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Dream’s 1589 outfit in The Sandman ep. 06 — requested by anonymous
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Behind the dream lurks a nightmare…
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the corinthian: do you know why i do it? so i can taste what it’s like to be human. and you don’t care about humanity. you only care about yourself, and your realm and your rules.
morpheus: i contain the entire collective unconscious. without my rules, it would consume me. humanity would be consumed.
the corinthian: or you might actually feel something.
not gonna lie.. the corinthian gagged him a little bit:
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the corinthian: do you know why i do it? so i can taste what it’s like to be human. and you don’t care about humanity. you only care about yourself, and your realm and your rules.
morpheus: i contain the entire collective unconscious. without my rules, it would consume me. humanity would be consumed.
the corinthian: or you might actually feel something.
not gonna lie.. the corinthian gagged him a little bit:
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I saw Cori and Wanderer went to the Dreamfall for a bit, do you mind writing a drabble for that? I think it would be so cute.
If you don't have time is ok
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*ੈ✩‧₊˚ dreamfalling into nightmares.
pairing: the corinthian & f!reader (wanderer), background dream of the endless x f!reader
summary: “We’ll remember each other forever at this rate.”
wc: 1.9k+
notes: been missing them hours, so this was a joy to write.
series masterlist | ao3 |
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The knock comes promptly after sunset. 
Tugging the door open to your private room, you discover a tall, handsome, grinning nightmare in your doorway, a hand propped against the frame. Corinthian’s appearance has not changed since earlier this afternoon when he found you napping in Fiddler’s Green. Pale clothes clad his body, and dark glasses conceal his eyes from everyone, even you. 
“Why, hello there,” he greets in a drawl, a dimple creasing his cheek.
Your grin matches Corinthian’s—sly, biting, certainly fond in your case. 
“A punctual nightmare,” you say playfully, opening the door wider to permit him entry. “What a pleasant surprise.”
“Oh, I’m full of those,” Corinthian retorts, strolling inside. 
He examines your room methodically, everything from the bed to the wooden table slotted in the corner, halting only once, on the windowsill. No—he snags on the object placed as a silent protector over your space. His figurine of himself. His Dreamfall present. A nightmare watching over someone’s dreams. Perhaps ironic—no, certainly ironic, but you don’t dare to speak while he ambles over, his finger lightly brushing over the figurine’s head. 
“Ready for the celebration, I assume,” he voices suddenly. “You dressed up. That’s nice. He’s going to love… that.”
“It was implied I should,” you reply. “Something about being the guest of honour.”
Corinthian steps away, his arm dropping back to his side with a faint hum. “More than that, troublemaker,” he says, turning to face you with a crooked grin. “Why you’re the first ever.”
Your brows wrinkle. “First… guest? Wait, you mean no one has been invited to Dreamfall before?”
Corinthian huffs a breath as if your lack of knowledge is deeply amusing to him. “Do you imagine Dream has many friends? His family has attended in the past, or so I heard. Predates you or me, though.”
Warm heat unruffles inside your stomach, a sunbeam crawling through your body and heart. A tiny smile graces your face, and Corinthian appears all the more amused for it. His arm slots behind his back, extending another your way, bent at the elbow.
“My mission is to escort the honoured guest tonight.”
Grinning, you reach to hook your arms, falling to his side effortlessly as he leads you across the room and outside. “Here, I reasoned you enjoy spending time with your favourite mortal.”
His scoff is scornful, biting but amused. “Perish the thought. I can’t stand you.”
Chuckling, you shove your shoulder against his. Evidence of his smirk gets swallowed by shadows as you walk together. Cutting across the winding, silent corridors, you can’t help but be grateful for his presence. For the way, he’s a treacherous, conniving shadow a step behind you at all times. 
“Thank you for coming with me,” you whisper. “Even if you didn’t want to and Dream ordered you.”
The golden-haired nightmare glances your way, says nothing, and then continues your steady trek. You're about to question him on the odd behaviour when he speaks: 
“He didn’t order me,” he responds, pursing his mouth to a point his nose wrinkles. “Dream asked the pumpkin to escort you. As if I would let that happen.”
Floaty smugness swells in your chest, your features alighting with barely suppressed glee. He’s as good as admitting the notion of anyone else escorting you is some imaginary slight against him. There’s no doubt in your mind it’s a matter of pride. Merv and Corinthian had never gotten along, much the same way Lucienne and Corinthian have never seen eye to eye. Now that you consider it closely, you realise you’ve never seen the nightmare getting along with anyone. Ever. Others tolerate him, but Corinthian carries himself with unbridled air of self-importance and haughtiness. With each step taken, Corinthian asserts he’s the best, most masterfully crafted, and he’s not even slightly modest about being Dream’s most superlative creation. 
“How sweet. I’ll be sure to ask Merv a dance to make sure he’s not feeling left out.”
Corinthian’s expression rearranges into a slight grimace at your nonchalant words. He makes a point of not gracing that with a response, and you have difficulty biting back your gleeful grin. 
Outside the castle, the views are otherworldly. Magical doesn’t do it justice. Dreaming has always had a life of its own; a beating, pulsing core of pure imagination, making anything possible here. If you can only think of it, it’s real. There are no limits, no too much, only freedom. 
But Dreamfall…
A gasp slips past your parted lips the second you exit the castle. Preparations have been ongoing for three days now—with most bustling activity stretching from dawn to nightfall—but seeing it upon completion now robs you of breath. 
Will-o’-wisps float aimlessly through the pleasant night air; trees, paths, buildings and most available surfaces sit covered in warm, gauzy lights. Flower blooms have been twined around bannisters leading everywhere, and you spot tiny fae-like creatures napping and playing on the bright, lustrous petals. Dust sprinkles from their wings while they dance, and you chuckle under your breath, eyes skipping everywhere so you don’t miss anything. 
Corinthian slowly leads you to the castle courtyard, letting you absorb the magnificent sights as you go. But when you finally arrive, you hardly recognise what you’re looking at. What was once the courtyard has now become an open-air ballroom. Hundreds of dreams and nightmares have packed into the space; outside the castle parameter, you see thousands more: bonfires and glowing tables as far as the eye can see. Birds and winged creators take up celebration in the starlit skies above. And it is when the music hits you; light, dreamy, joyful. Tonight there are smiles and drinks everywhere. 
Dream’s creations are here to be celebrated—to celebrate themselves, and your heart inflates with happiness for them, soft and warming from within. Some are horned, winged, or scaly. Creatures that barely resemble human shapes are wherever you glance. Their skins vary from white to purpose to yellow and all the hues between. Their eyes are many, few, or none in sight. They communicate in growls, high-pitched whispers or companionable silences. Some resemble wraiths, others merfolk, while several take on faery forms. There are females and males and those who hold no gender, for they come from realms even you have not broached yet, where mortal logic does not apply or is necessary. 
This is a mirror of life. Dreams and nightmares reflect the universal whole. And you’re helplessly in love with everything within the vicinity. 
“Don’t you look besotted,” Corinthian draws, making you jump from your musings. “Shouldn’t you be running screaming?”
As if. 
You squeeze his arm closer. “This is incredible.” 
Corinthian follows after you when you drag him towards the buzzing crowds, weaving in between different dreams and nightmares. Tables litter the courtyard, drinks and food laid for all to feast upon. Half of it looks foreign, and the other half you would worry about putting in your mouth were you not cursed. 
Some dreams are dancing to your left. Instinctively, you almost skip towards them, loosening your hold on Corinthian to grasp his hand instead. 
“Come on!”
His grip constricts, making you glance towards him, but he only nods his head to your right. You follow his line of sight. 
Dream of the Endless sits on a makeshift throne of carved alabaster, Jessamy perched on top. It may not be as exquisite as his throne inside the castle, but he is nevertheless a sight to behold. Dream fits it perfectly, regal and subtly imposing the way only Endless could be. Tonight his black robes seem blacker than any ink, blacker than the darkest edge of the universe. Stars glimmer inside his collar, flickering flames licking the blackened material where his coat pools by his feet. 
His attention is already on you when your eyes meet, piercing and hooded, honing in on you through the busy throng of his creations as if you’re the only one present. Over Corinthian’s body, you offer Dream a subdued but warm smile, inclining your head, giving tribute to the Dream Lord on the night all living beings capable of dreams do. 
His head lowers marginally in your direction. 
Pressing closer to the nightmare you’re still holding onto, you prop your chin against his chest. “Dance?”
Corinthian’s head falls back towards you, listening, but his attention does not stray from his foray into observing his indirect kin surrounding you. It’s then you notice the cold, sneering way his face has contorted. Several individuals in the crowd are eyeing you with subdued suspicion and dislike. 
