I just want to crawl in bed with someone I care about and have my heart feel at home again and watch movies and talk about random stuff for hours

It’s so difficult to describe depression to someone who’s never been there, because it’s not sadness. I know sadness. Sadness is to cry and to feel. But it’s that cold absence of feeling— that really hollowed-out feeling.

J.K. Rowling (via minuty)

If the girl had been worth having she’d have waited for you? ..‘No, sir, the girl really worth having won’t wait for anybody.

F. Scott Fitzgerald, This Side of Paradise (via wordsnquotes)

There are two ways to reach me: by way of kisses or by way of the imagination. But there is a hierarchy: the kisses alone don’t work.

Anaïs Nin, Henry and JuneFranz Kafka, Letters to Milena (via goodreadss)

I have fallen. I have fallen and I continue to do so each day. I have not learned how to keep my feet steady. I have not mastered the ability to stand upright. I have not taught my legs to stop shaking. But I will try and try and try.

E.M. (via emotionalmarigolds)

Sometimes I keep my feelings to myself because its hard to find someone who understands.

(via ohteenscanrelate)

Sai cos'è sexy?

Una vera conversazione.

Never in my life do I wanna fall in love with someone when I’m at my worst or when I’m having a hard time. I want to fall in love with someone when I am at my best. When everything else is sorted and beautiful, when I’m happy in my own skin, when I have a stable job, when I’m in love with myself. I never want to fall in love with someone when I’m broken and full of despair, or when the pain is filled up to the brim. I don’t want to fall in love with someone when my feet aren’t stable or my shoulders aren’t capable. I want to look at someone, on a random street and feel the connection. The spark that strikes your heart and you fall in love with the way they are. I want to be able to love someone or find someone to do so when my life is settled and balanced. When I’m successful and when I’m not drowning in agony. I want my love to be real and pure and not just an escape from my loneliness, and definitely not a remedy to my pain. I want to fall in love with someone because of what they are and not because of what I am not.

(via hrishita122000)

I think it’s important to realize you can miss something, but not want it back.

Paulo Coelho (via naturaekos)

This is an emotional purgatory

His favorite word to use was always. And now, I hate that word. It means nothing if I don’t have him next to me in this frivolous world of fuckups (excuse my language, i’m a lady). I always thought this would be an always kind of thing. And now that it’s not, but he’s still here, it just feels like a sick joke. It’s emotional purgatory. And I’ve prayed all I can, I heard all the quotes, i’ve read all the articles, i’ve counted the months...Nothing. I should be moving on and I am. I have started seeing/getting to know Airforce and he’s pretty cool but I can’t crack him to save my life. 

The rollercoaster my life is on has yet to cease. But the upchuck is unbearable. who knows what the rest of this summer has in store for me. 

PARTY ON DUDE

I’ve had enough hurt already in my life. More than enough. Now I want to be happy.

Haruki Murakami (via minuty)