I saw Cori and Wanderer went to the Dreamfall for a bit, do you mind writing a drabble for that? I think it would be so cute.
If you don't have time is ok
*ŕŠâŠâ§âË dreamfalling into nightmares.
pairing: the corinthian & f!reader (wanderer), background dream of the endless x f!reader
summary: âWeâll remember each other forever at this rate.â
wc:Â 1.9k+
notes:Â been missing them hours, so this was a joy to write.
series masterlist | ao3 |
The knock comes promptly after sunset.Â
Tugging the door open to your private room, you discover a tall, handsome, grinning nightmare in your doorway, a hand propped against the frame. Corinthianâs appearance has not changed since earlier this afternoon when he found you napping in Fiddlerâs Green. Pale clothes clad his body, and dark glasses conceal his eyes from everyone, even you.Â
âWhy, hello there,â he greets in a drawl, a dimple creasing his cheek.
Your grin matches Corinthianâsâsly, biting, certainly fond in your case.Â
âA punctual nightmare,â you say playfully, opening the door wider to permit him entry. âWhat a pleasant surprise.â
âOh, Iâm full of those,â Corinthian retorts, strolling inside.Â
He examines your room methodically, everything from the bed to the wooden table slotted in the corner, halting only once, on the windowsill. Noâhe snags on the object placed as a silent protector over your space. His figurine of himself. His Dreamfall present. A nightmare watching over someoneâs dreams. Perhaps ironicâno, certainly ironic, but you donât dare to speak while he ambles over, his finger lightly brushing over the figurineâs head.Â
âReady for the celebration, I assume,â he voices suddenly. âYou dressed up. Thatâs nice. Heâs going to love⌠that.â
âIt was implied I should,â you reply. âSomething about being the guest of honour.â
Corinthian steps away, his arm dropping back to his side with a faint hum. âMore than that, troublemaker,â he says, turning to face you with a crooked grin. âWhy youâre the first ever.â
Your brows wrinkle. âFirst⌠guest? Wait, you mean no one has been invited to Dreamfall before?â
Corinthian huffs a breath as if your lack of knowledge is deeply amusing to him. âDo you imagine Dream has many friends? His family has attended in the past, or so I heard. Predates you or me, though.â
Warm heat unruffles inside your stomach, a sunbeam crawling through your body and heart. A tiny smile graces your face, and Corinthian appears all the more amused for it. His arm slots behind his back, extending another your way, bent at the elbow.
âMy mission is to escort the honoured guest tonight.â
Grinning, you reach to hook your arms, falling to his side effortlessly as he leads you across the room and outside. âHere, I reasoned you enjoy spending time with your favourite mortal.â
His scoff is scornful, biting but amused. âPerish the thought. I canât stand you.â
Chuckling, you shove your shoulder against his. Evidence of his smirk gets swallowed by shadows as you walk together. Cutting across the winding, silent corridors, you canât help but be grateful for his presence. For the way, heâs a treacherous, conniving shadow a step behind you at all times.Â
âThank you for coming with me,â you whisper. âEven if you didnât want to and Dream ordered you.â
The golden-haired nightmare glances your way, says nothing, and then continues your steady trek. You're about to question him on the odd behaviour when he speaks:Â
âHe didnât order me,â he responds, pursing his mouth to a point his nose wrinkles. âDream asked the pumpkin to escort you. As if I would let that happen.â
Floaty smugness swells in your chest, your features alighting with barely suppressed glee. Heâs as good as admitting the notion of anyone else escorting you is some imaginary slight against him. Thereâs no doubt in your mind itâs a matter of pride. Merv and Corinthian had never gotten along, much the same way Lucienne and Corinthian have never seen eye to eye. Now that you consider it closely, you realise youâve never seen the nightmare getting along with anyone. Ever. Others tolerate him, but Corinthian carries himself with unbridled air of self-importance and haughtiness. With each step taken, Corinthian asserts heâs the best, most masterfully crafted, and heâs not even slightly modest about being Dreamâs most superlative creation.Â
âHow sweet. Iâll be sure to ask Merv a dance to make sure heâs not feeling left out.â
Corinthianâs expression rearranges into a slight grimace at your nonchalant words. He makes a point of not gracing that with a response, and you have difficulty biting back your gleeful grin.Â
Outside the castle, the views are otherworldly. Magical doesnât do it justice. Dreaming has always had a life of its own; a beating, pulsing core of pure imagination, making anything possible here. If you can only think of it, itâs real. There are no limits, no too much, only freedom.Â
But DreamfallâŚ
A gasp slips past your parted lips the second you exit the castle. Preparations have been ongoing for three days nowâwith most bustling activity stretching from dawn to nightfallâbut seeing it upon completion now robs you of breath.Â
Will-oâ-wisps float aimlessly through the pleasant night air; trees, paths, buildings and most available surfaces sit covered in warm, gauzy lights. Flower blooms have been twined around bannisters leading everywhere, and you spot tiny fae-like creatures napping and playing on the bright, lustrous petals. Dust sprinkles from their wings while they dance, and you chuckle under your breath, eyes skipping everywhere so you donât miss anything.Â
Corinthian slowly leads you to the castle courtyard, letting you absorb the magnificent sights as you go. But when you finally arrive, you hardly recognise what youâre looking at. What was once the courtyard has now become an open-air ballroom. Hundreds of dreams and nightmares have packed into the space; outside the castle parameter, you see thousands more: bonfires and glowing tables as far as the eye can see. Birds and winged creators take up celebration in the starlit skies above. And it is when the music hits you; light, dreamy, joyful. Tonight there are smiles and drinks everywhere.Â
Dreamâs creations are here to be celebratedâto celebrate themselves, and your heart inflates with happiness for them, soft and warming from within. Some are horned, winged, or scaly. Creatures that barely resemble human shapes are wherever you glance. Their skins vary from white to purpose to yellow and all the hues between. Their eyes are many, few, or none in sight. They communicate in growls, high-pitched whispers or companionable silences. Some resemble wraiths, others merfolk, while several take on faery forms. There are females and males and those who hold no gender, for they come from realms even you have not broached yet, where mortal logic does not apply or is necessary.Â
This is a mirror of life. Dreams and nightmares reflect the universal whole. And youâre helplessly in love with everything within the vicinity.Â
âDonât you look besotted,â Corinthian draws, making you jump from your musings. âShouldnât you be running screaming?â
As if.Â
You squeeze his arm closer. âThis is incredible.âÂ
Corinthian follows after you when you drag him towards the buzzing crowds, weaving in between different dreams and nightmares. Tables litter the courtyard, drinks and food laid for all to feast upon. Half of it looks foreign, and the other half you would worry about putting in your mouth were you not cursed.Â
Some dreams are dancing to your left. Instinctively, you almost skip towards them, loosening your hold on Corinthian to grasp his hand instead.Â
âCome on!â
His grip constricts, making you glance towards him, but he only nods his head to your right. You follow his line of sight.Â
Dream of the Endless sits on a makeshift throne of carved alabaster, Jessamy perched on top. It may not be as exquisite as his throne inside the castle, but he is nevertheless a sight to behold. Dream fits it perfectly, regal and subtly imposing the way only Endless could be. Tonight his black robes seem blacker than any ink, blacker than the darkest edge of the universe. Stars glimmer inside his collar, flickering flames licking the blackened material where his coat pools by his feet.Â
His attention is already on you when your eyes meet, piercing and hooded, honing in on you through the busy throng of his creations as if youâre the only one present. Over Corinthianâs body, you offer Dream a subdued but warm smile, inclining your head, giving tribute to the Dream Lord on the night all living beings capable of dreams do.Â
His head lowers marginally in your direction.Â
Pressing closer to the nightmare youâre still holding onto, you prop your chin against his chest. âDance?â
Corinthianâs head falls back towards you, listening, but his attention does not stray from his foray into observing his indirect kin surrounding you. Itâs then you notice the cold, sneering way his face has contorted. Several individuals in the crowd are eyeing you with subdued suspicion and dislike.Â
No, eyeing him. You with him. Many in the crowd are known to youâthrough association or because you were there for their creation. Even more are known by name, by their stories. But itâs then, holding onto your friend, that his earlier words crawl back to the forefront of your mind.Â
Surely youâve noticed? How many others around here look like me? Like you?