No, eyeing him. You with him. Many in the crowd are known to you—through association or because you were there for their creation. Even more are known by name, by their stories. But it’s then, holding onto your friend, that his earlier words crawl back to the forefront of your mind. 
Surely you’ve noticed? How many others around here look like me? Like you?
None. In a crowd of thousands—each more fantastical than the last—you two are the most unconventional sight. You stick out due to your sheer humanity. Due to your curse and wrongness in a land of plenty and wonder, but Corinthian…
The first time I became aware of my existence, I saw two things. Him, Dream of the Endless, my creator, and… you.
Crafted for humanity, a macabre reflection of them, a masterpiece for you. 
“Let’s dance,” you say, curving your fingers tighter around his. “It would be a shame not to give them a show with all their ogling.”
Corinthian perks up at your quieter addition, his fingers curling near possessively around yours in return. Cool but firm to the touch. 
“Now, that doesn’t sound very nice,” he hums, tugging you towards the dancing crowd. “Whatever would Dream say?”
I don’t care. No one looks at you like you’re wrong. Like you shouldn’t be here with me. You were the first—the first I saw made, the first I said ‘hello’ to, the first one I loved. You’ve always been mine, and you belong here, with me. 
An airy laugh slips free from you, “Don’t care.”
His eyebrows jump up, wiggling. “Rebellious.”
He sounds far too delighted by the notion. He lifts his arm, and you hold onto him, spinning in a slow, uncoordinated circle. 
“Says you. You’re the worst.”
He drags you closer, chest to chest, his teeth bared in a wicked, feral manner. He’s a nightmare. He will always be an entirety of chaos when left unchecked. But right now, Corinthian is merely here, celebrated and deserving of celebration the way all of Dream’s creations deserve tonight. 
“Oh, I know,” he exhales, dragging out the words with deliberate slowness and a guileful grin. 
You quirk a challenging brow just as another melody splits through the Dreaming, spinning a new dream for all those celebrating. 
“Remember the steps?” you challenge. “Just how I taught you.”
“I remember everything,” he reminds, a touch sardonically. 
“So do I,” you shoot back bitingly. “We’ll remember each other forever at this rate.”
The nightmare’s arm settles around your waist, his hair glowing from the hazy lights and the dreams appearing in the inky skies above—ready for their fall, their journey here, back home. 
Corinthian doesn’t smile this time. In his dark sunglasses, you only glimpse a ripple of yourself reflecting from him. “I’m counting on it, trouble.”
And then the nightmare spins you into a dizzying, euphoric circle that’s all but endless. 
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an: I have such a deep-seated fondness for them. hope you enjoyed this. it's nice to write something happy after the last two chapters & overall a very meh day dealing with ten different mentally and emotionally draining things. hope this was able to give you all some much-needed comfort, and I'm sending anyone having a hard time rn all the love in the world 💕
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I saw Cori and Wanderer went to the Dreamfall for a bit, do you mind writing a drabble for that? I think it would be so cute.
If you don't have time is ok
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*ੈ✩‧₊˚ dreamfalling into nightmares.
pairing: the corinthian & f!reader (wanderer), background dream of the endless x f!reader
summary: “We’ll remember each other forever at this rate.”
wc: 1.9k+
notes: been missing them hours, so this was a joy to write.
series masterlist | ao3 |
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The knock comes promptly after sunset. 
Tugging the door open to your private room, you discover a tall, handsome, grinning nightmare in your doorway, a hand propped against the frame. Corinthian’s appearance has not changed since earlier this afternoon when he found you napping in Fiddler’s Green. Pale clothes clad his body, and dark glasses conceal his eyes from everyone, even you. 
“Why, hello there,” he greets in a drawl, a dimple creasing his cheek.
Your grin matches Corinthian’s—sly, biting, certainly fond in your case. 
“A punctual nightmare,” you say playfully, opening the door wider to permit him entry. “What a pleasant surprise.”
“Oh, I’m full of those,” Corinthian retorts, strolling inside. 
He examines your room methodically, everything from the bed to the wooden table slotted in the corner, halting only once, on the windowsill. No—he snags on the object placed as a silent protector over your space. His figurine of himself. His Dreamfall present. A nightmare watching over someone’s dreams. Perhaps ironic—no, certainly ironic, but you don’t dare to speak while he ambles over, his finger lightly brushing over the figurine’s head. 
“Ready for the celebration, I assume,” he voices suddenly. “You dressed up. That’s nice. He’s going to love… that.”
“It was implied I should,” you reply. “Something about being the guest of honour.”
Corinthian steps away, his arm dropping back to his side with a faint hum. “More than that, troublemaker,” he says, turning to face you with a crooked grin. “Why you’re the first ever.”
Your brows wrinkle. “First… guest? Wait, you mean no one has been invited to Dreamfall before?”
Corinthian huffs a breath as if your lack of knowledge is deeply amusing to him. “Do you imagine Dream has many friends? His family has attended in the past, or so I heard. Predates you or me, though.”
Warm heat unruffles inside your stomach, a sunbeam crawling through your body and heart. A tiny smile graces your face, and Corinthian appears all the more amused for it. His arm slots behind his back, extending another your way, bent at the elbow.
“My mission is to escort the honoured guest tonight.”
Grinning, you reach to hook your arms, falling to his side effortlessly as he leads you across the room and outside. “Here, I reasoned you enjoy spending time with your favourite mortal.”
His scoff is scornful, biting but amused. “Perish the thought. I can’t stand you.”
Chuckling, you shove your shoulder against his. Evidence of his smirk gets swallowed by shadows as you walk together. Cutting across the winding, silent corridors, you can’t help but be grateful for his presence. For the way, he’s a treacherous, conniving shadow a step behind you at all times. 
“Thank you for coming with me,” you whisper. “Even if you didn’t want to and Dream ordered you.”
The golden-haired nightmare glances your way, says nothing, and then continues your steady trek. You're about to question him on the odd behaviour when he speaks: 
“He didn’t order me,” he responds, pursing his mouth to a point his nose wrinkles. “Dream asked the pumpkin to escort you. As if I would let that happen.”
Floaty smugness swells in your chest, your features alighting with barely suppressed glee. He’s as good as admitting the notion of anyone else escorting you is some imaginary slight against him. There’s no doubt in your mind it’s a matter of pride. Merv and Corinthian had never gotten along, much the same way Lucienne and Corinthian have never seen eye to eye. Now that you consider it closely, you realise you’ve never seen the nightmare getting along with anyone. Ever. Others tolerate him, but Corinthian carries himself with unbridled air of self-importance and haughtiness. With each step taken, Corinthian asserts he’s the best, most masterfully crafted, and he’s not even slightly modest about being Dream’s most superlative creation. 
“How sweet. I’ll be sure to ask Merv a dance to make sure he’s not feeling left out.”
Corinthian’s expression rearranges into a slight grimace at your nonchalant words. He makes a point of not gracing that with a response, and you have difficulty biting back your gleeful grin. 
Outside the castle, the views are otherworldly. Magical doesn’t do it justice. Dreaming has always had a life of its own; a beating, pulsing core of pure imagination, making anything possible here. If you can only think of it, it’s real. There are no limits, no too much, only freedom. 
But Dreamfall…
A gasp slips past your parted lips the second you exit the castle. Preparations have been ongoing for three days now—with most bustling activity stretching from dawn to nightfall—but seeing it upon completion now robs you of breath. 
Will-o’-wisps float aimlessly through the pleasant night air; trees, paths, buildings and most available surfaces sit covered in warm, gauzy lights. Flower blooms have been twined around bannisters leading everywhere, and you spot tiny fae-like creatures napping and playing on the bright, lustrous petals. Dust sprinkles from their wings while they dance, and you chuckle under your breath, eyes skipping everywhere so you don’t miss anything. 
Corinthian slowly leads you to the castle courtyard, letting you absorb the magnificent sights as you go. But when you finally arrive, you hardly recognise what you’re looking at. What was once the courtyard has now become an open-air ballroom. Hundreds of dreams and nightmares have packed into the space; outside the castle parameter, you see thousands more: bonfires and glowing tables as far as the eye can see. Birds and winged creators take up celebration in the starlit skies above. And it is when the music hits you; light, dreamy, joyful. Tonight there are smiles and drinks everywhere. 
