SYNOPSIS. Five times world-renowned chef Jeong Jaehyun tried to end your journey to be a chef because you weren’t ‘qualified enough to be a chef’ and that one time you proved him wrong.
WORD COUNT. 28.8k+ words (is this my new record? omg)
author’s note. i posted a long time ago about how i must write a chef!jae fic and now, here she is. i’m so sorry for such a long wait (and all those postponements oop) but i’m glad that she’s finally done and posted for you to enjoy reading! i hope you enjoy this fic as much as i enjoyed writing it :-) also pls reading the author’s note at the end for all my thoughts about writing this fic! happy reading~
Yung mas matagal pa akong naghintay sa oras ng pag-uumpisa exam kesa sa mismong oras ng pagsagot ko nito. Parang kayo lang, mas matagal mo pa siyang hinintay kesa sa makasama dahil dinaanan ka lang pala niya.
On the outside: Go Marla! You can do it! GO! GO! GO! Fight! AJA!
But inside: *What am i thinking? What am i doing? Uggggh! I can’t do this. Wait, you’re just feeling anxious. Its normal to feel anxious. Just don’t over “feel” this or else i will diagnosed myself with anxiety disorder. I don’t want that right? Right? Right! Okay, just calm down. Breathe in. Breathe out.*
Its just funny how life goes from black to white. I mean before, i can’t go out without wearing earrings, bracelet, necklace, applying powder and so on. But now i can even go to school even without combing my hair. Haha
I have so many questions in my mind that Im struggling to tell. Like why do i have to experience disappointments and failures all at once? Why not one by one? Nag-iisa lang ako! I cant deal with u all at the same time. Why life is sometimes unfair?
*Meanwhile in Botany class* Me: Peram ruler... (Pangborder sana sa seatwork) Ay, wag na lang pala. Nasimulan kong wala kaya itutuloy-tuloy ko na, dapat constant ako. Seatmate: Kelangan may pagbabago. Ganyan ang buhay, hindi constant. May mga bagay talaga na sadyang di inaasahan. Me: Hugot pa. Bagong taon na uy!
"Labels are an attempt to describe, identify, and distinguish one person from another." Halimbawa sa relationship. Hangga't di ka nya tinatanong na maging girlfriend/boyfriend at di mo pa sya sinasagot; kahit na gaano kayo ka close at ka-sweet sa isa't-isa; kahit may 'sparks' kuno, wala pa ring kayong label. Walang KAYO.