theportraitofloveandhate
｢Shattered Illusions｣
-- And then... the door to Paradise opens yet again...
Mental State: Normal.
{RP account is for an AU Alive!Elys from Elysion Sound Horizon. Multi-fandom and OC friendly.}
~~Quotes~~
The illusion reaches decadence; the romance goes on spinning immorality
The sadness of being born to embrace pain
The door that's opened countless times, the fourth horizon
That Paradise's name is Elysion, also known as Abyss--
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"W-Wait...! Wait a second! Don't cry... please! Everything will be better later but please don't cry! I don't know how to deal with this..." She hugs the other albino with no idea of what to do. She can't deal with herself, nice... at least Elys doesn't know that or this could be worst.
"I don’t know!! I don’t know anymore… I j-just don’t want be left alone anymore but i don’t know what to do…" Hides her face between her hands, probably crying. After all no one could understand better her problems than herself, right?
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"C'mon! Aren't you the always smiling person? Isn't that a proof that you are happy all the time? Or are you lying? I'm sorry if i ask too much but i want to know... since you look like me..."
"I told you, i’m tired… I have been doing my best since i died and still i can’t feel happiness …i mean a true one."
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"Now you are the pessimist one, Lorelei. Cheer up! I know you like smile for some odd reason."
"………I don’t know, people doesn’t need my help… also i guess doesn’t need my friendship… they doesn’t even trust me… I’m tired of being left alone, i’m tired of everything."
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She was a little ashamed of her own answer because sounded silly even in her own head, children doesn't live with animals! At least normal ones... but her imagination wasn't good enough to think in something better. And when he patted her head she can't help but smile, that was a nice gesture of his part.
There is the possibility that he understand her situation or she thinks so, well... at least he said that wasn't necessary further explanation and is a relief because doesn't know how do it still. Nods quietly with the smile of before, and then... ah- but now comes a difficult question again... That's no fair.
"I go to the city to ask for food but no one seems to be interested in take care of me... even so i'm grateful that i don't need steal things because they give me bread or fruits...sometimes." What Elys does is mostly ask for alms or charity because do other thing could be bad.
Keep going...? Looks down trying to figure out a good answer but there is none, before she had questions but when is at the contrary things are less and less easy. "I-I don't know what to do..." The worst part is that those thoughts are her everyday, besides try to survive this girl doesn't do anything more. For a reason the animals are her family, she is living like a stray cat for don't say more.
Papa? Oh… That made him remember even more the ghost in the paradise, it was as strange as unnerving. But this time he didn’t let the girl to realize it, the initial reaction was bad enough to cause another incident like the last to happen again.
Even so, she being alone didn’t reassure him in the least. It was a terrible life to lead, and he doubted the animals were enough for a girl so young like El. He also knew, if the story was the same, how complicated the situation could be. And the desire of showing his worry was countered by it.
… He didn’t know, exactly, what was the best way to act in such a situation, so he just let his impulse to lead the way. In a similar way he did with the ghost, he knelt and patted her head.
"You don’t need to explain anymore" The pain of losing someone was something he was familiar with. "But… then would not be better to move at the city? I’m sure someone would take care of you"
She was still too young for being alone, that was for sure. He was sure that there would be a person able to give her a better life that the one here. Or in that Paradise.
"You need to keep going. This is the end only if you want it to be." For herself, for her father. Seeing her dying alone was, surely, far from the desires he had for her.
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"Yeah... This is a very troublesome place due to the wild animals. As i said before some are peaceful but others not at all."
Sighs deeply, that can't be helped this is their territory anyways. "Let's go, as soon we can get out of this forest will be better." Continues walking, apparently they are more near of the exit.
Thankully the wolf didn’t noticed them and walked away towards the contrary direction and then suddenly by the shrubbery appeared a fox that only directed its gaze at them. That was just too near… even so she felt a little startled to see the other animal popped out of somewhere.
Sighs. “Apparently today them are more active than other days…”
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"....You are strange, i don't know why but for some reason you seem to have some information that i don't have, what is?" This other girl probably is even younger than Elys and is talking in a way like if she were much more older or know her current situation. That made her words blunt but for a good reason.
"Someone needs be more confident in her words and is not me. No one will critize you about that …please. I just want be your friend~" This is one of the oddest things that could happen and more seeing that in this fate she was so… shy and lack of conviction even in her words.
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"I-I'm confident... but... is strange see someone like me, i mean we are alike. That's just more than a coincidence..." The other girl was right, Elys wasn't enough confident but she likes be like that and will not change to please this strange white-haired girl that seems like her. Just no.
"If you say so… i think maybe that’s good…" Still bugs her the idea that the other girl is hidding something but seems that even if that is so she will not tell anything.
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"If you say so... i think maybe that's good..." Still bugs her the idea that the other girl is hidding something but seems that even if that is so she will not tell anything.
Lorelei? Um… Alright. Why do you look like me? This is almost like look at a mirror…
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Lorelei? Um... Alright. Why do you look like me? This is almost like look at a mirror...
We have the same age, apparently… Who are you anyways?