Dream’s creations are here to be celebrated—to celebrate themselves, and your heart inflates with happiness for them, soft and warming from within. Some are horned, winged, or scaly. Creatures that barely resemble human shapes are wherever you glance. Their skins vary from white to purpose to yellow and all the hues between. Their eyes are many, few, or none in sight. They communicate in growls, high-pitched whispers or companionable silences. Some resemble wraiths, others merfolk, while several take on faery forms. There are females and males and those who hold no gender, for they come from realms even you have not broached yet, where mortal logic does not apply or is necessary. 
This is a mirror of life. Dreams and nightmares reflect the universal whole. And you’re helplessly in love with everything within the vicinity. 
“Don’t you look besotted,” Corinthian draws, making you jump from your musings. “Shouldn’t you be running screaming?”
As if. 
You squeeze his arm closer. “This is incredible.” 
Corinthian follows after you when you drag him towards the buzzing crowds, weaving in between different dreams and nightmares. Tables litter the courtyard, drinks and food laid for all to feast upon. Half of it looks foreign, and the other half you would worry about putting in your mouth were you not cursed. 
Some dreams are dancing to your left. Instinctively, you almost skip towards them, loosening your hold on Corinthian to grasp his hand instead. 
“Come on!”
His grip constricts, making you glance towards him, but he only nods his head to your right. You follow his line of sight. 
Dream of the Endless sits on a makeshift throne of carved alabaster, Jessamy perched on top. It may not be as exquisite as his throne inside the castle, but he is nevertheless a sight to behold. Dream fits it perfectly, regal and subtly imposing the way only Endless could be. Tonight his black robes seem blacker than any ink, blacker than the darkest edge of the universe. Stars glimmer inside his collar, flickering flames licking the blackened material where his coat pools by his feet. 
His attention is already on you when your eyes meet, piercing and hooded, honing in on you through the busy throng of his creations as if you’re the only one present. Over Corinthian’s body, you offer Dream a subdued but warm smile, inclining your head, giving tribute to the Dream Lord on the night all living beings capable of dreams do. 
His head lowers marginally in your direction. 
Pressing closer to the nightmare you’re still holding onto, you prop your chin against his chest. “Dance?”
Corinthian’s head falls back towards you, listening, but his attention does not stray from his foray into observing his indirect kin surrounding you. It’s then you notice the cold, sneering way his face has contorted. Several individuals in the crowd are eyeing you with subdued suspicion and dislike. 
No, eyeing him. You with him. Many in the crowd are known to you—through association or because you were there for their creation. Even more are known by name, by their stories. But it’s then, holding onto your friend, that his earlier words crawl back to the forefront of your mind. 
Surely you’ve noticed? How many others around here look like me? Like you?
None. In a crowd of thousands—each more fantastical than the last—you two are the most unconventional sight. You stick out due to your sheer humanity. Due to your curse and wrongness in a land of plenty and wonder, but Corinthian…
The first time I became aware of my existence, I saw two things. Him, Dream of the Endless, my creator, and… you.
Crafted for humanity, a macabre reflection of them, a masterpiece for you. 
“Let’s dance,” you say, curving your fingers tighter around his. “It would be a shame not to give them a show with all their ogling.”
Corinthian perks up at your quieter addition, his fingers curling near possessively around yours in return. Cool but firm to the touch. 
“Now, that doesn’t sound very nice,” he hums, tugging you towards the dancing crowd. “Whatever would Dream say?”
I don’t care. No one looks at you like you’re wrong. Like you shouldn’t be here with me. You were the first—the first I saw made, the first I said ‘hello’ to, the first one I loved. You’ve always been mine, and you belong here, with me. 
An airy laugh slips free from you, “Don’t care.”
His eyebrows jump up, wiggling. “Rebellious.”
He sounds far too delighted by the notion. He lifts his arm, and you hold onto him, spinning in a slow, uncoordinated circle. 
“Says you. You’re the worst.”
He drags you closer, chest to chest, his teeth bared in a wicked, feral manner. He’s a nightmare. He will always be an entirety of chaos when left unchecked. But right now, Corinthian is merely here, celebrated and deserving of celebration the way all of Dream’s creations deserve tonight. 
“Oh, I know,” he exhales, dragging out the words with deliberate slowness and a guileful grin. 
You quirk a challenging brow just as another melody splits through the Dreaming, spinning a new dream for all those celebrating. 
“Remember the steps?” you challenge. “Just how I taught you.”
“I remember everything,” he reminds, a touch sardonically. 
“So do I,” you shoot back bitingly. “We’ll remember each other forever at this rate.”
The nightmare’s arm settles around your waist, his hair glowing from the hazy lights and the dreams appearing in the inky skies above—ready for their fall, their journey here, back home. 
Corinthian doesn’t smile this time. In his dark sunglasses, you only glimpse a ripple of yourself reflecting from him. “I’m counting on it, trouble.”
And then the nightmare spins you into a dizzying, euphoric circle that’s all but endless. 
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an: I have such a deep-seated fondness for them. hope you enjoyed this. it's nice to write something happy after the last two chapters & overall a very meh day dealing with ten different mentally and emotionally draining things. hope this was able to give you all some much-needed comfort, and I'm sending anyone having a hard time rn all the love in the world 💕
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Flirty x innocent which one is Dream and which one is Wanderer
Wanderer is the flirty one, but Dream is very far from innocent.
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Dream in Chapter Two: Imperfect Hosts
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──𝐭𝐨𝐝𝐚𝐲 𝐢 𝐛𝐮𝐫𝐲 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐢𝐧 𝐦𝐞 [𝐈𝐗.]
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summary: "I see him in everything."
pairing: dream of the endless x f!reader
wc: 8.3k+
warnings: angsty (but we're getting there), Dream is still Dream (absent) ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
notes: prepare for immortal trouble and make it double heh.
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PART NINE: YEAR 1021 I
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“It would sure help if you stopped falling apart for a goddamn second. Dumb bricks.”
Merv sweeps the broom over the crushed stone, his effort all but wasted when seconds later, more dust rains from the crumbling ceiling. 
You hear reprimand in Lucienne’s voice when she speaks from beside you, “Mervyn.”
A cavil sigh rumbles from the janitor’s chest. “Sorry, Loosh.”
The librarian sighs in defeated understanding, directing her attention back towards you. Seated on the damaged staircase leading to Dream’s throne, you flick another page absentmindedly. Lucienne stands before you, hands clasped behind her back while you converse. You’re the only three inhabitants remaining in the castle. Or what’s left of the once ornate marvel. 
“London, then,” Lucienne voices pointedly. 
You hum, flicking another page, sifting through the information printed. A new lead, but you’re keeping your expectations low. You’ve learned there are only so many disappointments and failures you can stomach. “Yup. It’s been twenty years. Should be interesting going back.”
Predictably, Lucienne’s concern rings loud and clear. “What if it’s no more than another false lead?”
Your mouth tightens.
“Then I find another.”
You hate giving them hope—hate it even more when you return each time, empty-handed and quelled. 
Closing the manilla folder, you tuck it under your arm, standing to your feet. Dream’s coat drags across the stone until you hit bottom, straightening. The raised collar kisses over your cheek when Lucienne grasps your forearm, rooting you in place. Her hold is firm, but the gleam reflecting behind her circled glasses is concerned, probing. 
“Wanderer. I worry for you.” Merv clears his throat loudly, steadfast in his sweeping, and Lucienne hastily adds, “We worry for you. You are not well. Whatever you are doing to contain the curse is…”
Necessary. 
There is merit to their worry, you suppose. But have you ever truly been well? Has millennia done anything but prove how helpless your situation is? You’ve turned brittle inside. Neither whole nor shattered, but some perpetual dysfunction found in being both simultaneously. Millennia. It had crept up on you. Had it not been for humanity celebrating, had it not been for magick stifling the air, it might have slipped your notice altogether. 
“I’m grateful for your concern,” you reply. Your hand ghosts over hers, calming, then you pull away. “But leave the semantics to me, Lucienne.”
“What happens if you succeed, kid?”
Both yours and Lucienne’s attention turns towards the janitor. Merv leans on his broom, frowning deeply. Despite having no discernible eyes for you to gaze into, only two carved cavities, you sense the weight behind his stare, the way his question cuts down to the bone. 
“Your meaning?” Lucienne prompts. 
Merv shoots her a knowing glance. “I mean, sure, this is all great. We’re looking for Boss and all, but…” He shrugs his shoulders awkwardly. “What happens when you find him? You’re still banished.”
The reminder scalds, slithering down your throat like liquid flame. 
Lucienne laces her fingers in front of her. “You are assuming the worst about Lord Morpheus, Mervyn.”
As her words dash against the decaying stone, you all understand they’re futile and misplaced, given the context. You’ve seen Dream at his best and his worst. The latter too many times to hold any illusions about the notion of swift forgiveness. 