None. In a crowd of thousandsâeach more fantastical than the lastâyou two are the most unconventional sight. You stick out due to your sheer humanity. Due to your curse and wrongness in a land of plenty and wonder, but CorinthianâŚ
The first time I became aware of my existence, I saw two things. Him, Dream of the Endless, my creator, and⌠you.
Crafted for humanity, a macabre reflection of them, a masterpiece for you.Â
âLetâs dance,â you say, curving your fingers tighter around his. âIt would be a shame not to give them a show with all their ogling.â
Corinthian perks up at your quieter addition, his fingers curling near possessively around yours in return. Cool but firm to the touch.Â
âNow, that doesnât sound very nice,â he hums, tugging you towards the dancing crowd. âWhatever would Dream say?â
I donât care. No one looks at you like youâre wrong. Like you shouldnât be here with me. You were the firstâthe first I saw made, the first I said âhelloâ to, the first one I loved. Youâve always been mine, and you belong here, with me.Â
An airy laugh slips free from you, âDonât care.â
His eyebrows jump up, wiggling. âRebellious.â
He sounds far too delighted by the notion. He lifts his arm, and you hold onto him, spinning in a slow, uncoordinated circle.Â
âSays you. Youâre the worst.â
He drags you closer, chest to chest, his teeth bared in a wicked, feral manner. Heâs a nightmare. He will always be an entirety of chaos when left unchecked. But right now, Corinthian is merely here, celebrated and deserving of celebration the way all of Dreamâs creations deserve tonight.Â
âOh, I know,â he exhales, dragging out the words with deliberate slowness and a guileful grin.Â
You quirk a challenging brow just as another melody splits through the Dreaming, spinning a new dream for all those celebrating.Â
âRemember the steps?â you challenge. âJust how I taught you.â
âI remember everything,â he reminds, a touch sardonically.Â
âSo do I,â you shoot back bitingly. âWeâll remember each other forever at this rate.â
The nightmareâs arm settles around your waist, his hair glowing from the hazy lights and the dreams appearing in the inky skies aboveâready for their fall, their journey here, back home.Â
Corinthian doesnât smile this time. In his dark sunglasses, you only glimpse a ripple of yourself reflecting from him. âIâm counting on it, trouble.â
And then the nightmare spins you into a dizzying, euphoric circle thatâs all but endless.Â
an: I have such a deep-seated fondness for them. hope you enjoyed this. it's nice to write something happy after the last two chapters & overall a very meh day dealing with ten different mentally and emotionally draining things. hope this was able to give you all some much-needed comfort, and I'm sending anyone having a hard time rn all the love in the world đ
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I saw Cori and Wanderer went to the Dreamfall for a bit, do you mind writing a drabble for that? I think it would be so cute.
If you don't have time is ok
*ŕŠâŠâ§âË dreamfalling into nightmares.
pairing: the corinthian & f!reader (wanderer), background dream of the endless x f!reader
summary: âWeâll remember each other forever at this rate.â
wc:Â 1.9k+
notes:Â been missing them hours, so this was a joy to write.
series masterlist | ao3 |
The knock comes promptly after sunset.Â
Tugging the door open to your private room, you discover a tall, handsome, grinning nightmare in your doorway, a hand propped against the frame. Corinthianâs appearance has not changed since earlier this afternoon when he found you napping in Fiddlerâs Green. Pale clothes clad his body, and dark glasses conceal his eyes from everyone, even you.Â
âWhy, hello there,â he greets in a drawl, a dimple creasing his cheek.
Your grin matches Corinthianâsâsly, biting, certainly fond in your case.Â
âA punctual nightmare,â you say playfully, opening the door wider to permit him entry. âWhat a pleasant surprise.â
âOh, Iâm full of those,â Corinthian retorts, strolling inside.Â
He examines your room methodically, everything from the bed to the wooden table slotted in the corner, halting only once, on the windowsill. Noâhe snags on the object placed as a silent protector over your space. His figurine of himself. His Dreamfall present. A nightmare watching over someoneâs dreams. Perhaps ironicâno, certainly ironic, but you donât dare to speak while he ambles over, his finger lightly brushing over the figurineâs head.Â
âReady for the celebration, I assume,â he voices suddenly. âYou dressed up. Thatâs nice. Heâs going to love⌠that.â
âIt was implied I should,â you reply. âSomething about being the guest of honour.â
Corinthian steps away, his arm dropping back to his side with a faint hum. âMore than that, troublemaker,â he says, turning to face you with a crooked grin. âWhy youâre the first ever.â
Your brows wrinkle. âFirst⌠guest? Wait, you mean no one has been invited to Dreamfall before?â
Corinthian huffs a breath as if your lack of knowledge is deeply amusing to him. âDo you imagine Dream has many friends? His family has attended in the past, or so I heard. Predates you or me, though.â
Warm heat unruffles inside your stomach, a sunbeam crawling through your body and heart. A tiny smile graces your face, and Corinthian appears all the more amused for it. His arm slots behind his back, extending another your way, bent at the elbow.
âMy mission is to escort the honoured guest tonight.â
Grinning, you reach to hook your arms, falling to his side effortlessly as he leads you across the room and outside. âHere, I reasoned you enjoy spending time with your favourite mortal.â
His scoff is scornful, biting but amused. âPerish the thought. I canât stand you.â
Chuckling, you shove your shoulder against his. Evidence of his smirk gets swallowed by shadows as you walk together. Cutting across the winding, silent corridors, you canât help but be grateful for his presence. For the way, heâs a treacherous, conniving shadow a step behind you at all times.Â
âThank you for coming with me,â you whisper. âEven if you didnât want to and Dream ordered you.â
The golden-haired nightmare glances your way, says nothing, and then continues your steady trek. You're about to question him on the odd behaviour when he speaks:Â
âHe didnât order me,â he responds, pursing his mouth to a point his nose wrinkles. âDream asked the pumpkin to escort you. As if I would let that happen.â
Floaty smugness swells in your chest, your features alighting with barely suppressed glee. Heâs as good as admitting the notion of anyone else escorting you is some imaginary slight against him. Thereâs no doubt in your mind itâs a matter of pride. Merv and Corinthian had never gotten along, much the same way Lucienne and Corinthian have never seen eye to eye. Now that you consider it closely, you realise youâve never seen the nightmare getting along with anyone. Ever. Others tolerate him, but Corinthian carries himself with unbridled air of self-importance and haughtiness. With each step taken, Corinthian asserts heâs the best, most masterfully crafted, and heâs not even slightly modest about being Dreamâs most superlative creation.Â
âHow sweet. Iâll be sure to ask Merv a dance to make sure heâs not feeling left out.â
Corinthianâs expression rearranges into a slight grimace at your nonchalant words. He makes a point of not gracing that with a response, and you have difficulty biting back your gleeful grin.Â
Outside the castle, the views are otherworldly. Magical doesnât do it justice. Dreaming has always had a life of its own; a beating, pulsing core of pure imagination, making anything possible here. If you can only think of it, itâs real. There are no limits, no too much, only freedom.Â
But DreamfallâŚ
A gasp slips past your parted lips the second you exit the castle. Preparations have been ongoing for three days nowâwith most bustling activity stretching from dawn to nightfallâbut seeing it upon completion now robs you of breath.Â
Will-oâ-wisps float aimlessly through the pleasant night air; trees, paths, buildings and most available surfaces sit covered in warm, gauzy lights. Flower blooms have been twined around bannisters leading everywhere, and you spot tiny fae-like creatures napping and playing on the bright, lustrous petals. Dust sprinkles from their wings while they dance, and you chuckle under your breath, eyes skipping everywhere so you donât miss anything.Â
Corinthian slowly leads you to the castle courtyard, letting you absorb the magnificent sights as you go. But when you finally arrive, you hardly recognise what youâre looking at. What was once the courtyard has now become an open-air ballroom. Hundreds of dreams and nightmares have packed into the space; outside the castle parameter, you see thousands more: bonfires and glowing tables as far as the eye can see. Birds and winged creators take up celebration in the starlit skies above. And it is when the music hits you; light, dreamy, joyful. Tonight there are smiles and drinks everywhere.Â
Dreamâs creations are here to be celebratedâto celebrate themselves, and your heart inflates with happiness for them, soft and warming from within. Some are horned, winged, or scaly. Creatures that barely resemble human shapes are wherever you glance. Their skins vary from white to purpose to yellow and all the hues between. Their eyes are many, few, or none in sight. They communicate in growls, high-pitched whispers or companionable silences. Some resemble wraiths, others merfolk, while several take on faery forms. There are females and males and those who hold no gender, for they come from realms even you have not broached yet, where mortal logic does not apply or is necessary.Â
This is a mirror of life. Dreams and nightmares reflect the universal whole. And youâre helplessly in love with everything within the vicinity.Â
âDonât you look besotted,â Corinthian draws, making you jump from your musings. âShouldnât you be running screaming?â
As if.Â
You squeeze his arm closer. âThis is incredible.âÂ
Corinthian follows after you when you drag him towards the buzzing crowds, weaving in between different dreams and nightmares. Tables litter the courtyard, drinks and food laid for all to feast upon. Half of it looks foreign, and the other half you would worry about putting in your mouth were you not cursed.Â
Some dreams are dancing to your left. Instinctively, you almost skip towards them, loosening your hold on Corinthian to grasp his hand instead.Â
âCome on!â
His grip constricts, making you glance towards him, but he only nods his head to your right. You follow his line of sight.Â
Dream of the Endless sits on a makeshift throne of carved alabaster, Jessamy perched on top. It may not be as exquisite as his throne inside the castle, but he is nevertheless a sight to behold. Dream fits it perfectly, regal and subtly imposing the way only Endless could be. Tonight his black robes seem blacker than any ink, blacker than the darkest edge of the universe. Stars glimmer inside his collar, flickering flames licking the blackened material where his coat pools by his feet.Â
His attention is already on you when your eyes meet, piercing and hooded, honing in on you through the busy throng of his creations as if youâre the only one present. Over Corinthianâs body, you offer Dream a subdued but warm smile, inclining your head, giving tribute to the Dream Lord on the night all living beings capable of dreams do.Â
His head lowers marginally in your direction.Â
Pressing closer to the nightmare youâre still holding onto, you prop your chin against his chest. âDance?â
Corinthianâs head falls back towards you, listening, but his attention does not stray from his foray into observing his indirect kin surrounding you. Itâs then you notice the cold, sneering way his face has contorted. Several individuals in the crowd are eyeing you with subdued suspicion and dislike.Â
No, eyeing him. You with him. Many in the crowd are known to youâthrough association or because you were there for their creation. Even more are known by name, by their stories. But itâs then, holding onto your friend, that his earlier words crawl back to the forefront of your mind.Â
Surely youâve noticed? How many others around here look like me? Like you?
