#THEGCNG - featuring charlie, mac, dennis & dee from it's always s.unny in p.hiladelphia. written by chuck.

new blog is set up! find me over at @thegcng.

#THEGCNG - featuring charlie, mac, dennis & dee from it's always s.unny in p.hiladelphia. written by chuck.

new blog is set up! find me over at @thegcng.

new blog is set up! find me over at @thegcng.

new blog is set up! find me over at @thegcng.

new blog is set up! find me over at @thegcng.

i'm gonna be moving to a new discord! give this a like if you'd like me to message you my new username once i've got it set up.

just an update that i am doing okay! making a plan to start going to support groups and/or aa meetings. i am still going to be taking this week to step back from tumblr and clean up this blog. i am trying to find a way to enjoy writing as a hobby without causing extra stress and anxiety in my life. thank you all for your patience and kind words.

So i really didn’t want to have to make this post, but i really have to ask for help. due to a recent injury i have to take the next 4-6 weeks off of work and it will take that long or longer before worker’s comp starts to pay me. because of this i am about to lose my car from back payments. i just simply can’t catch up with it.

if you can donate or help spread the word it will be greatly appreciated. i currently need $440 ( currently at zero ) to catch up with my owed payments. any and all help would make such a difference. thank you for hearing me out! information for donations will be under the cut

i’ll be accepting venmo, paypal, and cashapp donations if you can help.

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p.aypal: jakoblucas

i'm gonna be moving to a new discord! give this a like if you'd like me to message you my new username once i've got it set up.

just an update that i am doing okay! making a plan to start going to support groups and/or aa meetings. i am still going to be taking this week to step back from tumblr and clean up this blog. i am trying to find a way to enjoy writing as a hobby without causing extra stress and anxiety in my life. thank you all for your patience and kind words.

relapsed with my drinking. talked with my fiance about it and she knows. going to be taking this week off tumblr to focus on getting back on track. my discord is "diirtgrub." if you want to chat.

dennis smokes his cigarettes in season one like a slut (affectionate)

i am sorry for being very negative on the dash this evening. i really am trying to get better at spam posting when i am having a panic attack/break down. thank you to everyone who reached out i am doing okay right now. i love you guys very much.

now  he's  grabbing  my  hand  and  sure  as  shit  when  his  hand  leaves  mine,   my  knuckles  aren't  busted  up  anymore.   takes  me  a  second  to  wrap  my  head  around  the  fact  that  he  had  done  that,   well,   takes  me  a  second  to  remember  that  he  can  just do  shit like  that.  "uh,   thanks  ..."  the  appreciate  and  acknowledgement  is  mumbled  under  my  breath,   eyes  drifting  towards  the  fresh  hole  in  the  wall  when  jeong-u  mentions  it.   i'll  probably  make  charlie  fix  the  wall,   that  seemed  like  charlie  work  to  me.   i  watch  as  he  darts  around  paddy's,   picking  up  empty  bottles  and  garbage.   i  do  hear  him  when  he  mentions  that  what  i'm  angry  about  can  be  fixed  too,   but  i  pointedly  ignore  it.  

"you  don't  have  to  clean  up,   man.   you  don't  work  here." instead  of  moving  to  help  clean  i  move  behind  the  bar,   grabbing  a  glass  and  a  bottle  of  whiskey.   i  pour  myself  a  few  fingers  worth,   downing  it  all  in  one  gulp.   i  let  out  a  small  chuckle  when  he  suggests  talking  about  it,   and  i  shake  my  head  from  side  to  side.  "i  don't  really  do  the  talking  thing  when  it  comes  to  feelings."  what  good  would  it  do  anyway?  i  got  pissed  about  something  stupid,   the  gang  fucking  off  and  not  listening  to  me  and  leaving  me  alone.   i  grab  the  bottle  of  whiskey  and  the  empty  glass,   moving  to  the  other  side  of  the  bar  to  take  a  seat  on  one  of  the  stools.  "i  just  got  angry  and  punched  a  wall  instead  of  stuffing  it  down  and  forgetting  about  it.   not  a  big  deal."   i  pour  another  glass  of  whiskey,   raising  a  brow  in  his  direction.  "you  want  a  drink?" 

dennis reynolds is angry.  part of me suspects that he always has been, her vicious acts and proclamations coming from somewhere deep, somewhere they can't share.  i note the tension in his body as i kiss his knuckles, my free hand covering her wounds for a moment before lifting.  the injuries are gone, and i pat their hand for a moment.  ❛❛  walls can be fixed.  ❜❜  i side - glance it, glad it isn't my establishment under dennis' brand of destructive energy.  brushing past them, i pick up an empty bottle of beer from a nearby table, and then toss it into the nearest trash can.  

❛❛  —  so can whatever you're pissed about.  ❜❜  i offer that lighter, passing dennis again in the opposite direction, tidying.  mac isn't here, charlie isn't here, dee isn't here, frank isn't here  —  it's just dennis and her anger and me.  ❛❛  you can talk about it, but if you're not into that, you don't have to.  ❜❜  after another quick sweep with my eyes, i turn, sitting.  i cross one long long over the other.  ❛❛  —  but if you do, then, hey.  priests listen, right?  i was one during the crusades.  don't ask, it was  —  ❜❜  i wave one of my hands.  ❛❛  sit down.  you're making me nervous, and i talk too much when i'm like that.  ❜❜

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