my fave song of 2019
그냥 느껴져
해가 뜨고 나면 꼭 달이 뜨듯이
손톱이 자라듯, 겨울이 오면
나무들이 한 올 한 올 옷을 벗듯이
넌 나의 기억을 추억으로 바꿀 사람
사람을 사랑으로 만들 사람
널 알기 전
내 심장은 온통 직선뿐이던 거야
0 notes
day 36: moles
Growing love:
I discovered four new tiny moles around my neck and chest this evening while I was taking a bath. I wonder what other things I’ll discover about myself as I grow days, months and years older. This also reminds me of my sudden desire to drive a sports car these days. I never knew I’d want to take a Z4 down Highway 1 until recently. So I don’t see this as a quarter life crisis but a discovery about myself, like the four moles on my left chest.
---
Older loves:
Recently, I’ve fallen in love with filming (with this 100 day project) and rekindled my childhood dream of making music videos. I remember acting out scenarios in my small room while listening to my favorite tunes. Maybe I’ve always loved filming but put it in the back burner while I grew more “adult,” realistic and “sensible.”
---
I want to rediscover my old loves and tickle the parts of me that I never knew existed this year. I already have found four new moles. What else is out there?
---
This isn’t a video but a video idea. I won’t film my moles but a video about things I’m growing to love + loves forgotten that resurfaced sounds like fun.
0 notes