“Eh, no offence, but for a good reason. Even if you have to agree.”
Merv’s purposeful words are met with telling silence from the librarian. 
“I leave.”
Both their heads snap in your direction this time. Lucienne’s bewildered expression chips at your stony demeanour. It’s heartwarming to consider she finds the notion this inconceivable. 
“You cannot.” Her shoes scuff on the throne room floor, kicking up dust. “After everything you've done for the Dreaming—”
“Merv is right,” you cut in calmly. There’s no vibrance in your voice anymore. You’re not sure when it faded, but it has, as have most things around you. “Morpheus is the King of Dreaming. While he lives, I’m trespassing. I always knew the dangers when I came back here, Lucienne. I don’t regret it.”
The grim air shrouding them makes you add a gentler, “We’ll cross that bridge when we get to it. First, we need to find him.”
You place your palm briefly on Lucienne’s arm as you walk past her, nodding towards Merv. 
Lucienne spins after you when you brush past. “You cannot do this forever, Wanderer. Eventually, something will give.”
Yes, that much is inevitable. But you don’t voice it. They’ve been through enough. Putting the weight of another looming loss on them is not something you wish to do. 
“On the contrary, my friend.” As you head towards the exit, you shove your hand in your coat pocket, fingers seeking a pebble and a wooden figurine sleeping safely in the dark folds. “Forever is all I have left.”
The air crackles, and you’re gone.
.
Your coat weighs at least several pounds heavier from the rainwater saturating it. The dark material skims over the ground when you push into a busy pub, rowdy chatter and cheers filling the air. It’s humid tonight, and the air inside the bustling establishment is hot, with sour beer and stale sweat heavy in your nostrils. 
Another dead end. There’s no point in denying a simple fact any more: the universe is conspiring against you. You've dug too deep, laid too much on the line for something not to work. No one has deigned to help you because it’s not meant to be.
Your brooding death glare makes a young man—likely barely above the legal drinking age—scramble from your path. Another joy of being you means you carry scarce few items on you. You're more likely to lose or misplace them, so what’s the point? But you’ve forgotten how arbitrary British weather can be. You’re soaked to the bone. 
You wedge yourself in the seemingly sole unoccupied spot, miserable and aching with a familiar stinging failure. Just a moment. A second to warm up, to stave off returning to the Dreaming and seeing the subtle yet inescapable disappointment on Lucienne’s and Merv’s faces at the news. 
Dropping your head backwards, you exhale a bone-deep sigh. It’s then you spot a man sitting on your left, a pen in hand, a scattering of papers littering his table as he stares at you. Hard. Squinting. Handsome, dark-haired, faint stubble littering his jaw and accenting his cleft chin. 
Your nape tingles.  
“Can I help you?” you ask bluntly. 
Startled surprise alights the stranger’s dark eyes. “Sorry. God, that’s rude. I didn’t mean to stare.” He raises a hand in surrender, regret palpable as he drags stray strands of equally dark hair behind his ear. “Or make you uncomfortable. You just reminded me of someone I knew once. Sorry.”
Odd. Most have a hard time placing you. You either blend in until you’re wallpaper and the walls, trees and the ground or until they see nothing but you. Once upon a time, that used to be your cue to run. 
“Must have been someone special,” you hedge casually, scrutinising the strange man just as closely.
The man ponders that for a moment. “He was a bit of an arsehole.”
Unfamiliar pressure pulls around your mouth, and you realise a small smile has formed a second later. Stranger still. You can't recall the last time you smiled. Or laughed. A faint snort leaves you. “Yeah, I had someone like that in my life once too. What happened to this arsehole?”
The stranger sits back, relaxing at your lack of ire to his prior ogling. He twists the pen between his fingers. 
“Well, I don’t actually know. We have an agreement, you see. To meet up ever so often in the same place. Chat. Have a drink. We fought the last time we met. Then he stood me up. Guess I had it coming. I implied he was lonely, and he did not take well to it—”
You suck in a sharp breath. 
“Hob Gadling.” 
The man stills for a blink and you miss it second. But it’s enough. You’ve learned to read people like books after a thousand years, and even someone like him—someone like you, old and cunning in his own way—is not foolproof. “Uh, sorry, no. Who's that?”
His short laugh is charming and rich, a warm hand stroking down your chilled, wet skin. Intended to sway you away from your inquiry. But these tricks are only good for deterring ordinary, unassuming individuals. 
You’re no such thing. 
You lean closer, and Hob tenses subtly, a survivor's shrewdness burning in his previously open, friendly gaze. 
“It’s okay,” you whisper. “We have a friend in common.”
He hears you even over the cheering crowd after a football team scores, everyone clustering around the TVs dotted around the packed pub. Hob’s mouth parts, then compress into a bloodless line. He edges closer too.
“You… are you like him?” he mouths.
Breaking the eye contact, you consider how to answer him best. “No.” Another slight smile curls your mouth. “I’m actually more like you.”
Hob’s eyes widen. “Me? So you’re…” he trails off, and you nod slowly. A wide grin splits his cheeks, stretching from one ear to another. “Well, that’s just brilliant.”
The sheer delight oozing from him catches you entirely off guard. As if you’re a present, a joy, and have been gifted solely to him. The warm curiosity he regards you with crumples something delicate inside your chest.
“We should talk,” he adds hastily, hushed.  
Nodding, you sweep your attention over the crowd. “Not here. Too many ears.”
Another grin edges Hob’s face, cheekier this time. “I own this place. I live upstairs. C’mon.”
He hurriedly swipes up the papers dotted on his table, his excitement palpable. 
“Weren’t you working on something?” you question with a raised brow.
He falters, clearing his throat. “This, oh, yeah. Just stuff. Marking.”
“You’re a teacher,” you conclude, rising to stand. “What do you teach?”
Hob stands to his feet after you, tucking the papers close to his chest, looking abashed. “History.”
A strange, unfamiliar weight forms in your chest, climbing up and up. Laughter permeates through the air—not ridiculing, but instead genuinely charmed by the simple irony.  
“Hob Gadling, I think you and I will get on just fine.”
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“So let me get this straight: his name is Dream of the Endless, he rules over dreams and nightmares of every living thing, is as old as the universe itself, and comes from a family of Endless, and he’s missing. Presumed kidnapped.”
With your legs outstretched before you, you cross them at the ankles, cradling your hot mug. “Just about.”
Hob wears an air of a man who just discovered how tiny his existence in this terrible universe is. You don’t hold it against him. Even you struggle with existential insignificance from time to time. In this, you’re comrades. 
You’re tucked away in his tiny but homey kitchen. Hob’s entire flat is well-lived in, welcoming, and cosy. Compact, but each corner is cared for. Sparsely furnished in muted earthy tones and riddled with indicators of history Hob got to live through, not read about. Only essentials dot his apartment, and you love that about his home, about him. It’s modesty borne from a long life, a realisation of how little value there is in material wealth. 
Hob hangs his head, dragging his hand through his hair. “I miss the days when I thought it was the Devil.”
Another fleeting smile touches your lips. “I bet.”
He eyes you closely. You blow innocently into your piping hot drink to clear steam tickling over your chin and mouth. In the far corner, your coat lays draped precariously over a tiny radiator, drying. 
“And you were once mortal like me but were cursed to wander between dimensions for all eternity. And if you stay in one place for too long, bad things happen to you. Eternal bad luck.”
“In essence.” 
Considering the information torrent you’ve unleashed on him, he’s delightfully quick on the processing. Perhaps you shouldn’t be surprised. He is over six hundred years old. But Hob’s exposure to the otherworldly is spotty at best. This would be overwhelming for anyone. 
His face slacks suddenly. “Wait. Are you… no.”
You hover over your cup, confused by this sudden burst of confounded shock. “Hob, I don’t read minds.”
“Are you the Wanderer?”
Your moniker washes over you, folding its fingers around your heart, cradling it. Centuries—entire millennia—spent waiting to be recognised in some capacity. Finally. Every photo, drawing, and written account were eradicated, but not stories. Not memory. Not even the curse can erase what has no physical presence. Ideas, stories, dreams—they’re unkillable. Dream of the Endless taught you that. 
No matter the circumstances, it robs you of speech for a moment whenever you hear your title now—rare as it is. 
“You’ve heard of me.”
Hob’s beaming grin is lopsided, his stare wide and eager. “You’re… a fable. I mean, nans tell stories about you.” His voice pitches higher. “‘If you’re good and eat your veggies, Gary, then whenever you’re in trouble, a stranger wearing a dark coat dusted in stardust will turn up and help you.’ Ha! That’s you. Brilliant.”
