— via jitterati

i spent my whole night crying over everything you said and every you didn't say. you were asleep.

Most relationship taught me the more chances you give someone, the less they value you. They aren't afraid to lose you bcoz they know no matter what, you won't walk away. Never let anyone get too comfortable disrespecting you. Love yourself & choose distance over disrespect.

“I don’t trust words anymore. I only trust actions. People can pretend to do a lot without beeing serious about it.”

— Moritz Fer

“Sadly, sometimes it’s too late. That’s the thing about time: we cannot get it back.”

— Unknown

I learned love can't always weather the circumstances of our lives.

Ellen Hopkins, The You I've Never Known

I am mentally tired. Really.

“today i saw you, i didn’t feel the butterflies and i didn’t want to kiss you. i just saw you and you were like every boy in the world, and i swear it was your fault”

- excerpt from a book i’ll never write #9

I feel heartbroken and numb at the same time. Like there’s shards in my heart but I can’t feel them. More and more keep getting added and I just helplessly watch it happen.

having bpd is actual hell on earth cause no one tries to fucking understand you and they write you off as being difficult and too much and they leave and we’re left with this fucking personality disorder that consumes my entire fucking existence and they act like its THEIR inconvenience that IM ill.

Wanting to die is such a hard feeling

You know you're not supposed to be here, but you still go to sleep and wake up.

It doesn't matter how hurt you are and how much you hurt yourself, you'll never have the satisfaction of death

More than anything. 💔