None. In a crowd of thousandsâeach more fantastical than the lastâyou two are the most unconventional sight. You stick out due to your sheer humanity. Due to your curse and wrongness in a land of plenty and wonder, but CorinthianâŚ
The first time I became aware of my existence, I saw two things. Him, Dream of the Endless, my creator, and⌠you.
Crafted for humanity, a macabre reflection of them, a masterpiece for you.Â
âLetâs dance,â you say, curving your fingers tighter around his. âIt would be a shame not to give them a show with all their ogling.â
Corinthian perks up at your quieter addition, his fingers curling near possessively around yours in return. Cool but firm to the touch.Â
âNow, that doesnât sound very nice,â he hums, tugging you towards the dancing crowd. âWhatever would Dream say?â
I donât care. No one looks at you like youâre wrong. Like you shouldnât be here with me. You were the firstâthe first I saw made, the first I said âhelloâ to, the first one I loved. Youâve always been mine, and you belong here, with me.Â
An airy laugh slips free from you, âDonât care.â
His eyebrows jump up, wiggling. âRebellious.â
He sounds far too delighted by the notion. He lifts his arm, and you hold onto him, spinning in a slow, uncoordinated circle.Â
âSays you. Youâre the worst.â
He drags you closer, chest to chest, his teeth bared in a wicked, feral manner. Heâs a nightmare. He will always be an entirety of chaos when left unchecked. But right now, Corinthian is merely here, celebrated and deserving of celebration the way all of Dreamâs creations deserve tonight.Â
âOh, I know,â he exhales, dragging out the words with deliberate slowness and a guileful grin.Â
You quirk a challenging brow just as another melody splits through the Dreaming, spinning a new dream for all those celebrating.Â
âRemember the steps?â you challenge. âJust how I taught you.â
âI remember everything,â he reminds, a touch sardonically.Â
âSo do I,â you shoot back bitingly. âWeâll remember each other forever at this rate.â
The nightmareâs arm settles around your waist, his hair glowing from the hazy lights and the dreams appearing in the inky skies aboveâready for their fall, their journey here, back home.Â
Corinthian doesnât smile this time. In his dark sunglasses, you only glimpse a ripple of yourself reflecting from him. âIâm counting on it, trouble.â
And then the nightmare spins you into a dizzying, euphoric circle thatâs all but endless.Â
an: I have such a deep-seated fondness for them. hope you enjoyed this. it's nice to write something happy after the last two chapters & overall a very meh day dealing with ten different mentally and emotionally draining things. hope this was able to give you all some much-needed comfort, and I'm sending anyone having a hard time rn all the love in the world đ
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ââđđ¨đđđ˛ đ˘ đđŽđŤđ˛ đ˛đ¨đŽ đ˘đ§ đŚđ [đđ.]
summary: "I see him in everything."
pairing: dream of the endless x f!reader
wc:Â 8.3k+
warnings: angsty (but we're getting there), Dream is still Dream (absent)Â ÂŻ\_(ă)_/ÂŻ
notes:Â prepare for immortal trouble and make it double heh.
part one | series masterlist | ao3 |
PART NINE: YEAR 1021 I
âIt would sure help if you stopped falling apart for a goddamn second. Dumb bricks.â
Merv sweeps the broom over the crushed stone, his effort all but wasted when seconds later, more dust rains from the crumbling ceiling.Â
You hear reprimand in Lucienneâs voice when she speaks from beside you, âMervyn.â
A cavil sigh rumbles from the janitorâs chest. âSorry, Loosh.â
The librarian sighs in defeated understanding, directing her attention back towards you. Seated on the damaged staircase leading to Dreamâs throne, you flick another page absentmindedly. Lucienne stands before you, hands clasped behind her back while you converse. Youâre the only three inhabitants remaining in the castle. Or whatâs left of the once ornate marvel.Â
âLondon, then,â Lucienne voices pointedly.Â
You hum, flicking another page, sifting through the information printed. A new lead, but youâre keeping your expectations low. Youâve learned there are only so many disappointments and failures you can stomach. âYup. Itâs been twenty years. Should be interesting going back.â
Predictably, Lucienneâs concern rings loud and clear. âWhat if itâs no more than another false lead?â
Your mouth tightens.
âThen I find another.â
You hate giving them hopeâhate it even more when you return each time, empty-handed and quelled.Â
Closing the manilla folder, you tuck it under your arm, standing to your feet. Dreamâs coat drags across the stone until you hit bottom, straightening. The raised collar kisses over your cheek when Lucienne grasps your forearm, rooting you in place. Her hold is firm, but the gleam reflecting behind her circled glasses is concerned, probing.Â
âWanderer. I worry for you.â Merv clears his throat loudly, steadfast in his sweeping, and Lucienne hastily adds, âWe worry for you. You are not well. Whatever you are doing to contain the curse isâŚâ
Necessary.Â
There is merit to their worry, you suppose. But have you ever truly been well? Has millennia done anything but prove how helpless your situation is? Youâve turned brittle inside. Neither whole nor shattered, but some perpetual dysfunction found in being both simultaneously. Millennia. It had crept up on you. Had it not been for humanity celebrating, had it not been for magick stifling the air, it might have slipped your notice altogether.Â
âIâm grateful for your concern,â you reply. Your hand ghosts over hers, calming, then you pull away. âBut leave the semantics to me, Lucienne.â
âWhat happens if you succeed, kid?â
Both yours and Lucienneâs attention turns towards the janitor. Merv leans on his broom, frowning deeply. Despite having no discernible eyes for you to gaze into, only two carved cavities, you sense the weight behind his stare, the way his question cuts down to the bone.Â
âYour meaning?â Lucienne prompts.Â
Merv shoots her a knowing glance. âI mean, sure, this is all great. Weâre looking for Boss and all, butâŚâ He shrugs his shoulders awkwardly. âWhat happens when you find him? Youâre still banished.â
The reminder scalds, slithering down your throat like liquid flame.Â
Lucienne laces her fingers in front of her. âYou are assuming the worst about Lord Morpheus, Mervyn.â
As her words dash against the decaying stone, you all understand theyâre futile and misplaced, given the context. Youâve seen Dream at his best and his worst. The latter too many times to hold any illusions about the notion of swift forgiveness.Â
âEh, no offence, but for a good reason. Even if you have to agree.â
Mervâs purposeful words are met with telling silence from the librarian.Â
âI leave.â
Both their heads snap in your direction this time. Lucienneâs bewildered expression chips at your stony demeanour. Itâs heartwarming to consider she finds the notion this inconceivable.Â
âYou cannot.â Her shoes scuff on the throne room floor, kicking up dust. âAfter everything you've done for the Dreamingââ
âMerv is right,â you cut in calmly. Thereâs no vibrance in your voice anymore. Youâre not sure when it faded, but it has, as have most things around you. âMorpheus is the King of Dreaming. While he lives, Iâm trespassing. I always knew the dangers when I came back here, Lucienne. I donât regret it.â
The grim air shrouding them makes you add a gentler, âWeâll cross that bridge when we get to it. First, we need to find him.â
You place your palm briefly on Lucienneâs arm as you walk past her, nodding towards Merv.Â
Lucienne spins after you when you brush past. âYou cannot do this forever, Wanderer. Eventually, something will give.â
Yes, that much is inevitable. But you donât voice it. Theyâve been through enough. Putting the weight of another looming loss on them is not something you wish to do.Â
âOn the contrary, my friend.â As you head towards the exit, you shove your hand in your coat pocket, fingers seeking a pebble and a wooden figurine sleeping safely in the dark folds. âForever is all I have left.â
The air crackles, and youâre gone.
