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theactualmandy · 6 hours
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Due to being overpopular and way too loved, the authorities started to question me about my success.
I have realised I am too perfect. I had to do something. I must be cancelled at least once.
Therefore, I present you this fucking drawing.
You can unfollow now. Leave me.
I am the devil, showing you why God wont talk to us. He is disgusted from us. The best creatures, doomed to fail. Disgrace.
I am the forbidden apple you bite. I am the terror. This is the proof.
Lord shall yet again cry in disgust, seeing what i have done today in my phone in 2 minutes. I am sharing this with the world. So everyone shall witness.
Witness. Witness and know the reason why we are kicked out from the heaven.
gegagedigedagedago
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theactualmandy · 5 days
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Avatar Study: Part 2
(Here’s a link to Part 1 if interested.)
(Part 1 is Aang & Katara. Tho their pages do not look as good as this one lol)
Toph Beifong
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She’s such a fun lively character! I can’t believe we had a whole season without her </3
(Also… I can draw hands now???)
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theactualmandy · 5 days
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Crack of dawn Tophlee bullshit ass drawing, hooraaay!!
These designs are from my friend Wafou's modern ATLA au
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theactualmandy · 5 days
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Natsuri doodle cause I love and miss the girls
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theactualmandy · 7 days
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OOUUUUUGGGHHHHHHHHHBBBBBHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
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theactualmandy · 7 days
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Those Heeler lads and their irresistible charm~
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theactualmandy · 7 days
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🦊
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theactualmandy · 16 days
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Yo??
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theactualmandy · 16 days
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NIGHTMARGIN NEW GAME TRAILER VID! JUST FEW HOURS AWAY!!! CAN YOU BELIEVE IT :>:>>:>:>
(ignore this niko trying to eat the teaser picture)
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theactualmandy · 17 days
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Hi there. It's been a bit, hasn't it? I made this last night for my friend Wafou on Twitter.
Go follow him. He makes tasty art (also a lot of zukka)
https://x.com/gatorbearbun?t=KsRJeSUkn8fLVyqapmRo7g&s=09
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theactualmandy · 17 days
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She’s as straight as a ruler (the ruler: ⭕️)
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theactualmandy · 25 days
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Another headcanon I have for this game is Niko grows insanely quick and by adult they become MASSIVE
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theactualmandy · 2 months
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This has been a fun year so far!
Working on Lackadaisy, Tamberlane and Tabuley animations has been exceptionally rewarding and tons of fun!
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theactualmandy · 3 months
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Squishes Vs Crushes (Part 3)
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Squishes Vs. Crushes, Part ¾ - The part on squishes!! I know a lot of you have been confused about what a squish actually is, and I hope that this can help 💚✨ As you’ve probably noticed, I’ve chosen to draw my ocs again. I’m so sorry that I keep dropping them in without context (although they are significant, I’ll explain in the comments), but I … couldn’t bring myself to draw the person who I really felt that way for, in the words that I wrote. It’s something I’m still working through I guess. It’s hard to realize someone you used to think would follow for the rest of your life … isn’t the right fit for you, that way. I’ve been an open book so far with this account, but I’m not ready to share this yet. I hope that I’ve still managed to convey the feeling regardless 💚 About slide 5 - I’ve had relatively close relationships with my squishes, which may not be helpful if you’re not close with yours. The most important thing I believe describes a squish is the desire to be close to someone in a platonic way (however you define it for yourself), but wanting emotional intimacy commonly seen with romance. This isn’t an end-all, be-all description, but it’s how I percieve it/how I’ve seen it generally described. Feel free to comment if you’ve had a different experience! As always, I’d love to know what y'all think 💚💚💚
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Title slide: Celia excitedly raises her arms, and says “next up, we have-”
(Title) “The Squish, AKA platonic attraction”. In the corner is a note written: “May be commonly confused with, but is not actually a crush/romantic attraction”
Slide 2: Another sketch slide. Celia stands holding her hand to her chest, which now glows with a warm light orange. 
“In terms of physical sensation, it’s a lot more gentle of a warmth that fills your chest. There are definitely no”butterflies” or any feelings in your stomach.”
Slide 3: “Instead of wanting to do traditionally romantic activities, you’ll want to just … hang out with them, a lot.” 
A drawing of  Celia, playing video games with one of her former squishes. She says “Eat dust!” while he retorts “Didn’t you say you were good at this?”
(note from author: this never actually happened. I wish it did, though.)
“Eat pizza, get into ridiculous shenanigans together. Like the “best friend” kind of stuff.”