Sipping your drink, you mumble, “I do what I can sometimes.”
Hob chews over his thoughts for a contemplative minute, his grin diminishing. “But why? After so long, after all humanity has done to you… why help?”
From anyone else, you would dislike the insistence to unearth a reason. To pry into wounds unhealed, waiting to be freshly torn apart. Dream’s absence, then, punctures you afresh, hot and agonising, not the dull throb it had numbed into. 
“Why wouldn’t I?”
Hob stares at you, silent and heartbreakingly human despite his six hundred years. In him, you see nothing but drive to understand; a hand outstretched in hopes he’s found someone to connect with after centuries. 
“Once, I believed I could change destiny. Break it. If I had this curse, the least I could do is help others.” The liquid inside your cup sloshes from side to side in a slow pattern. Inhaling, you ponder how best to explain the struggle, a journey you had to go on to accept your own place in this universe. “So, once, I warned an entire village doom is oncoming. They listened. Evacuated. Elderly, children, wives and husbands and their animals. It was spring, so they couldn’t travel via river due to floods. The mountain pass was already treacherous, but another storm hit in the evening. Landslide. They all died. Had I not intervened, some of them might have lived. It took my friend and I three days to bury everyone. I wanted to do it properly. I owed them as much.”
You’re not sure if Hob is breathing. Muted, thumping sounds from the pub below fill the silence. 
Swallowing down your pain at the recollection, you continue, “Those were the early day. After that, I learned how to pick my battles. That it’s better to save someone than no one. Sometimes it’s as simple as making sure someone makes it home safe. It's enough. It has to be.” You finally turn towards him, meeting his forlorn stare. “They wither and die, Hob—that’s punishment enough. I used to resent them, run from them. But not anymore.”
His adam’s apple bobs. “That’s awfully sad. To bear that weight.”
Shifting in your seat, you shake off the gloomy atmosphere, indulging in rare curiosity yourself. “Isn’t it the same for you?”
Hob blinks, clearing the shine reflecting in his eyes. “A little. But we don’t see the future.” His head snaps up. “You don’t, right? See the future?” 
You shake your head with a faint smile, and his shoulders lump with relief. “Okay, yeah, well. For us, everything is happening too, just like everyone else, right? We only live long enough to call it history, not the present.”
Your nail scratches the rim of your cup. “You have a point there.”
A lull settles between you. You’ve grown to appreciate silence, too. Or rather, how rare it is to sit with someone and not feel compelled to saturate the air with words. How precious the ability to rest beside someone and simply breathe is. 
Hob is the first to speak; his inquisitiveness never subdued for long. “You knew me when we met. How?”
“Dream.”
Confusion mars his face. “He made no mention of you.”
Despite his audible disappointment at this fact, your gaze drops to the table separating you. “No. I suppose he won’t have.”
A restless beat, then, “We have to find him.”
You lower the cup back onto the table. Slowly, your limbs disentangle from your comfortable, slumped position. Whatever Hob reads in your body language makes him sit up. Your elbows dig into the wooden structure beneath you, your spine straight and jaw set with unyielding firmness as you regard him.  
“Why?” you demand. 
Immediate response, no uncertainty: “Because he’s my friend, and he’s a bloody idiot.” Hob’s features soften. “But this world needs him.”
“I’ve been trying to find him for the last century. No luck. Every force in the universe has been opposing me and punishing me for trying.”
Hob’s earnest stare doesn’t waver at the tart insinuation. You lean across the creaky table in a small kitchen half a world away, where the world is only as big as your hands can stretch on either side of your body.
“Would you like to help me, Hob Gadling?”
Sheer relief lines Hob’s face. “God, yes.”
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“And then there’s the hunger.”
A groan climbs up, vibrating in your throat. “I hate it. Nothing worse. You get so hungry you go quite numb. It’s bizarre. Then there’s the permanent headache.”
Hob looks hopeful. “Nosebleeds?”
“And the nosebleeds.”
Hob laughs at the indignant edge in your voice, taking a generous swing of his beer. You’ve spent the last two hours precisely like this. Camped in his kitchen, discussing finer points of immortality and all the nuisances that come with it. Swapping various stories over the centuries and savouring not having to hide for once. 
“Say, what’s the worst way to go for you?” Hob questions, raising his beer bottle by the neck. “People used to be scared of decapitation, but… listen, not the worst. It’s quick. Anticipation is worse, I reckon. Drowning is nasty. Fought through it the first time. Learned it’s easier to just…”
He mimics gulping a breath and slumps his head to the side. “What about you?” He peers at you over the curved glass, sobering instantly at whatever he finds. “Sorry, that’s insensitive. I shouldn’t have.”
Your words come out alien, wooden around the edges, “Burning alive. With drowning, there’s control. Burning is just, well, you burn. It’s slow.”
Excruciating, unending when you’re in the moment. Phantom ash coats your tongue to this day. 
Hob dips his head sympathetically. “Fire is nasty.”
“Experienced it?”
A subtle grimace. “Great Fire of London in ‘66.”
It's your turn to offer him a sympathetic nod. “I walked in the aftermath with a friend. I’m sorry.”
Whenever disaster struck, Death and Destruction were usually not far behind. Sometimes you can’t help but ponder if the fire was one of the last stones that pushed Destruction to his decision. His implications back then that humanity would create a horror unlike any other were lost on you until the atomic bomb was assembled centuries later. Then, at long last, it all made sense. 
“What about sleep?” Hob steers the conversation away from unpleasant history, and you’re grateful. “I don’t die from it, obviously, but without sleep, things get all… bright, confusing, and very bloody loud.”
You sit back in your seat. “That’s because your mind becomes untethered, and you start drifting towards Madness. Delirium's domain. Dream’s younger sister. Be glad you’ve never fully entered. Most can only reach it through drug consumption. Mortal minds are not made for trespassing there.”
Hob’s mouth rests parted, digesting the information. He’s curious and sharp, and there’s a particular pleasure in expanding his worldview. 
“Why didn’t he tell me about you?” His aggravated outburst is so sudden you instinctively tense before relaxing again. Hob weaves his fingers together, looking quite put out. “I would have sought you out. There’s so much I could have learned from you. So much we could have shared together. Maybe… all this won’t have been so lonely had I only known someone like me was out there.”
A needle lodges in your throat, prickling you with emotion at his heartfelt words. In the back of your mind, you can visualise it crystal clear, all those adventures you could have shared. But unlike with all others who flowed in and out of your life, you won’t have to worry about Hob dying. He would always be there, another permanent.
“There’s Mad Hettie,” you supply weakly. 
Hob’s regard has sharpened, probing. “You know what I mean,” he insists, leaning over. “And she’s younger than us. Why didn’t you seek me out?”
How can you articulate it? How do you explain human fault? Pettiness? 
Swallowing thickly, you hang your head. One breath, two, then you meet his patient gaze, resolute. “Because I was jealous.”
Disbelief colours his features, but you rush ahead before he can interrupt, “I thought about it constantly. A life where I was not cursed. Where I simply got lucky with immortality the way you did. What I would have given for it. Dream was so invested in you and your journey. I was jealous because he and the Dreaming were all I had. I feared…”
“You didn’t want him to replace you.”
You nod at his soft deduction. 
Hob leans across the table until you have no choice but to meet him halfway. “Dream won’t have kept you by his side for a thousand years if he didn’t want you around, don’t you think?”
His mild, comforting words compel sardonic amusement from you. “He didn’t. He banished me.”
Hob splutters, blanching. “He what?”
.
“A friend of a friend of a friend deals with the metaphysical. Well, he’s obsessed. More fitting term.” Hob hands you the card in his hand. “Anyway, he says this woman is the best necromancer in the country. Deals with any occult business for the right price. It’ll cost us a pretty penny, but she’s the place to start.”
Johanna Constantine. 
Life has a fine sense of irony, indeed. You thought you laid this particular hurt to rest. Centuries had passed. Yet, Edward’s snarky grin springs back to mind instantly. His hand encompassing but firm around yours. Constantines. You failed them. You promised late Lady Johanna you would look out for her descendants, but after Edward, after Dream’s disappearance…
“What’s wrong? You look like you’ve seen a ghost.”
“Because I have,” you admit in a faint, defeated breath. “But this is a good idea. Let’s go.”
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“Oi, Mickey, look at this.”
Two young men in black hoodies block your path. One wears a cap pulled low over his brow, while another glares you both down, hunched. Hob stops beside you, a quiet hiss escaping his mouth. He plasters an effortless, charming smile on his face. Modest and easy-going. He’s good. Even you would be put at ease by the placating sincerity in it. 