.
Your coat weighs at least several pounds heavier from the rainwater saturating it. The dark material skims over the ground when you push into a busy pub, rowdy chatter and cheers filling the air. Itâs humid tonight, and the air inside the bustling establishment is hot, with sour beer and stale sweat heavy in your nostrils.Â
Another dead end. Thereâs no point in denying a simple fact any more: the universe is conspiring against you. You've dug too deep, laid too much on the line for something not to work. No one has deigned to help you because itâs not meant to be.
Your brooding death glare makes a young manâlikely barely above the legal drinking ageâscramble from your path. Another joy of being you means you carry scarce few items on you. You're more likely to lose or misplace them, so whatâs the point? But youâve forgotten how arbitrary British weather can be. Youâre soaked to the bone.Â
You wedge yourself in the seemingly sole unoccupied spot, miserable and aching with a familiar stinging failure. Just a moment. A second to warm up, to stave off returning to the Dreaming and seeing the subtle yet inescapable disappointment on Lucienneâs and Mervâs faces at the news.Â
Dropping your head backwards, you exhale a bone-deep sigh. Itâs then you spot a man sitting on your left, a pen in hand, a scattering of papers littering his table as he stares at you. Hard. Squinting. Handsome, dark-haired, faint stubble littering his jaw and accenting his cleft chin.Â
Your nape tingles. Â
âCan I help you?â you ask bluntly.Â
Startled surprise alights the strangerâs dark eyes. âSorry. God, thatâs rude. I didnât mean to stare.â He raises a hand in surrender, regret palpable as he drags stray strands of equally dark hair behind his ear. âOr make you uncomfortable. You just reminded me of someone I knew once. Sorry.â
Odd. Most have a hard time placing you. You either blend in until youâre wallpaper and the walls, trees and the ground or until they see nothing but you. Once upon a time, that used to be your cue to run.Â
âMust have been someone special,â you hedge casually, scrutinising the strange man just as closely.
The man ponders that for a moment. âHe was a bit of an arsehole.â
Unfamiliar pressure pulls around your mouth, and you realise a small smile has formed a second later. Stranger still. You can't recall the last time you smiled. Or laughed. A faint snort leaves you. âYeah, I had someone like that in my life once too. What happened to this arsehole?â
The stranger sits back, relaxing at your lack of ire to his prior ogling. He twists the pen between his fingers.Â
âWell, I donât actually know. We have an agreement, you see. To meet up ever so often in the same place. Chat. Have a drink. We fought the last time we met. Then he stood me up. Guess I had it coming. I implied he was lonely, and he did not take well to itââ
You suck in a sharp breath.Â
âHob Gadling.âÂ
The man stills for a blink and you miss it second. But itâs enough. Youâve learned to read people like books after a thousand years, and even someone like himâsomeone like you, old and cunning in his own wayâis not foolproof. âUh, sorry, no. Who's that?â
His short laugh is charming and rich, a warm hand stroking down your chilled, wet skin. Intended to sway you away from your inquiry. But these tricks are only good for deterring ordinary, unassuming individuals.Â
Youâre no such thing.Â
You lean closer, and Hob tenses subtly, a survivor's shrewdness burning in his previously open, friendly gaze.Â
âItâs okay,â you whisper. âWe have a friend in common.â
He hears you even over the cheering crowd after a football team scores, everyone clustering around the TVs dotted around the packed pub. Hobâs mouth parts, then compress into a bloodless line. He edges closer too.
âYou⌠are you like him?â he mouths.
Breaking the eye contact, you consider how to answer him best. âNo.â Another slight smile curls your mouth. âIâm actually more like you.â
Hobâs eyes widen. âMe? So youâreâŚâ he trails off, and you nod slowly. A wide grin splits his cheeks, stretching from one ear to another. âWell, thatâs just brilliant.â
The sheer delight oozing from him catches you entirely off guard. As if youâre a present, a joy, and have been gifted solely to him. The warm curiosity he regards you with crumples something delicate inside your chest.
âWe should talk,â he adds hastily, hushed. Â
Nodding, you sweep your attention over the crowd. âNot here. Too many ears.â
Another grin edges Hobâs face, cheekier this time. âI own this place. I live upstairs. Câmon.â
He hurriedly swipes up the papers dotted on his table, his excitement palpable.Â
âWerenât you working on something?â you question with a raised brow.
