson thank you kse nagising ako na may mga mali ako nagawa.
Ayusin mo sarili mo ha promise me na babawi ka na magaayos ka na hahanapin mo sagot kung bakit mo nagawa yon, but please make yourself worth it find yourself kilalanin mo sarili mo habang wala ako habang wala ka i’ll keep on improving to make myself better para next time it’s all gonna be worth it.
With or without you alam ko na kakayanin ko na blessing nalang kung bumalik ka pero i know how to back up myself.
Sana lang talaga ibigay yung chance na magkaayos tayo i still believe na pagsubok lang to.