I bagged the prettiest and the most perfect girl in the whole world. I won. I'm so happy, you have no idea. I love her so much. ❤️

Ok, so yesterday I kissed with the gril I'm in love with. And it was really nice!!! And then we cuddled as we fell asleep together. :) No sex, just lot of vibing and talking and some wine and it was just perfect. Honestly it was really cool and epic and I very much hope we'll do it soon again. 💛

Hazbin hotel is the only thing that keeps me on going today (I'm so fucking tireddddd)

I'm So obsessed with hazbin hotel it almost physically hurts. You know that feeling when you're so excited you get anxious? Well, them double it.

Dude I'm SHAKING.

All that just from thinking about Angel Dust and Husker and Vox and Valentino and Niffty and -

My brain is rotten, occupied by a mushy fungus and completely dysfunctional. How do I turn this off????

Why do I fall in love so easily?

When I was a teenager I prided myself with my resilience to "love" or even crushes, but as I get older I feel myself turning into an undeniably sappy individual. I see a pretty face and a kind soul and immediately turn into a hopeless cause. It's funny... At least theoretically.

Practically it's just stupid and annoying. Love means responsibilities and expectations, which I both hate wholeheartedly. :) But I can't help it! I can't choose "not to fall in love" or whatever, it just fucking happens!

Ugh... I know, these thoughts aren't any kind of new nor original, but to me they are so recent and prominent I have to word them somehow - and when I try to talk about it irl, I always cringe SO HARD it's nearly impossible to come up with something coherent.

Anyways, recently I'm knees deep in love with one of my flatmates and thanks to her pretty recent break up with her boyfriend I've got now a free path (or whatever you call it in english idk).

I'm happy. Finally.

Thank you, God. 💛

I'm like if Sanji was a lesbian. That's me. My gender. Or whatever.

I hate myself i wish i could die rn with no consequences at all I HATE MYSELF SO FUCKING MUCH

When I was a child, I genuinly thought that as I'll get older my hyperfixations will lessen up in their intensity, but oh how wrong I was! Hyperfixating on Cacofonix? Better buy a whole ass lyre and learn to play it! Hyperfixating on Sanji? Signing up to be a part-time cook at some local restaurant. I take these things s e r i o u s l y af. And it's honestly just so funny. The only thing making me a bit worried is a potential of me becoming obsessed with one of those "sigma male" movies or whatever. Then please lock me up, thank you very much.

Oh god

am I in love again?

My little kitten's favorite activity is to watch tiktok with me and tap his tiny paw on screen as if he wants to 'like' the video and sometimes he actually does so. I love him so much! ^.^

Why am I sad?????

I hate myself i hate myself i hate myself

Wow. I'm such a lucky human being. I'm so so lucky. Guys...

I AM GOING TO HAVE A KITTEN!!!!!!!!

I'm very glad my gay-girl-fuckboy phase is over, don't get me wrong, but sometimes I remember how much game I've had and I'm like,, dayum,,...

i love in fantasy when its like “king galamir the mighty golden eagle and his most trusted advisor who would never betray him, gruelworm bloodeye the treacherous”

How often do I think about roman empire? Considering I'm obsessed with Asterix... Well, pretty often. Eventhough I'm not a man, duh.