I can't stand these malevolent people, they drain me. It's so painful to have self importance be such a significant part of how you feel about yourself in an apathetic world.

Alcohol seems to be one of m closest friends.

Fight Fear And Anxiety

Fear and anxiety can leave you feeling depressed and helpless, but it doesn’t have to. Fight fear and anxiety by controlling anxiety and taking back your life. When you develop anxiety, feeling fearful often or irrationally can be a common side effect, but there are ways to reduce your anxiety and relieve the fear you feel.

Everything's just fucked right now and I'm wondering why it's always been this way and getting worse.

And are you ashamed too?