“C'mon, lads, we don’t want any trouble. We’re just here to see Miss Constantine.”
The one without a cap drags his tongue over his front teeth. “Whatcha want with Jo?”
Hob doesn’t hesitate; smooth and calm. “Hire.”
“So, you’re rich-rich, eh?” The one with the cap steps up, crowding your space, glinting metal tucked in his hand, brandishing between you. “Hand over the wallet, and we won’t knife you. Or your lady friend.”
You tilt your head, hands in your pockets. “Put the knife away and go.”
The two young men burst out laughing, sharing an amused look. 
“Did ya hear her?” The one with the cap bites out. “And I should listen, why? ‘Cause princess says so?”
Hob loosens anticipatory breath, tense at your side. 
“Because you’re friends with Constantine.” They likely all grew up on the same estate, and now they’re playing at being her poor security. You can’t imagine any Constantine taking kindly to such a gesture. They’re universally too proud to accept help. But Constantines are also excellent at drawing trouble their way, so this arrangement must work on some level. “You’re looking out for her. I once had a friend who did the same for me.”
The wooden figurine in your pocket promptly becomes ten times heavier than moments earlier. 
Mickey snorts, a deep, nasally sound. “Looking out for her? She’s a selfish shit.”
“Yet here you are.” A soft smile pulls at the seams of your mouth. “Which means you must know it’s real. All those nasty things in the dark she deals with. I’m one of them.”
Their shit-eating grins dim slightly. “You’re taking the piss. Enough with the jokes.”
The knife raises, glinting in the dim street light. So much for Hob’s suggestion you should take a shortcut. 
“I walked this earth during an age humanity has all but forgotten.” The young man halts midstep at your calm words. “The only thing older than me around here is this city, which I’ve seen crumble and rebuild several dozen times. So put your knife away, and go.”
This time both men—boys, they’re barely adults—gape at you in tense silence. Hob is as still as stone beside you. 
You venture a step closer, then another, until the blade's tip pokes into your stomach. “I would never harm Johanna. You have my word. But if you try to use that knife as I can tell you want to, I will grab you by the scruff and drop you in a pocket dimension so dark no one will hear your screams. Not even you.”
The hand holding the knife trembles. You draw back slowly, giving the young man a gracious smile, looking towards your companion. “Shall we, Hob?”
You walk past without another interruption. 
“Uh, so. Good job.” Hob begins when you’re a reasonable distance from the duo, some tension vanishing from his taut body. “I didn’t have to punch anyone this time. It makes for a nice change.”
The wind flutters your coat around your legs. “Are you any good?”
His chest puffs up. “Excellent, I’ll have you know.”
It’s not until you cross the street and the address on the printed card stares back at you that Hob pauses. “Could you do it?”
Your stride doesn’t waver. “Do what?”
“Take people into different dimensions? Drop ‘em there.”
There’s a cautious note in his words, his unease tucked away but not altogether imperceptible to you.
His actual question rings loud and clear beneath the blase act. Have you done it in the past? 
You grasp the metal handle, freezing to the touch, pulling the door open. “Never tried it.” You hesitate, shooting him a brief, humoured glance. “They didn’t know that, though.”
Tension melts from Hob with that light-hearted comment, and he smiles, stepping right after you. 
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“What do you want?”
Hob glances around the room as if confused by the frank question. “To hire you.”
Johanna Constantine inclines back in her chair, examining you both with a narrowed, cynical gaze. She’s a splitting image of her dead ancestor—a slim, short woman with dark brown hair and round eyes. As beautiful as Lady Johanna was. Your first glimpse of her had nearly frozen you in your tracks, and the reason for their similarities is abundantly clear. 
Resurrection. 
It’s been a while since you’ve encountered it. Why Death grants it to specific individuals is beyond you, nor have you ever pried into the reasons behind it. Some mortals are simply meant to do more and have another life to lead. 
“No shit. What for?” Her attention snaps to you, further narrowing, bristling when your stares clash. “Sorry, but why are you staring at me?”
There’s no reason to lie, so you don’t. “It’s been a while since I’ve met a Constantine.”
Johanna’s finely-shaped brows hitch up. “You’ve met a lot of us, have you?” she mutters snidely. 
You’re unfazed by her tone. “Most.” You exhale deeply, surprised by how difficult this is. “You remind me of him.”
“Who?”
In your peripheral, you see Hob slant in your direction as well. In the dimly lit, cramped office space, there’s a sense the darkness will reflect whatever you divulge.
“Edward Constantine.” 
Johanna’s proud cast cracks slightly. “That’s my… who are you?”
Regret. For having failed her up to this point. It’s clear Johanna is doing well for herself and is a powerful sorcerer the way all her ancestors were, but this is personal neglect. “You already know who I am. Was it the stories? Edward told me he would pass them onto his ancestors.”
The brunette's jaw flutters, her gaze glazed. “No. You’re fucking with me.”
You keep your expression open, your mouth resting in a gentle slant.
“Hello, Johanna. I’m the Wanderer.”
Harsh denial and irritation spark to life instantly. “You’re a story—a fairytale.”
“Aren’t we all?”
She scoffs, shaking her head, but her eyes won’t drift from you for a split second, pulling apart every detail. 
“My mum used to tell me stories about you every night.” Some melancholic childhood nostalgia seizes her for scant few seconds, and then Johanna schools herself with a faint sneer. “She said I had to be good because one day, Wanderer will knock on our door and take me on an adventure. Some stories depict you as a woman, others as a man or everything in between. Others say you’re no human at all. But a God cursed to wear human skin and prowl forever in starlight.”
You hear the bitterness in her words; a childhood hope crushed when she was forced to grow up, her childhood hero absent. Hopes of grand adventures dashed. How long before you became no more than another figment lost with her girlhood? Once, you were a significant part of her family’s history. 
“Some truth to it,” you say. “One has to get creative about disguises. Everything must serve you, or nothing will.”
In this dark, cramped office, it’s as if Johanna is not entirely sure what to make of you. If she can or should trust your presence here. “The benevolent stranger,” she muses. “Those stories used to make me laugh. A load of waffle.”
“You’re lying,” you say kindly. “I’m sorry I didn’t get to meet you sooner. But I’m here now, and we need your help.”
Johanna huffs, the fiercely unhappy sound reverberating. “Why should I? You’re nothing to me.”
Hob, who sat patiently beside you, interjects with a dry, “Because we’re paying you. A lot.”
Johanna pushes to her feet, her palms pressing into the table. “Maybe I don’t care to work for two mugs.”
“Hey! Rude,” Hob exclaims. 
“Sit down, Johanna Constantine.”
Silence barbs the room at your quiet, point-blank words. Johanna straightens from her momentarily frozen position, her expression pinching with barely veiled chagrin. 
“Is that meant to intimidate me?” she demands, crossing her arms. 
“No,” you say plainly. You direct your gaze back towards the vacated chair. “I’m asking you to listen. Please sit.”
Johanna doesn’t. She stands rigid, arms crossed, strong and proud, proving a point. You let her. If anything, the unyielding, stubborn edge brings back fond memories. Perhaps that’s why you’ve taken such a shine to her bloodline—Constantines don’t bow; others bow to them. 
Hob shifts, visibly uncomfortable in his seat, while the silence persists. 
“Fine,” Johanna finally spits out, grinding her delicate jaw. Yanking back the chair, she drops onto it heavily. “What are you searching for?”
You don’t comment on your little standoff. 
“Not a what, a who.” You pretend to miss the glimmer of intrigue now lurking in her regard. “He goes by many names, but in modern society, he would be known as the Sandman.”
Johanna snorts. “Sandman. Wait, are you being proper serious? Right.”
You don’t share in her amusement. “A hundred years ago, he disappeared from his realm and did not return.” Johanna’s snide smile falls away at the tangible heaviness tucked in your words. “Since then, your world has suffered the consequences of his absence. Encephalitis lethargica. Ring any bells? Persistent nightmares? Restless sleep? He’s alive, but he’s most likely been warded. Heavily. Unfortunately, I have no magical abilities myself. I can’t locate him.”
Johanna’s trimmed fingernails tap on the table, homour long since forgotten. “Why not ask a witch for help?”
A humourless smile graces your face. “I have. Several. It… didn’t work out.” 
Too weak, traitors, or those who simply refused to help. No mortal witch is as powerful as the Three, and after they turned you away, you accepted that was a dead end. 
“And you expect me to get involved despite what you just told me?” Johanna poses sarcastically. 
