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thx-to-you · 11 months

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What are you doing to me?

I can't keep doing this.

It's driving me crazy.

I've been dreaming about you for five nights.... It's always the same story. I'm with him, he goes some place. I'm walking around and see you, you smile and come over. You wanna catch up and so you walk with me then hold my hand. He comes back and sees us, makes a scene then leaves. I wanna go after him but you tell me how toxic it is and how you're better for me. I always leave you and try to find him. I always go back to him.

He's the one that I want.

So why do I keep having this dream?

I hate it.

I chose him.

I choose him.

I love him.

Leave me alone.

What have you done to me?

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thx-to-you · 11 months

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I've been thinking about you a lot lately.

God, I hope you find this.

I'm happy with him, he's given me the life I wanted, but I feel like I still need you.

I don't know if this is just another thing I should go to therapy for.... Probably...

Fuck it.

I miss you.

You didn't show me this song or band, but I found them thanks to you.

Here goes nothing ig.

Tkm, nebulous nova.

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thx-to-you · 11 months

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I'm forever listening to all the music you showed me and the ones I discovered because of it.

Thank you for my impeccable music taste 😂

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thx-to-you · 11 months

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Thanks to you...

I guess this whole thing will be long and never ending.

You gave me good,

Gave me bad,

Gave me everything in between.

You gave me hope, for a new future, for a good life, I'm here because of you. So thank you.

Although we're not together, I think about you a lot.

I remember how you said you made a silent prayer for me every morning. I wasn't religious, but I knew what that meant to you, so I appreciated it.

You also said you'd never forget me, no matter what you'd always love me.

Is that true still?

Do you?

Do you think about me?

Do you still say a silent prayer for me?

I don't think you do. And that hurts. But it hurts less than thinking you do.

I hope you're okay.

Love, gummy bear

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