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We have the same age, apparently... Who are you anyways?
I don’t even remember when i came here for last time…
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I don't even remember when i came here for last time...
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"Umm... Sure!" The albino just ran towards the kitchen to get a clean glass and pour some water on it, that's the only thing that she can do thinking in how poor she was. Then returned and gave it to the other girl. "Here you go ...I'm sorry for don't have much to offer...."
Them passed near of a grave that was by one side of the door, Elys sighs and opens it to enter to the house. Now how could she take care of another girl if she barely can do it with herself? Well, there must be something or so she guesses. “You can enter, please feel yourself in home.”
#heavenlyhostchildren#sure i know#welp my muse is easy to cheat#so do it~#oh god i'm bad with my poor muse xD
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She lowers her head a little, somewhat ashamed of have ended in a unknow situation. The albino certainly knows that this isn't a place in where must be but she can't change the fact that now is here and even without clue or what to do exactly.
"Elys... I'm Elys, can i ask what's the name of this place?"
By her soft tone of voice, almost trembling was obvious that she felt somewhat guilty for be wandering and maybe this man wanted explanations that she can't give... Is troublesome.
"I'm sorry if i'm in a place in where i must not be.."
theportraitofloveandhate arrived at Rokkenjima 1944
He was a bit stunned that the girl actually did come to him and talked to him.
He actually had hoped that it was just a bad daydream, and that if he called that girl, that it would just disappear like a dream.
But it became even more real.
Was the sun so warm to play such a prank on him?
What was a little child doing on an abandoned island like this?
How did she arrive here.
"……………….
Hello…. small girl.
Can you tell me your name?”
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"I'm not sure if that is good or bad but is fine." Thinking in that they have solved the issue of being mistook by another person she finds that is enough. After all isn't someone that she could know that other girl or so she thinks.
And then comes his question, the problem will be how answer that... Thinking in how bad is answering those kind of questions.
"I live here, um... with--" She just can't say it, many people could wonder why a child is alone and sometimes even herself thinks in that way but she has not relatives to live with since her father died. In fact is just a 'miracle' that she is still here, to her luck or not it was the truth. "...the animals of the forest."
Maybe that answer wasn't the best, in fact can sound very weird but what else she could say? Elys doesn't like talk about death and less when comes the issue of her father, it was just painful.
"Um... I know that is strange but is the truth, i mean Papa isn't here anymore. Ah--" Is better don't try to explain it, she is terrible at it and if she continues talking probably will end saying only nonsenses. Talk with people is just this difficult because she was almost all her life inside of her house, sick, without any other human interaction than her father. Elys just can't help it.
Still weirded by the strange meeting, the man searched the way to explain himself and the other girl. It wasn’t a problem of good or bad, only the circunstances of her existence what made him felt like that. And he was sure that explaining that to her wasn’t a good decision. She was too pure, and when you live like that everything is a matter of black and white.
So he needed to avoid a clear explanation.
"She is a nice person. But she has experienced too much, only that." She was a lonely girl in a lonely paradise, clinging to a promise of bliss and happiness with her most beloved person. He could not say anything against that, because in a sense he searched for the same.
But enough of that Elys. He didn’t know why this happened, but he was going to try ignoring the fact that there were two of the same albino girl.
"And you? What are you doing alone in the forest?"
Maybe the Chronos got messed up? That could be the reason for him landing in that paradise. Being different “worlds”, he could guess that the threads between them weren’t that strong.
But that was as far in theories as he could go, his ignorance of Moira’s plans was too big, and his knowledge of Thanatos’ ways too scarce.
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"Oh-- I see... Umm... I think could be better if we talk about other topic. Indeed that could be much better..!" The girl can't hide the fact that she noticed that this wasn't something good to talk about, maybe the princess didn't liked the story or had some connection with her, the little albino doesn't know what could be.
"I think can be a good idea ...erm... maybe go to my house, maybe.." Her lack of ideas right now are because she feels somewhat guilty, in a way feels like if she made sad the princess.
Isn't something easy to handle in Elys case, her issues with people are big due to don't really understand how act with others, the girl was used to be with her father but no one else. Her reaction was indeed of concern in the most honest way.
A couple of minutes appear between the girl’s questions and her replies, mostly because it’s information that the princess herself doesn’t know, so a convincing answer has to be found quickly.
"I’m not sure, maybe they live happily and have a family, perhaps the curse vanished with the pass of the years… I think this a tale with an open ending so people can think whatever they want or make their own versions."
Her tone of voice was dull, this was something that couldn’t be helped, ah, this always happened when she used her story as a tale, kids are curious and want to know everything, every single detail… Sadly, this is an action that the lady can’t fulfill.
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"Good night."
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Them passed near of a grave that was by one side of the door, Elys sighs and opens it to enter to the house. Now how could she take care of another girl if she barely can do it with herself? Well, there must be something or so she guesses. "You can enter, please feel yourself in home."
"I see, well… If you want i can show you how return to the main path but is a little dangerous here." Thinks for a while, in fact this forest is a confusing place even to herself but anyway she will help her. "Oh- My name is Elys, to let you know."
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