Slide 4: “It fills you all over with a sense of calm and peace - like a warm field on a sunny day.”
A younger Celia, sitting in a sunny schoolyard field filled with dandelions. Her former childhood friend/squish, a boy with short orange hair, is sitting with her. 
Slide 5: A pure text slide. “It’s something much deeper, and more grounded.” An asterisk is drawn, indicating to the reader to check the description later.
Slide 6: “They make you feel safe, and you want to stay with them - ”
A drawing of two of Celia’s OCs (who are named Collin and Lucian). The taller boy, a biracial black man with curly brown hair pulled into a ponytail and warm brown eyes grins as his friend, a shorter east asian boy with tan skin, medium length spiky dark hair and green eyes leans next to him. They appear to be talking.
Slide 7: “ - By their side -”
The two characters are now walking on what appears to be an ethereal lake. It is mirror like, and it reflects the rich blue and magenta sky onto the its surface. 
Slide 8: “- For a long, long time.”
The two walk into the distance, and the clouds and sky twinkle above them.
Slide 9: Celia speaks to the viewer, and says “It’s a lot more underwhelming than a crush, and you won’t have that same obsessive feeling.
Slide 10: Celia continues: “But, at the same time, I would say it’s a lot more meaningful of a feeling, and I’m more motivated to maintain a bond with that person.”]
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theactualmandy · 3 months
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Squishes Vs Crushes (Part 2)
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Squishes Vs. Crushes, Part 2/4 - Where I finally explain the rest of my opinion on what a Crush Actually Is, and perhaps more Importanly, How To Identify One 😆💚 There are a couple of things I should mention about this part - as you’ve probably noticed, I chose to draw two of my characters (who are gfs!!! 🥰) in some of the panels to help explain my points. I was originally going to draw myself for them (like the rest of these comics), but … I’m too romance-repulsed when it comes to things I’m personally involved in, and I couldn’t bring myself to do it 😭😅 (I have a feeling this is a part of being gray-aromantic for me). And speaking of being gray-aromantic, I want to emphasize that my perception of what defines a “crush” is still influenced by the fact that well, I am AROspec 😂 As mentioned, the way that I experience romantic attraction is so brief (and also, it virtually NEVER happens) that it only lasts a few seconds now - it’s a fleeting emotion, a glimpse into a life that isn’t mine. It temporarily lets me understand the hype around romance for those few moments. Yet it goes away just as fast, and I’m left puzzled as to why I would ever feel that same emotion when I look at the person in question again! Because of this, I don’t put a lot of stock into the feeling - but I’m almost certain allos feel differently about romantic attraction. To my undersanding, allos find this emotion to help them place importance on the person that they feel said attraction to, and it’s a part of experiencing a crush. But I’m not 100% sure 🤷🏻‍♀️ - so any alloros (or demiros, if you feel this applies to you), can you please let us know if this is true? And overall, if you think I’ve missed anything important on identifying a crush, please let us know!!! It would be super helpful to this group of highly confused aros 😭
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Slide 1: Another sketch like, softly airbrushed style. “I would say it’s very overwhelming, bubbly, but not with any real substance or depth of feeling”
Now a stream of pink passes through Celia, with more butterflies and a little pink heart drawn on her chest. A small sound effect of “aaaaaah” is drawn around her to indicate alarm. 
Slide 2: “You’ll feel obsessed with the person though - ”
Celia sits at her desk, thoughtfully looking up while she puts a pencil to the side of her mouth. A thought bubble with a blank person labelled with things like “insert object of affection” and little doodled hearts appears. 
“- Probably to the point where you can’t stop thinking about them”
Slide 3: “You’ll also want to do traditionally ‘romantic’ things with them”
A photo of two of Celia’s characters out on their first date. They are two women, one of whom is tall curly haired brunette with tan skin and a purple blouse, the other of which is a shorter dark-haired girl with freckles and a pink dress. They are at a dinner on what appears to be a patio (string lights in the background), and are having cotton candy as a dessert. A little rose is placed on the side of the table. 
The note scrawled to the side of the photo says “two of my OCs out on their first date!”
Slide 4: “- and you’ll want them to be nice to you, maybe impressed by you.”
The two characters are now at a gallery show. The taller girl in the couple has taken a few photographs displayed at the show, and she asks nervously to her girlfriend if she likes it (and she does!). 
Slide 5: Celia speaks to the viewer: “And In my personal experience … you do know, right away, what you’re feeling.”