He falters, clearing his throat. âThis, oh, yeah. Just stuff. Marking.â
âYouâre a teacher,â you conclude, rising to stand. âWhat do you teach?â
Hob stands to his feet after you, tucking the papers close to his chest, looking abashed. âHistory.â
A strange, unfamiliar weight forms in your chest, climbing up and up. Laughter permeates through the airânot ridiculing, but instead genuinely charmed by the simple irony. Â
âHob Gadling, I think you and I will get on just fine.â
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âSo let me get this straight: his name is Dream of the Endless, he rules over dreams and nightmares of every living thing, is as old as the universe itself, and comes from a family of Endless, and heâs missing. Presumed kidnapped.â
With your legs outstretched before you, you cross them at the ankles, cradling your hot mug. âJust about.â
Hob wears an air of a man who just discovered how tiny his existence in this terrible universe is. You donât hold it against him. Even you struggle with existential insignificance from time to time. In this, youâre comrades.Â
Youâre tucked away in his tiny but homey kitchen. Hobâs entire flat is well-lived in, welcoming, and cosy. Compact, but each corner is cared for. Sparsely furnished in muted earthy tones and riddled with indicators of history Hob got to live through, not read about. Only essentials dot his apartment, and you love that about his home, about him. Itâs modesty borne from a long life, a realisation of how little value there is in material wealth.Â
Hob hangs his head, dragging his hand through his hair. âI miss the days when I thought it was the Devil.â
Another fleeting smile touches your lips. âI bet.â
He eyes you closely. You blow innocently into your piping hot drink to clear steam tickling over your chin and mouth. In the far corner, your coat lays draped precariously over a tiny radiator, drying.Â
âAnd you were once mortal like me but were cursed to wander between dimensions for all eternity. And if you stay in one place for too long, bad things happen to you. Eternal bad luck.â
âIn essence.âÂ
Considering the information torrent youâve unleashed on him, heâs delightfully quick on the processing. Perhaps you shouldnât be surprised. He is over six hundred years old. But Hobâs exposure to the otherworldly is spotty at best. This would be overwhelming for anyone.Â
His face slacks suddenly. âWait. Are you⌠no.â
You hover over your cup, confused by this sudden burst of confounded shock. âHob, I donât read minds.â
âAre you the Wanderer?â
Your moniker washes over you, folding its fingers around your heart, cradling it. Centuriesâentire millenniaâspent waiting to be recognised in some capacity. Finally. Every photo, drawing, and written account were eradicated, but not stories. Not memory. Not even the curse can erase what has no physical presence. Ideas, stories, dreamsâtheyâre unkillable. Dream of the Endless taught you that.Â
No matter the circumstances, it robs you of speech for a moment whenever you hear your title nowârare as it is.Â
âYouâve heard of me.â
Hobâs beaming grin is lopsided, his stare wide and eager. âYouâre⌠a fable. I mean, nans tell stories about you.â His voice pitches higher. ââIf youâre good and eat your veggies, Gary, then whenever youâre in trouble, a stranger wearing a dark coat dusted in stardust will turn up and help you.â Ha! Thatâs you. Brilliant.â
Sipping your drink, you mumble, âI do what I can sometimes.â
Hob chews over his thoughts for a contemplative minute, his grin diminishing. âBut why? After so long, after all humanity has done to you⌠why help?â
From anyone else, you would dislike the insistence to unearth a reason. To pry into wounds unhealed, waiting to be freshly torn apart. Dreamâs absence, then, punctures you afresh, hot and agonising, not the dull throb it had numbed into.Â
âWhy wouldnât I?â
Hob stares at you, silent and heartbreakingly human despite his six hundred years. In him, you see nothing but drive to understand; a hand outstretched in hopes heâs found someone to connect with after centuries.Â
âOnce, I believed I could change destiny. Break it. If I had this curse, the least I could do is help others.â The liquid inside your cup sloshes from side to side in a slow pattern. Inhaling, you ponder how best to explain the struggle, a journey you had to go on to accept your own place in this universe. âSo, once, I warned an entire village doom is oncoming. They listened. Evacuated. Elderly, children, wives and husbands and their animals. It was spring, so they couldnât travel via river due to floods. The mountain pass was already treacherous, but another storm hit in the evening. Landslide. They all died. Had I not intervened, some of them might have lived. It took my friend and I three days to bury everyone. I wanted to do it properly. I owed them as much.â
Youâre not sure if Hob is breathing. Muted, thumping sounds from the pub below fill the silence.Â
Swallowing down your pain at the recollection, you continue, âThose were the early day. After that, I learned how to pick my battles. That itâs better to save someone than no one. Sometimes itâs as simple as making sure someone makes it home safe. It's enough. It has to be.â You finally turn towards him, meeting his forlorn stare. âThey wither and die, Hobâthatâs punishment enough. I used to resent them, run from them. But not anymore.â
His adamâs apple bobs. âThatâs awfully sad. To bear that weight.â
Shifting in your seat, you shake off the gloomy atmosphere, indulging in rare curiosity yourself. âIsnât it the same for you?â
Hob blinks, clearing the shine reflecting in his eyes. âA little. But we donât see the future.â His head snaps up. âYou donât, right? See the future?âÂ
You shake your head with a faint smile, and his shoulders lump with relief. âOkay, yeah, well. For us, everything is happening too, just like everyone else, right? We only live long enough to call it history, not the present.â
Your nail scratches the rim of your cup. âYou have a point there.â
A lull settles between you. Youâve grown to appreciate silence, too. Or rather, how rare it is to sit with someone and not feel compelled to saturate the air with words. How precious the ability to rest beside someone and simply breathe is.Â
Hob is the first to speak; his inquisitiveness never subdued for long. âYou knew me when we met. How?â
âDream.â
Confusion mars his face. âHe made no mention of you.â
Despite his audible disappointment at this fact, your gaze drops to the table separating you. âNo. I suppose he wonât have.â
A restless beat, then, âWe have to find him.â
You lower the cup back onto the table. Slowly, your limbs disentangle from your comfortable, slumped position. Whatever Hob reads in your body language makes him sit up. Your elbows dig into the wooden structure beneath you, your spine straight and jaw set with unyielding firmness as you regard him. Â
âWhy?â you demand.Â
Immediate response, no uncertainty: âBecause heâs my friend, and heâs a bloody idiot.â Hobâs features soften. âBut this world needs him.â
âIâve been trying to find him for the last century. No luck. Every force in the universe has been opposing me and punishing me for trying.â
Hobâs earnest stare doesnât waver at the tart insinuation. You lean across the creaky table in a small kitchen half a world away, where the world is only as big as your hands can stretch on either side of your body.
âWould you like to help me, Hob Gadling?â
Sheer relief lines Hobâs face. âGod, yes.â
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âAnd then thereâs the hunger.â
A groan climbs up, vibrating in your throat. âI hate it. Nothing worse. You get so hungry you go quite numb. Itâs bizarre. Then thereâs the permanent headache.â
Hob looks hopeful. âNosebleeds?â
âAnd the nosebleeds.â
Hob laughs at the indignant edge in your voice, taking a generous swing of his beer. Youâve spent the last two hours precisely like this. Camped in his kitchen, discussing finer points of immortality and all the nuisances that come with it. Swapping various stories over the centuries and savouring not having to hide for once.Â
âSay, whatâs the worst way to go for you?â Hob questions, raising his beer bottle by the neck. âPeople used to be scared of decapitation, but⌠listen, not the worst. Itâs quick. Anticipation is worse, I reckon. Drowning is nasty. Fought through it the first time. Learned itâs easier to justâŚâ
He mimics gulping a breath and slumps his head to the side. âWhat about you?â He peers at you over the curved glass, sobering instantly at whatever he finds. âSorry, thatâs insensitive. I shouldnât have.â
Your words come out alien, wooden around the edges, âBurning alive. With drowning, thereâs control. Burning is just, well, you burn. Itâs slow.â
Excruciating, unending when youâre in the moment. Phantom ash coats your tongue to this day.Â
Hob dips his head sympathetically. âFire is nasty.â
âExperienced it?â
A subtle grimace. âGreat Fire of London in â66.â
It's your turn to offer him a sympathetic nod. âI walked in the aftermath with a friend. Iâm sorry.â
Whenever disaster struck, Death and Destruction were usually not far behind. Sometimes you canât help but ponder if the fire was one of the last stones that pushed Destruction to his decision. His implications back then that humanity would create a horror unlike any other were lost on you until the atomic bomb was assembled centuries later. Then, at long last, it all made sense.Â
âWhat about sleep?â Hob steers the conversation away from unpleasant history, and youâre grateful. âI donât die from it, obviously, but without sleep, things get all⌠bright, confusing, and very bloody loud.â
You sit back in your seat. âThatâs because your mind becomes untethered, and you start drifting towards Madness. Delirium's domain. Dreamâs younger sister. Be glad youâve never fully entered. Most can only reach it through drug consumption. Mortal minds are not made for trespassing there.â
Hobâs mouth rests parted, digesting the information. Heâs curious and sharp, and thereâs a particular pleasure in expanding his worldview.Â
âWhy didnât he tell me about you?â His aggravated outburst is so sudden you instinctively tense before relaxing again. Hob weaves his fingers together, looking quite put out. âI would have sought you out. Thereâs so much I could have learned from you. So much we could have shared together. Maybe⌠all this wonât have been so lonely had I only known someone like me was out there.â
A needle lodges in your throat, prickling you with emotion at his heartfelt words. In the back of your mind, you can visualise it crystal clear, all those adventures you could have shared. But unlike with all others who flowed in and out of your life, you wonât have to worry about Hob dying. He would always be there, another permanent.