“Yes,” you reply, unblinking. Her tapping ceases. “Because it’s the right thing to do.”
Clicking her tongue, the other woman purses her mouth, biting amusement coming back full force. “I thought you knew my lot. We’re all selfish and self-obsessed. Or so they say.”
“You are,” you agree without hesitation, and her brows rise scornfully. “But you also do the right thing when it matters most. Look, does anything spring to mind? Anything that might not have been in the papers. Anything your family might have observed? Written down? Just tell us this much, and we’ll leave.” 
You’re not sure what passes between you. Eye to eye, you view each other with a stranger’s wariness, but underlying history neither can entirely ignore. 
This time, when Johanna stands, she pins you down with a no-nonsense glare. “Stay here.”
She heads for the adjoined room, and a small smile tugs your lips upwards. 
Hob puffs out a breath, hands on his thighs, mouthing so lightly his lips scarcely move. “Guess this means she’s helping us after all.”
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“I’m only doing this so you two fuck off.”
“We gathered,” Hob mutters. 
Johanna drops a thick volume onto the table, sending pencils and pens rattling in their plastic holders. Hob’s flat stare borders on comical, but your attention goes to the book. You’ve seen one of these in the past. Not faded with age as it is now—old Constantine family journals. You’re amazed to see this one intact. 
Johanna flips through the pages with efficient ease, stopping halfway. The spine creaks when she spreads the book open fully, tapping on a faded newspaper clipping portraying an older man. Strong, once handsome square features, but cruel, empty eyes.
“Roderick Burgess. They called him the Demon King.” Johanna flips to the next page, and Hob moves the table lamp closer, shining it over yellowed parchment. “A hundred years ago, the old bastard had a sudden turn in fortune. Some began whispering that he was consorting with demons. But good ol’ Burgess himself boasted that he had the Devil locked up in his basement.”
Devil? Your brows knit, a tingle racing down your spine. Could it be? 
“Bet that made him real popular with the locals,” Hob jokes from your right. 
Johanna hesitates over turning the page. “He was rich, so no one cared.”
Your fingertips trace the flowing script discussing Burgess’ parties and his company. “Was his power true?” you question curiously. 
“He supposedly had some skill.” Johanna flips several pages in succession, pointing at another faded photograph. “He was the one who founded the Order of Ancient Mysteries. And another interesting thing.”
She tugs free a cutout between pages at the back, unruffling it for a clear view. “Magdalenes Grimoire was reported stolen from the museum around the same time.”
“So he stole it,” Hob concludes, peering at you questioningly. “And used it to…what? Capture Dream?”
No, it’s not so simple. Capturing an Endless is comparable to capturing a hurricane using a butterfly net with holes. It’s the one aspect of this problem that’s never made sense. Who could capture an Endless, and what power did they employ for such a deed?
Deliberative sound hums from Johanna. “If the cookbook has spells strong enough in it, maybe. Here in the darkness.” 
You flinch. Your palm clumsily hits the table, body shuddering. Hob’s arm shots out, steadying you by the forearm.
“Are you alright?” 
Sucking in a breath, you blink rapidly, rubbing your chest with a frown. To your left, a rain-dotted window reveals a vacant street shrouded in darkness, nothing else. 
You thought—
No. 
You’re just being stupid. There is no way you just felt—
“Yeah, sorry,” you mumble, physically shucking off your frazzled thoughts. “What happened to Roderick?”
Johanna hops her attention from you to Hob, then back to you. “He died. What else? His son, Alex, inherited everything.”
Curling your fingers, you straighten your shoulders. Your hands slip into your pockets, locking around a wooden figurine and—
The pebble rubs into your palm, over and over. Is it warmer? It’s been icy to the touch for centuries but now— 
Realising both Hob and Johanna are watching you patiently, you drop the pebble, clearing your throat deliberately. 
“We need to find him. Can you get us an address?” you ask. 
She’s sceptical, but the thrill, the desire to spit in danger’s face, propels her forward. “And your plan is to, what?”
You share a glance with Hob. Innocently, you say, “We’re going to survey this Devil Alex Burgess supposedly has locked in his basement.”
Johanna perks up with open interest for the first time since you arrived. “Survey, eh? Sounds like fun.”
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On your lengthy trek back to Hob’s flat, he asks, “Have you ever…?”
A gnawing pain ricochets through your chest. “Yeah.”
Hob appears crushed at your strangled admission, his voice gentle and kind, “Okay.”
.
“How does it work?”
“Hm?”
Hob hands you a wet plate, and you dry it mindlessly, so lost in your thoughts that his question doesn’t register at first. He invited you to stay for dinner, and perhaps it’s how simple and comfortable it is with him, but you chose to stay. Selfishly so, perhaps. 
Muted kitchen light washes over Hob’s profile, his hands stuck in the soapy sink water. He picks up another plate. 
“You told me you jump through dimensions.”
You suppose it’s not something one hears every day. Drying the last plate, you place it on the counter, striding towards the fridge wedged in the corner. Skewered on top is a fresh crop of homework in desperate need of marking. You rifle through the pile to find spare paper. Hob doesn’t impede you, and you wonder if that means something, too, that you’ve only known each other several days, but he permits you this familiarity. 
You wriggle your fingers in his direction. “Pass me that pencil.”
Hob dries his hands, doing so without a word. You head towards the table where your drinks still stand, half unfinished. “Okay, so. Imagine this piece of paper is our world.”
You hold a blank paper in your outstretched palm. 
Hob stares. “It’s flat?”
“No,” you retort, pinching your nose to hide your crooked grin. “Dimensions are… difficult to explain. You have to experience it. It’s honestly more like a rubber band ball. I just pull on each individual band to jump places.”
You pick up a second sheet, holding it over the first, resuming your explanation, “Imagine this sheet is another dimension. They overlap. Everything, everywhere, is constantly overlapping. Sudden death? It happens because humans end up in the wrong place at the wrong time. Dimensional overlaps walked in on at the wrong time can kill you instantly.”
Hob picks up his bear, listening attentively. “Is that why you feel so heavy in certain places? Like you shouldn’t be there.”
You nod approvingly. “Exactly.” Pinching the pencil, you hold the two sheets together, thrusting the pencil clean through the middle. The page rips, the pencil lodged in the middle. You tap on the protruding tip. “So, this is me.”
Hob looks positively horrified. “That looks… painful.”
“It is. Human bodies aren’t made for it. That’s the point. It’s gotten better. I learned a lot. Time patterns mostly.”
Hob follows your fingers while you scribble random combinations. Numbers that make sense to anyone but you. “There are ways to… suppress it. I did a lot of testing. How long can I keep the curse at bay? How long can I linger in a single stay? How long do I go away before I can come back to reset the curse? If physical or emotional stimuli influence it. The waking world, or the human world to you, is the worst affected because I was once human. Beings from other realms are not so easily impacted.”
Intrigue lines his face, attempting to discern what you’ve written on the ripped paper. “How come?”
“Because the curse is human in origin,” you tell him bluntly. You weren’t sure at first because it seemed like magic too powerful for any sorcerer or witch to accomplish casually. “There are beings out there far older than humanity. With the other Endless, for example, it tends to be mostly bad luck contained to me. Periodically it leads to almost death, but their power is far greater than the curse, so it doesn’t affect them the same way it would a mortal. Essentially, with humanity, the curse spreads outwards. With the Endless, it draws inwards, to me.”
Hob mulls over those words silently, tugging on his earlobe while he does so. He does that often. A habit you’ve come to associate with him since your first conversation. Subconscious but endearing. Does he do it while he teaches too? 
“But not… the Dreaming,” Hob says in deep thought. “Why is that an exception?”
“I have theories,” you admit, tapping the pencil rhythmically. “But only one can confirm them. And he’s about as likely to give me answers as I’m likely to run down the Tower Bridge naked.”
Hob chortles, nearly choking on his beer. “You bloody well could and then just pop out for a hundred years.” He hesitates. “No family then? No… lover?”
You doodle—a breathtaking island where people once wandered in their dreams. “If I had a family, I don’t remember them. As for lovers...”
A slight catch in your voice doesn’t escape his heed. 
“Him?” Hob prompts quietly, knowingly. 
No reply, yet you both share in a compassionate moment of mute understanding.
“How about you?” you wonder. 
At long last, a chip in Hob’s amiable armour appears. “Had a wife and a son. They both died.” He swallows down his pain, and you know all too well what that’s like. “Occasional lover now and again, nothing permanent, though.”
“I’m sorry, Hob.”
He shrugs, but traces of hurt remain. “It was a long time ago.”
“You’re brave,” you tell him, lowering the pencil. “I’ve seen what grief can do to people.”
