“After [Laura and the kids] were killed, I had this rage inside me. I felt like I was going to lose my mind. And I knew I had to do something. So I made a gun, a real gun, to shoot the Jap prince. I bought the bullets. I was about to do it. I was just about to. And then I saw this boy, this little Japanese boy. And when I looked into his eyes… I don’t know. It was like I saw myself. I knew killing that guy, it wasn’t the answer.”