âThereâs Mad Hettie,â you supply weakly.Â
Hobâs regard has sharpened, probing. âYou know what I mean,â he insists, leaning over. âAnd sheâs younger than us. Why didnât you seek me out?â
How can you articulate it? How do you explain human fault? Pettiness?Â
Swallowing thickly, you hang your head. One breath, two, then you meet his patient gaze, resolute. âBecause I was jealous.â
Disbelief colours his features, but you rush ahead before he can interrupt, âI thought about it constantly. A life where I was not cursed. Where I simply got lucky with immortality the way you did. What I would have given for it. Dream was so invested in you and your journey. I was jealous because he and the Dreaming were all I had. I fearedâŚâ
âYou didnât want him to replace you.â
You nod at his soft deduction.Â
Hob leans across the table until you have no choice but to meet him halfway. âDream wonât have kept you by his side for a thousand years if he didnât want you around, donât you think?â
His mild, comforting words compel sardonic amusement from you. âHe didnât. He banished me.â
Hob splutters, blanching. âHe what?â
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âA friend of a friend of a friend deals with the metaphysical. Well, heâs obsessed. More fitting term.â Hob hands you the card in his hand. âAnyway, he says this woman is the best necromancer in the country. Deals with any occult business for the right price. Itâll cost us a pretty penny, but sheâs the place to start.â
Johanna Constantine.Â
Life has a fine sense of irony, indeed. You thought you laid this particular hurt to rest. Centuries had passed. Yet, Edwardâs snarky grin springs back to mind instantly. His hand encompassing but firm around yours. Constantines. You failed them. You promised late Lady Johanna you would look out for her descendants, but after Edward, after Dreamâs disappearanceâŚ
âWhatâs wrong? You look like youâve seen a ghost.â
âBecause I have,â you admit in a faint, defeated breath. âBut this is a good idea. Letâs go.â
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âOi, Mickey, look at this.â
Two young men in black hoodies block your path. One wears a cap pulled low over his brow, while another glares you both down, hunched. Hob stops beside you, a quiet hiss escaping his mouth. He plasters an effortless, charming smile on his face. Modest and easy-going. Heâs good. Even you would be put at ease by the placating sincerity in it.Â
âC'mon, lads, we donât want any trouble. Weâre just here to see Miss Constantine.â
The one without a cap drags his tongue over his front teeth. âWhatcha want with Jo?â
Hob doesnât hesitate; smooth and calm. âHire.â
âSo, youâre rich-rich, eh?â The one with the cap steps up, crowding your space, glinting metal tucked in his hand, brandishing between you. âHand over the wallet, and we wonât knife you. Or your lady friend.â
You tilt your head, hands in your pockets. âPut the knife away and go.â
The two young men burst out laughing, sharing an amused look.Â
âDid ya hear her?â The one with the cap bites out. âAnd I should listen, why? âCause princess says so?â
Hob loosens anticipatory breath, tense at your side.Â
âBecause youâre friends with Constantine.â They likely all grew up on the same estate, and now theyâre playing at being her poor security. You canât imagine any Constantine taking kindly to such a gesture. Theyâre universally too proud to accept help. But Constantines are also excellent at drawing trouble their way, so this arrangement must work on some level. âYouâre looking out for her. I once had a friend who did the same for me.â
The wooden figurine in your pocket promptly becomes ten times heavier than moments earlier.Â
Mickey snorts, a deep, nasally sound. âLooking out for her? Sheâs a selfish shit.â
âYet here you are.â A soft smile pulls at the seams of your mouth. âWhich means you must know itâs real. All those nasty things in the dark she deals with. Iâm one of them.â
Their shit-eating grins dim slightly. âYouâre taking the piss. Enough with the jokes.â
The knife raises, glinting in the dim street light. So much for Hobâs suggestion you should take a shortcut.Â
âI walked this earth during an age humanity has all but forgotten.â The young man halts midstep at your calm words. âThe only thing older than me around here is this city, which Iâve seen crumble and rebuild several dozen times. So put your knife away, and go.â
This time both menâboys, theyâre barely adultsâgape at you in tense silence. Hob is as still as stone beside you.Â
You venture a step closer, then another, until the blade's tip pokes into your stomach. âI would never harm Johanna. You have my word. But if you try to use that knife as I can tell you want to, I will grab you by the scruff and drop you in a pocket dimension so dark no one will hear your screams. Not even you.â
The hand holding the knife trembles. You draw back slowly, giving the young man a gracious smile, looking towards your companion. âShall we, Hob?â
You walk past without another interruption.Â
âUh, so. Good job.â Hob begins when youâre a reasonable distance from the duo, some tension vanishing from his taut body. âI didnât have to punch anyone this time. It makes for a nice change.â
The wind flutters your coat around your legs. âAre you any good?â
His chest puffs up. âExcellent, Iâll have you know.â
Itâs not until you cross the street and the address on the printed card stares back at you that Hob pauses. âCould you do it?â
Your stride doesnât waver. âDo what?â
âTake people into different dimensions? Drop âem there.â
Thereâs a cautious note in his words, his unease tucked away but not altogether imperceptible to you.
His actual question rings loud and clear beneath the blase act. Have you done it in the past?Â
You grasp the metal handle, freezing to the touch, pulling the door open. âNever tried it.â You hesitate, shooting him a brief, humoured glance. âThey didnât know that, though.â
Tension melts from Hob with that light-hearted comment, and he smiles, stepping right after you.Â
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âWhat do you want?â
Hob glances around the room as if confused by the frank question. âTo hire you.â
Johanna Constantine inclines back in her chair, examining you both with a narrowed, cynical gaze. Sheâs a splitting image of her dead ancestorâa slim, short woman with dark brown hair and round eyes. As beautiful as Lady Johanna was. Your first glimpse of her had nearly frozen you in your tracks, and the reason for their similarities is abundantly clear.Â
Resurrection.Â
Itâs been a while since youâve encountered it. Why Death grants it to specific individuals is beyond you, nor have you ever pried into the reasons behind it. Some mortals are simply meant to do more and have another life to lead.Â
âNo shit. What for?â Her attention snaps to you, further narrowing, bristling when your stares clash. âSorry, but why are you staring at me?â
Thereâs no reason to lie, so you donât. âItâs been a while since Iâve met a Constantine.â
Johannaâs finely-shaped brows hitch up. âYouâve met a lot of us, have you?â she mutters snidely.Â
Youâre unfazed by her tone. âMost.â You exhale deeply, surprised by how difficult this is. âYou remind me of him.â
âWho?â
In your peripheral, you see Hob slant in your direction as well. In the dimly lit, cramped office space, thereâs a sense the darkness will reflect whatever you divulge.
âEdward Constantine.âÂ
Johannaâs proud cast cracks slightly. âThatâs my⌠who are you?â
Regret. For having failed her up to this point. Itâs clear Johanna is doing well for herself and is a powerful sorcerer the way all her ancestors were, but this is personal neglect. âYou already know who I am. Was it the stories? Edward told me he would pass them onto his ancestors.â
The brunette's jaw flutters, her gaze glazed. âNo. Youâre fucking with me.â
You keep your expression open, your mouth resting in a gentle slant.