“I do it for them,” he says suddenly, breathing out deeply. You can’t help but mutely ponder if this is the first time he’s admitted it to anyone, even himself. “To have a gift like this and waste it? Nah. Only a mug would. Gotta experience it all. Live for them.”
Dream’s fascination with Hob finally makes sense. You should have known he would be special, but to experience it for yourself is different. “Still want to live then?”
To your unspoken surprise, Hob doesn't rush to respond. He instead deliberates for a while. 
“I’ve seen terrible things, done terrible things I’m ashamed of to this day. Always will be. I’ve loved and lost. A lot. But I’ve found new reasons to go on through it all.” A toothy, happy smile splits his face. “It’s gorgeous out there, isn’t it? I’m in love with all of it—good and bad. What?”
“Nothing,” you say softly, watching him fondly. “It’s late. I should head back.”
Hob hurries to his feet when you rise, tucking your coat closer around your body. “There’s a spare room here,” he suggests hurriedly. “You can stay. You’re always most welcome to stay.”
You instinctively seek your tokens. Smooth, loved wood and a warm pebble. “Thank you, Hob. It means a great deal to me. But it’s better if I go. I’ll need to return often for the search, so better reduce the strain with as many gaps as possible.”
You pivot on your heels, heading towards the door. Hob pursues you several paces behind. 
“But I’m like you,” he argues. “Maybe it doesn’t influence me the same way.” 
His words die off when you level him with a heavy, pained look. 
Too many times. You’ve risked and hoped and believed too many times. You like him, and it would break you immediately if you had to lose someone else right now. You’re hanging on by sheer will alone. Cut off. No Dream, no Corinthian, no Endless. You’ve never felt more alone. If it weren’t for Lucienne and Merv, you might have gone insane, lost yourself completely. Just this once, you want to have something happy to look towards. 
“I’ll be back in two days,” you say reassuringly.
You turn the handle, but Hob speaks before you can leave. “I used to think I’m the loneliest man in the world. But then you came along.” In the small hall, you survey each other with equal fascination. “How do you bear it?”
Your head slants backwards, viewing lines in his ceiling. 
“Because of people like you,” you tell him frankly. “You inspire me. Remind me why I’m here. Why I help. You asked me earlier if I miss Dream. I do. But I see him in everything. In everyone. Hopes and dreams that make humanity so beautiful. Your love for life is a gift, Hob. Never lose it.”
His head hangs low, raw emotion crumpling his features as he nods shakily. You head outside without further ado, strolling down the stairs. You’re not surprised to hear a second set of footsteps join you moments later. 
“I gave it some thought,” Hob calls out behind you. “About why Dream didn’t tell me about you.”
Because I’m nothing to him. Because he only ever put up with me. You’re a wonder, Hob Gadling, and I’m a curse meant to plague this Earth. 
“It’s just the way he is.”
Your footsteps echo, beating on the creaking wood underfoot. 
“Nah. You got it all wrong,” Hob retorts in a singsong voice. Pushing the door outside, you enter the cool night together, drizzle still present from the earlier deluge. “You assume he didn’t tell me because he doesn’t care about you. But the way I see it, it’s the exact opposite.”
His words force you to a halt, but your back stays turned to him. A rumbling chuckle fills the air, as if this sudden epiphany is giving Hob some private happiness. “After everything you told me about your curse, I think you’re the one he cares about the most. Maybe not telling me was him being a little selfish. Just this once, he didn’t want to share you with the universe.”
What can you possibly say in reply? So terribly you wish it were true. What would it be like to know it’s not apathy to your mere existence but deep, slightly selfish care, an unwillingness to be parted from you driving Dream? To be instead cherished and preferred. Wanted. 
Wanderer, you are henceforth banished from the Dreaming. Take your secrets and your curse, and begone.
Your fists clench so painfully that your shoulders curve inwards. “You’re gonna like this part,” you tell him, your words shaky as you peer at the man lingering in the doorway. 
Hob’s brows draw inwards. “What?”
Forcing a smile, you shove your hands into your pockets and snap away with a crack. 
.
Sun hasn’t shone in the Dreaming in over a hundred years. 
You miss it. 
The bridge is precarious to thread on, so you attempt to land in or near the castle nowadays. You’ve honed your skill further in the last century, inch by agonising inch. The curse trashes inside your chest, settling as your physical body follows, adjusting to a new realm. 
The Gatekeepers do not move at your approach. They’re now no more than stone, chipping apart like everything else. 
Your lonely trek up the staircase is silent, the castle entrance looming. For a realm once so bursting with sound and life, there’s now only absence. The first time you noticed that overbearing emptiness, something in you shattered to pieces. But as you head deeper inside, a distant echo of Lucienne’s voice reaches your ears. Folding your coat closer around yourself, you formulate your words inside your head.
“Lucienne,” you start, attempting to inject lightness into your voice. “This lead is different. I can feel—”
You stumble to a stop, a partially granulated pillar revealing a lithe, dark figure perched on the staircase. Lucienne’s head swivels in your direction as the figure on the stairs stretches to his full height at your entry. 
Blood pounds so deafeningly inside your head that you don’t hear your strangled breaths. Heat licks all over, pounding through your veins. It’s some sick joke, some awful sick joke—
He can’t be here. Over a hundred and seventy years you hadn’t seen Dream of the Endless. Last time you stood just like this, and he had told you to leave, go, and not come back until—
There are no words for the look he bestows you with. For it’s not a look any mortal could ever give. It’s so devastatingly endless, gentle and brutal all at once that it strips your heart to ribbons. It’s as if he takes apart atoms making up your body and lovingly slots them back together, fusing them anew. He views you through dimensions, planes, and every measure and grain of time. He sees in you the beginning and end of all things. In one pulsing look, you live and die and are reborn again a billion times.
Dream’s stare flicks down your body, the coat—
His coat. 
Something hot pulses through the air, tingling your chilled, clammy skin. 
His hand stretches towards you. “Wanderer.”
You rip yourself away from the Dreaming in a single breath. 
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an: I know a few might be a lil disappointed at the lack of Dream (and Corinthian) in this chapter, but Sandman is a story about stories, and I suppose this is my personal tribute to Neil's wonderful work. A chapter about stories and the power of storytelling. How much it can inspire and connect people. Trust me, though, the next chapter will be 👀 Hope you enjoyed it!!!
and sorry for the mistakes. It's almost 3am here, and I wrote 5k of this in one sitting + editing. with English not being my native language, I always find editing to be a pain. love you!!!
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AAAAHHHHHHHH CHAPTER IX OF TIBYIM AAAAHHHH
also the way you described the way Dream looks at Wanderer!!! Beautiful
that was a look of a starved man finally having someone put a hand on an invisible, bleeding wound and breath life back into him after a century of captivity.
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Just when Dream finally sees her, she vanishes. I wonder what was going on in his head when he saw her for the first time in more than a century (and his coat too!!), only for her to disappear seconds later? God you are a master weaver of words and off pulling heartstrings. This mutual pining will be my end, surely
A lot—a lot is going through his mind. But you’re in luck because you will get to see exactly what next chapter since it opens with Dream’s POV. But if you want some indicators I do suggest (re)reading this as it is canonical from Dream’s side.
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“Mess with me or mine again and I shall forget you are family” considering everything that went down with dream/wanderer/desire the implications behind “mine”…. Ooooh i hope u can include this scene in your fic. Maybe desire tries to be a bit bold and tries to make a dig at dream’s attachment to wanderer?
This scene will be in the fic from Dream’s POV 👁
And Desire is going to be a lot more than bold because you have to remember a very, very crucial detail:
Desire now wears Dream’s face when Wanderer looks at them, and they know it.
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Dreams don’t fucking die. Not if you believe in them. THE SANDMAN: SEASON 1 (2022) [in/sp]
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“Something hot pulses through the air, tingling your chilled, clammy skin.”
Dream went feral when he realized she’s wearing his coat! BRUV! YOU’RE KILLING ME WITH ALL THIS!
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did wanderer rip herself away from the dreaming because of the banishment?
Yes. Like she says to Lucienne and Merv in the first scene she’s aware of the dangers when she came back and said she would leave after finding Dream. She knows what Dream’s wrath is like, how (at least old) Morpheus would take and respond to such a blatant slight and disrespect in his own domain—his own throne room, no less.
Wanderer leaves, because the thought of evoking this is a terrible one:
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"Just this once, he didn’t want to share you with the universe.” SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP
Hob was so insane for saying this!!! But also so right to say it!!!
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THE SANDMAN S01E10 - "Lost Hearts"
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