Slide 6: “There’s an “oh” moment” Celia is drawn in the sketched, airbrushed style. This time she has an overlay of pink placed on her, with a concentration of the pink near her chest. A little spark of light with a heart passes through her, while little notes around her written express her surprise “oh. Fuck -”
Slide 7: “as a grayro, it goes away VERY fast” A continuation from the last panel, the pink overlay which covered her before seems to drip off of her. She seems confused, saying “huh? Why-”
Slide 8: “And over the years when I do experience this (and it’s been a while) -” 
A timeline drawn in the same sketch style, from when Celia was a young teen to today. The ages are labeled 13, 14, 16, and 19 plus, and they are filled to varying degrees with the pink overlay like before. The amount drops drastically from when she was thirteen (in which it filled about half the form) to when she is an adult, where the pink is barely visible. Underneath each figure it describes how long each “crush” is, which goes from her being unsure of the length, to about a month, to 1.5 hours, to barely a few seconds. 
“- it’s gotten progressively weaker each time.”
Slide 9: Celia drawn in the usual style. She smiles and laughs, “So any alloromantics out there, if you want to add your experiences in the comments, please do!”]
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theactualmandy · 3 months
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This comic is so wholesome
Growth (Part 3)
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Growth, 3/3 - And … with that, we finish off yet another series 🐸🐸 I hope y’all enjoyed the ride, I know it’s been a long wait for this, but I really wanted to take my time and craft this comic and what I had to say with it (and also take my time with these last few greenhouse scenes haha).
I don’t think the ways in which amatonormativity affects us has been explored as much, since our awareness of the topic is so new. Or at the very least, I haven’t seen much discussion and I feel like we’re all just taking stabs at it atm. So here’s my take, it’s something I’ve reflecting on for quite some time, and I hope you’ve found it interesting too.
Also, this is less relevant to aromanticism, but I wanted to sign off on this: I know growing up I really clung to the idea of finding the *right* relationship, romantic or not, to be this kind of … magical key, to fixing many of my personal problems. But as I’ve learned through my own experiences, sometimes all you really need is the time and space to rest, to recover, and the will to try again at the end of the day (or the next morning, or whenever your strength returns).
If love and relationships have been the key to your healing and growth – fantastic! I’m genuinely so happy for you, and I think that is beautiful. But to anyone that needs to hear it, you can be fine too without. Your growth can be something that you shape and lead, and for what it’s worth. I think you will find at the end of the day the path you carve for yourself will be beautiful in its own ways, too.
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Slide 1: Celia shrugs “Overall, I think it’s just that society puts a lot of emphasis on celebrating growth in relation to romantic love.”
Slide 2: “It’s all too common for me to hear people talk about how someone became nicer after they’ve found “the one”, how much better they are with a lover than without”
A younger Celia is shown studying as she listens to her parents converse. They say:
“You remember [redacted]?”
“Yeah”
“Yeah, he finally got a girlfriend and its like he did a complete 180 as a person. He’s so much nicer and more patient now …”
Slide 3: Celia says “ – and as an aro, I just … wish that there was just as much focus, and celebration, for the ways people grow in the absence of romance, or any kind of relationship.”
Slide 4: “Because that family friend was wrong.”
Slide 5: “I did grow, past the lack of confidence and the so-called shyness, all of these traits that supposedly I would have gotten as a part of falling in love.”
A pot of ferns is drawn growing, unfurling, reaching towards the top of the panel.
Slide 6: “I became strong, confident. More patient and kind and understanding than I had ever been, all of these traits that supposedly would have been the rewards of love,”
Celia sits in her gardening attire. From her hand floats a fern unfurling, with sparkles in the background.
Slide 7: “Except I didn’t fall in love. I wasn’t motivated by any person, romantically or platonically or otherwise. And as much as I wish it was because I embraced self-love … it actually wasn’t either.
I grew because I had finally been given enough space to heal from what had been hurting me back then. And because I wanted to.”
Slide 8: “People love to say that everyone eventually blooms in the presence of “true love”, but I’ve always disagreed. Celia is illustrated talking to a blank person, from which a speech bubble shows a flowering plant. Celia says “I don’t agree”.
Slide 9: Back in the greenhouse, Celia is shown watering plants as the sun shines behind her. “In nature, not every plant flowers.”
Slide 10: “And those plants are no less beautiful for it.”
Shot pans out into the wider greenhouse, an array of nonflowering plants depicted around Celia as she stands with her watering can. The afternoon sun pours into the building, illuminating her and her surroundings.
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theactualmandy · 3 months
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recent school hw!!
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