âHello, Johanna. Iâm the Wanderer.â
Harsh denial and irritation spark to life instantly. âYouâre a storyâa fairytale.â
âArenât we all?â
She scoffs, shaking her head, but her eyes wonât drift from you for a split second, pulling apart every detail.Â
âMy mum used to tell me stories about you every night.â Some melancholic childhood nostalgia seizes her for scant few seconds, and then Johanna schools herself with a faint sneer. âShe said I had to be good because one day, Wanderer will knock on our door and take me on an adventure. Some stories depict you as a woman, others as a man or everything in between. Others say youâre no human at all. But a God cursed to wear human skin and prowl forever in starlight.â
You hear the bitterness in her words; a childhood hope crushed when she was forced to grow up, her childhood hero absent. Hopes of grand adventures dashed. How long before you became no more than another figment lost with her girlhood? Once, you were a significant part of her familyâs history.Â
âSome truth to it,â you say. âOne has to get creative about disguises. Everything must serve you, or nothing will.â
In this dark, cramped office, itâs as if Johanna is not entirely sure what to make of you. If she can or should trust your presence here. âThe benevolent stranger,â she muses. âThose stories used to make me laugh. A load of waffle.â
âYouâre lying,â you say kindly. âIâm sorry I didnât get to meet you sooner. But Iâm here now, and we need your help.â
Johanna huffs, the fiercely unhappy sound reverberating. âWhy should I? Youâre nothing to me.â
Hob, who sat patiently beside you, interjects with a dry, âBecause weâre paying you. A lot.â
Johanna pushes to her feet, her palms pressing into the table. âMaybe I donât care to work for two mugs.â
âHey! Rude,â Hob exclaims.Â
âSit down, Johanna Constantine.â
Silence barbs the room at your quiet, point-blank words. Johanna straightens from her momentarily frozen position, her expression pinching with barely veiled chagrin.Â
âIs that meant to intimidate me?â she demands, crossing her arms.Â
âNo,â you say plainly. You direct your gaze back towards the vacated chair. âIâm asking you to listen. Please sit.â
Johanna doesnât. She stands rigid, arms crossed, strong and proud, proving a point. You let her. If anything, the unyielding, stubborn edge brings back fond memories. Perhaps thatâs why youâve taken such a shine to her bloodlineâConstantines donât bow; others bow to them.Â
Hob shifts, visibly uncomfortable in his seat, while the silence persists.Â
âFine,â Johanna finally spits out, grinding her delicate jaw. Yanking back the chair, she drops onto it heavily. âWhat are you searching for?â
You donât comment on your little standoff.Â
âNot a what, a who.â You pretend to miss the glimmer of intrigue now lurking in her regard. âHe goes by many names, but in modern society, he would be known as the Sandman.â
Johanna snorts. âSandman. Wait, are you being proper serious? Right.â
You donât share in her amusement. âA hundred years ago, he disappeared from his realm and did not return.â Johannaâs snide smile falls away at the tangible heaviness tucked in your words. âSince then, your world has suffered the consequences of his absence. Encephalitis lethargica. Ring any bells? Persistent nightmares? Restless sleep? Heâs alive, but heâs most likely been warded. Heavily. Unfortunately, I have no magical abilities myself. I canât locate him.â
Johannaâs trimmed fingernails tap on the table, homour long since forgotten. âWhy not ask a witch for help?â
A humourless smile graces your face. âI have. Several. It⌠didnât work out.âÂ
Too weak, traitors, or those who simply refused to help. No mortal witch is as powerful as the Three, and after they turned you away, you accepted that was a dead end.Â
âAnd you expect me to get involved despite what you just told me?â Johanna poses sarcastically.Â
âYes,â you reply, unblinking. Her tapping ceases. âBecause itâs the right thing to do.â
Clicking her tongue, the other woman purses her mouth, biting amusement coming back full force. âI thought you knew my lot. Weâre all selfish and self-obsessed. Or so they say.â
âYou are,â you agree without hesitation, and her brows rise scornfully. âBut you also do the right thing when it matters most. Look, does anything spring to mind? Anything that might not have been in the papers. Anything your family might have observed? Written down? Just tell us this much, and weâll leave.âÂ
Youâre not sure what passes between you. Eye to eye, you view each other with a strangerâs wariness, but underlying history neither can entirely ignore.Â
This time, when Johanna stands, she pins you down with a no-nonsense glare. âStay here.â
She heads for the adjoined room, and a small smile tugs your lips upwards.Â
Hob puffs out a breath, hands on his thighs, mouthing so lightly his lips scarcely move. âGuess this means sheâs helping us after all.â
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âIâm only doing this so you two fuck off.â
âWe gathered,â Hob mutters.Â
Johanna drops a thick volume onto the table, sending pencils and pens rattling in their plastic holders. Hobâs flat stare borders on comical, but your attention goes to the book. Youâve seen one of these in the past. Not faded with age as it is nowâold Constantine family journals. Youâre amazed to see this one intact.Â
Johanna flips through the pages with efficient ease, stopping halfway. The spine creaks when she spreads the book open fully, tapping on a faded newspaper clipping portraying an older man. Strong, once handsome square features, but cruel, empty eyes.
âRoderick Burgess. They called him the Demon King.â Johanna flips to the next page, and Hob moves the table lamp closer, shining it over yellowed parchment. âA hundred years ago, the old bastard had a sudden turn in fortune. Some began whispering that he was consorting with demons. But good olâ Burgess himself boasted that he had the Devil locked up in his basement.â
Devil? Your brows knit, a tingle racing down your spine. Could it be?Â
âBet that made him real popular with the locals,â Hob jokes from your right.Â
Johanna hesitates over turning the page. âHe was rich, so no one cared.â
Your fingertips trace the flowing script discussing Burgessâ parties and his company. âWas his power true?â you question curiously.Â
âHe supposedly had some skill.â Johanna flips several pages in succession, pointing at another faded photograph. âHe was the one who founded the Order of Ancient Mysteries. And another interesting thing.â
She tugs free a cutout between pages at the back, unruffling it for a clear view. âMagdalenes Grimoire was reported stolen from the museum around the same time.â
âSo he stole it,â Hob concludes, peering at you questioningly. âAnd used it toâŚwhat? Capture Dream?â
No, itâs not so simple. Capturing an Endless is comparable to capturing a hurricane using a butterfly net with holes. Itâs the one aspect of this problem thatâs never made sense. Who could capture an Endless, and what power did they employ for such a deed?
Deliberative sound hums from Johanna. âIf the cookbook has spells strong enough in it, maybe. Here in the darkness.âÂ
You flinch. Your palm clumsily hits the table, body shuddering. Hobâs arm shots out, steadying you by the forearm.
âAre you alright?âÂ
Sucking in a breath, you blink rapidly, rubbing your chest with a frown. To your left, a rain-dotted window reveals a vacant street shrouded in darkness, nothing else.Â
You thoughtâ
No.Â
Youâre just being stupid. There is no way you just feltâ
âYeah, sorry,â you mumble, physically shucking off your frazzled thoughts. âWhat happened to Roderick?â
Johanna hops her attention from you to Hob, then back to you. âHe died. What else? His son, Alex, inherited everything.â
Curling your fingers, you straighten your shoulders. Your hands slip into your pockets, locking around a wooden figurine andâ
The pebble rubs into your palm, over and over. Is it warmer? Itâs been icy to the touch for centuries but nowâÂ
Realising both Hob and Johanna are watching you patiently, you drop the pebble, clearing your throat deliberately.Â
âWe need to find him. Can you get us an address?â you ask.Â
Sheâs sceptical, but the thrill, the desire to spit in dangerâs face, propels her forward. âAnd your plan is to, what?â
You share a glance with Hob. Innocently, you say, âWeâre going to survey this Devil Alex Burgess supposedly has locked in his basement.â
Johanna perks up with open interest for the first time since you arrived. âSurvey, eh? Sounds like fun.â
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On your lengthy trek back to Hobâs flat, he asks, âHave you everâŚ?â
A gnawing pain ricochets through your chest. âYeah.â
Hob appears crushed at your strangled admission, his voice gentle and kind, âOkay.â
.
âHow does it work?â
âHm?â
Hob hands you a wet plate, and you dry it mindlessly, so lost in your thoughts that his question doesnât register at first. He invited you to stay for dinner, and perhaps itâs how simple and comfortable it is with him, but you chose to stay. Selfishly so, perhaps.Â
Muted kitchen light washes over Hobâs profile, his hands stuck in the soapy sink water. He picks up another plate.Â
âYou told me you jump through dimensions.â
You suppose itâs not something one hears every day. Drying the last plate, you place it on the counter, striding towards the fridge wedged in the corner. Skewered on top is a fresh crop of homework in desperate need of marking. You rifle through the pile to find spare paper. Hob doesnât impede you, and you wonder if that means something, too, that youâve only known each other several days, but he permits you this familiarity.Â
You wriggle your fingers in his direction. âPass me that pencil.â
Hob dries his hands, doing so without a word. You head towards the table where your drinks still stand, half unfinished. âOkay, so. Imagine this piece of paper is our world.â
You hold a blank paper in your outstretched palm.Â
Hob stares. âItâs flat?â
âNo,â you retort, pinching your nose to hide your crooked grin. âDimensions are⌠difficult to explain. You have to experience it. Itâs honestly more like a rubber band ball. I just pull on each individual band to jump places.â
You pick up a second sheet, holding it over the first, resuming your explanation, âImagine this sheet is another dimension. They overlap. Everything, everywhere, is constantly overlapping. Sudden death? It happens because humans end up in the wrong place at the wrong time. Dimensional overlaps walked in on at the wrong time can kill you instantly.â
Hob picks up his bear, listening attentively. âIs that why you feel so heavy in certain places? Like you shouldnât be there.â
You nod approvingly. âExactly.â Pinching the pencil, you hold the two sheets together, thrusting the pencil clean through the middle. The page rips, the pencil lodged in the middle. You tap on the protruding tip. âSo, this is me.â
Hob looks positively horrified. âThat looks⌠painful.â
âIt is. Human bodies arenât made for it. Thatâs the point. Itâs gotten better. I learned a lot. Time patterns mostly.â
Hob follows your fingers while you scribble random combinations. Numbers that make sense to anyone but you. âThere are ways to⌠suppress it. I did a lot of testing. How long can I keep the curse at bay? How long can I linger in a single stay? How long do I go away before I can come back to reset the curse? If physical or emotional stimuli influence it. The waking world, or the human world to you, is the worst affected because I was once human. Beings from other realms are not so easily impacted.â
Intrigue lines his face, attempting to discern what youâve written on the ripped paper. âHow come?â
âBecause the curse is human in origin,â you tell him bluntly. You werenât sure at first because it seemed like magic too powerful for any sorcerer or witch to accomplish casually. âThere are beings out there far older than humanity. With the other Endless, for example, it tends to be mostly bad luck contained to me. Periodically it leads to almost death, but their power is far greater than the curse, so it doesnât affect them the same way it would a mortal. Essentially, with humanity, the curse spreads outwards. With the Endless, it draws inwards, to me.â
Hob mulls over those words silently, tugging on his earlobe while he does so. He does that often. A habit youâve come to associate with him since your first conversation. Subconscious but endearing. Does he do it while he teaches too?Â
âBut not⌠the Dreaming,â Hob says in deep thought. âWhy is that an exception?â
âI have theories,â you admit, tapping the pencil rhythmically. âBut only one can confirm them. And heâs about as likely to give me answers as Iâm likely to run down the Tower Bridge naked.â
Hob chortles, nearly choking on his beer. âYou bloody well could and then just pop out for a hundred years.â He hesitates. âNo family then? No⌠lover?â
You doodleâa breathtaking island where people once wandered in their dreams. âIf I had a family, I donât remember them. As for lovers...â
A slight catch in your voice doesnât escape his heed.Â
âHim?â Hob prompts quietly, knowingly.Â
No reply, yet you both share in a compassionate moment of mute understanding.
âHow about you?â you wonder.Â
At long last, a chip in Hobâs amiable armour appears. âHad a wife and a son. They both died.â He swallows down his pain, and you know all too well what thatâs like. âOccasional lover now and again, nothing permanent, though.â
âIâm sorry, Hob.â
He shrugs, but traces of hurt remain. âIt was a long time ago.â
âYouâre brave,â you tell him, lowering the pencil. âIâve seen what grief can do to people.â
âI do it for them,â he says suddenly, breathing out deeply. You canât help but mutely ponder if this is the first time heâs admitted it to anyone, even himself. âTo have a gift like this and waste it? Nah. Only a mug would. Gotta experience it all. Live for them.â
Dreamâs fascination with Hob finally makes sense. You should have known he would be special, but to experience it for yourself is different. âStill want to live then?â
To your unspoken surprise, Hob doesn't rush to respond. He instead deliberates for a while.Â
âIâve seen terrible things, done terrible things Iâm ashamed of to this day. Always will be. Iâve loved and lost. A lot. But Iâve found new reasons to go on through it all.â A toothy, happy smile splits his face. âItâs gorgeous out there, isnât it? Iâm in love with all of itâgood and bad. What?â
âNothing,â you say softly, watching him fondly. âItâs late. I should head back.â
Hob hurries to his feet when you rise, tucking your coat closer around your body. âThereâs a spare room here,â he suggests hurriedly. âYou can stay. Youâre always most welcome to stay.â
You instinctively seek your tokens. Smooth, loved wood and a warm pebble. âThank you, Hob. It means a great deal to me. But itâs better if I go. Iâll need to return often for the search, so better reduce the strain with as many gaps as possible.â
You pivot on your heels, heading towards the door. Hob pursues you several paces behind.Â
âBut Iâm like you,â he argues. âMaybe it doesnât influence me the same way.âÂ
His words die off when you level him with a heavy, pained look.Â
Too many times. Youâve risked and hoped and believed too many times. You like him, and it would break you immediately if you had to lose someone else right now. Youâre hanging on by sheer will alone. Cut off. No Dream, no Corinthian, no Endless. Youâve never felt more alone. If it werenât for Lucienne and Merv, you might have gone insane, lost yourself completely. Just this once, you want to have something happy to look towards.Â
âIâll be back in two days,â you say reassuringly.
You turn the handle, but Hob speaks before you can leave. âI used to think Iâm the loneliest man in the world. But then you came along.â In the small hall, you survey each other with equal fascination. âHow do you bear it?â
Your head slants backwards, viewing lines in his ceiling.Â
âBecause of people like you,â you tell him frankly. âYou inspire me. Remind me why Iâm here. Why I help. You asked me earlier if I miss Dream. I do. But I see him in everything. In everyone. Hopes and dreams that make humanity so beautiful. Your love for life is a gift, Hob. Never lose it.â
His head hangs low, raw emotion crumpling his features as he nods shakily. You head outside without further ado, strolling down the stairs. Youâre not surprised to hear a second set of footsteps join you moments later.Â
âI gave it some thought,â Hob calls out behind you. âAbout why Dream didnât tell me about you.â
Because Iâm nothing to him. Because he only ever put up with me. Youâre a wonder, Hob Gadling, and Iâm a curse meant to plague this Earth.Â
âItâs just the way he is.â
Your footsteps echo, beating on the creaking wood underfoot.Â
âNah. You got it all wrong,â Hob retorts in a singsong voice. Pushing the door outside, you enter the cool night together, drizzle still present from the earlier deluge. âYou assume he didnât tell me because he doesnât care about you. But the way I see it, itâs the exact opposite.â
His words force you to a halt, but your back stays turned to him. A rumbling chuckle fills the air, as if this sudden epiphany is giving Hob some private happiness. âAfter everything you told me about your curse, I think youâre the one he cares about the most. Maybe not telling me was him being a little selfish. Just this once, he didnât want to share you with the universe.â
What can you possibly say in reply? So terribly you wish it were true. What would it be like to know itâs not apathy to your mere existence but deep, slightly selfish care, an unwillingness to be parted from you driving Dream? To be instead cherished and preferred. Wanted.Â
Wanderer, you are henceforth banished from the Dreaming. Take your secrets and your curse, and begone.
Your fists clench so painfully that your shoulders curve inwards. âYouâre gonna like this part,â you tell him, your words shaky as you peer at the man lingering in the doorway.Â
Hobâs brows draw inwards. âWhat?â
Forcing a smile, you shove your hands into your pockets and snap away with a crack.Â
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Sun hasnât shone in the Dreaming in over a hundred years.Â
You miss it.Â
The bridge is precarious to thread on, so you attempt to land in or near the castle nowadays. Youâve honed your skill further in the last century, inch by agonising inch. The curse trashes inside your chest, settling as your physical body follows, adjusting to a new realm.Â
The Gatekeepers do not move at your approach. Theyâre now no more than stone, chipping apart like everything else.Â
Your lonely trek up the staircase is silent, the castle entrance looming. For a realm once so bursting with sound and life, thereâs now only absence. The first time you noticed that overbearing emptiness, something in you shattered to pieces. But as you head deeper inside, a distant echo of Lucienneâs voice reaches your ears. Folding your coat closer around yourself, you formulate your words inside your head.
âLucienne,â you start, attempting to inject lightness into your voice. âThis lead is different. I can feelââ
You stumble to a stop, a partially granulated pillar revealing a lithe, dark figure perched on the staircase. Lucienneâs head swivels in your direction as the figure on the stairs stretches to his full height at your entry.Â
Blood pounds so deafeningly inside your head that you donât hear your strangled breaths. Heat licks all over, pounding through your veins. Itâs some sick joke, some awful sick jokeâ
He canât be here. Over a hundred and seventy years you hadnât seen Dream of the Endless. Last time you stood just like this, and he had told you to leave, go, and not come back untilâ
There are no words for the look he bestows you with. For itâs not a look any mortal could ever give. Itâs so devastatingly endless, gentle and brutal all at once that it strips your heart to ribbons. Itâs as if he takes apart atoms making up your body and lovingly slots them back together, fusing them anew. He views you through dimensions, planes, and every measure and grain of time. He sees in you the beginning and end of all things. In one pulsing look, you live and die and are reborn again a billion times.
Dreamâs stare flicks down your body, the coatâ
His coat.Â
Something hot pulses through the air, tingling your chilled, clammy skin.Â
His hand stretches towards you. âWanderer.â
You rip yourself away from the Dreaming in a single breath.Â
an: I know a few might be a lil disappointed at the lack of Dream (and Corinthian) in this chapter, but Sandman is a story about stories, and I suppose this is my personal tribute to Neil's wonderful work. A chapter about stories and the power of storytelling. How much it can inspire and connect people. Trust me, though, the next chapter will be đ Hope you enjoyed it!!!
and sorry for the mistakes. It's almost 3am here, and I wrote 5k of this in one sitting + editing. with English not being my native language, I always find editing to be a pain. love you!!!
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